passenger

In the single ward, Shi Dongdong opened his eyes, he was confused for a while before he remembered where he was and why he was here.

Like every morning when he wakes up, his head is aching, and looking up at the salt water shelf above his body can make him dizzy for a long time.

This time, he saw clearly that the bag of milk-like milky white liquid hanging on the saline rack was almost running out, which also meant that the nurse would come in to drain the tube soon.

Everything was the same as usual, except that the ward had become a single room, and the person who used to visit him did not show up today.

The door of the ward was pushed open at the right time, Shi Dongdong looked over in response to the reputation, but saw that it was not that person, nor the nurse, but Molly who came in.

"Awake? Let me help you. The director will come to make rounds in a while." Molly walked to the bed and glanced at the deflated infusion bag.Her tone of voice was very cold, and she didn't even look at Shi Dongdong, because she quickly focused on the extubation.

"The hanging one is still fat milk?" Shi Dongdong asked.

"Yes, you have been vomiting a lot recently, this is to help you replenish your strength." Molly put away the tube and took off the medicine bag from the salt water rack. She still didn't look at Shi Dongdong, but just asked a routine, " Nothing wrong, right?"

"It's just too boring. Now that I have replenished my strength, can I go downstairs?" Shi Dongdong sat up with his body propped up, and when he was most dizzy, he closed his eyes.

"Didn't you say that the director will come to make rounds in a while." Molly frowned and glanced at him.

"I won't go far, just two floors below." Shi Dongdong smiled with a rare good attitude.

That smile hurt Molly deeply. Perhaps this person used such a face to seduce Qiao Hao. That pale and weak appearance was really hard to refuse.

"Are you going to the respiratory department?" Looking for Qiao Hao?Molly spoke coldly.

"Yes, a friend was hospitalized there, and I haven't seen him for a while." Shi Dongdong nodded, but he wasn't talking about Qiao Hao.

"You mean... An Ning?" Molly's expression became complicated.

"Ah, yes, I forgot that you knew him too." Shi Dongdong sat up straight, and the previous discomfort has receded a lot.

"Didn't Qiao Hao tell you that he is no longer here?"

"He...has he been discharged from the hospital?" Shi Dongdong was stunned for a moment, and an unnatural smile appeared on his face.

"You know what I mean, An Ning's parents finally gave up all treatment, not everyone has your condition." Molly said almost sharply.Her eyes swept over Shi Dongdong, and fell on the huge ward where he was in. In the room, the temperature of the air conditioner was turned on just right, the humidifier and air purifier were working quietly, and the sunlight hit the bed gently through the gauze curtains. On the ground on the side, there are two worlds here and outside the door—in the corridor, two extra beds were added last night.

"When did it happen?" The smile disappeared from Shi Dongdong's face, and his hands gripped the blanket tightly on both sides of his body.

"It's been a while, I thought Qiao Hao would tell you." Molly said quietly.

Shi Dongdong grasped the blanket and slowly lifted it away. He moved from the bed to the side of the bed, and lowered his head to find his own slippers.

"What are you doing?" Molly stepped forward and pressed his shoulder, feeling a little uneasy in her heart, but she forced her composure on her face.She knew that this news was undoubtedly cruel to Shi Dongdong, but she wanted to be cruel now.

"I'll go to Qiao Hao and ask him about An Ning." Shi Dongdong's voice was very low, revealing a sense of helplessness.

"You can't go anywhere now. The director will come to make rounds later." Molly raised her voice, her chin lifted, and she pressed Shi Dongdong's shoulder with a little more force. This man was as thin as As if it could be crushed with a little more force, Molly felt a little disdain from the bottom of her heart.

"Do you think he can control me?" Unexpectedly, Shi Dongdong shook off Molly's hand, and the force made her take a few steps back to stabilize her body.It seemed that I had underestimated him, but he never put himself in front of him seriously, he only mentioned the director.

Molly looked at Shi Dongdong angrily, the more stubborn he was, the more she hated him.

"No one cares about you, but can you stop hurting Qiao Hao!" Molly said loudly.

Shi Dongdong raised his head and looked at her carefully.He wore a light gray cotton hat on his head, his pale face looked thin and weak against the soft texture of the cotton hat, but his eyes were sharp, as if he had the sensitivity to see everything.

"Don't look at me like that, I know everything!" Molly raised her chin to meet his gaze.

"What do you know?" Shi Dongdong looked at Molly mockingly, waiting for her to continue.

"The matter between you and Qiao Hao, I know what kind of people you are." Molly gritted her teeth, her nose fluttered slightly, and her eyes were tingling.

"There is nothing between me and him, you don't have to be so sad." Shi Dongdong said lightly.

"That's his wishful thinking?" Molly stared at Shi Dongdong, "Then he is so stupid, just for a person who has nothing to do with him, he told me that he doesn't like women, that he loves you!"

"Did he tell you that?" Shi Dongdong lowered his head, and inadvertently scratched a few times with his toes on the ground.

This seemingly careless action made Molly even more annoyed, "Do you still want him to tell the whole hospital? You are really selfish, have you ever thought that if everyone knows about such a thing, how can he still be in the hospital?" foothold?"

"You won't tell, I know." Shi Dongdong stood up and smiled at Molly. He walked to his slippers with bare feet, and slowly put on the slippers while leaning on the edge of the bed.

Shi Dongdong, who straightened his body, was taller than Molly. He walked up to the girl, approached her and said, "Besides, he's not afraid. What do I have to worry about?"

"But you're going to die!" Molly, who was forced back a few steps by Shi Dongdong, finally yelled out. She clenched her fists tightly, feeling a desperate urge in her heart.

Shi Dongdong looked at her sideways, waiting for her to continue.

So, she said word by word, "Yesterday, I heard what your father said to Qiao Hao in the lounge. What you have is not an ordinary tumor, what you have is one of all brain tumors." The most malignant glioblastoma is grade [-]! Don’t you think it’s strange? A kid from a rich family like you lives in our hospital after suffering from such a serious illness. He neither continues chemotherapy nor No surgery, just palliative treatment with some nutrient solutions and painkillers all day long...If this is the case, why bother dragging Qiao Hao? Don't you feel selfish!"

"You mean, I'm just waiting to die, right?" Shi Dongdong smiled unnaturally, and his body shook a little.

After Molly finished speaking bravely, she became guilty after getting Shi Dongdong's reaction.

Suddenly, she didn't know why she did this, was it to let Shi Dongdong let go of Qiao Hao, so that she would not fail completely, or was it just to hurt the patient in front of her.She felt like a blindfolded animal, attacking wildly but unable to save herself. When everything was said, she began to be afraid—not all people can accept the fact that they are about to face death, Shi Dongdong next What will happen, she can't imagine at all.

Molly pursed her lips, but stared at Shi Dongdong with wide eyes, not knowing how to answer his question.

But Shi Dongdong staggered back to the side of the bed, "So that's the case, I should have guessed it, right? But people always have chances, and choose to ignore what they don't want to accept... But, why did you say it?" What about it? When I die, return Qiao Hao to you, okay?"

As Shi Dongdong said, a smile appeared on his face again, but at this moment, his face became extremely pale, and even his hands tightly held the edge of the bed to support his body.The whole person stood there precariously, then looked at Molly and smiled.

There was an indescribable feeling in that smile, and Molly didn't know whether it was despair or just mocking herself.But there was no doubt that that smile was terrifying, to her.It was as if he had stabbed a sharp knife into the body of the person in front of him with his own hands, and while he was in pain, he despised his own overpowering.

Molly felt that the smiling person might collapse in the next second.

But she is not a murderer!

"That's not what I meant! That's not what I meant!" Unable to look at the man any longer, Molly fled out of the ward while talking.

In the corridor, she bumped into a person who was walking towards her, and when she saw that the person was the man in black who had been staying beside Shi Dongdong, the nervousness on Molly's face became even more difficult to hide.

"What's wrong?" Chen Zhi looked at her suspiciously.

"I didn't mean that..." Molly repeated the sentence in her mouth again, and then pushed away the man who questioned her with cold hands and feet, and ran towards the stairwell at the end of the corridor.

Sensitively, Chen Zhi felt that something was wrong, so he rushed into Shi Dongdong's ward almost immediately.

Seeing Shi Dongdong sitting paralyzed by the hospital bed, Chen Zhi's heart twitched tightly.

"Winter!"

Shi Dongdong slowly raised his head, the smile on his lips had disappeared, and his eyes were almost empty when he looked at the person running in front of him.

"What's going on? Why are you sitting here?" Chen Zhi's question was full of anxiety, "Is your head hurting again? Or did Molly do something to you?"

"You guys really lied to me..." Shi Dongdong maintained his sitting posture, with his hands hanging weakly by his sides.

"What did you say?" Chen Zhi wanted to help him up, but he didn't dare to touch him rashly.

"What kind of colloid tumor is coming? It's already level four? Then how long do I have left?"

"You... Got it." Chen Zhi closed his eyes, knowing that there was no way to hide it.

"How long do I have to live?" Shi Dongdong raised his voice.

"If there is no operation, it will probably not be more than half a year..." Chen Zhi said with difficulty.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? I wasted so much time." Shi Dongdong didn't show any expression on his face, but he grabbed the edge of the bed with his hands and stood up tremblingly with his body supported.He didn't take another look at Chen Zhi, but walked out of the ward.

Chen Zhi wanted to hold him back, but found that his pace was slowly picking up.

"Where are you going?" Chen Zhi followed Shi Dongdong and called him, Shi Dongdong's absent-minded behavior made him so nervous that he didn't dare to relax for a second.

However, Shi Dongdong ignored him, and just staggered forward on his own, until he reached the stairwell and pressed the elevator button, and finally leaned on the wall exhausted and bowed his head.

Chen Zhi supported him, feeling that he seemed to have somewhere he really wanted to go, so he whispered seriously in his ear, "Where are you going? I'll take you there."

Shi Dongdong panted slightly, and finally turned to look at him, "I'm going to find Qiao Hao, and now...I just want to see him."

The difference from the previous absent-mindedness was that when he talked about Qiao Hao, his eyes were like stars shining.