May it be at the right time

"Get up, Guang." When I got up, he was still hugging my waist reluctantly.After finally breaking free from his hand, he opened the curtains, and the golden sunlight at sunrise shone in, fell on the quilt, and reflected mottledly on his face, just like his sleepy eyes during his lunch break when he was a boy.

A heart seems to have fallen into a land of tenderness that cannot be broken free. If there is a mirror in front of me, then my expression must be so gentle that it cannot be more gentle.

It's a new day, another sunny day where I can work on him.I recorded this sentence in the diary. Although the four corners of the diary have been corroded by the years, this book once remembered the green years between me and him.

"On June 2012.6.10, [-], the cohabitation life is about to begin, and I can finally cook him breakfast every day." At that time, I was crooked, but it was because I was so happy that I was about to fly.

"On February 2013.2.24, [-], he still remembered my birthday and gave me an oversized bear." On the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window, there was a raccoon bear that was bigger than a person.

"For his birthday on July 2013.7.29, [-], a candlelight dinner was prepared for him, and the quilt he bought has arrived." When he walked into the toilet, he landed on the blue cup that he cared for carefully and knew that it had been flawless for several years.

"2014.5.20 was a super happy day, he proposed to me." I touched the silver ring on my ring finger.

Simply wash.

"Pilipili" turned on the stove, the newly purchased eggs were cracked, and the golden egg liquid was floating in the arms of cooking oil until the edges of the egg whites were golden, and the golden yolks were fixed in the center like a smooth gem , I poured them into two porcelain plates, carefully garnished with fresh broccoli, and placed brightly colored sausages.A few slices of bread were wrapped with butter and served on a porcelain plate, and poured with hot milk. He just came out of the bathroom, wearing the shirt I bought for him.

"Old Lin." I put my mouth together and gestured for a good morning kiss.

Until his lips touched mine, the fresh breath of mint spread. "Little girl." He took my hand and sat down.

After the whole breakfast, I didn't seem to eat much, but I kept watching him move like a gentleman, wrapping butter unhurriedly, and cutting sausage and eggs neatly with the shiny blade.

"Bon voyage." I walked him to the door, and he leaned down to give me a kiss on the forehead.

He's a worker, and I'm just a web author sitting at home.At the end of the day, besides thinking about it, he is conceiving novels.

Turn on the mobile phone, one after another hot calls from fans on Weibo, not only Weibo, but also QQ, the voice of checking in and urging updates in the fan group is getting louder and louder.I simply turned off these slightly annoying things, leaving only WeChat, which was still quiet, until eight o'clock, when the WeChat ding-dong sounded, I opened it, and it was his message.

"I arrived at the company."

I turned off the phone and turned on the computer with peace of mind. I was caught off guard by the word document on the screen. I had already forgotten which chapters I wrote yesterday, so I had to start looking for it from the first one. I clicked on No.13. It turned out that I wrote about the hero yesterday. A scene of quarreling with the male protagonist and reconciling.

I watched the plot I wrote with relish. The male protagonist was a little awkward about this reconciliation, so the plot development was also a bit awkward. Let’s just follow the male protagonist’s development from this point of view of the plot.I seem to have found the point of inspiration, crackling, and the only silence in the room is the sound of keyboards.

Until one o'clock in the afternoon, the WeChat ding-dong sounded, and it turned out to be a text message from Jiang Yue, who hadn't contacted her for many years. She said, "Little girl, I just came to this city, come out and lead the way."

I feel that Jiang Yue is still a teenager, and he is really tired after a day, so he naturally accepted the appointment.

"See you at Xingyue Cafe on Jiangdong Road."

When we arrived at Jiangdong Road, there was a rush of people. Jiang Yue stood at the door of Xingyue Cafe and waved at me with an exaggerated expression, which really made me...won't pay attention.

"Hey! Yu Lu!" Jiang Yue strangled me tightly with one arm, and I patted her arm, dumbfounding: "You are still such a man!"

"Isn't it?" Jiang Yue was quite proud.

After serving two cups of hot coffee, Jiang Yue and I almost chatted.

She asked, "Where's your Lin Guang?"

I replied, "I'm at work."

She blinked playfully and asked, "Which company?"

I pointed to the office building outside the glass window: "That."

Jiang Yue looked excited: "That's it. I also want to seek development here. Then let your Lin Guang help me a little bit?"

"Yes." I readily agreed.

Next, Jiang Yue took me shopping, maybe Jiang Yue didn't bring enough clothes, so we played until five or six in the afternoon, with all the things we bought on our hands.

By the time he got home, he had already returned, and he asked, "Where have you been?"

I replied: "Jiang Yue is back." I took out the newly bought shirt and compared it to him. Fortunately, he insisted on exercising every day and his figure was good enough, so he readily took it.Putting away the things in his hands again, he entered the kitchen. It turned out that the stove had been turned on by Lin Guang, and it was now warm.

When we had dinner together, he was eating with a smug face, and then the candles flickered, and I opened my mouth a little embarrassed, after all, he is a person who wants to get out of all troubles.I hesitated and said, "Well, Lao Lin, Jiang Yue wants to develop here, and I see that he really wants to work in your company. How about you help her?"

I observed his expression carefully, and felt that the work of these people was really exhausting.Sure enough, he solemnly put down his chopsticks, and said, "You don't know how troublesome and strict our company's application process is, even though Jiang Yue is also our deskmate..."

I think Jiang Yue was at the same front desk as me and him.I looked reluctant and swallowed the next words.The attitude of the matter has been put in front of me, and I have no right to force him, because I know that he is already very tired from working every day. When he is in the financial department, who doesn’t need to sit in the office and watch the clockwork on the construction site? I have to invite each other to sing karaoke and drink some wine to vent.He is not a high-ranking employee who is particularly valued by the boss, so of course he has to deal with these.

I feel sorry for him, because he is my lover who needs to be on top of my heart all my life.

He saw my dim expression under the candlelight, and in the blink of an eye, I seemed to sense his hesitation.

Finally, she agreed: "Tomorrow weekend, we will find a restaurant and talk to her."

I nod.Into the heart but not the slightest carefree to help others, only distressed, only for him.

I watched his hunched figure walk into the study with a laptop and thick documents under his arm.

In the kitchen, I took advantage of the interval of turning on the water to report to Jiang Yue, and Jiang Yue on the other end was in a happy mood.I think only she is very happy.

The next day was a rainy day, I took an umbrella, he went to the garage first, backed up the car, although I don't know what brand of car it is, although it looks small, it is comfortable enough to make.All the way to the bustling street market, we drove to a very clean restaurant in front of the door.

"Splendid House"

Jiang Yue at the door was waving to us.

Upstairs we ate and talked.

What Jiang Yue meant was that she was going to develop in this city. Originally, her mother found her a job in a small city in the north, but that small company didn't suit Jiang Yue's liking, and after thinking that there were many high school classmates in this city, she decided to go her own way. .

"Won't your mother worry about you?" I asked.

Jiang Yue rolled his eyes at me: "It would be best for her to wish that I would die outside and not come back."

Lin Guang nodded, as if he understood Jiang Yue's meaning, he only asked, "Are you going to stay for a long time?"

Apparently Jiang Yue was a little hesitant, and he didn't just throw it away if he could.Until the moment Jiang Yue's cell phone rang, I glanced at it, not intending to peep, but Jiang Yue turned the phone around randomly, and his expression changed.

She put the phone on the dining table with a "snap", and the sound attracted the attention of the people at the next table.She was unwavering, with a look of death and even said: "Long time."

Lin Guang nodded, the two of them glanced at each other, I don't know what they were talking about, but I only heard one message, that is, Lin Guang can take Jiang Yue to the new company next Monday, and plans to arrange The position of a small clerk in the finance department, that is, Lin Guang's subordinate, is naturally reassuring to be close.

When the two replied "OK", the food had already run out, and Jiang Yue said with some embarrassment, "I'm sorry to trouble you." In the end, it was Lin Guang and I who said goodbye with smiles on our faces.

When I got home, I turned on the computer, but I couldn't think of any inspiration. He was sitting on the sofa holding the computer and watching it.I kept thinking about Jiang Yue's sudden change of expression, so I blurted out: "I always feel that Jiang Yue is acting on a whim."

Lin Guang turned off the computer with a "snap", and was a little angry when he saw something. I still noticed the impatience in his tone: "Okay, I've made an agreement with others, and if you don't, it was you who asked for it at the beginning." Yes."

After suffering a loss, I silently shut my mouth and watched him walk into the bathroom while taking off his clothes. I didn't come back to my senses until the red heating lamp was lit in the bathroom and the sound of water brushing.

I feel that what happened afterwards is not very good, and it may completely break the current peace, but I still can't prove this feeling. I think I should be too tired.

Until Monday, I put a tie on him after breakfast, and the moment he closed the door and thought about it, my heart suddenly thumped, as if a certain part of my heart was lost, and I laughed at myself in my heart , but just left, can you still tie him by your side?That's impossible, he has always been a person with his own ideals, or a worker.

Compared with his work, my work is indeed uncertain. I am not a writer signed by a big company, but a writer parasitic on the Internet. Updating articles every day is a way for me to make money. Why don’t I find a job? First, it is too difficult to find my major in today's society. Second, since graduation, he has always promised that he will support me, and all the money will be earned by him. I just need to take care of the family.Although I have really lived the life he expected now, but I still have some grievances in my heart, so I chose such a way.

Although it is illusory, and the source of income may be cut off one day, it is better than being idle.I have always followed a principle in writing books, that is, writing books is not to please others, but to please myself.

I usually write for fun, but when I submit to a magazine, I have to be serious. So far, I have lost count of how many articles I have published and how many rejection fees I have received from magazines.But the mind persisted.

I looked out the window for a long time, and Lin Guang called me in the afternoon, and he said: "Jiang Yue's affairs have been arranged, and she performed very well in the interview, making an exception, and I have to try to work today, after all, the finance department Very busy." I think it would be great if Jiang Yue could help Lin Guang anytime and make arrangements.

I turned on the computer in a happy mood, and there was a red dot flashing in the frame of the social software. I don’t know how long the software has been useless. Ever since I lost my temper in college and wanted to break up with Lin Guang to find a new boyfriend, I have never used.

When I opened the chat option, a stranger sent me a text message: "My name is Zeng Xing, do you want to make friends?"

What an inexplicable sentence. When I was about to return to the interface to uninstall, a stranger named Zeng Xing sent another text message: "I can help you predict love for free."

While I was drinking water, my water was about to spurt out, and I tapped the keyboard and replied to him: "You can't be the assistant of Baidu's small advertisements, are you?" Because on Baidu, you can always see fancy small advertisements, beautiful The name is: "Let your love be 100% reliable"

My jokes always fall here, my love doesn't need to be tested, it's already very reliable.

Zeng Xing answered seriously: "No, I just accidentally discovered that you and I are in the same city, and we know each other."

I randomly sent a message: "Sorry, I already have a boyfriend, no appointment."

After another minute, I thought that Zeng Xing by the computer must have been choked by my tricky rhetoric, but he replied: "Unfortunately, the photo of your personal interface is very handsome, I didn't expect that I was a little late I have left your green apple seeds in the hands of others."

I thought he was quite humorous, so we chatted: "How about making friends?"

"Okay." He replied.

Later, we exchanged contact information on social software. In just 10 minutes, I have gone from stranger to acquaintance with a stranger, and then became friends. Even I am amazed, but I like dealing with humorous people very much.

Except for Lin Guang of course, I like him regardless of whether he is humorous or not, because it is a luxury for an excellent person to like himself, why should he ask for more.

Zeng Xing: "Yu Lu, what do you do?"

I replied: "It's just a network writer, not worth mentioning."

Zeng Jing's emoji was a little surprised, and he said: "I heard that this line of work is very profitable."

I laughed loudly: "They are all lying to you. I am poor and empty now. I haven't received half a penny, but there are many rejection notices."

"Isn't there a rejection fee for the rejection notice?" Zeng Xing asked.

I replied: "That's right. There is still money."