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During these days, everything was black and white. After the anger, impulsiveness, and confusion subsided, Bian Xiaojun just wanted to rewind time to that day, to the time when Ou Xuyang asked him if he didn't want to break up.

Why didn't I answer then?Bian Xiaojun asked himself again, but still had no solution.He just stubbornly felt that there were some problems he still hadn't solved, how could I not care?Such a picture is simply a nightmare, how could it be forgotten so quickly?

"Brother!" Rainie ran into the ward bumblingly, and shouted happily: "Sister Yueyue is here!" She even raised the lollipop in her hand, excited as hell: "Look, brother!"

Li Yue came in after her, and she said, "I gave it to her."

"Thank you, sister?" Bian Xiaojun asked Rainie, and the child replied crisply, thank you.

Bian Xiaojun saw that Li Yue's emotions were complicated. The beast Li Yao was her own brother, but after all she was helping him all the time. Li Yue came back today with another message, "My brother said that Ou Xuyang is going back to Beijing. Leave tomorrow afternoon."

After hearing this, Bian Xiaojun felt very uncomfortable, "How did your brother know, are they still in touch?"

Li Yue was helpless, "How can you still think that Ou Xuyang is related to my brother? It was my brother who went to him, and he spoke so directly that my brother gave up."

A little bit of joy, a little bit of comfort, but the cloud still lingers, Bian Xiaojun can't get out, he feels like he's going to turn into a snail again and hide in his shell.

"Bian Xiaojun, can't you face the reality bravely?" Li Yue said suddenly.

Bian Xiaojun looked at her.

Li Yue took a deep breath, "I know that I am not qualified to say this as a family member of the perpetrator, but I know he is a beast, and I hate him too! The worst thing is that he will not be punished for committing a crime, why? Just because there is a dad who also turns his hands into clouds and his hands into rain. I have enjoyed such privileges before, so what right do I have to criticize? Bian Xiaojun, this is very powerless, you know?!"

She stood up as she spoke, and began to pace the ward, "Why did my brother stare at Ou Xuyang? Let me tell you the reason. When he was young, he had a girlfriend, his classmate, a boy. At that time, I also had a crush on that boy." Yes, so I hated my brother when I knew they were good. Then I messed around, huh... let’s not talk about it, anyway, I got into a hooligan, and they accompanied me to the hospital or something, but the hooligan In the end, I intentionally took revenge on my brother, deliberately said that I had an affair with that man, and the hooligan beat the man almost to death, and my brother was also seriously injured... Later, their affairs were covered by me. I stabbed it to my dad, my brother was sent out by my dad at that time, but that man committed suicide because he couldn't think about it."

When it comes to the gloomy past, Li Yue is clearly emotional.Bian Xiaojun was also very shocked when he heard it, he didn't expect Li Yue to be so frank.

"The crazy boy you chased me away at school last time is actually my first love, you know? Of course, I don't admit that he is my first love. I don't like him at all. On the contrary, I'm so annoyed by him! Actually He was quite normal at first, so this is me at the time, dark and selfish who likes to play with others." Li Yue bent down on the window sill, looked outside with her chin on her shoulders, and continued to pull back: "My brother and I both like That man, so what a blow it was to us when he committed suicide! Especially my brother, he became perverted after that, and he started to hate everyone. So my brother's transformation from a human to a beast was also caused by me."

"As for Ou Xuyang, he is a bit like him. I can't tell where he is. Anyway, my brother has been looking for people who are very similar to him. Either because of his physique, or his eyebrows, or some small movements."

"So, do you understand? All the inhuman experiences of Ou Xuyang were essentially caused by me. Therefore, you should be brave enough to hate me! Instead of being entangled, use your entanglement to hurt Ou Xuyang who is the victim! Bian Xiaojun , " Li Yue patted her chest, "I'm standing here, I can't control my brother, my dad and my family, and I know that no matter what we do, there is no way to make up for Ou Xuyang, but if you want to vent your anger, you can Sprinkle it on me!"

"It's nothing to do with you if I vent my anger on you." Bian Xiaojun shook his head.

"Why, since you can forgive even me, why don't you forgive Ou Xuyang?" He heard Li Yue ask him.

"I didn't forgive him!"

"No? Then why didn't you keep him?"

"I'm also asking myself! But I just can't figure it out! Li Yue, you're a girl, you won't understand, this is something that even a man can't tolerate!"

"What can't be tolerated?! Is this his fault!"

"Of course not!" Bian Xiaojun replied straight away.

"It's my fault, my brother's fault! But you blame him for our fault, so what if he committed himself to my brother? He thinks about you all the time, and he said that when you just came out of the ICU, you were unconscious. Come here, you know? His face is swollen! Your dad saw him and kept chasing him away. He begged your dad to let him stay. After a long stalemate, he finally knelt by your bed and begged your dad to let him go. When he sees you awake, he will leave. Listen, he is kneeling beside your bed begging for your father! I have never seen Ou Xuyang like this, even if I never knew him, but you know how proud he is, right? ?! Such a proud person knelt down and begged your family because it was you!" Li Yue calmed down her excited tone, "Do you want me to say more? You know I heard you tell me about your breakup the next day Bian Xiaojun, you are so stupid, he asked you like that in the end just because he wanted you to keep him, why didn't you keep him? You thought you were sticking to the principle of bullshit, but in fact you were messing with him Desperate, you know!"

Bian Xiaojun sat on the hospital bed in a daze, unable to say a word, he was panting rapidly and trembling frequently.Li Yue also calmed down for a while and continued, "My brother came home yesterday. When he came back, he was very listless, and he even took the initiative to talk to me. He told me that Ou Xuyang was going to go back to Beijing to study tomorrow afternoon. He was the one who asked me to bring this news to you, and he also told you to go back after you recovered from your injury. It’s strange, like a different person, I was frightened. After asking him for a long time, he said that he didn’t want to send Ou Xuyang He has done enough wrong things when he was cornered. So, I guess Ou Xuyang must be very bad, otherwise how can I let go according to my brother's temper." Li Yue paused, "Bian Xiaojun, let me ask you, do you still love him? ?"

"Love!" This is the fundamental question, Bian Xiaojun didn't hesitate at all, he knew he was only sure about this.

"Didn't you find out? This is the answer to all your entanglements!"

"Huh?" Bian Xiaojun was still a little taken aback.

"If you don't love him, you can leave him with 1 reasons, but if you love him, [-] reasons can't make you leave him! What I'm talking about is absolute! So as long as you love him, you can only rely on this You should go to Beijing to find him, tell him you still want to be with him, tell him you can't break up!" Li Yue hit the nail on the head.

Li Yue's words seemed to shine a ray of light into the fog that Bian Xiaojun had trapped himself in. He looked out the window thoughtfully, and the scene in his mind returned to the scene when they went to Mount Lushan together that summer, the first night of their stay. How he hugged Ou Xuyang who was blushing facelessly and made kisses, he did not forget this scene, he also remembered what he said at that time that he would be by his side forever.The original intention has never changed, has it?

"Brother! The rain has stopped!" The little crazy girl Rainie ran back from nowhere with her hair disheveled, and it was amazing that she was sweating all over in winter. , the rain stopped, I want to go out with Feifei to play!"

"Where's your mother? You need your mother's permission!" Bian Xiaojun remembered that his little mother was here before, so he asked Rainie.

She pursed her lips when she heard it, "Mom definitely disagrees, I'm not looking for my mother."

"Come on, I'll take her back." Li Yue touched Rainie's little hand as he said, "Will you go with my sister? Will my sister take you out to eat delicious food?" Rainie really forgot who she wanted to hang out with as soon as she heard it I am so happy that my eyes are blurry.

"Then tell auntie that I brought Rainie back to my house, and my mother happens to miss her too." Li Yue took care.

"Understood, thank you," Bian Xiaojun looked at Li Yue and said again, "Thank you."

Cheng Youcheng came out of the dean's office, and then he saw Wu Miao who was waiting in the corridor looking at him with a smile on his face, and asked him with a face of schadenfreude: "How is it? Did you enjoy being scolded?"

Cheng Youcheng smiled wryly, "I was sprayed all over my face."

"Hey, you're so kind, you can be absent from class for a month with a face full of saliva, and I'll ask for leave tomorrow." Wu Miao teased.

"You are enough. After all, we can't meet in the dormitory tonight." Cheng Youcheng swung the schoolbag over his left shoulder, but the strap slipped off again.

Wu Miao, who was walking on his left, saw that he lifted it up for him easily, smoothed out the clothes that were wrinkled by the shoulder straps, shook his head and sighed: "Ah, it seems that our relationship is still fragile enough. This disagreement makes it impossible to meet." Just after he spoke, someone suddenly called him——

"Angelo!"

They both turned their heads, and it turned out that it was Luke from the dormitory upstairs. Cheng Youcheng thought of the ice cream when he saw Luke, and then he looked at Luke striding towards Wu Miao in high spirits and enthusiasm, and saw that he was approaching. He hugged Wu Miao and made a face-to-face salute, and asked, "Douhave time tonight?" Immediately, he became a little impatient.

Wu Miao was obviously not prepared, of course because he was confused by this face-to-face gift, he subconsciously watched Cheng Youcheng's reaction first.Unexpectedly, at this gap, Luke asked again: "Anyplans?"

"No." Wu Miao replied out of reaction.

"Okay, so, would you like to eat in French Thai? I remember you like Thai food."

"Yea, but...wait...look—"

"Angelo, udon'trememberah? upromised tome! last week, Sunday, the night!"

Wu Miao remembered, last week, when he came back from the airport, he was the one who invited Luke to come to him for dinner that night, and then Luke said that he wanted to thank him for the dinner... Thinking of this, Wu Miao instantly nodded big.

"It's not good for someone to invite you to dinner. You can go." Cheng Youcheng said suddenly, and then he pulled off the bag hanging on his shoulder, "I still have class to go." He didn't say hello to Luke after finishing speaking He walked away without hesitation.

Seeing Cheng Youcheng's awkward appearance, Wu Miao suddenly wanted to laugh, and then thought about it: No, wouldn't it be nice to have a suitor invite me to dinner?Besides—he took a good look at Luke, with a high nose and deep eyes, blue and green eyes, and he looked quite handsome.

Well, that's great, how nice it is to have a handsome suitor treat me to dinner.He happily nodded in agreement.