【Jing Lin】Yes

Weakness is the root of human nature, and the root of madness is not based on bravery, but to escape from weakness.

How much courage do people have to pursue madness?

It depends on how fragile people's hearts are.

It's not that he didn't think that the other party would refuse, it's just that he didn't think that such a rejection would be as beautiful as heart-piercing.

From the moment the silence fell, Shizuo Heiwajima tightened his clothes and looked at the opposite person nervously, trembling because of uneasiness, like a young boy who is waiting for a response to his first confession .But how could Shizuo Heiwajima be such a person? The scene may seem funny, but what he is really nervous about is just a key answer that determines his future life plan.

only.

That's it.

For the first time, the person sitting on the sofa showed a calmer attitude than Shizuo Heiwajima. It might be better to say that this is his usual attitude, but the gaffes he once had were because the relaxation at that time was completely wiped out. Heiwajima Shizuo was broken.

Orihara Rin also sat there stiffly after hearing the four shocking words like a curse, without any expression, and his eyes just fell motionless on a strange angle.

As long as the talc has been covered with moss, it has turned the impossible into a miracle.

From a certain point of view, Orihara Rin and Heiwajima Shizuo were sitting in the same room peacefully, which is something that no one would believe. However, Heiwajima Shizuo proposed to take care of Orihara Rin who was sick. Also, if this is not classified as a miracle, perhaps there are no miracles in the world anymore.Prolonged silence is not so easily tolerable, and the vast majority of psychoclosed patients are hearing-impaired.Shizuo Heiwajima couldn't stand absolute silence, and he wouldn't give himself a chance to fall into absolute silence.

"... Lin Ye, you, did you hear what I said?" When Jingxiong spoke, he moved the dining chair next to him and sat on it, as if he wanted to have a long talk.

"Of course I heard it. I'm blind and not deaf, okay?" Lin Ye answered casually, with a sarcasm in his tone.

This kind of words that used to make me want to rush up and beat him up when I heard them now actually calmed down Shizuo, even Heiwajima Shizuo could hear that the target of the ridicule in those words was no longer himself.

"So you agreed?" Without feeling the other party's willingness to refuse, Shizuo asked urgently.

Lin didn't speak either, just slipped out the small knife hidden in his sleeve, and the bright silver blade was aimed at Shizuo Heiwajima's throat accurately this time: "You actually said you want to take care of me...Xiao Jing, you know I'm Who is it? I'm the Orihara Rinya you hate the most." He suddenly laughed, his voice was extremely crazy, but he never had the aura of the information dealer who was once flamboyant.

Shizuo opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

"By the way, are you really Xiao Jing? Ha, give me two stabs." Lin Ye held the handle of the knife with his backhand again, and stabbed downward without looking at anything.

With an instant time difference, the blade was blocked by a hard object, and it could no longer move forward.There was no sound of flesh being torn, but Lin could clearly hear the sound of some liquid oozing out.With a self-deprecating laugh, Lin Ye withdrew the knife, brought it to his mouth, and licked the red blade lightly. The sweet rusty smell stimulated his taste buds, making Lin Ye feel dizzy for a while.

"Hmph... It's really Xiao Jing." He threw the knife to the ground, with a sense of abandonment.The blood on the blade rubbed a few bloodstains on the wooden floor, which looked truly terrifying.

Jing Xiong silently watched Lin Ye's movement of closing his eyes slightly, and then looked at his thigh that was no longer bleeding, leaned forward and supported Lin Ye's shoulder, and put his other hand on it again. Lin Ye's forehead.Lin also seemed to have given up resisting, letting the body temperature that did not belong to him cover his body.

"Hey, are you uncomfortable?" The low voice sounded so magnetic to Lin Ye inexplicably.He hummed lightly with unknown meaning, and somewhat involuntarily rubbed against Shizuo's generous palm.

The man in front of him seemed to sigh softly, and then he was gently supported to lie down on the sofa. Shizuo picked up the curtain that fell on the ground, and covered Lin Ye again, speaking while moving "Lie down for a while, I'll go shopping and come back." He turned his head and glanced at Lin Ye, who seemed to be falling into a deep sleep, and strode out of the entrance without a door.

The scarlet eyes opened decisively after the man took a step out of the room, exuding a strange light but also revealing a little confusion.Lin sat up without expressing anything, and gently rubbed his temples.

Why did he accept the tenderness that belonged exclusively to Shizuo Heiwajima for this 1 minute?

Oh, I just wanted to see it.

——How gentle can that monster be?

Lin also raised his head and aimed his gaze at the ceiling.

- ah ah

- A monster is a monster

——It’s just to this extent

But why, he couldn't forget the words of greeting from the man lingering in his ears, and the gentle comfort that made his eyes dry and hot.

Some of them covered their ears in self-abandonment, and Lin also buried his head in his curled up knees.

——Enough, Xiaojing

In this way, he untied the shackles of his thoughts.

——It’s all right here, don’t become more human

The only tenderness that Shizuo Heiwajima possesses may belong to the whole world, but it does not belong to Rinya Orihara.

- so that's enough

In Shizuo Heiwajima's world, there is only one existence living in darkness, and that person is Rinya Orihara, who will never be able to touch the bright side, and will always linger in a place where the light cannot be seen.But for Orihara Rinya, this is not the so-called self-inflicted suffering, it is the peace he bought with his own willingness.

He bent down, lay on the sofa and reached out his hands to grope the ground. When he came across the knife that was still dripping with warm blood, he picked it up without hesitation, and then bit by bit the curtain covering his body scratched.It was determined and ruthless, the tearing movement seemed to be cutting off some connection, the sound of cloth strips being torn was piercing and heart-wrenching, but as if he hadn't heard it, he continued to use all his strength to cut the connection that was still there. A strip of cloth with his body temperature and the smell of Shimao Shimao's hands.

It's like carrying something, but it was forcibly subverted by him

No one can really guess Orihara Rinya's heart, even he himself is no exception.Orihara Rin also couldn't understand the reason for the trembling in his heart, maybe it was just because of his incomparable anger towards a certain person, or maybe it was somewhere that he felt an unforgettable disappointment.

But that's just maybe.

Shizuo Heiwajima didn't go out for a long time, but it was enough to turn many things upside down.After returning to Lin Ye's home again, it was somewhat unexpected, but it was expected. Lin also didn't lie down to rest obediently, but just sat on the sofa and cast his gaze to an unknown place.The knife still fell on the ground, but the torn strips of cloth that fell on the ground made Shizuo unable to recognize what was once called a curtain.Calmly showing a somewhat impatient expression, Shizuo walked towards Linya after clenching the bag in his hand.

"Welcome back, Xiaojing." The sudden voice from the person sitting motionless on the sofa really startled him.

After standing still for a few seconds, he finally came to his senses, and responded lightly.

Then he went to the kitchen and arranged the jug and glasses he had just bought on the dining table one by one. Considering that it would take too long to boil the water, Shizuo rarely thought about buying a bottle of mineral water in advance.He took out the antipyretics he bought last night from his trousers. Because he forgot to take them out when he was sleeping, the paper box was slightly deformed, but it didn't affect the quality of the aluminum capsules.After breaking off two capsules and putting them in the palm of his hand, and pouring an appropriate amount of water into the glass, Shizuo returned to the living room again.

To Shizuo's relief, Lin also obediently finished his breakfast while he was away.Just like persuading Lin Ye to eat breakfast in the morning, he still didn't give any hint, just stuffed the water glass and medicine into Lin Ye's hand.

"Hurry up, this is anti-fever medicine." A little smarter than in the morning, he knew to tell in advance what exactly he stuffed Lin Ye.

Lin Ye suddenly raised his head, smiled at Jingxiong, then raised his head and swallowed the medicine in one gulp.Shizuo was stunned for a moment, and his heart beat more violently for a moment, as if he was frightened.And this time the reason for being frightened was not because of Orihara Rinya's straightforward cooperation, but because of that kind of smile that he had never seen before.

Unlike any previous smile full of calculations, Orihara Rinya's smile just now is like a person who hasn't smiled for hundreds of years. He tried to pull the corners of his mouth while not smiling, and tried to persuade him when he couldn't smile. Wanting to laugh out loud.

Why is there such a smile?

Shizuo suddenly felt a cold feeling covering his heart.

No one can understand Rinya Orihara, let alone Shizuo Heiwajima.

He lowered his head dejectedly: "Lin Ye, what are you thinking about?"

That is the double heaven of the world.

While inadvertently revealing his dissatisfaction towards Orihara Rinya, he also clearly saw the corners of Orihara Rinya's mouth raised in high spirits.Although that doesn't seem to come from the heart, as I said before——

——That kind of smile is so disgusting

"I was thinking, why is Xiaojing so stupid." In any case, as long as Orihara Rin opened his mouth, it would be a sentence that Shizuo Heiwajima couldn't bear.

Although involuntary anger rose from the bottom of his heart, but this time Shizuo was able to suppress them extremely well: "...What did you say?" He clenched his fists, staring intently at Lin Ye's slowly raised chin .

"Xiao Jing, do you think that I have promised you to take care of me?"

Jingxiong was stunned, he never thought that what Lin was going to say would be this, he nodded almost subconsciously, but he reacted in the next second, and Lin could not see his movements.It was this second of stupefaction that gave him a clear intuition - Orihara Lin was also deliberately touching his bottom line - but he was indeed about to cross that dangerous line.

"I've been thinking about it for a long time. Finally, I decided..."

Only one millimeter left.

"I don't want Xiaojing to take care of me."

Ah, it really is this sentence.

For the first time, Shizuo was proud of guessing Orihara Rinya's actions, and for the first time was angry at Orihara Rinya's behavior of deliberately keeping a distance from him.Although it was the same as imagined, but the brain that could only think of this step was not developed enough to come up with a countermeasure.

"Damn flea, don't challenge my patience! I've thought about it for a long time to make such a decision!" Before his brain could respond, his mouth had already opened instinctively.It’s as if the body and mouth have already firmly remembered the way he gets along with Orihara Rinya, even if he wants to stop while speaking these words, the mouth can’t stop the continuous flow of words as if it is out of his control .

Shizuo Heiwajima has instinctively given up on negotiating peacefully with Orihara Rinya, and he has also negotiated with Orihara Rin countless times, but the final result will always end in his fiasco.

To deal with rational people, directness is often the most effective way.

I don't know where the famous saying came from, it is more unexpectedly useful at this time.

He was angry, he was angry, he was angry at Orihara Rinya's insanely high self-esteem.

——It’s my self-esteem that took a hit when I put down my posture to take care of you!

He didn't understand why Orihara Rin also did this step, but he didn't understand to the point of being annoyed.

Standing up with a "crack", the chair fell violently to the ground and was lifted up by Shizuo, and then ruthlessly threw it out.

Shizuo Heiwajima also learned one thing very rarely, that is, he knows how to control himself and not to vent all his anger on Rinya Orihara.Lin also found it funny, how could he not realize that since he lost his sight, he has never experienced violence from Shizuo Heihejima, he has tried countless times to provoke this monster, but the result is always to make the surrounding Items were smashed to pieces.

"It's disgusting." Lin Ye murmured, rejecting all his safety so far.

Shizuo didn't seem to hear the extremely low words, he still stood there with his fists clenched and veins bulging.But in reality, Shizuo was not given too many chances to release his suppressed anger, and the voice of "Is Orihara here?" interrupted his anger violently.Shizuo turned his head and watched the woman he hadn't seen a few times who claimed to be Orihara Rinya's assistant walked into the house gracefully, as if he had walked into his office naturally.His body became subconsciously alert, for some reason he didn't want others to know that Rinya was blind, but Rinya's sudden and familiar greeting broke Shizuo's thoughts.

Yagiri Hae was called by Orihara Rinya.

After digesting this information, he felt unbelievable. He thought that Lin would not tell anyone about his blindness, but he still told his assistant at work as it should.It seems that the proportion of work in his life is too large, so that the crisis caused by his own weakness is insignificant.

Shizuo Heiwajima no longer knew why he was so angry, but felt that there was an unknown fire burning in his heart, and his reason seemed to be weakened.Unable to clearly realize what Orihara Lin also said, he just yelled back out of his temper, without any remnants of reason, like a beast that was drowned by emotion.But he still saw the dissatisfied expression on Lin Ye's face, and also saw Bo Jiang's dismissive gaze cast on him. When Lin Ye suddenly asked him to pour water, Shizuo didn't say anything, but turned around and went to the kitchen go.

He needs to calm down, otherwise, it won't be surprising when he erupts.

Shizuo turned on the faucet and leaned his head into the pool, trying to wake himself up with the help of the strong water.The cold water flowed down his cheeks and wet his clothes, but he didn't intend to pay attention, and he was still washed by the clear water.

In fact, what right do I have to interfere with Lin Ye's life?

Shizuo closed his eyes in the water and thought so.

People from two worlds are originally not in an intimate relationship, but why are they angry because of each other's various behaviors?

——Obviously it has nothing to do with me

Really.

Shizuo thought, perhaps it was because he was the one who caused Lin to fall to this point.No matter how bad his nature is, no matter what the other party defines himself as, Orihara Rin is still a human being after all, and he cannot do anything to a living human being.But even if the other party refused, I was still so persistent.

In fact, what he really didn't understand was this, why he suddenly paid attention to Orihara Lin, was it just because he made him blind.

No matter what, he couldn't figure out why.

"Damn!" He thumped the wall hard, and he let out a growl that was almost a growl.

When he walked out of the kitchen after shaking the water from his hair indiscriminately, Yagiri Hae had already walked towards the door, completely forgetting that his original intention of entering the kitchen was to pour water, Shizuo shook his head and asked, "Are you leaving now?"

Bo Jiang stopped in his tracks, gave Jingxiong a weird look, and then walked towards the door without paying attention: "You don't have to worry about me, Pinghe Island, you just need to be optimistic about the owner of this house."

There was no door closing, no door for her to close, and the sound of high heels walking away down the tiled hallway was vividly expressed.After confirming that Yagirihae had left with a frown, Shizuo turned and walked towards Rinya.Lin also didn't express anything about Shizuo staying in the kitchen for so long without serving water and making strange noises. He sat quietly on the sofa and naturally turned on his own laptop that Bo Jiang sent.

"When did you call that woman?"

"That's when you go shopping, Xiaojing."

Shizuo twitched the corners of his mouth during a conversation without nutrition, but Rinya was still staring at - let's use the word "staring" - the screen of his computer.He was suddenly curious about what he was doing so focused on the computer even though he couldn't see Lin Ye, so he walked softly to Lin Ye's side, poked his head out to look at the laptop screen.But just when he saw the display of entering the password, the computer was shut down forcefully, and even if he turned his head to face Orihara Rin, he didn't smile, even with a slightly provocative face.

"Xiao Jing, don't take a peek, you can't even pay for any piece of information."

Shizuo let out a resentful "tss", not knowing how Lin Ye found out that he was peeping, he scratched the hair sticking to his skin because of being soaked, sat on the sofa opposite Lin Ye, and lit a cigarette .

Lin also turned on the screen again, then put the earphones connected to the computer on his ears, and tapped his fingers rhythmically on the keyboard.He kept his eyes on the computer screen, but Shizuo knew that Lin Ye couldn't see the screen at all, so he couldn't help wondering what Lin Ye was doing.

"Xiao Jing, pour me a glass of water."

Jingxiong was taken aback for a moment, these words sounded familiar, and Jingxiong felt that he had heard these words no less than five times during this period of time.Amusedly looking at Lin Ye, who was engrossed in the computer, he had no choice but to get up and walk to the kitchen that he had entered countless times.I think when he was at Silla's house, he had let go of his ruthlessness and said that there would be no next time, but now he poured water over and over again like a full-time nanny.

——What a duplicity of fleas, didn’t they say they don’t want me to take care of them?

Even though he was thinking this way, his body still involuntarily listened to Lin Ye's request.

When handing the water glass to Lin Ye, Shizuo deliberately stood on the side of the back of the laptop, as if Lin Ye knew this, he didn't close the computer, but raised his right hand and naturally took the water glass, drinking At the same time, the free left hand was still tapping on the computer. For a while, there was only the small but rhythmic sound of the keyboard being tapped in the whole room.

Shizuo didn't sit down, but stood there with his head down, looking at Lin Ye's concentrated expression.Without any cynical smiles, and without any cunning to calculate people's hearts, Lin, who is devoted to his work, also shows a kind of heroism that Shizuo refuses to admit.It was also the first time for Shizuo to feel that Rinya, who became serious like this, was unexpectedly not very annoying.

"Xiao Jing." Lin Ye called quietly, pulling back Jingxiong's wandering spirit.

"I want tuna sushi for lunch."

The thinking that jumped too fast made Jingxiong a little unable to keep up with the rhythm: "...so what?" He asked subconsciously.

Lin also ignored Jingxiong's unnaturalness, and still focused on the computer screen: "So, I want Xiaojing to help me buy it."

After hearing this, Jing Xiong twitched the corners of his mouth with a sneer: "Mr. Lin Ye, who said you don't want me to take care of you."

"Well, I really don't want Xiao Jing to take care of me. But..." Lin Ye suddenly stopped all movements, raised his head, and cast empty eyes on Jingxiong with a ferocious expression.

At that moment, Shizuo felt himself reflected in Rinya's dark world.

"When Xiao Jing is by your side..."

- "It doesn't feel bad either."

And he just showed a long-lost smiling face in that dark world.

There is no special feeling, Shizuo knows that what Linya said is meaningless, but he just knows that there is something in his heart that relaxes, and the joy is unbelievable.

Huh, dead fleas.

He raised his hand, and maliciously touched the top of Lin Ye's head twice - I don't know why he wanted to do this at that time, and Lin Ye's hair felt so soft and unbelievable - he felt the other party's slight resistance After a quick reaction, he slowly withdrew his hand.

——How much courage do people have to pursue madness?

Turning around bluntly, Shizuo strode towards the door, even though he knew Lin couldn't see him, he still waved behind him.

"Then just wait at home."

"I'll be right back."

——Shizuo Heiwajima thinks this is his life

- craziest thing ever