【Jing Lin】Yes

When the world looks down on you, you look down on it too.

It is precisely because it cannot be escaped that it is called destiny.

And those who have broken through the limit and broken their destiny, will they just stop there?Or, with the pride of a winner, rewrite the controlled destiny.

The temperature in Shinjuku at night is significantly lower than that during the day.The late autumn in Tokyo has always been tainted with the austerity of winter-like coldness. Even in an environment without wind, you can feel the chill wrapping around your body like the wind, soaking deep into the bone marrow, and even goosebumps can't be controlled. out.

I shivered, and exhaled two more breaths on my hands to relieve the chill in my body. If possible, I want to go back to my warm home immediately and have a warm dinner with my family.

scene, or imagination.

Stop here.

The picture above describes ordinary Shinjuku people.

All things that are taken for granted are completely inapplicable to Shizuo Heiwajima.

No matter what the temperature is, the man always wears the bartender uniform that doesn't seem to change all year round. The thin white shirt alone is enough to make many ordinary people envy the reduction of expenses for a lifetime.He doesn't need to go home to face the family that welcomes him. His most cherished relatives rarely come home. If there is such a day, then he will try his best to welcome them back to their rare home. .

The unchanging weather suddenly blew a strong wind, and the scattered dead leaves on the ground illuminated by the faint moonlight were blown into the deeper darkness with the wind.Standing in the cold wind, Shizuo Heiwajima did not reveal his tall figure at this time, he hid himself so well that it was impossible to find this always eye-catching person.

So what is Shizuo Heiwajima doing at this time, in this night when the temperature drops suddenly.

Quietly leaning against the tree, looking up at a window without curtains in the apartment in front of him, smoking lightly.

Cozy, maybe, but the mood cannot be summed up in these two words at all.

The red light from the cigarette butt shone brightly in the dark night, although it was not dazzling, it carried a bit of sharp beauty.

It was about two o'clock in the middle of the night, Shizuo crushed his finished cigarette on the ground, even if he didn't look at his phone, he could judge this more accurately.Putting his hands into the pockets of his trousers, he leaned his head against the tree and gently closed his eyes.

Shizuo Heiwajima and Rin Orihara also had a rare peaceful day. It was said to be peaceful, but it was only because the two had almost no verbal communication, so naturally no so-called violence would occur.Most of the time, Shizuo just sits on the sofa opposite Lin Ye, quietly watching Lin Ye's rich expression due to various emotions, from time to time he shows a satisfied smile, from time to time he frowns because of a little dissatisfaction, From time to time issued a proud and mocking sound.

Although I don't know what method Rinya used to fiddle with his information, but Shizuo can clearly see that just this day, the aura belonging to Rinya Orihara has been revealed intact.

From the day he knew that Lin Ye was blind, he felt that something was wrong with Lin Ye, so wrong that he had no intention of beating him as soon as he met him like before, as if he had lost something, and his whole body showed A hollow weirdness.This is the first time that Heihejima Shizuo Xu has felt so deeply—the work of information dealer is what Orihara Rin also cares about the most. Maybe what he is obsessed with is not those interests and disputes, what he really wants is that he can control everything process.

Like a bluffing child, the "human LOVE" that is talked about every day is as boring as a deliberate statement.He always provoked his anger time and time again with the excuse of "I love all human beings but Xiao Jing, a monster", which made his boredom grow day by day.

Walking between black and white roads, and playing dangerous borderlines with crime, Shizuo Heiwajima scolded Orihara Rin more than once and would one day be destroyed in such an abominable job, but this time his curse seems to be really coming to an end. Come true.Shizuo has never liked Rinya's work, even if Rinya came to Ikebukuro because of work, he didn't like it. Regarding the development of Rinya's career outlook, Kishitani Shilla said that this is just a manifestation of the late stage of the disease, and he Heihejima Shizuo is Think it's this dead flea that's against him.

That's why he felt so clearly today what "information dealer" means to Orihara Rinya.

- alive

——so alive and alive

This is the first time in his life, he did not stop Lin Ye's actions today.Obviously he is the one who hates Orihara Rin the most and manipulates everything at will, obviously he is the one who is caught in this undercurrent and never gets out, obviously he is Orihara Rin who wants to destroy the most The person you love, but there are some things that you will only understand after you have experienced them.

Orihara Lin at work is also quite principled, which is why he is still standing downstairs at Lin Ye's house at two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Before the normal dinner time, Lin also wanted to drive away Jingxiong with the reason of "since I said that Xiaojing should not be taken care of by Xiaojing, I can't let Xiaojing stay at home". He retorted and went back, but recalling Rinya's expression of undisguised satisfaction after he bought the sushi back, he inexplicably felt that something in his heart softened a lot. No matter what unpleasant words Orihara Rin also said, he seemed He didn't mind that much anymore, so he obeyed the other party's request once in a while, and left directly after confirming that Orihara Rin had also finished the sushi.

At this moment, speaking from the bottom of his heart, Shizuo doesn't understand why he is standing here now.

After returning to Ikebukuro, he had a absent-minded dinner, and then went back to his home. After returning home, he thought about taking a shower and taking a good sleep, but when he was actually lying on the bed, he felt like a severe insomnia Syndrome patients can't fall asleep no matter what.When the clock struck twelve o'clock, Shizuo Heiwajima walked on the road to Shinjuku.

When I went to buy sushi for Linya at noon, Shizuo used the inexplicably extra money from Kari to buy some daily household items, such as the quilt that has become Shizuo's heart knot.He took the trouble to visit the door decoration market, picked the most expensive door at random, carried it back to Lin Ye's house, and installed it successfully.Don't worry about the price, he knew in his heart that the extra money in the card must have been paid by Orihara Lin.

"The sushi is the most expensive, Xiao Jing." He only understood the true meaning of the words shouted by the people behind him when he went out.

Taking out his mobile phone and confirming that it was already [-]:[-] in the morning, Shizuo resolutely decided to go to Linya's house again.As for the reason why he went in, maybe no one would believe him even if he was killed—he just wanted to make sure that the dead flea was properly covered with the quilt

Heiwajima Shizuo is quite careful in unexpected places, this is a conclusion that Orihara Rin also came to a long time ago-although he himself did not have the corresponding consciousness.Even when he was angry at the time, he still clearly heard the conversation between Lin Ye and Bo Jiang, and he knew that Lin Ye seemed to have gotten into some serious trouble now, and was being searched by people from all walks of life.Thinking about it with my toes, I know that people who are looking for Orihara Rinya must not be kind.Although in the past he always dismissed such things, but now, he also spontaneously feels that he can no longer retreat completely.

In other words, he didn't want to quit just like that.

When stepping into the gate of the apartment building, Shizuo exhaled on his hands, then rubbed them together, as if trying to drive away the cold air that didn't exist for him.He took off the tie, put it in his trousers pocket, and undid the first button of his shirt.

The air became a little dry, and the breath of night diffused perfectly.

Shizuo stretched out his hand, and was about to press the button of the elevator, but there was a crisp sound in the silent environment, which was a little scary.He was indeed frightened for a second, then raised his head and looked at the floating elevator floors.The crisp sound announced the fact that the elevator had started, but what made Shizuo frown instantly was the floor where the elevator stopped before it came down.

That was the floor of Orihara Rinya's house.

Shizuo stopped all movements, took a step back, and stared at the ever-decreasing floor numbers with some vigilance, until the elevator just stopped on the first floor, and the elevator warning sound sounded again.

He quietly looked at the slowly opening metal door, without any over-reaction.

Rather, at that moment, he felt a familiar breath, and he relaxed unconsciously like this.

After the heavy elevator door opened, what Shizuo saw was Orihara Rinya leaning against the elevator wall and looking up at the built-in light of the elevator.He was still wearing the same black jacket with a military edge, but it seemed that he had zipped it up and pulled up the hat unusually because of the sudden drop in temperature.

Shizuo moved his mouth, wanting to say something.

"Ah, sure enough," but before Shizuo could make a sound, Lin murmured to himself, "The weightlessness of elevators is still too much for blind people."

Shizuo immediately closed his mouth, watching Lin Ye stumbling out of the elevator with his hands on his forehead, and then Lin Ye squatted down along the wall outside the elevator, his face was pale by the light in the elevator, and he seemed to be Like to spit it out.Shizuo suddenly didn't know what to do. According to human nature, he should go to greet the flea that doesn't look very comfortable.But somewhere in his heart there was a sudden feeling - he shouldn't have any contact with Orihara Rin at this time.

No matter how you look at it, there is a reason for going out at two o'clock in the middle of the night.And he also vaguely felt that it was very likely that he chose this time because he didn't want him to see it.

"But it's really lucky, thanks to Xiaojing's absence." Look, I guessed it right, "If he sees this, I might as well die." Lin Ye still didn't spit out in the end, and his gradually calm breathing showed that he Responded to many situations.

However, Shizuo really wanted to punch him like this.

Dead flea, is that all you can say when you talk to yourself!

In fact, Orihara Rin has always been like this, it's just that Shizuo Heiwajima doesn't know about it.

But Shizuo's weakness is that he never listens to the end.

"Just kidding, kidding, how could I die because of Xiaojing, there are so many human beings in the world waiting for me to love." Lin also stood up slowly while leaning on the wall when the elevator door closed, the last light Being brutally snatched away, the world was immediately shrouded in darkness, Shizuo only had time to see clearly the crazy smile on Rinya's face at that moment.

He didn't make any moves, but put away all his anger, stood quietly by the side and looked at Lin Ye, even though he couldn't even see the outline of the person opposite in the dark.

After laughing enough, Lin also started to walk out of the apartment. He was still familiar with the terrain and walked out of the apartment door without encountering any obstacles.

But it just didn't "run into".

Before he was about to bump into Shizuo, Shizuo took a step aside wisely, Rinya's hair almost brushed against his chin, and he could even smell the faint fragrance of shampoo on Rinya's hair.Dazed for a moment, Jingxiong hurriedly chased him out with light steps. At some point, a metal blind stick appeared in Linye's hand. He tapped the ground rhythmically, and walked forward step by step. .

Shizuo followed behind Lin Ye somewhat puzzled, and tried his best to soften the sound of his footsteps, even though he didn't need to deliberately hide it.The wind was blowing too loudly at night, and there was an illusion of tinnitus in the ears, which completely covered up the sound of the small footsteps.

"Huh..." Lin Ye let out a low breath, tightened his coat, and wrapped himself in the not-so-thick coat.Seeing this scene, Shizuo felt a little overwhelmed, he looked down at himself, but found that the clothes he was wearing might not be as thick as Lin Ye's bottoming shirt, so he silently smacked his lips.

Lin Ye was still walking forward, it seemed that he had no destination at all, but he unexpectedly didn't bump into anything, ignoring the blind stick and the time at this time, Lin Ye walked like a walking posture Ordinary people taking a pleasant walk.Not knowing how Orihara Rin did this, Shizuo could only silently wish for the other party's good luck in his heart.Although he doesn't want to admit it, Lin Ye has always had a much better mind than him in dealing with various emergencies.

For Linya, blindness may just mean that the world has lost its color, and Orihara Lin will also use all the cells in his body to perceive the world well.

It didn't take long, and Lin Ye seemed to be familiar with the road all the way to the entrance of this large housing area.Shizuo kept keeping a distance of more than five meters between himself and Linya, so even if he tried to guess Linya's purpose from Linya's expression, he couldn't really see Linya's face.

"Hey, I'm in trouble." And just as Shizuo was debating whether to tell Lin Ye the fact that he was here, Lin Ye said to himself, "Do you want to go to the street to find the way?" Ah, but what if you can't come back, but if you don't leave, won't you always sell Xiaojing's favor in the future?"

Lin also leaned against the somewhat rough concrete wall, and tapped the blind stick in his hand on the corner of the wall. The collision between the metal and the concrete did not make any harsh sounds, but instead brought a dull depression.He seemed to have really fallen into deep thinking, and his good-looking features were crowded together.Fortunately, there was no bright moonlight, and the street lamps only gave off a dim warm light, no one could clearly see Lin Ye's tangled expression at this moment.

"Well, I'm Orihara Rinya, how can such a trivial matter be difficult for me." After a long while, he finally uttered a sentence as if he was relieved.Then, before Shizuo could react, Linya had already tapped his blind stick again and walked towards the street.

This guy……

Shizuo, who hastily followed Rinya's pace, could no longer hold back his surprised expression.

He seemed to have digested a shocking fact from Lin Ye's self-talk just now——

Orihara Rin is also remembering the road.

He has recorded all the roads he has traveled in his mind, maybe not only that, he is also building roads in his mind, those he has walked, what he has seen, what he has heard, that It is very likely to include the land area of ​​the two cities of Shinjuku and Ikebukuro.

The reality didn't have time to surprise Shizuo too much, when he accidentally saw a trash can lying on the ground in front of Lin Ye, Shizuo rushed forward and moved the trash can away.His movements were loud and hasty, but the strong wind at night concealed the sound of iron sheets rubbing against the ground very well, and the screeching sound of the trash can rolling on the ground was almost the same as the sound of dead leaves blown by the wind. No difference.

Lin Ye passed by his side again, with a faint smile, looking straight ahead fearlessly.Shizuo squatted down and watched Lin Ye walk by step by step in front of his eyes. After lifting up the trash can, he followed Lin Ye's pace again.

For some reason, Shizuo felt that his mood seemed to be much better, and the dull feeling since he knew that Orihara Rin also lost his sight disappeared without a trace, it was because of some emotion that was forcibly vented.No matter why, Shizuo decided to follow, because it didn't feel like being forced, and after gradually realizing it, he unconsciously wanted to take the initiative to approach.

The nights are long.

Shizuo doesn't know how long he has followed Lin Ye like this, it seems that his legs have started to swell and his head is getting tired, but his spirit is as clear as the world that has just been awakened.Some are exhilarated, and some just want to keep going like this.

After quietly removing the fifth obstacle, Lin Ye suddenly stopped, and then walked back, Shizuo who almost bumped into Lin Ye jumped to the side in a panic, and passed by perfectly After passing by, he watched Lin also walk slowly along the way he came.

There was a sound of metal rubbing, Shizuo looked through the light of night, and saw that Lin also put away the stretchable blind stick, then put his hands into the pockets of his coat, and continued to walk forward naturally.Shizuo couldn't realize what Orihara Rin was doing for a while, but instinctively felt that the other party was doing something stupid again. He wanted to remind him that it was dangerous not to use a blind stick, regardless of exposing his existence, but in the next second he saw Rin His eyes widened when he turned the corner of the intersection very familiarly.

Can't say anything.

Jingxiong finally understood Lin Ye's intention to go out at two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Orihara would not show his embarrassing side to the world. In the quiet of midnight, no one would see Orihara's slightly weak and embarrassed posture.He walked on the street like an ordinary person, without the sense of disobedience of a blind person. He only walked once, and he remembered all the roads in his mind.

There is no need for unnecessary care, and there is no capital for pity. Orihara Rinya is still living as a normal person.

This guy……

Amazing.

Without any sarcasm or sympathy for Orihara Rinya in the past, and no longer laughing at any of Orihara Rinya's aggressive attitude in the past, Shizuo felt that it was the first time that he admired this disgusting dog and monkey.

Orihara Rin is also a king who walks in the dark night. The aura revealed by him is not a hypocritical self-esteem, but the pride of a king.

No matter what heinous things Orihara Lin did every time, but he has to admit that he has the consciousness to fall into this quagmire, which is a courage beyond the reach of many people.

Shizuo no longer had any thoughts in his heart, just followed Orihara Rinya's steps step by step.They seemed to have walked for a long time, so long that the sky seemed to be turning white, and so long that the stars seemed to be falling.

It seems that Shizuo has never been so deeply aware of everything as he is now.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, he stepped into Linye's home first, and it was not difficult for him, who is quick about vision health and the buyer of this new door, to sit quietly at the dining table on the chair, eyes accustomed to the darkness of the night.The sound of the key being inserted into the keyhole expressed the fact that the master had returned home, and Shizuo just let out a light breath and then did not respond.

After Lin Ye entered the house, he walked towards the bedroom without any hesitation.A complete set of bedding has already been settled by Jingxiong, Lin also didn't intend to waste this ready-made benefit, took off his coat and flung himself on the bed.

He did not notice a single person sitting in the house, nor was he aware of the unnatural sound of breathing in the house.

"Huh... As expected, I'm still very tired..." He just murmured in a low voice, and then let himself fall into sleep.

Shizuo sat in the dining room for a long time, he clearly heard Lin Ye's movement, Lin Ye's words, and Lin Ye's breathing gradually calmed down.Not knowing how much time has passed, Shizuo got up and walked into Linya's bedroom with the lightest steps.

As he expected, Lin Ye didn't cover her with a quilt.His body, which was only wearing a knitted sweater, shivered unconsciously, but it seemed that he was too tired to wake up and cover himself with a quilt.

With a low hum for some reason, Shizuo unfolded the quilt, and then lightly covered Lin Ye, seeing the movement of the person on the bed retracting quickly into the quilt, Shizuo shook his head helplessly.

"Dead flea." He whispered softly, "Next time, I won't accompany you to do such a troublesome thing."

Taking one last look at Lin Ye who was still sleeping soundly, Shizuo closed the door and left quietly.

The night is deep, the sky will be bright.

The feelings shrouded in darkness are like being weathered into layers of thoughts.

Those eyes that had been holding back the trembling did not open after all.

A clear song, played in the dark in the middle of the night.