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I fell asleep again, since I woke up, I don't know what medicine Mo Qingyu gave me, I always wake up, sleep for several days in a row, and then wake up for several hours.

She never mentioned my illness, and I gradually remembered the things that happened before.I understand better than anyone else that I was ruined like that at that time, even if I hanged myself with medicine, it was the blessing of the Dragon God, and my mother gave me a strong body.It has long been a great favor for this unborn medical saint to extend my life for four years.

I understand.

I don't ask either, and it doesn't make any difference to me to have one day more or one day less.

As long as she lives, I have nothing more to desire.After all, I borrowed this life from Sumo, and it is already a great blessing to escape from death once.

At first I didn't realize who Mo Qingyu was talking about, but I didn't know who it was until I met him.I was so moved, she and I had hit each other for a long time, and I was flattered to be able to take care of her all the time, inside and out.Even if they are both women, they can be taken care of so closely, thinking about it now, my old face is flushed, and there are some dirty things.

Oh, I really can't think about it, even if I have a thick skin like me, it will be difficult to stand in front of her again.

My elder brother... Mo Qingyu is not a talkative person, I heard this from shopkeeper Li.Mo Qingyu's people are diabolical, and she doesn't like to ask questions.But when it comes to my eldest brother, shopkeeper Li is full of praise.He said that it was Zhuo Ran who sent me to the Tianshan Mountains all the way by Yulong. In the first few months, he even stayed by my bedside in undressed clothes.And she didn't know about my serious injury until after the Spring Festival, so she left the wine shop and moved to the villa to take care of me.At that time she thought that Zhuo Ran was my little lover, but after getting acquainted gradually, she realized that she was my half-brother.

In the past few years, except for the woman's personal affairs which have been taken care of by shopkeeper Li, he has been doing all the other trivial chores.

Listening to it, I shed tears.

I have never had a father since I was a child, and there are only two people in my life, my mother and my master.

Later my mother left and my master also disappeared.When I was living outside, I met Xiao Xia and Wang Chuan again, and then I got to know many people one after another.

How lucky I am.

How can I be.

I don't have anything, and even if you make friends with me, I don't have anything worth exchanging.

I never believed in the word friend.

I only believe in the exchange of interests and interests in my heart, and I only have myself in my eyes.

When something happened, I ran faster than anyone else.

Because I am a thief, my nature is immutable.Even for me today, I still agree with this identity from the bottom of my heart.Although the world puts many unnecessary titles on it, my respect for the Patriarch has never changed.

People live a lifetime, why bother to draw themselves in that frame.

I am neither kind nor righteous.

Why are they still willing to pay so much for me?

I do not understand.

I wiped my tears, I dare not tell others these words.I can only keep it in my heart, and then look at that selfish self.

So I think, after I met Che Xue, I really started to become a person.

I could even die for her.

This is probably love.

I don't think everyone has the guts to die for their sweetheart.

Could it be that the moment I met her, I also started to have a heart.

There is a person who really walked into my heart.

Then I tried to accept other people, and found that it didn't seem like I was always thinking about myself.

This made me a little scared, but also a little elated.

Shopkeeper Li saw that I suddenly started crying again, so he stroked my shoulder and comforted me softly.She doesn't know why I'm crying, how can I tell her, let her guess, it's better than me giving her a definite answer.

"It's getting warmer these days. Let me take you outside for a walk. You're always in the house, and you're bored."

I nodded and grinned at her, knowing it would be ugly to cry and laugh at the same time, but what the heck.

After a while, shopkeeper Li came over pushing a wheelchair. I was a little surprised, I didn't expect such a thing to exist here.She smiled mysteriously and said, "Guess who did this?"

I said awkwardly: "It won't be my elder brother..."

She nodded.

This is really ingenious.

"He made these things in his free time. I didn't see what it was at first, but he was just killing time. At that time, I saw him planing wood every day. I didn't understand until he made a prototype. I hope you wake up earlier so that I can take you out to have a look. But at that time..." She sighed and said with some embarrassment, "The situation at that time was really bad, even Liudao's cousin was not sure that you would survive .”

"I know." I sobbed, held her hand tightly, and said, "Thank you."

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and shopkeeper Li hurried to open the door.

I knew it was him, so I lowered my head and tightened my clothes, brushed my hair, then turned around and smiled at him.How can I easily let go of such a long watch.

"Big brother."

He nodded, eyes bright.I just like the refreshing energy on his body, with the smell of sunshine.

"Let's go, I'll show you the most beautiful Tianshan Mountain." He carried me into the wheelchair, the armrests were polished and smooth, and I rubbed the wheelchair frame with a sense of awe. I was quite impressed by the handmade texture.Shopkeeper Li put a thin blanket on me: "I'll cook something delicious, and when you come back, don't go shopping for too long."

Zhuo Ran nodded.

I sat in a wheelchair and he slowly pushed me up.Squeaky, wooden wheels rolling on the white brick floor, I looked around with some joy, this is a yard I have never been to before, with white walls and black tiles, it looks like a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, and it fits perfectly The scene of that person.If it were Xiaoyao Nizi's boudoir, it would not be like this.I haven't seen her since I woke up. I heard that she went to Hainan to find someone to compare swords with.

That sword idiot...

"How about Daddy and Grandpa?"

I heard Zhuo Ran's gentle voice from behind me, "Everything is fine, I told them that you are resting here, and after you woke up a few days ago, I also sent a letter, my father and the old ancestor were very happy, and even clamored to come over Visiting you."

I scratched my fingers, feeling a little guilty: "That's good. Where are the brothers and sisters at home?"

"It's all good, I just look forward to your return."

"That's right, I asked old man Ning to wait for me at Tanghe Pass..." I suddenly thought of old man Ning's crooked body. I don't know what happened to him. I asked him to go back to my father to report to him.

"He's still at Tangheguan. He said he promised you to wait here, and he will leave only when he sees someone. Daddy also knows about this, and he didn't say much."

When it comes to Tanghe Pass...

"Then...Che..." I was still a little hesitant in my heart whether I should ask or not, but the words came to my lips, and before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Zhuo Ran: "She is fine too."

"I haven't said who it is, are you perfunctory?" I said pretending to be angry.

He noticed that I was a little unhappy, so he slowed down his tone, but his expression was still indifferent, "Why do you deceive yourself, Tang Heguan, who else can you do if it's not for her?"

I was the first to say: "I am also a Qifeng citizen! How can I let the Yi people trample on my great rivers and mountains?"

As soon as the words fell, Zhuo Ran's hearty laughter came, which made my face turn red.

"That's what I thought, then you." I asked him: "Then why did you lead the order to the main battlefield, that place is more dangerous."

"I just want to protect my family." I looked back at him: "You gave me a home, my ancestors, my father, and you brothers and sisters. I hope you are safe and sound."

Originally I thought he was close to me only because we were similar to each other, both emotionally and in the past.Let him confess like this, no matter how thick-skinned I am, I can't make up this nonsense.

"You know, I like her."

"Xiange." He pushed me forward, the summer is thick, and the rare emerald colors are ushering in Xiaoyao Mountain Villa. The courtyard is tidy and clean, but it's a little deserted. I haven't even met a maid during this journey.I was also happy to be quiet, these words, if someone really walked by, even if it was a stranger, I am afraid that I would not be able to say it.

"You know it's doomed," he said.

"The result? I don't want any result. From the first day, I knew very well that I couldn't be with her. I feel bitter. If I can really leave her and forget her, big brother , I can't do it. Really..." I lost control and couldn't help coughing a few times, Zhuo Ran stopped and lifted the stall up again.

I waved my hand, stroked my chest and panted for a long time before I recovered my breath. "It's like I've been bewitched by her, and my eyes and heart are full of her shadow, but I don't regret it at all. It's as if I liked her, which makes me feel that I don't owe anything in this world."

"If something goes wrong, have you ever thought about what will happen to us?"

I was taken aback.

"I don't prevent you from liking someone, but I hope that person will cherish you, love you, and hold you in his hands. Even if you don't marry, or the person you love is not a man, it's fine if you are in love with each other. Pleasure is the sweetest and most beautiful thing in this world." His hand lightly fell on my hair. "The saddest thing is that you love her with all your heart, but she only regards you as a close friend. This is a natural barrier. No matter how much sincerity you use, you may not be able to get through."

"I don't expect to be with her. Her lover is Mo Weihan from the beginning to the end. I still have this self-knowledge."

I laughed at myself, "After all these years, I don't want to tell whether I'm in love with her or not. I'm very selfish, as long as I'm happy."

"Even at that time, I thought very clearly. If she died, I would never live. Even now, I don't regret it. Brother, do you know, I saw her covered in blood and her breath was weak, I knew She may be dying. But I may have a chance to save her, I am really happy." I lowered my head and shook hands, "Fortunately, I have such ability. If she died in front of me at that time, I will regret it for the rest of my life .”

"My heart is only so small." I gestured. "Here lives her."

"..."

"You said you wanted to show me the most beautiful Tianshan Mountain. You said that like the tiger is not in the mountain, and the fox is the king. If Xiaoyao Liudao hears this, I don't know how to slander you."

He rubbed my head, which made me a little surprised, and a little sweetness flowed through my heart.

The wheelchair squeaked and turned again.

I stretched out, the trees were dotted with shade, and the sunlight passed through the leaves and fell on me.