The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

As a night in the north, tonight is considered the most gentle night.

The sparse snow has stopped, there is no wind or noise in the shelter, and there is a large area of ​​dense forest in the distance. Looking at it from the perspective of the roof, it is particularly majestic and majestic.

Xi Qin passed through the iron fence around the roof, because he was dressed thick and heavy like a penguin on land, and stood unsteadily on the edge of the platform, where there was a stone pier that could serve as a seat, and Xi Qin swept away the thin snow on it Just sat down.

The spirits in his body were still working, and the sub-zero temperature was not too cold. In this silence and detachment, Xi Qin found a certain state.

I can't tell, the way is unknown, but here, he can sing with his voice open, and the audience is this mountain forest.

It's just that he doesn't want to go on like this anymore, drinking today is not only to keep warm, but also to strengthen his courage.

He turned on his mobile phone and dialed Cheng Qi's number, and the busy signal on the other end was connected within a short time. With the strength of alcohol, Xi Qin preemptively said: "Shh-brother Cheng, don't talk, just listen."

He turned on the hands-free and put the phone aside, then took out the ukulele, his slightly frozen fingers moved, and he was so nervous that he couldn't play it well.

The low temperature made the strings and fingers a little stiff, but with the first sound, everything went smoothly, flowing out slowly, softly and slowly.

"...Qinqin?"

Cheng Qi's voice came from the mobile phone, and Xi Qin didn't hear his tone wrong for a while, but just responded in a low voice and continued to play.

Xi Qin's thoughts burned by the alcohol were a little confused, and he said incoherently: "Today... just today, I don't want to escape anymore, I must sing this song to you... I have no regrets."

This is not the "Deer Forest" recorded today, but the first song he wrote for Cheng Qi - "Greedy".

"...Through...Through the ten-mile long feast / The pace does not dare to stop / People say that the last dish is the most classic / The table is full of delicacies / The world's delicacies from mountains and seas / The eyes are dazzled / I have tasted everything..."

"...everybody said they didn't eat/that's the best/I want to taste all your joys, sorrows, sorrows, joys, sorrows, sweets, bittersweets, and salty/greedy and greedy/this life is complete/destiny is delivered to your door/made food Immortal..."

Xi Qin stuttered and sang, singing more and more smoothly, because the tension of the audience gradually subsided, and the cold sweat on the back was not as much as before, and the alcohol burned his whole body, especially thinking about the other side of the phone. With Cheng Qi on one side, he feels more at ease in his heart.

At the end of the song, Xi Qin almost made himself hungry. When he played and sang the song "Greedy", except for Cheng Qi's figure in his head, everything else melted into his stomach. He was really hungry.

Reaching out to pick up the phone in a daze, Xi Qin wanted to ask Cheng Qi how he was feeling, but unexpectedly the phone stopped responding and turned off.

The poor little Xiqin in the south doesn't know that the phone will automatically shut down when the temperature is too low.

"Obviously it's fully charged..." Xi Qin's face flushed slightly, and the alcohol burned up his annoyance and embarrassment. He knew that his mind was not clear enough, so he shook it vigorously.

what to do?I drank to strengthen my courage, looked for inspiration on the ground, and finally mustered up the courage to play and sing a song for the person I like, but it didn't spread? !

Xi Qin's singing was directly dedicated to the great rivers and mountains of the motherland. Poor Mr. Cheng not only didn't hear it, but only heard Xi Qin's drunken words, "I must sing this song to you... I have no regrets." up".

The phone fell to the ground with a "snap", and Cheng Qi's mind went blank. These words are as good as death without regrets!

He rushed over immediately when he heard the news from Cheng Qi in the morning. The diagnosis sheet for moderate depression was still vivid in his memory.

When A Chi told him that Xi Qin was on the roof, he rushed to the forest farm under the speeding bottom line without saying a word, recalling A Chi's incoherent words in his mind.

He said that Xi Qin was still unable to sing today, he was not in a good mood, and today was the birthday of Xi Qin's late grandmother, he even drank two taels of Laobaigan, and fell over the fence on the roof!

"..." Cheng Qi barely suppressed his trembling breathing, and whispered to A Chi, "Help me hold him... don't let him get into trouble, please."

This is the first time A Chi heard the request from the dignified president. The story of Cheng Qi and Xi Qin's patronage that he had imagined in his heart instantly sublimated into true love from nurturing.

"No problem! Mr. Cheng, leave it to me!"

Here, Xi Qin was still lamenting the song he hadn't sung, holding his ukulele in circles on the ground in frustration, his head getting dizzy, he underestimated the power of Lao Baigan.

Just as he stood up staggeringly, there was a sudden sound from the iron fence behind him. As soon as Xi Qin turned his head, he saw a fat man stuck in the hole in the iron fence.

"...?" Xi Qin was puzzled, "Achi?"

A Chi is still fighting against the hole in the iron fence. He originally wanted to sneak up behind Xi Qin and pull him back, but he died before he could get out—he underestimated his size and got stuck in the fence .

Seeing that he was discovered, A Chi laughed awkwardly, stuck his head on the fence and said, "Brother Qin! Tonight... the weather is really good! The sun is shining, hahaha..."

Xi Qin blankly glanced at the pitch-black sky, not even a single star. He felt that A Chi must be drunk too, started talking nonsense, and went to the rooftop to blow air like him.

"Oh," Xi Qin sighed softly, picking up the ukulele as if resigned to fate, "It seems that I still can't escape... A Chi, thank you for taking care of me these days, and Sister Meng, Mr. Cheng, thank you you……"

He was going to challenge himself today and break through the psychological barrier. Although he was a little regretful that the first audience was not Cheng Qi, A Chi was also a good assistant who did his best, and he should also be a good listener.

"I think……"

"Brother Qin! Don't!" A Chi suddenly hoarsely shouted, "I, I, I... I don't need you to thank me! As long as you are good, you are better than anything else! You have to think about Cheng Zong!"

Cheng Qicheng has always nurtured true love!Why are you still looking for life? !

Xi Qin thought he was talking about Cheng Qi, and sighed, "I'm sorry for Mr. Cheng. I can't even sing. I'm sorry... I'm really sorry." As a musician, I can't sing in front of everyone. It's a shame, it's a disgrace to Cheng Chi Media.

Seeing that he seemed to be even more depressed, A Chi was burning with anxiety. Xi Qin's position was only a few steps away from the edge of the platform, which was very dangerous. As long as Xi Qin took a few steps back, the edge of the roof without guardrails would be an abyss and hell!

Although this hotel is not too high, it has a full eighth floor, falling from a height of 30 meters, even the gods can't save it!

"That...that! Brother Qin, don't be sad, there is no hurdle in life..." Achi comforted dryly. On the road not far away, the lights brightened up, and an off-road car with A fire truck drove in.

The firefighters were very close to the hotel, and the life-saving mat downstairs had already started to be laid. Fortunately, there were not many people nearby, and only some tourists and local residents were watching.

Before the cross-country that opened the road had stopped, a figure rushed out, looking towards the rooftop in a panic, and could vaguely see a figure standing not far from the edge, who would stumble and fall after only a few steps.

Cheng Qi stopped breathing for a moment, and Xi Qin's cell phone was turned off no matter how he dialed it, he was mechanically dialing this number all the way, not daring to think about anything, for fear of driving halfway and not paying attention to Xi Qin's last face See you.

But now that he saw it, he wanted to question his own fate——

Why is it a rooftop again?And so on the verge of danger?

Sometimes Cheng Qi even doubts whether it is in his destiny to overcome his relatives and lovers, each one will go to that dangerous high ground and end his life in front of him.

This is how his father passed away, suffering from a terminal illness, coupled with the messy family business that was on the verge of bankruptcy at the time, the man he admired the most, just so ruthlessly fell from the top floor of the hospital in front of him and his mother.

Later, my mother had a mental problem due to excessive blows, and she often approached the edge of the balcony, as if she wanted to jump down and end her life.

When Xi Qin told him that he wanted to sing to him for the rest of his life, he felt that he might be able to get rid of this terrible shadow, but no... this lovely and hateful person was standing on the edge of that horror, and was about to die Life.

"Xi Qin...you bastard!" Cheng Qi was both anxious and angry, his heart hurt so much that he couldn't help shouting to him from below: "Qin Qin——! Come down for me!!!"

"...Xi Qin!"

Xi Qin, who was a little drunk, was startled. He seemed to hear someone calling him downstairs, and he approached the edge of the platform in a daze. He was not afraid of heights at all, and looked down very boldly.

A Chi upstairs was frightened and kept trying to get into the fence. The people downstairs were also frightened and hurriedly moved the life-saving mat.

Cheng Qi's heart was almost in his throat, he knew that Xi Qin didn't really want to leave him, Xi Qin was just sick and prone to negative and suicidal emotions, but the anxiety in his heart made him speechless for a while , he only had one thought, and he could only shout like this——

"Xi Qin! Get out of there quickly!! It's dangerous——"

Xi Qin lowered his head and realized that there were some people gathered downstairs unconsciously, as well as a fire engine, with a huge red inflatable cushion under his head, and someone was waving at him, shouting at him, just like greeting him.

"???" Xi Qin, whose nerves were paralyzed by alcohol, squatted on the edge and squinted his eyes to look down before he understood what was going on.

He wanted to see clearly who the person who had been waving at him was, the bad thing was that he didn't wear contact lenses, so he couldn't see clearly at all, he just felt familiar.

Cheng Qi's voice was overreacted and he couldn't make it out, he wanted to call Xi Qin hoarsely, his face turned red and then pale, completely lost his sense of proportion.

The firefighter on the side looked very experienced, patted Cheng Kei on the shoulder, and handed over something: "Use this! I used the leftover from last time and kept it! The people above can see it even if they can't hear it!"

As soon as it unfolded with a bang, Cheng Qi's eyes lit up, he pulled it apart with the firefighters, and lifted it up——

I saw a huge banner with white letters on a red background stretched open in the wind, with a series of life-saving inspirational life quotes written on it: Life is so beautiful, there is hope only if you live it!

Xi Qin: "...?"

"...Xi Qin!" The person holding the banner shouted at him from a distance, "...don't jump!"

This voice...is Cheng Kei? !

Xi Qin was taken aback. He didn't expect Cheng Qi to come. There were more and more fire trucks and onlookers below. A Chi, who was stuck in the fence behind him, called him repeatedly. Meng Liting was anxious——

Only now did Xi Qin understand, did they think they were going to jump off the building? !

This time the misunderstanding arose, and Xi Qin quickly stood up. Who would have thought that when he slipped on the thin snow, the ukulele in his hand fell to the edge with a bang, and slid out all at once!

Everyone downstairs let out an exclamation, and Cheng Qi's tense heart almost stopped beating. In a trance, he saw a dark object falling straight down from upstairs!

With the sound of "Boom" accompanied by the dull shattering sound, the life-saving mat sank, and Cheng Qi ran to push aside the crowd of onlookers with trembling hands. He knew that even a life-saving mat was very dangerous. Let him raise him for the rest of his life!

The crowd seems to have opened layers of curtains for this tragic scene, and they all gave way to the road, and a fragmented thing appeared in front of them-a smashed ukulele.

Cheng Qi: "..."

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A Chi's phone rang: "Hello? Cheng... President Cheng?"

Cheng Qi's voice was so cold: "Where's Xi Qin?"

Achi was shocked: "In... in the room, 608!"

Cheng Qi: "Let him wait."

The phone was hung up, and A Chi cast a sympathetic look at the dazed Xi Qin: "Brother Qin... Mr. Cheng is here."

Hearing the name, Xi Qin couldn't help shaking, now he knew who this "Cheng Zong" was, who else could there be besides Cheng Qi?

Holding his head and whimpering in pain, he also knew clearly that he was about to die!