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This meal of spectating and joining in the fun did not end until early in the morning. These people are not only the closest comrades-in-arms, but also bad friends who have grown up together since childhood. Unannounced.Finally, he staggered back home.

When Gu Shaozhang returned to his room, he happened to bump into Li Xian who was going downstairs. "Didn't sleep?"

Li Xian said: "Zhuang Ran didn't eat anything at night, I'll go down and make some porridge and hangover soup for him, or he won't be able to take it when he wakes up tomorrow." After finishing speaking, he turned around and looked at the bed with his pillow in his hands and sat blankly. Zhuang Ran's eyes are filled with endless tenderness and tenderness, which are very dazzling.

Gu Shaozhang nodded, entered the room, took a shower, put on a pair of big underpants, lay on the bed, picked up the charge/blade/gun/model beside the bed with both hands, stroked his fingers over and over again, and those things whizzed past in his mind, The memory that couldn't even keep half of his figure became clearer in this early morning, and the sound of gunshots was everywhere in his ears.

Gu Shaozhang, who was deep in thought, still had a trace of vigilance. The moment the door opened, he tensed up reflexively, and heaved a sigh of relief after seeing the person coming.

"Li Xian is downstairs." Gu Shaozhang put down the model in his hand, said to the person at the door, picked up the vest from the stool, and put it on his body to cover the scars all over his body.

The room was pitch black, only Gu Shaozhang's bedside lamp was on, but the light was limited, and he couldn't reach the door with all his might, so Gu Shaozhang felt that his scars were still in the dark and had never seen the light of day.

Zhuang Ran fell asleep and woke up quite a bit. He clearly remembered every detail before, including everyone's reflections. Even so, he didn't have the slightest regret, so he just did it. It's enough for the uncle to meet often, and it doesn't matter what other people think about him.

A few steps away, even if the light is dim, but I can't help my natural eyesight is better than normal, and it's not one point or two, not to mention Uncle Gu's clothes that are trying to hide it, so he has to ask him to investigate.

"Ah, I'll get down later, Uncle Gu." Zhuang Ran stepped onto the bed with bare feet, sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed, supported his thigh with one hand, and stared up at Gu Shaozhang.

Gu Shaozhang bent his legs and sat on the head of the bed, "What's the matter?" After speaking, he lit a cigarette and looked at the boy beside him through the smoke. Now that he knew it, he still sat on his bed so blatantly, did he trust himself too much?

Zhuang Ran shook, picked up the lighter from the table, lit a cigarette with his head sideways, smoked for a long time, flicked and burned half of the ash, the force was not controlled well, most of it fell on the bed sheet, fuck, Zhuang Ran Irritated, I wiped it with my hands, and the white sheets were instantly disfigured.Zhuang Ran pulled the quilt and covered it carefully, trying to cover up his crime.

People like Gu Shaozhang who seldom leaked their emotions laughed, "Why are you still the same as when you were a child, peeing on my bed, and pouring a glass of water on the bed the next day? Ah, Xiaoran." Gu Shaozhang patted Zhuang Ran, got up and pulled out a new sheet from the cabinet to put on.

The two of them sat on the bed again, and were chilled by the coolness of the newly changed sheets.Zhuang Ran continued to recall Uncle Gu's childhood anecdotes, it seemed that there were many similar things.

"At that time, you weren't so nice to me, and you even asked me to wash the sheets by myself, so until now, the most annoying thing for me is to change the sheets and quilt cover. It's all thanks to you, Uncle Gu." Zhuang Ran clicked his tongue. One sound.

Gu Shaozhang thought about it, indeed, he seemed to be quite strict with Zhuang Ran at that time.However, Zhuang Ran has a lot of tricks every time, and he sees the tricks.

"Now I know I'm called Uncle, and Gu Shaozhang, Gu Shaozhang was calling me at night, I'm so courageous." Gu Shaozhang lay down, covered the quilt, and squinted his eyes and said.

Zhuang Ran stuck out her tongue, I'm sorry that these three words are too estranged between the two of you, but it would be hurtful if you didn't say anything, "Uncle Gu, don't bully me anymore, okay? Whoever makes your friends come up is coming for me."

"They're free." Gu Shaozhang opened his eyes, looked at Zhuang Ran who hadn't left his mind, and sighed, the child still had something to say.

"Tell me, I might be able to answer you while I'm not sober." Gu Shaozhang said helplessly.

"Uncle Gu, I didn't mean to read your diary last time. The flowers I gave you were blown down by the wind. When I was tidying up your bedroom, I saw it and flipped through it. So, when I was 14, you really What's more, you're afraid that you won't come back again, so you just let me give up?" Zhuang Ran finally asked.

"Well, the casualty rate of the missions performed at that time was quite high. I never thought that my life would be so hard, and I would have a chance to come back. The hail of bullets is not terrible at all. The days without hail of bullets are the most terrifying. The most dangerous. It’s like walking a tightrope at a high altitude. If you are a little careless, you will not be able to recover. It’s the same as what they think, partly because of you.” Gu Shaozhang slowed down, took a sip of the water in Zhuang Ran’s hand, and then said: “In your matter, I did use a relationship that should not be used. I checked it out, so I took the initiative to apply for an A-level mission, but I quit because I could no longer hold a gun with my hands. I have experienced too many times, watching my companions fall, not to mention, the last time I cooperated with the border to carry out an anti-drug operation .”

When Zhuang Ran heard this, he didn't want to listen anymore. He had a hunch that the following things could not be digested in a few sentences.

But Gu Shaozhang had no intention of stopping, the window paper was pierced, so he opened the skylight to speak out. "As a last resort, I was injected with high-purity drugs. After the mission was over, I was forced to detoxify for a long time. My physical condition and reaction speed were not as good as before. In addition, the old man also retired. The relationship in the army was complicated, so I took advantage of the situation. Then I left, and started to do business with the contacts of the old man. I haven't contacted you for more than six years. At first, it was because the conditions did not allow it, but later I let nature take its course. If it wasn't for the last time you called about your little dad Find me, I think, we will never have a chance to connect in this life."

In the first four years, Zhuang Ran thought that Uncle Gu was hiding from him on purpose. At that time, he was also very naive, letting himself go, and letting himself go, which led to Jiang Boran's oolong incident. At that time, he simply wanted to try to confess his love to another boy. Unexpectedly, Jiang Boran's family factors made him mistakenly think that he had lost a good friend. After so many years of brooding, luckily fate remembered him and let him meet Jiang Boran again. , buddies are still buddies from back then, everything starts again.

Zhuang Ran really didn't expect the truth of the matter to be like this.

One has the intention of not disturbing, and the other intends to resign to fate, so there is really no destiny.It is doomed that the relationship between the two can only be the relationship between Uncle Gu and Xiaoran, which is closer than friendship, much farther than love, and comparable to family affection.

"Uncle Gu." Zhuang Ran's voice was extremely complicated.Hugging Gu Shaozhang's shoulders is like doing it countless times when I was a child, but at that time my arms were still very short, my palms were also small, and the people in front of me were still young and young, arrogant and flamboyant.

Gu Shaozhang smiled relievedly, wrapped his arms around Zhuang Ran's shoulders, and whispered, "Go on, Xiaoxian's porridge and soup are ready, and you two are fine."

Zhuang Ran knew that Gu Shaozhang seldom praised others, and a good word was an absolute recognition of Li Xian. After being lazy for a while, the relationship with Uncle Gu was as clear as ever, and he no longer needed to care about it.

When Li Xian brought the porridge and hot pot, he found that there was no one in the room, so he knew where Zhuang Ran had gone. He knew some things, even if the answer was not important, but some people still need to know, for example, Zhuang Ran, for example, Uncle Gu .So there is no place to put the taste of food in his heart, and he is rampant in his heart, which makes him a little irritable.

There was no sign of Li Xian downstairs, so Zhuang Ran turned back to the room.

Li Xian was sitting on the table with a cigarette in his hand, his slender legs resting on the edge of the window, one hand in his pocket, and he turned his head to look at something.The figure of Zhuang Ran closing the door was reflected in the window, Li Xian pinched his half-smoked cigarette, turned his head, looked at Zhuang Ran with a resentful tone. "Scumbag."

Zhuang Ran didn't stand firmly this time, and jumped directly at Li Xian's feet. He felt that since he came to Shanghai, his boyfriend had refreshed every knowledge he had about him at an astonishing speed.

Standing up from the ground with great effort, before Zhuang Ran could speak, Li Xian threw another sentence, "Is it over with your Uncle Gu? What's the point of coming to my cold palace?"

Zhuang Ran stared blankly at Li Xian, regardless of his shocked face, picked up the warm spoon on the table, and drank it on his own. Sober up soup poured over.Zhuang Ran was passive the whole time, until Li Xian finished feeding the hangover soup and wanted to make hot porridge in the same way, Zhuang Ran stretched out his hand and pushed Li Xian.

"I was wrong, baby, I drank this soup without any effort, don't this porridge, I have to bite your tongue after you feed half of it." Zhuang Ran took the porridge, ate half of it by himself, and took another spoonful One spoonful fed half of Li Xian.

Zhuang Ran naturally knew why Li Xian was like this, if he had left long ago, he wouldn't have thought about cooking porridge and hangover soup, so Li Xian's character is really the best among all the people he has ever seen up.

"Li Xian, have I told you that I love you?" Zhuang Ran put down the bowl, stared into Li Xian's eyes and said seriously.

Shocked, it was replaced by Li Xian. For such a long time, the two of them never put these three words on their lips. One was because they were afraid that they could not bear the responsibility of these three words, and the other was because they always thought that the time was too short. Saying this doesn't seem like enough.There was another reason, of course, Li Xian felt that Zhuang Ran didn't love him enough.But today under such circumstances, what Zhuang Ran blurted out...

"Not sober yet?" Li Xian touched Zhuang Ran's forehead.

"I love you." This time, Li Xian saw his dazed reflection in Zhuang Ran's eyes.

It's true, Zhuang Ran was not drunk, but sober.

What caring, what Gu Shaozhang, what was too late to participate in the past, is not important anymore, Zhuang Ran said I love you, said I love you to himself.

Li Xian pushed Zhuang Ran, walked to the table, pressed Zhuang Ran on the table, and hugged him.

Zhuang Ran was so strangled that he almost couldn't breathe, but the corners of his mouth became more and more curved. What should I do if I just met such a person and never want to let go?

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