The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

Xi Qin looked at the phone numbly, there was no news from Cheng Qi all day.

This morning, Xi Qin didn't know how he came to the filming location of the forest farm, and in a daze, he received a text message from Cheng Qi, saying that Cheng Qi would be very busy and unable to contact him, so he didn't have to worry about working with peace of mind.

This obviously made him avoid suspicion. When the hidden things that are not accepted by the world are exposed, people will always cover up on the surface for vested interests, so as to achieve the effect of deception, as if it never happened .

Someone has to come forward to bear it, and someone has to avoid it. Xi Qin doesn't know whether to laugh or cry, he is well protected, and Cheng Qi faces everything alone.

Xi Qin is very clear that this will be another wait, and this time the wait may last for a day or two, or it may last forever.

Xi Qin can still vividly remember the parting half a month ago, his confession was about to come out, the scroll of their lives was about to unfold, and the connection was cut off by reality.

It's not that he can't wait, he's willing to spend his whole life, but he can't delay Cheng Qi, if his existence is a hindrance to Cheng Qi, then it's better to quit, at least the harm to each other will be less...

"...Brother Qin?" Chi's voice brought him back to his senses, "Are you okay? Why don't you take a rest today?"

Xi Qin shook his head and stood up from the tree stump: "No, let's start, I want to go back to Ruicheng early."

Even if he can't meet Cheng Qi, staying in the city where he is is more at ease than now.

Today is mainly to shoot the interaction with a small animal. As soon as he came, he saw a beautiful sika deer locked in a cage, chewing constantly in its mouth. It looked very interesting, and many people gathered around it to look at it. , only Xi Qin stood on the side in despair, listless.

The deer was released, it should have been domesticated by the zoo, very well-behaved, not too shy of strangers, obediently led to Xi Qin, cameras and lights were in place, only waiting for Xi Qin's actions.

Looking down at such a pair of dark eyes, Xi Qin's confused heart gradually settled down. He fed the deer according to the breeder's instructions, and was even pushed by the little thing.

It moved lightly, as if it had noticed Xi Qin who was depressed and was comforting him.

Xi Qin just looked at it like this, without any disturbance in his heart, and reflected himself in these well-behaved and docile eyes, as if he was looking at himself.

Xi Qin's eyes are very dark, as dark as this little deer, as gentle, unearthly, everyone present thinks so.

Only Xi Qin himself understands that he is completely different from this docile animal. What is hidden in Xi Qin's eyes is the desire and determination to endure.

He decided, at least until the dust settles, he will rely on his own strength to stick to everything Cheng Kei gave him, and it will depend on God's will whether the music ends or he is happy in life.

Today's recording was soon over, because Xi Qin seemed to be like a clockwork machine, working extraordinarily hard, trying to complete all the shooting at one time, with an astonishingly high efficiency.

After the finale banquet in the evening, they set off to return to Ruicheng. After a day of exhaustion, everyone planned to relax. They drank alcohol and had massages. Only Xi Qin went home directly and retreated for three consecutive days without being able to contact anyone.

In the past three days, whether it is the entertainment industry or the business world, it has been full of ups and downs.

Meng Liting was worried about Xi Qin, and the schedule for him was about to hold a fan meeting, but she couldn't contact anyone, so she could only send Achi to Xi Qin's house in anxiety, and only then did she see the real master.

"Brother Qin... are you really alright?" A Chi looked at the messy room in front of him in surprise, Xi Qin curled up beside the electric piano, his eyes were so focused that he didn't even notice A Chi's arrival.

It wasn't until the last key was pressed that Xi Qin raised his head, took off his earphones and greeted A Chi: "Sorry...it's a bit messy, I'm fine, please help me tell Sister Meng that the demo of the theme song of "Hui Guang" is ready." Yes, I will go to the meeting in the afternoon, now I have to pack myself first, you sit down first."

Saying that, he staggered to the bathroom.

A Chi listened to the movement inside in fear, for fear that Xi Qin would fall down in the bathroom without paying attention.

This was the first time he saw Xi Qin who worked so hard, his eyes were bloodshot, his eyes were black and blue, but his eyes were surprisingly bright, shining like a kind of creative fire, and more like a flashback of mental overdraw.

Standing in the bathroom, Xi Qin was indeed at the end of his strength as he had imagined. He leaned against the tiles on the wall and tried his best to stand still. There was a buzzing in his head, and even the sound of water from the shower could not surpass the tinnitus.

His eyes were dim, as if he was drenched by water, but it was full of a person's face...

He slept for less than eight hours in the past three days. The rest of the time he spent almost the whole time composing and writing songs. He ate in front of the electric piano and computer. Countless waste manuscripts were lying in folders, and more handwritten papers were lying in the trash. In the barrel, there are also medicine bottles for headache medicine.

He has never worked so hard. Since he saw the news three days ago, he doesn't know why he has a lot of energy in his heart, and he feels unhappy if he doesn't vent it.

In the past few days, Xi Qin deliberately did not pay attention to the news, and did not receive any information from Cheng Qi, but in the era when the Internet cannot be disconnected, people will always receive news that they do not want to know.

Someone secretly photographed the president of Shuzhou attending a high-end banquet with a female companion, or at the birthday party of the daughter of a female philanthropist. It is "the scene where the son-in-law meets his mother-in-law".

Such a star-like president attracts everyone's attention all the time. With this series of exposures, he is so glamorous that he got rid of the homosexual scandal in an instant, and was even dug out a lot of out-of-the-box grievances and gossips. A synonym for "National Husband" and "Business God".

Xi Qin didn't intend to click on these frivolous gossip news at first, and he wouldn't believe it at all. However, the picture on the top of this page was Cheng Qiying's perfect side face, and he was stunned instantly. Be careful and click on it.

In this photo, Cheng Kei doesn't have any expression, on the contrary, he is a little tired, and beside him, there is a woman who is very close, with exquisite eyebrows and a flowery smile——

Yan Sheng, she is the daughter of a so-called philanthropist.

Three days ago, her birthday was bombarded from the Weibo fan circle to the high-class celebrity circle. Almost everyone knew that she was not only a new female star, but also a young lady with a superior family background, and she might even be Cheng Zong's future wife .

At this moment, Xi Qin felt as if his heart was scratched by thousands of cats. What he felt was not pain, nor anger, nor sadness. He felt that there was a force that beat this heart hard, and his skin became firm. .

"Heh... ok, yes..." Xi Qin laughed unconsciously, closed the page almost gnashing his teeth, and continued his creation.

This time, with no distractions, he almost became a machine that can only think and play, digging out the purest inspiration over and over again, without thinking about any mundane trivial matters, and polished the first and second editions...

Unexpectedly, the effect was very good. There was still one week before the deadline, and he completed the demo.

Xi Qin owed such extraordinary efficiency to Cheng Qi. Although this person had not contacted him for three or four days, and even got confused with the female artist, Xi Qin still gave him the credit.

Sometimes motivation is not always positive, the harder the spring is pressed, the higher the bounce will be, so Xi Qin is very grateful for the unprecedented motivation brought by Cheng Qi's series of operations, which gave him aggrieved heart one by one The first-class rocket, Shenzhou V, soared into the sky.

After finishing everything, Xi Qin took a deep look at the computer. In the photo, Cheng Qi and Yan Sheng, who looked like a pair of lovers, had a cold smile on the corner of their mouths, turned off the computer with a "snap", and left the bedroom.

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A Chi waited for half an hour, and when he couldn't stay still and suspected that Xi Qin had fallen over and was about to knock on the bathroom door, the door was opened. Xi Qin was covered in moisture and became more energetic.

But A Chi always felt that Xi Qin had changed a lot.

He has become thinner, but he is not thin and slender. On the contrary, he has a different kind of strength, with unpredictable flexibility and endurance hidden in his thin waist and back.

"Brother Qin, I found that your figure has improved!" A Chi laughed.

Xi Qin glanced at him while wiping his hair: "Isn't it bad?"

A Chi hurriedly flattered: "Okay! It's even better now!"

Xi Qin smiled lightly and waved his hands: "It's just that I have recently strengthened my lower body and want to move around. How can I bear it when I'm busy when I'm too weak?"

Because of the recent exercise, he survived this retreat. He couldn't miss the meeting at three o'clock in the afternoon, and the promotion of his new song couldn't be sloppy.

The makeup was done near 02:30, because the skin got worse after staying up late, the makeup artist even sighed with Xi Qin, telling him to pay attention to rest.

Xi Qin nodded casually, stood up neatly, adjusted his clothes, took the microphone, and walked to the front desk...

"Hello everyone, long time no see, I'm Xi Qin."

Because of the sufficient publicity, Xi Qin's popularity is not low, and the transition is exciting, so this small meeting also attracted nearly 400 people.

"Wow!!! Qinqin! Qinqin! Qinqin!"

"Aiqin will never regret it! Celery will always be with you!"

"Qinqin is finally here!!! Sister loves you!!!"

Cheers roared in, and Xi Qin, who was still a little nervous, suddenly turned into embarrassment, and couldn't help bowing deeply: "I'm sorry for keeping everyone waiting for a long time. I'm here to apologize to those who like me."

"But today, I want to bring you a different Xi Qin, who is still a little nervous..." Xi Qin scratched his head in embarrassment, causing pink bubbles in the audience instantly.

"Woooooo!! Qinqin is so cute! Still scratching his head!"

"Don't be nervous, baby!!! Come on! We will always support you!"

Dark green light sticks, special light boards, accompanied by a soothing prelude, and dimmed lights, Xi Qin opened his mouth——

"...hesitating/in the forest/you are waiting for the sunshine you met yesterday/falling/on the road/the sound of the deer and the sound of the hooves..."

This is the first time he has sung in front of so many people since his comeback. It is impossible to say that he is not nervous. His voice, which he tried to control, is still trembling. Feeling a little nauseous.

After only one sentence, he felt that the music was too loud, so he stopped and signaled the backstage to turn off the background music, and he wanted to sing a cappella.

"Sorry, I'm a little... nervous, but also a little excited. It's my first time singing to everyone. I don't know if you will like it..."

"Like it!!" The fans below were especially supportive, and the host was also instructed to come up to help Xi Qin warm up.

"Everyone give Xi Qin a little applause to encourage us, okay?"

After the thunderous applause gradually stopped, everyone waited with bated breath. Xi Qin himself took a deep breath at this moment, closed his eyes and paused for five seconds, as if he wanted to sacrifice the most devout singing to the stage.

"...hesitating/in the forest/you are waiting for the sunshine you met yesterday/falling/on the road/the sound of the deer and the sound of the hooves..."

"...From the rain in spring to the snow in winter / You are no longer frustrated and I am no longer waiting / You go out of the forest and I go deep into the forest / You are no longer wandering and I am no longer sad..."

"... There is only one road in the forest / You and I have never met / I can see your back / But you didn't find my whereabouts / Is time running too fast / Is it snowing too much /You can't find me/I can't let you go..."

Under the dazzling lights, Xi Qin opened his eyes, and his singing changed from low to clear, floating from the stage to the sky, pure and clean.

The follow-up lights were too dazzling, and Xi Qin could hardly see anything. He instinctively sang the deepest desire in his heart. In a trance, he seemed to have returned to the stage of "Seeking Proof". He saw the last row of the auditorium standing with a Familiar with the figure that made him cry.

...Brother Cheng?

In the blink of an eye again, that figure disappeared, and Xi Qin smiled wryly to himself, it was all because of his dazzled eyes.

At the end of the song, the audience was in an uproar. No one could have imagined that Xi Qin would sing so well, and it was a cappella!They were even more surprised when they found out that the song was written and composed by himself.

Meng Liting and A Chi in the backstage were also very pleased. They thought that Xi Qin was not in good shape today, but who knew that he performed very well. It was the first battle of his transformation and comeback, and he succeeded.

It's just that no one knew it. When everyone was cheering and jumping, Xi Qin kept looking at the empty back row and sighed wearily.

It wasn't until he took a photo with the fans to say goodbye that Xi Qin could breathe a sigh of relief. His back was covered in cold sweat and his heartbeat was abnormally fast. He knew he had to take a break, or he would fall directly to the ground.

"Brother Qin, take a break first, I'll bring the car over!" A Chi left the lounge, and everyone left one after another, leaving him alone, sitting in front of the makeup mirror in a daze, his face paled. The light was shining white.

He succeeded, today he broke through himself, no stage fright, no mess up, he successfully completed his first performance since his comeback.

But... there is no joy in my heart, but rather dull, as if blocked.

"Click——" the door of the lounge was opened, and Xi Qin thought it was A Chi, so he quickly collected his emotions and stood up.

"I packed it up, let's go..."

The mirror reflected the figure walking in, the familiar black woolen coat, the gray scarf, the formal clothes inside were looming, and the bony hands eagerly stretched out towards him to hug him, but Xi Qin avoided it without a trace.

"...Cheng Zong." Xi Qin turned around and looked at the man in front of him indifferently, without any change, still so glamorous and charming, if one ignores those bloodshot eyes.

Being stabbed by Xi Qin's eyes, Cheng Qi tried his best to calm down his desire to hug him, and took a step closer: "I'm sorry...Qin Qin, I kept you waiting for so long, these few days I..."

"It's not too long, it's only been four or five days," Xi Qin said blankly, "It was half a month last time."

"No... Listen to me, I just want to solve these troubles at once. Those scandals are the result of my negotiation with my mother, and I can't stop it," Cheng Qi lowered his head in frustration, stared at him, tentatively He took Xi Qin's hand, "Believe me, Qinqin, this is the last time. When everything is settled, we will never be separated again, okay?"

The pent-up energy in Xi Qin's heart was released in an instant. He was very upset at first, and even wanted to beat this man up. Who would have thought that his humble appearance was so painful, like a big dog in a low voice.

Why are you more wronged than yourself? !

Teeth itching with anger, Xi Qin's eyes were red, he threw away Cheng Qi's hand viciously, grabbed his collar and pulled it forward, and said fiercely, "Have you ever heard that... cats are very vengeful?"