Married life with Bakugo

I ended up feeding the little ancestor the cake.Even though the boxes were opened and the forks were set up, she just refused to do it herself and watched me eat.

stare

"I see, I see, can I feed you?" I poked the little rabbit's head off for her to eat.

I took a bite with a fork, and finally ate the whole cake obediently.

What am I?Nanny?

Because we ate too many snacks today, neither of us had a good dinner.After returning home, I slumped on the sofa and played with my mobile phone, and she sat motionless not far from me.

I still look a little bit good-looking, my eyelashes are so long, and my skin is also very fair, except for the stupid bunny pajamas I'm wearing, I can barely see through.

I took off my shoes and stretched my feet to rub against her fluffy pajamas, oh, the fur is quite soft.Rubbing again and again, she seemed to have a little reaction and sat further away from me.

"Stingy, I took care of you so hard today, what's wrong with rubbing your hair?"

She seemed to understand, and sat back a little.

Me: ... What's wrong with this guy's hearing?Schrödinger's hearing?

It is impossible to take a bath at night, so I wiped her face and hands with warm water, and washed her feet.Originally, I wanted her to sleep alone in the bedroom and wait for me, but I was afraid that she would do something to hurt herself while I was away.

It was too cruel to put her on the box, so I had no choice but to move a wooden chair to the bathroom and let her sit on it and wait for me to take a shower.

I didn't feel that there was anything wrong at first, but it was a strange feeling when I moved the chair in front of her.

I looked at the wooden chair in front of the bathtub, why did I feel like I was inviting her to watch me take a bath?

Anyway, it’s all me, not afraid or afraid.

After taking a bath in a strange atmosphere, she stared at Kumabe again while I was applying massage cream to Kumabe.

"What do you look at, isn't it all your fault that I am like this? If you worked hard at that time to develop well, do I need to work so hard now?"

She doesn't answer.

After I applied Xiangxiang, massaged, and got dressed, she said slowly, "It's so small."

I grabbed her protruding rabbit ears and sneered, "I'll kill you."

It became sticky when I was sleeping, and the lump in my furry pajamas burrowed into my arms, so hot.Push it away and stick it back, push it away and stick it back.

What can I do, I can only turn down the temperature and hold her to sleep.

After finally falling asleep, she was woken up again in the middle of the night.

She is crying.

I darkened my face: "What's wrong with you?"

"Can you love me?" she sobbed.

"Ok?"

"Love me a little, love me, okay? I want a lot of love, love me a little. Please, please." She twisted and twisted in my arms, "A rabbit will die without love."

"You said before that rabbits will die without hair, how has it changed now?" This fickle woman.

"Because a rabbit is ugly without hair, no one likes a rabbit without hair, and it will die without love." She explained while crying.

It's a bit messy, but I almost understand the logic.

"Love me, like Echizen loved me before, okay, okay. I didn't do that on purpose, and I didn't do anything wrong, why doesn't Echizen like me anymore, hiccup," she cried so sadly that she even started to hiccup , "Why does he hate me, why doesn't he want me anymore, because I don't have a very beautiful fur, I will work hard..."

"No." Bad memories flooded back, and I couldn't bear to tease her, so I hugged her, "Listen, Ueno, it's not your fault."

I don't know why my voice is trembling, and I don't even know whether this sentence is speaking to her or to myself.

"It's not your fault, you know?" I said, patting her on the back.

"Love me, love me, okay?" She began to repeat this sentence again and again.

"I love you."

The crying stopped.

She looked up from my shoulder tremblingly: "Really?"

"Really, I love you, and I hug you..."

She disappeared.

The fur in my arms suddenly disappeared, like a dream.

I've always found her annoying and annoying, and she who committed suicide and cried a lot just disappeared.

Dazai's ability can't destroy her, and I just said "I love you" and she disappeared.

It turns out that the method is so simple, but I should feel relieved at this moment, but I feel out of breath.

I didn't even bother to put on my shoes when I got off the bed, and paced back and forth in the room.The temperature of the air conditioner in the room has not been adjusted back, and I feel a little cold without the furry around me.

I pushed the window open, and the hot air came in to make it a little warmer.

Standing by the window and looking out, I opened my mouth to say something, but no sound came out.

There were tears all over my face.

I'm sorry, Ueno Nana.

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Ever since I was born, I have been hated by this world.

In this era when personality is king, the wish I make every birthday since I am sensible is——

I wish I was a characterless.

【No one loves me】

This is the name of my personality. This kind of personality, which is similar to being cursed by the sky, has been awakened and uncontrollable since I was born. The closer the relationship is, the deeper the influence of the personality is.

Although there are related trainings in the hospital and injections and related drugs, it is still difficult to control.

My family sent me to boarding school very early in order not to consume the love that hadn't accumulated much.

It's good to see them once in half a year.

But this is the most suitable mode of getting along. I found that they love me a little more when we are on the phone.

I was like a stinking swamp that attracted only human malice and negativity.

Although my family tried their best to protect me, when I graduated from junior high school, I was tricked by some boys in my class to the top floor of the teaching building and pushed down.

There is really no one below.

No one picked me up.

Almost dead, I thought as I woke up in the hospital, but then I realized that death might be the best thing for me.

At that time, I was 15 years old and spent so long in the hospital for the first time.

This fall can be said to be a blessing in disguise, and his personality was lost.

Worried that something similar would happen to me, my mother sent me to a parallel A-level world to attend high school, where I met Echizen Ryoma.

At that time, I had no personality and was no longer the "smelly swamp" in middle school. For the first time, I was full of hope for this ordinary and shining world.

However, because of what happened before, I still dare not take the initiative to communicate with others, and I am afraid to be friends with others.So it's been a long time alone.

People in that A-level world like playing tennis very much. It is true that men, women and children love tennis. Girls also like to watch tennis games. Under the influence of this atmosphere, I also...

I didn't fall in love with tennis, but it was quite interesting to watch other people play. Others didn't notice it, but I, an outsider, could see it very clearly. Tennis in this world violates the laws of physics!

Is there a tennis ball that can pierce a tree?Why can this ball turn so smoothly?It's almost like someone is behind the scenes with a remote control.

Help!Why playing tennis can create a sense of a comet landing and a planet being destroyed! !

I think there is a problem with the grading of this world, at least it should be S-level instead of A-level.The level of tennis is like my personality in that world. The better I play, the stronger my personality is. This is generally correct.

Originally, I just wanted to watch the game to pass the time, but then it got out of control, just because the game I watched happened to have Echizen playing.

I am no stranger to the name Echizen Ryoma. I have seen this person from the conversations of people around me, the game commentary I accidentally saw on TV, newspapers and magazines, etc.

But before I saw him in real life, my impression was still on "the handsome guy with dark green hair and cat eyes". I didn't realize until I saw him in real life...

Really handsome.

But isn't this person playing in the United States?Why did you suddenly come back to Japan?

This question was quickly thrown to the back of my mind, because he was so dazzling in the game, and I suddenly understood why he already had an exaggerated fan support group not long after he transferred to another school.

It is impossible for such a dazzling person to have any intersection with me, and I have never expected it.But who would have thought that he just transferred to our class and became my deskmate just across the aisle?

At that time, I was fortunate to have so many just right things, but now I only hope that there were not so many just right things back then.

He doesn't like to talk, and he likes to sleep in class. I guess it's because he trains too hard. Even so, his grades are still stable, especially in English, which has always been excellent.

Unfortunately, I didn't say a word to him two months before he transferred to another school. One day when he greeted me, I was so excited that I bowed ninety degrees, and he looked at me strangely. .

I am so stupid, there is no one more stupid than me in this world.

But I'm just so happy.

After that greeting, I didn't talk to him for a long time, until I was troubled by girls in other classes.

The reason for the trouble is also very strange, because I am too tall so I look intrusive?

Excuseme?

Later, another person explained it a little more clearly, saying that I have a cold face all day long, look awkward and need to be beaten, and don't interact with others, so I want to teach me a lesson.

This is really a rather perfunctory reason.

But this kind of campus violence is just a small case for me. The other party only has three girls, and they didn't bring tools, so they shouldn't be beaten very badly.

So I threw away my schoolbag and said with a cold face, "I need to type quickly, I'm still rushing home to do my homework."

The three of them: ...?

As a result, these three people hadn't prepared their moves to beat me, when someone asked from behind, "What are you doing?"

Echizen walked over, his cat's eyes were flickering with displeasure, as if he didn't get enough sleep.I saw leaves were still stained on his tracksuit, so he must have been sleeping nearby but was woken up.

"It's noisy." He said to the three girls.

"Didn't do anything," the one who looked the most arrogant among the three shook her head violently, "We are concerned about the lives of our classmates and want to see if there is anything we need help with, hahaha, right?" personal.

The two of them nodded like chicken pecking rice: "Yes, yes."

Me: Are you talking about cross talk?

In short, these three people walked away with silly smiles. I am very grateful for Echizen's appearance. He is not only a handsome guy who loves sports, but also a good young man who is willing to help others: "Thank you, my name is Ueno Nana, you probably don't know me. Anyway, today's Thank you so much for…”

He showed an inexplicable expression: "I just like to sleep in class and don't suffer from amnesia. You have been sitting next to me for several months. How could I not know you?"

"Really? Echizen-san, you have a really good memory!" I thought he had already forgotten who I was.

The corner of his mouth twitched: "I really don't know if you are praising me or hurting me."

It's just that we're officially speaking for the first time.

Later, I often went to watch tennis club matches, and every time I secretly bought a bottle of water to give him, but there were too many girls who gave him water, and every time the game ended

, There are a bunch of people around him, it is impossible for me to have the opportunity to deliver water.

Taking a step back, I actually didn't have the courage to bring water, so every time I watched the game with great interest, I would drink the water I brought with me when it was over.

Then I figured out a way, since it would be embarrassing to give away only one bottle, I would not feel embarrassed if I gave it to everyone.

So I wholesaled a box of water and brought it there. It was so heavy, and I was mistaken for selling mineral water.

Me: ...uh.

The business of the students is really good. After I tasted the sweetness of selling water, I also wholesaled some bread to sell, and the sales were very good.

I didn't realize until the end of the first semester that I actually made a lot of money!

no no!I just want to give water to the boy I have a crush on. Why did I become like this? I feel that my efforts are in the wrong direction.

I used the money I earned to eat a rather luxurious sushi meal to soothe the pain in my heart and commemorate my first love that withered before it even started.

I never expected that I would be favored by the goddess of luck just after the second semester.

After Echizen returned to the classroom after his physical education class, he took the initiative to ask me for water.

"Is the mineral water on your table for me?"

I originally reserved it for myself to drink, but when he asked, I immediately handed it over without saying a word: "I'll give it to you, I'll give it all to you."

He smiled in a good mood.

I stared uselessly.

Later, I became a "friend" who could talk to Echizen, and I am quite satisfied here... what a ghost.

Ming people don't say dark words, I want to be his girlfriend.

But according to his own insensitivity to love, and my nature as a first-class retired performance artist, this kind of thing is just a dream, and there is everything in the dream.

That's what I told myself, but it still doesn't work, I still feel sad quietly when I see other girls actively clinging to him, oh my god, what kind of bullshit position do I have to be sad.

I really want to confess, if I like someone, I should say it bravely.No, if you really say it, you will definitely not even have to be friends.

For a while, I bounced back and forth between these two thoughts every day.

I ran into him on the way home one day, but I didn't happen to meet him by chance, but I deliberately pinched the time for him to end his club activities.When we were waiting for the tram together, I looked at him sideways. The evening sun was very gentle. He was half a head taller than me standing beside me, looking very reliable.

Noticing my gaze, he tilted his head and smiled at me: "What are you looking at?"

At that moment, my heart seemed to be scratched by something.

Suddenly he had the courage to say to him: "I like you, please associate with me."

I don't know if I had a brain twitch or was possessed by some monster. The time was wrong and the place was wrong.

At this time, the plot that happened in the idol drama suddenly happened to me, and the tram happened to pass by, and he didn't seem to hear what I said.

"Ueno, you—"

"It's nothing, nothing, I didn't say anything, I have to leave first." After I finished speaking, I turned around and wanted to run, and started to perform my best musical instrument and retreated.

"Hey——" He grabbed my schoolbag strap to prevent me from leaving, "Is this how you confess?"

I:! !He actually heard it!

"What did you say? Who confessed." I looked indifferent, refusing to admit what I said just now.

"...I'm really convinced," he took off his hat and put it on my head, "I promise you."

We were relatively speechless.

After a few minutes, he said helplessly, "Didn't I promise you? Why are you crying?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

In this way, my first love and I began to fall in love.

The love in the student days is the simplest, without so many twists and turns, making bento for the boy you like, remembering his birthday and giving him gifts, cheering for his games, and traveling together.

There are too many, I have done all the love routines I can think of.

This type of relationship has always been something I aspired to, and I thought we would always be like this.

Then, my personality went berserk.Just like when it fell from upstairs before, it came back suddenly, as if it had been slapped quite hard while having a sweet dream.

That was during my time.

The person closest to you and the person you love the most are most seriously affected by personality.

Echizen, he said a lot of things to me. Of course, I knew that it was influenced by his personality, but I still unconsciously wondered whether those words were the truest thoughts in his heart.

How can a person like me deserve to be happy?

He broke up with me and went to the United States. No matter how humble I begged, it was useless, and it was useless to step on the ground with my self-esteem.

He looked at me with that cold disgust and told me not to call him by his name, he said he felt disgusted.

As he wished, my vocal cords can no longer pronounce the pronunciation of "Ryoma".I could only call him Echizen. The doctor said it was a stress disorder, and I was subconsciously avoiding bad memories.

Now ten years have passed, and I still can't pronounce the sound "longma".

At the time I was sure I was dying.

If it was in the past, when my personality went berserk and turned into a stinking swamp, I could still get through it after a while, but it’s no longer possible now. I’ve seen other people’s love, felt love, and let me go back to the original state , I can't stand it.

I stood alone in the cold world, huddled in a ball, alone, and asked the people who came and went: "Can you love me? Love me, please, love me, please, please."

Did anyone hear it at that time?