cold flame

The night's rain stopped suddenly when the sky was bright, and the dark sky swept away the gloom, and it gradually cleared up.Gao Wenxuan woke up when the sunlight pierced through the curtains without warmth, a faint halo bloomed in the room, and he looked at the sleepy face with a vague outline beside him in a daze.

This face has grown a lot from being young to showing its sharpness, and it has been seven years without knowing it. Only this pair of bright and clear eyes always shine with pure and cold light, which is very similar to The extremely rare cold stars in the winter night sky attracted his attention.

Gradually, he began to think that he could see such a dazzling light as soon as he raised his head.

So he tried every means to be by his side, whether it was pretending to care about his relatives, or using despicable means just to get Lin Mo to leave someone who might become their hindrance, he never cared about the process, but this time, the desired result was more important than It was too late as expected.

Because he would think from Lin Mo's standpoint whether he could accept such a self.The bottom line of morality can't restrain his emotions, and he doesn't think he has changed from heterosexuality to homosexuality, it's just that his liking for that person exceeds the boundaries of gender. He is not sure whether Lin Mo is the same as himself, this kind of speculation Make him suspicious.

But now, he can be sure that what he wants to hold in his hand is by his side.

This kind of sense of complete satisfaction is rare in his life so far.Gao Wenxuan couldn't help getting closer to the other party, kissing lightly along the corners of the eyes and cheeks, and rubbed the slightly swollen lips with his dry lips.

Lin Mo, who was sleeping on his side, was not awakened by the slight movement. Gao Wenxuan smiled contentedly, got up and picked up the messy clothes of the two on the ground, and left the room.

"Mr. Gao, are you at home, are you resting today? It's really rare." Aunt Cai carried a brightly colored plastic belt for lunch. She never expected to see her boss during the day. In her memory during this time, Gao Wenxuan would choose to go to his mother-in-law's house for dinner every day off.

Gao Wenxuan was wearing loose casual clothes and was sitting on the sofa typing on his laptop. Hearing this, he said with a smile: "I've been busy recently, and I have to deal with some things at home."

Aunt Cai glanced at the living room, "Hey, where is Xiao Lin?"

"He is sleeping."

"Oh, that's it. I usually play with Xiaobai at this time. Mr. Gao, seeing that you are so busy, it is hard for you to eat at your own home. Today I will cook your favorite dishes. I just bought fresh meat .”

Gao Wenxuan raised his head and said: "No need for Aunt Cai, just follow the previous instructions and cook the dishes and flavors that Momo likes."

Aunt Cai sighed while wearing her apron: "I have met many brothers-in-law and brother-in-law, sister-in-law and sister-in-law, and there is really no pair like you. No wonder the mother-in-law is full of praise for you. Mr. Gao, you are really good to Xiaolin." good!"

"Maybe it's because my relationship with Momo is different."

"Ah?" Aunt Cai stopped adjusting her apron.

Gao Wenxuan said calmly: "I watched him grow up, so the relationship is inevitably better than others."

"That's right, just like my half brother."

After exchanging greetings, Aunt Cai ran into the kitchen to do some work. When the dishes were ready and brought them to the table, Gao Wenxuan was still sitting cross-legged on the sofa in the living room, so she walked over and said, "Mr. Why hasn’t Xiao Lin woke up after ordering? I’ll call him.”

After speaking, he walked quickly to Lin Mo's room, Gao Wenxuan immediately stopped him: "Aunt Cai, let him sleep, Mo Mo went to bed very late last night."

Aunt Cai stood at the door and said, "But this meal must be eaten, a table of his favorite dishes..."

"It's okay, I'll just warm him up later, thank you for your hard work."

"Oh, this is not what I should do, but young people nowadays don't like to eat on time, which is not good for their health. You remember to wake him up later to eat. What did you play so late yesterday, why are you still sleeping at noon... ..." Aunt Cai picked up her bag and prepared to go home.

Hearing her last question to himself, Gao Wenxuan just smiled and kept busy with work for a while after dinner. Seeing that it was past two o'clock, he thought it was time to wake Momo up.

Opening the door, the person on the bed has changed his sleeping position, turned sideways to his side, walked closer and sat on the edge of the bed for a closer look, his closed eyelashes trembled once or twice following Gao Wenxuan's actions, which made him feel a little funny .

Instead of waking up the dozed person immediately, he chose to use another method to force Lin Mo to open his eyes.

He bent down and pressed against the other's lips, different from the gentle kiss in the morning, cunningly took advantage of Lin Mo's unpreparedness and drove straight in.

"what……"

Domineeringly slid across the inner wall of the mouth, rolled up the tip of Lin Mo's stiff tongue, and moistened it with the fused body fluid until he could only let himself attack the city numbly.

"……Well……"

Lips and tongue separated, Lin Mo, who became flat due to the forceful kiss, lifted his chin and breathed heavily, with a trace of transparent saliva hanging from the corner of his mouth.After he recovered, he glared at the perpetrator, "Why are you crazy?!"

"Wake you up."

"...what the hell kind of way to wake someone up."

Gao Wenxuan smiled and said, "The lover's way."

Hearing the unexpected and straightforward answer, Lin Mo turned his eyes awkwardly.In fact, he woke up at noon. The reason why he didn't get up was that his body was too uncomfortable. The sore waist and the pain like a split in a certain place all reminded him of the passion and lust last night, which also made him a little embarrassed, no Knows how to face someone who breaks through that barrier overnight.

"I'm thirsty." Lin Mo said in a slightly hoarse voice.

Gao Wenxuan picked up the cup from the bedside table next to him, and said, "I'll go pour some hot water."

"No need." Standing up with one hand, Lin Mo followed the other's hand that was still in the air, and went to drink the half glass of cold water that had passed overnight.

Due to the movement of propping up the upper body, the thin quilt that was tightly covered just now slid down, revealing a white body, which Gao Wenxuan touched only last night, and there were still traces of sucking and biting on it, with red spots on it All over, from the neck all the way to the covered area below the chest... Gao Wenxuan's eyes suddenly became as dark as the light in the room.

"What are you looking at?" After Lin Mo finished drinking the water, he found that the way Gao Wenxuan looked at him became a little strange.

"You've finished drinking." Putting the empty glass aside, Gao Wenxuan stared at him and said, "I'm also very thirsty now."

"Go and pour the water yourself... Hey!" Lin Mo looked at the person who suddenly leaned over him, and instantly understood, his face turned red, and he said forcefully, "Get up!"

Gao Wenxuan turned his chin to face himself, smiling gracefully and calmly: "Then you can quench my thirst first."

After finishing speaking, he kissed him heavily again, and did not let go until Lin Mo began to push him due to lack of oxygen.

"Bastard, I haven't eaten yet!" Lin Mo's face was flushed, he was ashamed and angry. He thought that if he hadn't been so hungry that he had no strength, he would definitely not let Gao Wenxuan succeed twice.

"I ordered pizza, it should be here soon, get up and eat."

Seeing the other party sitting next to him for a long time, and reaching out to touch his head like a normal person, Lin Mo couldn't help but said: "If it weren't for you, I would have woken up early."

Gao Wenxuan pretended to be serious and said: "I admit that I need to take part of the responsibility, but you pretend to be sleeping and this has nothing to do with me?"

"Okay, I'm quite sober now, you can go out."

"I'm here, I'll help you later."

Thinking of his current body that was full of strength, Lin Mo had no choice but to step back, put on his clothes under Gao Wenxuan's silence, and frowned in pain as soon as his feet touched the ground, feeling that his lower body was not his own.

"Slow down." Gao Wenxuan took his hand, saw Lin Mo's voice gasping for pain, and said, "I'll carry you out."

"I'll go by myself."

After finally washing up and walking to the living room, Lin Mo sat down on the padded sofa with difficulty. At this time, he really regretted that last night there was no lubricating oil... But when he woke up, his body did not sleep like yesterday As sticky as ever, he chewed the pizza while looking at the people around him from the corner of his eye.

Gao Wenxuan naturally put his arms around his waist, Lin Mo immediately said, "Can you let me eat well?"

"Are you thinking too much? I just want to rub it for you."

A moderate force from the waist slowly helped Lin Mo relieve the pain, and he leaned comfortably on Gao Wenxuan's shoulder.

Gao Wenxuan asked suddenly: "What do you think about going home?"

"depend on mood."

"I have already called my mother and told my mother that you are not in good health and need to continue to recuperate. I will go back a few days later."

"You've already told her and you're still asking me? Besides, I'm almost recovered, so I can't make up a plausible reason."

Gao Wenxuan looked at him and raised the corners of his mouth: "For example, you have low back pain? How about this reason?"

"It's—bad!"

In the evening, the previous daily routine was still repeated, because of Lin Mo's health, the task of walking the dog was omitted.After they had dinner and watched a movie, Gao Wenxuan excitedly chose a foreign horror movie. Although Lin Mo didn't want to watch it, he didn't want to tell the reason why he didn't want to watch it, so he pretended to be nonchalant and agreed.

"Just look at it, do you need to turn off the lights?"

Gao Wenxuan turned off the light on the ceiling of the living room, leaving only the small yellow light on the other side of the TV wall, playing on the dark TV screen that was playing whiny music.

"Save electricity."

"..."

So the process of watching this movie was that Gao Wenxuan hugged Lin Mo, Lin Mo hugged Xiaobai, and watched it in an extremely quiet atmosphere.This kind of high-energy movie with a compact plot is indeed very attractive. After returning to the room, Lin Mo still couldn't relax for a long time.

"What, are you afraid?" Gao Wenxuan waited for Lin Mo to go to bed, and then lay down on the other side of the slippers.

"What's there to be afraid of?" Lin Mo turned his head and asked knowingly, "Why are you sleeping here?"

"Isn't it normal for me to sleep here?"

"Is it normal there?"

"This is my home." Gao Wenxuan said with a faint smile, "I'm going to turn off the lights."

After turning off the lights, the room suddenly fell into darkness, but Lin Mo's mind seemed to be turned on suddenly, and he kept thinking about the scenes in the movie just now, so this is why he didn't want to watch horror movies, not because he was afraid of watching them, but because It is because I am afraid that after watching it, I will not be able to restrain my thoughts from being real and more terrifying than the movie.

Lin Mo stretched out his arms behind him, and Lin Mo heard the sound of a close heartbeat.

"Forget it, fool."

Lin Mo didn't turn around, and said stubbornly, "You deliberately picked horror movies to scare me, didn't you?"

"I just want to find a reason to hug you like this."

"Don't worry, I won't do it tonight." Gao Wenxuan smiled softly, put his chest against Lin Mo's relaxed back, wrapped his whole body in his arms, and said in a deep voice: "I have long wanted to hug you to sleep like this Yes, Momo."

Lin Mo stared blankly at a certain place in the darkness. The two of them were silent for an unknown amount of time. It was so long that he thought Gao Wenxuan was asleep, so he moved his body lightly.The hand on the waist also adjusted its posture.

"You didn't fall asleep?" Gao Wenxuan's voice was very clear at night.

"No."

"What are you thinking about?"

"I didn't think about anything, but I just couldn't fall asleep." Lin Mo pulled the quilt down a little, "Maybe it's because there is someone next to him."

"I've been by your side all this time, haven't you gotten used to it yet?"

"No……"

"Momo." Gao Wenxuan suddenly tightened his arms and said softly, "Are you afraid?"

Although Gao Wenxuan didn't point out what he was afraid of, he understood it instantly and asked, "Aren't you afraid?"

"Not afraid." Gao Wenxuan's voice was very gentle, but there was an unspeakable firmness, "Because I know that if I am afraid, you will definitely be disappointed."

In fact, Lin Mo didn't feel afraid at all, but there was a faint sense of unreality and an inexplicable emotion lingering in his heart. He hesitated for a while, and said: "I was thinking, if I didn't do something wrong, why should I be afraid? ?”

"Most people in this world can't tell the difference between right and wrong. They just judge good and bad based on their own subjective conjectures. Whether it is related to them or not, they will be judged according to their own interests and secular constraints. The most ridiculous thing is that any There is no right or wrong in the matter itself, but some people think it is a mistake and make it a mistake. That's why there is such a sentence..."

Gao Wenxuan turned Lin Mo to face him, and said, "Everything is right, even if it is wrong."

Lin Mo looked at the eyes staring at him in the dark silhouette, feeling a kind of peace of mind and steadfastness of finding his way home. He heard the soft voice of the other party say: "For me, the biggest mistake is to miss you."

"This time, I won't let go."

Gao Wenxuan seemed to be staring too seriously, and couldn't help reaching out to gently stroke Lin Mo's face.Lin Mo evoked a peaceful smile in silence, leaned over and put his head on the other's chest as a response.

Gao Wenxuan smiled and patted his head, half-jokingly said: "You are really a man of action."

"I'm not as good at talking as you are."

"It's okay, I like you throwing yourself into my arms, and it was the same yesterday."

Lin Mo's face became hot, he raised his head and said coldly: "I have decided not to be an actionist."

"Then I'll act." Gao Wenxuan chuckled, and lifted his chin as if to kiss.

"Hey! Didn't you say you won't do it tonight..."

"Not to the last step."