The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

"Click—" the door opened.

Xi Qin's body trembled with the sound of the door opening, and he stood up tremblingly, staring at the tall shadow at the door with weak legs.

"Cheng...Brother Cheng, you...I..." Xi Qin stuttered and couldn't speak a word, and lowered his head in a panic, not daring to look at anyone.

"You what?" Cheng Qi closed the door and walked in step by step, "What about me? Tell me."

Frozen by the sound of icing, Xi Qin's already confused head was even more messed up. He didn't know that he just drank and went out to blow some air, trying to get rid of his inability to sing. What about jumping off a building? !

Xi Qin was also very aggrieved, and murmured in a low voice, "I... I didn't want to do anything stupid, I was just blowing wind on the rooftop..."

"Did the wind blow outside the guardrail?" Cheng Qi took a step closer, with a particularly terrifying expression on his face, like an enraged giant.

It's over, it's over, it's angry!

Xi Qin closed his eyes, gave up struggling, and was about to let him handle it. A gust of cold wind rushed towards his face with a familiar and elegant atmosphere, and the shadow in front of him suddenly clung to him, and his body was wrapped into this familiar embrace.

"Do you know that just a few steps... a few steps, you almost left me forever..."

Xi Qin's eyes widened. It's not like he hasn't touched this broad chest before, but this time, he can almost hear the rapid and restless heartbeat inside, and the arm tightly wrapped around his own is strangling him, and he is trembling slightly.

"...Brother Cheng?" A sense of guilt welled up in his throat, and Xi Qin said in Cheng Qi's chest, "Don't be afraid, I'm fine, I'm fine."

Cheng Qi hugged him tightly and wouldn't let go, his heavy breathing lingered in his ears, like a wounded wolf, drooping his head on his partner's shoulder in frustration, revealing a trace of indiscernible weakness.

"My dad is too... so is my mother. Why are you all so cruel?"

Xi Qin was so distressed that he quickly pulled out his arms and hugged Cheng Qi's waist, stroking his back, and said softly: "I was wrong, brother Cheng, don't be angry, this is all a misunderstanding, I really didn't want to scare you ……ah!"

Xi Qin cried out in pain, his ear was bitten by Cheng Qi, he raised his head blankly to meet Cheng Qi's red eyes, before he could be shy, Xi Qin instinctively reached out to touch it.

Cheng Qi stretched out his hand as if he was flattering him, raised his brows, and said to him seriously: "Then tell me, why did you go up to the roof? And you turned over the guardrail?"

Xi Qin confessed to be lenient: "I just want to sing for you. It's quiet there, and it has a different feeling. The scenery outside the guardrail is better. I just want to find some inspiration..." The more he talked, the softer Xi Qin's voice became, because he Seeing Cheng Qi's eyes, there was no belief at all, but a strong sadness.

"Tell me the truth, Qinqin," Cheng Qi rubbed Xi Qin's head, and sighed, "It's actually fine, I probably know it all, it's not surprising, it's just a psychological factor, it can be cured, don't worry."

"What psychological factor? Cure?" Xi Qin didn't understand Cheng Qi's words. Suddenly, he realized something, and quickly said: "...I'm not sick!"

Cheng Qi coaxed him: "Yes, this is not a disease, you are not sick, you will be fine..."

Hearing his coaxing tone, Xi Qin was furious in an instant: "I'm really not sick! Brother Cheng! Why do you think so?!"

A trace of pain appeared in Cheng Qi's eyes, he took Xi Qin to sit on the edge of the bed, half embraced him, and whispered in his ear: "I have seen it all, your diagnosis sheet... was A Chi's accident It was brought out from your house, it’s fine, it’s not too serious, I’ve already contacted you with a doctor, as long as you go, we’ll take care of it..."

"Diagnostic form?" Xi Qin was startled before he realized, "That's..."

There was a flash of light in his mind, he felt as if he had grasped some dark idea, he could use this diagnosis list... Of course, not in front of Cheng Qi.

"That's not my diagnosis sheet," Xi Qin grabbed Cheng Qi's hand stroking his head, and explained to him earnestly, "It belongs to a child, an orphan I met in an aid activity, also surnamed Xi, I think It is very fate, he is very talented in art and likes to draw, it is this problem that limits his future, I want to help him, let him go for a review every month, and send me his diagnosis list, now He was admitted to high school and basically healed up, so I said why the diagnosis sheet of his most serious illness at that time disappeared, and it turned out that A Chi accidentally took it away."

Cheng Qi was stunned for a long time after hearing this: "You said... this is not yours?"

Xi Qin blinked his eyes brightly, and nodded at him: "Well, no, I'm sorry for scaring you."

Hearing his playful tone, Cheng Qi didn't know whether he was angry or happy, so he wanted to hug the little guy's head and ruthlessly ravage him, a wave of enthusiasm for the rest of his life went to his head, and when Xi Qin began to beg for mercy Only then did he realize that he had already put the little person in his arms into a position lying on his lap.

"Brother Cheng! Don't do this, I don't feel well..." Xi Qin's face burned instantly, he had never done such a posture before, just lying on a man's lap and sticking his butt up is shameful enough, Cheng Qi The strong thighs were pressed against his abdomen, which was also painful.

"Hmph, this is punishment!" Cheng Qi didn't allow him to resist, took a cushion and put it on his lap, to cushion Xi Qin's abdomen to prevent him from hurting him, and slapped Xi Qin's butt while taking it up.

For the first time, a crisp "pop" echoed in the room, and a mushroom cloud exploded on Xi Qin's face, because it didn't hurt at all because of the thick clothes, but he was so ashamed that he scratched his heart and lungs, and almost slapped him dumbfounded.

Seeing that Xi Qin didn't respond, Cheng Qi thought that he was stubborn and refused to admit his mistake, and said again: "Do you know that you were wrong? Why did you go to such a dangerous place? Even if you didn't do something stupid, what if you slipped and had an accident?" ,Um?"

"Oh...don't hit it, I know I was wrong..." Xi Qin blushed with shame, but couldn't help but retort: ​​"But the slippery step is because I saw you. Not afraid of heights..."

Cheng Qi laughed angrily: "You still dare to talk back?" After a few more slaps, Xi Qin didn't struggle this time, and resigned himself to covering his face and trembling.

Although Xi Qin felt that he was wrong, he didn't do it on purpose, it was clearly Cheng Qi and the others who were thinking wildly, he just went to the rooftop to relax and find inspiration to sing!

He didn't even send the song he sang to him with great difficulty, and he was still wronged!

Cheng Qi thought Xi Qin was in pain, leaned over to look at his red ears, and said slowly, "Qinqin, have you ever thought about me? Seeing you standing on the edge of danger, my heart almost stopped beating. , I wish I was the one standing there, and I don't want to see you put yourself in danger... So, don't do it again, okay? I beg you."

Whispers whispered into Xi Qin's ears, carrying the incomparable tenderness and love of this mature man, he couldn't bear it any longer, turned over and got up from Cheng Qi's legs, hooked his back neck hard, fiercely and fieryly Kissed.

When the breath was ignited, he couldn't calm down, Cheng Qi was startled for a moment, and he was also moved by Xi Qin's unfamiliar kissing skills, he held the back of his head gently and restrainedly, and stroked it like a hair.

It took a long time for Xi Qin to calm down from his breath, his red eyes were moist, he stared at Cheng Qi non-stop, and his slightly swollen mouth spat out a sentence: "I'm sorry, brother Cheng, I was wrong, I don't dare to do it again .”

I said so many words "I was wrong" tonight, and only this one was sincere, Cheng Qi was so soft in his heart, he hugged him and rubbed him: "Okay, I accept your apology, then tell me , why did you go to the rooftop to sing for me? Can't you do it here?"

"I..." Xi Qin buried his head on the side of his neck, "Would you believe me if I said I couldn't sing in front of others?"

Cheng Qi was a little surprised: "Why? Are you too nervous?"

Xi Qin shook his head, he knew he wasn't nervous, the feeling of being suffocated when he opened his voice under the eyes of everyone, he couldn't leave his small room at all, he was afraid of singing to others.

"You still call me, so you can't bear to part with me? Well, now I'm right in front of you, listening carefully." Cheng Qi held up his face, only to see that the eyes on this porcelain-white face were wandering, not paying attention at all.

Xi Qin made an excuse: "I... ukulele broke..."

"Then sing a cappella... No, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Qi didn't understand what Xi Qin was avoiding, he remembered that Xi Qin was never stage fright when singing.

I met Xi Qin for the first time in a bar. The 17-year-old child is very stylish. He sat on the high chair with his guitar in his arms. His melancholy and handsome face was hidden under the dim light, and his voice was still in the period of changing voice. It hovers between green and immature and low and magnetic, but when it is high-pitched, it is extremely clear, natural and pleasant, attracting Cheng Qi to watch it intently.

At that time, Cheng Qi couldn't help asking him if he would make his debut.

The 17-year-old Xi Qin is like a little adult, calmly said that he will consider it, and if entering the circle can bring him what he wants, he will make his debut.

Cheng Qi said that I would help you, but at that time Xi Qin probably just thought that the big brother was joking and didn't take it seriously.

In the blink of an eye, six years have passed, and Xi Qin can realize his dream, but he is too seriously injured halfway and cannot move forward.

"Don't dare to speak?" Cheng Qi looked at the silent Xi Qin, and roughly guessed the reason, "You're scared, aren't you?"

Xi Qin curled up in his arms, and responded sullenly: "Well... It's not that I don't want to speak, but... the thought of so many gazes, music, applause, cheers... all turned into doubts, surprises, and disappointments. ...I'm afraid."

Two years ago in the "Please Listen" competition, Xi Qin fled the scene directly. At that time, there were overwhelming voices of doubts on the Internet. He felt that the program group had an insider and chose a related accountant who knew nothing, but he was exposed on the stage.

Xi Qin didn't explain, and he didn't ask Luo Ye. He contacted the program team to clarify the reason. Both of them were immersed in the grief of Xi Han's suicide, and they didn't have the heart to care about other things. They were so muddled for several years, until Cheng Qi died. He appeared, and everything went smoothly. He got rid of Bee Entertainment and was able to transform, so Xi Qin had the opportunity to regain his dream.

He is very grateful to Cheng Qi, this kind of gratitude is not enough to say ten thousand times, he wants to show it personally, he can't wait, just today, in Cheng Qi's arms, he opened his mouth——

Cheng Qi saw that he was curled up uncomfortably, so he stopped talking about singing, rubbed the back of his neck comfortingly, and said in a low voice: "Okay, I understand, you are tired too, rest today..."

"No, I want to sing for you," Xi Qin raised his head, and tightened his grip on Cheng Qi's lapel, "I want you to be the first audience when I come back."

Cheng Qi was taken aback, seeing that he was trembling with fear, and still staring at him fiercely, smiled: "Okay, you sing, I'll listen."

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"...Through the ten-mile long banquet / I dare not stop my pace / People say that the last dish is the most classic / The table is full of delicious delicacies / The world's delicacies from mountains and seas / The eyes are dazzled / I have tasted all the fresh..."

"...everybody said they didn't eat/that's the best/I want to taste all your joys, sorrows, sorrows, joys, sorrows, sweets, bittersweets, and salty/greedy and greedy/this life is complete/destiny is delivered to your door/made food Immortal..."

"...I'm greedy—I can't taste your bitterness, my bitterness is sweet/I just want—I can't finish your tenderness, my concern is endless/Finally/hand in hand/After this life feast..."

Xi Qin's voice was very soft, as if he was humming, and he buried his head in Cheng Qi's ear so that he would not look at him.

But the voice is as usual slightly hoarse and sweet, singing this kind of soft little love song is particularly attractive.

Cheng Qi touched the back of his neck, covered in cold sweat, knowing that he was tired enough, so he comforted him: "It sounds good, but it's so sweet... Is it the first song you said you made for me?"

"Hmm...is it sweet?" Xi Qin calmed down his racing heart, looked at Cheng Qi with some expectation, "This is the first song, "Greedy"."

There is also the second song "Tao Li", which he has not finished yet, and he will sing it to Cheng Qi when it is finished, and now he urgently needs feedback on the first song.

"Yeah—" Cheng Qi pondered for a long time before he said sincerely, "To be honest, I'm hungry."

Xi Qin: "..."

Seeing Xi Qin's blank expression, Cheng Qi couldn't help laughing out: "Haha, I'm not kidding you, really, I'm already hungry."

Xi Qin climbed off him resentfully: "Then I'll ask someone to bring food up..."

"Oh, no need," Cheng Qi pulled him back into his arms, and whispered in his ear, "It's enough for me to eat you..."