May it be at the right time

After parting with Zeng Xing, I turned off the computer and marveled at what I did today. The house was cleaned, but I didn't even write a word.

Lin Guang came back at the normal time. I asked him if he didn't have to deal with the banquet. He replied that because Jiang Yue was here today, he happened to be old classmates with Jiang Yue, so he sent Jiang Yue home first.Immediately, I felt that Lin Guang was not only so gentle to me, but also so gentle to everyone. He was indeed a very good person.

I was soaking in my own fantasy, Lin Guang walked around behind me and hugged me, stroking the back of my neck with his warm breath: "What's for dinner tonight?"

I counted my fingers shyly and said: "Cauliflower, fried pork with green peppers, and a seaweed soup." His lips were instantly attached to the back of my neck, and I felt a burst of warmth and blushed.He asked me hoarsely: "If you want to eat, what should you do?"

"Don't, stop making trouble!" I pushed him.When he saw that my face was red, he turned his back excitedly and laughed so hard that his shoulders trembled, but I noticed that his earlobes were also red, pink and tender reflected in the dim yellow light.

At the dinner table, I asked him about Jiang Yue's situation, as if I was Jiang Yue's old mother who cared about everything.He looked very happy, and answered me one by one without taking the trouble.Judging from his answer, Jiang Yue probably performed very well, and got to know the entire finance department staff well in just one day.If it were me, I would definitely be ashamed as hell, I'm not very good at communicating with people face to face.So I said: "Jiang Yue's character has really taken several steps forward on the starting line!" Lin Guang nodded in agreement.

Life is still how to live, Zeng Xing and I are already very familiar with each other on the Internet, he first proposed to meet up, and after sharing our location with each other, we found that the other party is not far away, Zeng Xing unexpectedly In the neighborhood next door to me.

After I told Lin Guang about this, he was a bit reluctant at first, he said: "Okay, why do you want to meet a strange man?" I laughed at his possessiveness: "Then how about I go to meet a girl?" He shook his head: "That's not allowed!"

I begged him the same way I begged my dad to let me go out to play when I was in elementary school. "Meet and practice your communication skills. I can't sit face to face with you every day and only communicate with you." He hesitated and thought twice, and finally agreed.

Zeng Xing and I finally made an appointment to meet at four o'clock on Wednesday afternoon, which happened to be the celebration day when Jiang Yue officially became an employee of the new company. I wasn't worried about Lin Guang's food. I had expected that he would be dragged out to drink by his colleagues in the afternoon.

Sure enough, on Wednesday morning, Lin Guang received a text message from his colleague: "Don't run away in the afternoon! Today is the celebration day for Jiang Yue's official employees! Rose Bar, five o'clock in the afternoon."

In the afternoon until three o'clock, I changed into fresh clothes and went out. I had an appointment with Zeng Xing at the entrance of Xingyue Cafe, and after taking a taxi, I saw a tall man in black at the entrance of Xingyue Cafe. man.I walked over suspiciously, not knowing whether to say hello or not to say hello, but he suddenly came over and patted me on the shoulder, full of ruffian: "Hello! Yu Lu!"

"Zeng, Zeng woke up?" The frightened stuttered.Zeng Xing smiled until his eyes rolled up: "What's your reaction?"

"What's this called?" Zeng Jing looked at the sky at a 45-degree angle, and suddenly laughed out loud, "Talking eloquently on the Internet, but in reality it's a dumb person who can't speak?"

"It's too much!" Passers-by paid more and more attention, I slapped him on the heart, causing him to back away while clutching his chest.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore, let's go." Zeng Xing finally got serious.

In the next few days, I often contacted Zeng Xing. Lin Guang became more and more busy. I heard that he was promoted again, and Jiang Yue became Lin Guang's personal secretary.When I went to work to deliver umbrellas that day, I watched Lin Guang and Jiang Yue walk into the company gate with boxes of lunch in their hands. Seeing him smiling happily at her made me feel a little uncomfortable.

Because I am not the right person to smile.

Seeing them chatting and laughing and finally getting into the elevator, I beat my chest. When the security guard at the door saw me and asked me what was going on, I reflexively returned the umbrella to him and asked him to hand it over to Lin Guang.

It wasn't until dusk that I realized that today's umbrella was given away for nothing, and it didn't rain at all.

Lin Guang opened the door and came back. He untied his tie and lay on the sofa. I went over to take his sweat-soaked clothes.Lin Guang asked me: "Our company organizes a staff gathering this weekend, will you go?"

I froze, and blurted out inexplicably: "Is Jiang Yue going back?"

Lin Guang closed his eyes: "What are you talking about, Jiang Yue is an employee of our company, shouldn't he go?"

"Oh, we..." I lowered my head and repeated in a small voice.Lin Guang couldn't hear my murmur, and immediately became a little irritable: "Anyway, we haven't gone outside for a long time, so let's just say it like this, and remember it on the weekend." He was about to undo his clothes and step into the bathroom.

I frowned, wasn't the tone forced, maybe it was suppressed or something, in short, I couldn't suppress the irritability in my heart, so I replied to him: "I won't go."

It was almost like a war was about to break out. His sword eyebrows seemed to be raised at me, his expression was very angry and impatient: "No, what did you do? Didn't you like to pester me every day before? Why don't you pester me now? ?”

For some reason, I was in such a bad mood that I immediately said angrily, "If you say no, you won't go. I'm already in high school. Who's still pestering you?" Accidentally, all his coat and clothes fell from my hands.

It looks like I dropped it on purpose.

Afraid of misunderstanding, I immediately squatted down to pick it up, but Lin Guang swept the clothes away with a sweep of his legs, and yelled at me: "What? Is it like this now? Don't you like me?"

I don't know why he is always a little sensitive to feelings during this period, and often asks me if I love him or not, but when I think of the scene of him talking and laughing with Jiang Yue, he doesn't even go home until late at night and only sends a text message to tell me that he and Jiang Yue are still together. Need to work overtime.Jiang Yue is my old classmate for many years, I shouldn't doubt her, but my reason is not much better in this situation.I yelled at him: "What about you? Don't you get entangled with Jiang Yue every day?" Roaring and roaring, the tear glands broke out, and the salty flow flowed into his mouth.

Lin Guang looked at me and opened his mouth slightly in surprise, then turned his head away and remained silent.I actually have deep doubts about his relationship with Jiang Yue, maybe this is the so-called jealousy.

That night the two of us slept on the edge of the window, neither disturbing the other, lying quietly.Relying on the moonlight, I saw his stern outline. After many years, I seldom observed him since I was with him. Today, when I revisit the face that made my youth spring up, I just feel strange.

I closed my eyes and felt his body temperature, but I didn't want to move.

In the end I compromised, it was just a wine game, I was afraid of what it would do.

It turned out that I was the one who was nervous on that day. By the time I found my clothes, it was almost time for the party.The neon lights outside the window were shining, reflecting the reflection of the glass, and the orange light went out for the last time. I went out with him, but there was still no exchange of words. It seemed that after that night, it became a wordless war.

I didn't even receive a knife or gun from him, but I was very scared.

"Rose Bar" His whistle finally stopped in front of a small bar.The lights inside were flickering, but it was difficult to see people's faces, and countless men and women were reveling on the dance floor.

He led me around the noisy place, finally took my hand, and said without looking back: "Follow me closely, don't get lost." I lowered my eyes and looked at the surface of Guanghua, speechless.

Surprisingly, not only Jiang Yue came, but also Zeng Xing.I was quite surprised. When Lin Guang was going to the bathroom, he leaned over and explained to me that one of his friends happened to be an employee of this company, so he came with that friend.

Jiang Yue sat in the middle of the sofa with a glass of orange juice and chatted with the people around him, did he look at me and talk to Zeng Xing, because I looked at him and happened to see her weird eyes.

She picked up the phone, and I sat uncomfortably on the sofa waiting for Lin Guang to come back.Finally he came back, but his face was obviously not good-looking. For some reason, in the dimly lit environment, I saw Lin Guang glance at Zeng Xing, who was silently drinking in the corner.

I suddenly realized that I hadn't introduced Zeng Xing to Lin Guang, so I pointed at Zeng Xing in a low voice and said, "It's the netizen I mentioned earlier."

"Oh." Lin Guang replied indifferently, and then sat beside Jiang Yue.

Lin Guang didn't take part in the party activities all night, and his complexion didn't seem to be very good.When they were playing Truth or Dare, Jiang Yue happened to be drawn, Jiang Yue said with a smile: "Tell the truth."

Those colleagues held the cards to prevent her from looking at them, and asked with a smile, "Is there anyone you like?"

Jiang Yue glanced at me, and I smiled and waved to her. "Bang" Lin Guang threw the glass bottle on the coffee table.

Jiang Yue replied with a smile: "Yes, they are the people present."

One of my colleagues pointed at me and asked, "Is that the handsome guy over there?"

Jiang Yue shook his head.Then I turned my head to the left and looked at something thoughtfully. I followed her line of sight. It turned out that she was looking at the crowded place on Lin Guang's side. I don't know which one she likes.

Later, when Jiang Yue drank so much that he was half asleep, it was Lin Guang who dragged her out, Zeng Xing smiled and patted my shoulder, I looked at him for no reason.

Under the night, Jiang Yue whispered in Lin Guang's ear, "I like you." His tone was as soft as cotton candy.

I stared blankly at him, and Lin Guang looked back at me.Jiang Yue smiled and ran over to rub against me, but I didn't have the courage to pull her down.Later, she was sent home safely.

Jiang Yue talked in her sleep all night, but Lin Guang and I were silent all the way.

After returning home, Lin Guang was about to go into the bathroom, and I asked him, "Is what Jiang Yue said true?"

Lin Guang stood there without answering.

I continued to ask: "Are you in love with her?"

Lin Guang finally said, "You also know that she is excellent."

"Because she's better than me?" I asked.

Lin Guang: "..."

"Okay, I figured it out." I got up, feeling inexplicably empty in my heart.

The next day, Lin Guang went to work, and I was packing my things at home. When Zeng woke up, he rang his phone, and he said, "How is it?"

When he said this, he seemed to know the relationship between me and Lin Guang.He continued to ask: "Be careful."

"You mean Jiang Yue?"

"Ah."

"How do you know her? If not?"

"Hahaha, do you really think you can tie him up for the rest of your life now? I said that a friend of mine works in the company, and he said that everyone around him called Jiang Yue his sister-in-law in private. Is it because they didn't I have seen your main palace."

Finally, the word "Zhenggong" is particularly dazzling.

"I'm going to move out."

"Then where do you live? Don't forget that you are raised by him."

"That's enough. I still have the manuscript fee in hand. It's no problem to rent a house."

"Okay, why don't you come and live with me."

"……All right."

I turned off the phone and looked around. The decoration was still the same, but it became strange because I hadn't looked at it for a long time. Thinking that I would leave him in the future, I was still inexplicably unwilling.

I called him to ask him if he really liked Jiang Yue.Before the words came out, Jiang Yue called for help from the other end of the phone, saying that you should quickly copy these documents for me.After a few minutes, Lin Guang asked me what was the matter.

I stopped talking for the first time and hung up the phone.

When it was time for him to leave work, I packed up his clothes and prepared him one last dinner.

Then, I was able to move into Zeng Xing's apartment as quickly as possible. Although we were friends, we had only been together for a few months, so there was a gap, so the rooms were far away, and I usually worked in my own room, never disturb.

After a few days of living in peace, I was waiting for his call with my mobile phone all the time.

It's really disgusting to myself, I am the one who clearly said that I can let go, and the one who said that I quit is the last one I waited for.

"Are you sick?" Zeng Xing stood at the door.

"What, what?" I turned around.

"Let's go, I'll take you out, get a new phone, and start over, isn't it good?"

In the evening, it was time for me to go out with him, and for the first time when I went out, I didn't take my phone back. When I was about to go out, I suddenly heard the phone ringing, but Zeng Xing forced me to go out.

Unfortunately, after buying a mobile phone, I met Jiang Yue. She insisted that I go to the coffee shop to talk with him, and Zeng Xing left.

"Why are you looking for me?" You really don't want to give a good face.

"I like Lin Guang, you know that too, right?"

"and then?"

"I beg you to give him up, I know he loves you very much, but I really want it." Jiang Yue covered his eyes.

"Oh, I'm leaving."

In the end, I didn't express my opinion. When I saw the glass, Jiang Yue covered his eyes and shook his shoulders.

"Hello? Why did you move away suddenly?" Actually, I could hear the anxiety in Lin Guang's tone.

"Well, don't contact me if you have nothing to do." Yu Lu actually didn't want to give up so easily, but he felt guilty when he thought of Jiang Yue's pitiful appearance talking to him today.

"Yo, I really gave up." Zeng Xing stood at the door.

I put the card into the new phone, and when the new phone can restart, it means that I really shake my hands with the past.I said: "Yeah."

"Have you ever thought that he just got too close to Jiang Yue, and it was just Jiang Yue's wishful thinking?" Zeng Xing asked me.

I smiled jokingly: "It's not because of Jiang Yue, I also thought about it, Lin Guang is not suitable for me after all, he is very busy, so busy that he has no time to accompany me, and I am also very useless, I just sit at home Wait for him. Why bother?"

"That's right." Zeng Xing left a light sentence, then walked away with a dark expression.

After spending several months together in such peace and harmony, I almost forgot about my life and Lin Guang, and Jiang Yue's youthful days would never go back.

When I asked about Zeng Xingming being able to take advantage of the time when I was broken in love, he only told me that he was not such a beast.

I moved out from Zeng Xing's house, because this year seemed to have a good opportunity, my novel sold well, and I immediately bought a small apartment with the money.

On the day I moved, I met Lin Guang.

Although it was a very unfortunate thing for me, but seeing his expression, I felt that it was him who was even more unfortunate.

I invited him to sit in the newly renovated small apartment, he took a sip of hot tea slowly, told me how hard he had been working recently, and finally mentioned Jiang Yue.

I smiled and asked him if Jiang Yue was with him and if he needed me to prepare for the banquet.

Lin Guang just pursed his lips and didn't speak.I may still feel that my relationship has been redeemed for many years, and I feel a little bit fortunate in my heart.

Lin Guang said, "Stay with me."

Just like what he said many years ago when he was lying on the bed in the dormitory with his head gently leaning against me.But the taste has changed.

I lied: "Do you remember Zeng Xing? I have been living with him since I moved out of your house. What if I did it with him? Do you dislike it?"

There was some begging in Lin Guang's eyes, but also some hesitation.

I saw that he couldn't control him, so I put down the hot tea and said, "Let's go."

When I looked at the lush flowering trees outside the window, Lin Guang said behind my back:

"Please, come back."

"Do you mind?" I asked him in surprise.

"I don't mind." He insisted.

Finally, I lightly said to him:

"Actually, I'm lying."

At that time, I was indeed stimulated to want to be with Zeng Xing, and of course Zeng Xing agreed to me.

So that night, the two of us were lying on the bed, our bodies were no longer our own, and we didn't want to get close.

I closed my eyes and approached Zeng Xing, but when I approached, I collapsed and squatted on the ground crying loudly.

"I feel so sick of myself."

Zeng Xing squatted down, I couldn't see his expression, but felt his hands wandering above my head.

"Breakdown in love is not an excuse to indulge," he said.

When Lin Guang looked into my eyes in disbelief.

I stood against the light, and gently opened my mouth: "I'm lying."

What I said just now was a lie, even my initial plan to leave him was a lie.

"What about before?" Lin Guang asked me, he was afraid that my answer would still be "lying".

"No."

Lin Guang hugged me fiercely, he has really lost a lot of weight these days, and his shoulders are not as broad as before, but he felt the initial warmth in an instant.

So, I went back to my old life.

I opened the curtains, and the early spring sunlight slanted on the bed, and he opened his eyes.I leaned over and kissed him: "Guang, get up."