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"Let's part.—Sailing"

After thinking for a long time, before going to bed, I finally got up the courage to pick up the phone, and I decided to break up with Fengli.

"What do you mean?" I guess Fengli called me immediately after seeing the message, feeling a little agitated.

"Just the literal meaning." I was in the dormitory, surrounded by roommates, and it was inconvenient to say the word breakup, so I answered this way.

"Why are you doing this all of a sudden? If it's because of what happened that day, I apologize to you. I'm sorry. It's my fault." Fengli felt a little anxious.

"I'm going to turn off the lights and rest here. Let's talk about it tomorrow." Although the two days of solitude calmed down my emotions a little, but when I heard him mention that day, I don't know why, and my mood changed again. very bad.

"...Okay, then you should think about it again and get in touch tomorrow morning." Fengli seemed to want to say something more, but she agreed to end tonight's call first.

Suddenly I felt very awake, opened my eyes and looked at my phone, it was only five o'clock, everyone was sleeping soundly, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.

Decided to get up, washed up briefly, quietly closed the door of the dormitory, and walked up to the rooftop alone.

The moment we arrived at the rooftop, it was just in time for the sun to rise in the sky—red sun, white clouds, flying birds, and glow.This scene was peaceful and beautiful. In fact, for a moment, I thought, how nice it would be to enjoy these scenes with Pineapple.

A gust of wind blew by, and I felt a chill on my body. After a second thought, I decided that some things should be settled as soon as possible.

……

"Why did you break up?" After contacting her early in the morning, she felt that Fengli was fully awake at this moment.

"I don't think we are suitable." I replied very calmly.

"Why is it inappropriate? Wouldn't it be too unfair to me to draw such a conclusion just because of that incident." I couldn't hear the feeling that Fengli was joking.

"Is it fair? You think it's unfair, and I think it's unfair too." Some emotions slowly came to my mind.

"I've said it all, if you got emotional because of what happened that day, I apologize to you. These days, if the phone calls and text messages I send to you don't make you feel my sincerity, I promise you, As soon as the work at hand is finished, I will fly over to find you and apologize to you in person. Please don't talk about breaking up so easily!" Fengli was a little excited.

"Things have already happened, what's the use of apologizing? After apologizing, can you get back the deleted emails?" It hurts to think that those emails that took a long time and a lot of effort to write are deleted like this.

"It was my fault to delete your email, but who told you to write the letter like that and send it to yourself with a different signature. Of course I would have misunderstood, and if I misunderstood..." Pineapple was complaining.

"How I like to do it is my business. Do I want you to read it after I write it?" I asked back.

"I also saw it by accident. You didn't ask me to help you get promoted." Fengli's tone softened slightly.

"I asked you to help me get promoted, and I let you check the mailbox? You have violated my privacy by looking at the private mailbox without other people's permission. To take a step back, even if you read it, I will not pursue it, but who will let you see it? You deleted them casually?! Do you know what they mean to me? Do you know how much thought they took me?" And my emotions were rising little by little.

"Okay, okay! You are right. I was wrong and violated your privacy, but we are lovers now, so we should be honest with each other. I did that on impulse at the time, but Thinking about it the other way around, you have to know that I also cared about you when I did that." Pineapple's tone reveals that she is striving for reason.

"You care about me, that's how you care? We just got to know each other like this. Will I lose my personal freedom in the future? You are angry, you are impulsive, and you delete it, all because you don't trust me." Speaking of this sentence, My heart is inexplicably sad.

"Okay, why is trust involved again? I trust you, otherwise I wouldn't keep apologizing to you." Fengli seemed a little helpless.

"Forget it, didn't you say I was lying? Then I won't talk anymore, let's stop here, and that's it." After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone.

Immediately, Fengli called several more calls one after another, but I didn't answer them, my heart was in a mess, and maybe I didn't have anything to say when I answered them.Letting the phone ring, and staring blankly into the distance alone,...

In the next few days, I worked and rested on time every day, practiced seriously in the factory during the day, and talked and laughed with my classmates at night. Will think about that person more.

I think that since we have discovered the incompatibility of each other from the beginning, in order to avoid more bad things like disputes from happening in the future.Rather than having to divide by then, it is better to get together and separate while the situation is not deep.

...Late at night, there was a faint light on the bedside, and a new short message appeared on the screen of the mobile phone.

"You really decided to break up? - Pineapple"

"Well, I'm serious, I've thought through it these days, let's break up.——Sailing"

"Since you are so determined, then I won't say anything more. But I always feel that there is a vast sea of ​​people, and it is not easy for you and me to meet in the dark. Anyway, there are only three days left in this week. How about this? After three days, If your heart is still the same, I respect your decision. - Pineapple"

"Okay. In fact, breaking up may not be a bad thing, no matter what, I will bless you. - Sailing"

……

"Oh, you did a good job just now." The boss handed me a tissue, "Look at the sweat on your face, wipe it off quickly."

The workshop for the practical assessment is not big, and the temperature of the machine is very high. In addition, because it is an exam, I am somewhat nervous, so after one operation, I am sweating.

"Neng, this is the photo I snapped for you when you were operating just now. How about it? I took a good photo!" Xiao Ming beckoned me over, and he was flipping through the photos he just took on his phone.

"It's pretty decent. At first glance, not to mention he looks like a master, he's pretty handsome." Xiao Si also came over to take a look, raised his head, smiled at me and said, "Hey, maybe post this photo Give you a partner, maybe she will like you more."

"Ahang, I'll pass it on to you right now." Saying that, Xiao Ming sent me the photo he took.

"Thank you." I said softly and smiled.

The photos are really good, but right now,...forget it, it's also a good choice to keep it for yourself.

After all the assessments were completed, I went back to the factory dormitory, packed up my luggage, and prepared to go home.

"Remember to take your medicine on time, and call me if you have anything to do." When I saw the words on the paper bag containing the medicine, I sat on the bed and rubbed the paper bag repeatedly in my hand. screen,...

"Hey, did you just say where you are? So you've come back." Xiao Ming opened the door and came in. "These three weeks are over. I'll take a good rest when I go back on the weekend."

"Huh, pack up quickly, we will meet downstairs in 10 minutes, and the bus will take us back to the city." The boss ran in panting and said.

"Oh, good." I recovered and silently put away the paper bag.

——Unfinished, to be continued——