Peony Heavy Ripple Carmine

Xiaoyao Villa is located on the mountainside of Tianshan Mountain. It is sunny all year round, with little rainfall, no severe cold in winter and no scorching heat in summer.For various reasons, I have been to this Xiaoyao Mountain Villa several times, and also stayed for a while, but most of the time I was busy with work, and I was not in the same mood as I am now, let alone stop to take a closer look at the scene here.

But now, what I see is Tianshan in Zhuoran's eyes.

In summer, the city is full of sunshine.The snowy peaks in the distance are still covered with white snow, but the vast grassland in front of you is low in the wind, and the cattle and sheep are sparsely scattered on the grassland, wagging their tails leisurely.The white clouds floating in the sky, low and low like cotton candy, unnaturally make people think that this is the closest place to the sky.I closed my eyes, as if I could hear the wind blowing past my ears, raising the sound of sand and dust.

He didn't talk much, but carefully stopped the wheelchair where he thought it was worth stopping.We rested for a while, then set off again.

Sure enough, as the elder brother said, the Tianshan Mountains in this season are indeed beautiful.

How long has it been since I sat and basked in the sun in such a leisurely way.

I was nestled in the wheelchair, the warm sun was shining on my body, and I was stroking the pattern on the sleeves of the man behind me with my fingertips, as if my heart had been thoroughly washed.

"You said, I'll be at home, eating and drinking for the rest of my life, how about letting you support me?" I squinted my eyes at him.

"I think except for Dad and Bi Wen, everyone else should have no objections."

I looked at him and laughed like a flower. "I think so. Instead of finding someone to marry and then being divorced and returned to her mother's house, it's better to be an old girl from the beginning. Even if I don't re-join the patriarch's party, I can embroider and look at objects, even if I can't afford it." In an antique shop, you can support yourself by being an embroiderer."

"If you want to open an antique shop, you can say it directly, and you don't need to beat around the bush."

I smiled brightly, "I just didn't know where to open it. Of course, Li Yang and Zhangzhou can't do it. There are too many acquaintances, so it's not easy to deceive people."

"Don't worry, just take your time." He said gently, "It won't be too late to think long-term when you feel better. You are only so old, and you can start over at any time if you want to."

I nodded.

After all, we need to find something to look forward to.

When I feel better, I will go down the mountain to Tangheguan and call old man Ning back, and then go to see my old friends.I don't know if Zhuo Ying's sister-in-law has given Fu Huan any children, whether Xiao Xia has caught up with any beautiful woman, whether Wanying and Gu Qingpeng are married, and what happened to Ding Danizi's blacksmith shop.

I don't know when, the playmates around me have become relatives one by one. Thinking about it this way, I am alone.But I'm not in a hurry, the eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother in the family are all bachelors. Instead of having time to think about me, Dad might as well get rid of the three of them first. People who know the cold and the hot may have nowhere to draw the red line.

If Dad doesn't marry anymore, then it doesn't matter if I live there.

"Brother, I heard you talk about your sweetheart before, how about telling me?"

Zhuo Ran tilted his head and thought for a while, then said with a smile: "Since it's your sweetheart, then let's take it to heart."

"You are a shameless person. You know my affairs clearly. When I questioned you, you played sloppy with me." I can't agree with him at all: "What is her name, what is her age, her appearance and her character?" What kind of sex, what kind of talent, what attracts you, quickly recruit."

He raised the corner of his mouth and looked far away: "I have two childhood sweethearts who are married. So I am the same as you, except that I am a coward who runs away, and you are much braver than me."

"I thought that as time goes by, this heart will gradually cool down, but on the contrary, the longer the time, the more the lovesickness penetrates into the bone marrow. I thought I could start again by escaping back to Qifeng, but at least until now, I still think and miss that person."

He sat down beside me: "I tried to accept other people, but in the end I found that no one was better than that person."

"Being a couple for a lifetime is like standing next to Miss Lu. It's not you. It's the same with me. The person I like is destined not to be me. If this is the case, why be too persistent and let him go , and also leave a way out for yourself, in the future you will definitely meet someone who cherishes you, loves you, and cares about you in everything." He paused, "Even if you are unlucky, you will never meet someone in this life , and your family and friends will accompany you to grow old together. Life is only a few decades, but it is actually very fast, and it will pass in a flash."

I sat quietly next to him, and suddenly I felt an urge to hold him in my arms.I beckoned him to lean over, Zhuo Ran was taken aback for a moment, and I pressed his head on my knee with all my strength.I could feel the stiffness in his body, and I ran my fingers through his short hair.

"It's okay, I know your heart hurts too. Loving her, but not getting it, it's hard work, I understand. I also understand how tiring it is to put her in my eyes every day. Sometimes I feel that I am divided into I got two, one likes what she likes, but the other is always talking about giving up, giving up, fighting between heaven and man every second, right?"

He nodded slightly with his head resting on my lap.

"Did you know? I asked the Dragon God for a wish at Tanghe Pass." I grinned the corners of my mouth, tears poured out uncontrollably, and fell into my mouth, it was so salty. "I begged him to let Chexue forget me."

Zhuo Ran looked up at me.

I looked into his eyes, "I didn't plan like this. I originally thought, I begged the Dragon God to let me forget her. But at the last moment I couldn't bear it, so I made a wish, let Chexue forget me, and be happy She is such a strong person, if she knows that I changed her life, how can she marry and have children without distractions? I don't want to see her in trouble. So, as long as I disappear, as long as She forgot me, she is still the daughter of Jin Xing Lu family, a dignified dragon rider. She said that if she can go back alive, she will accept Mo Weihan and marry him as his wife. I just need to look at her, I am satisfied. I owe her this relationship, and it is enough for me to remember it alone. She will never need to know that I like her. "

As I was talking, I couldn't help it anymore, and I covered my face with my hands and cried bitterly.

And Zhuo Ran, who was quietly by my side, held me in his arms.

I wantonly cried out loud.

I originally didn't want to tell anyone this secret, but my heart was too bitter and I held it in for too long. After all this confession, I couldn't hide this secret after all.

That day, Qingming turned into a golden dragon and carried me away.

I turned around frequently, wanting to take another look at her, but in the end there was only a blur in front of my eyes.I like her, from spring to winter, this bud is always waiting quietly, never opened.But the oath in my heart, from the time she fell on my shoulder and wept that winter, was green but clear.I don't know whether I have walked through her heart, but she, the beautiful girl who always has a peony in her hairpin, has lived in my heart.

But please don't forget that there is such a person who once liked you so much, I even let go of all the secular taboos and wanted to be with you.

I made her swear never to forget me.

But I broke my oath again and personally asked Dragon God to erase all her memories of me.

I am, really, a fickle woman