like a dog

The cold wind mixed with snowflakes among the tall buildings, the roof of the hospital is far away from the ground and the sky.

Lu Yuan and Lin Xun faced each other in the fluttering snow. If you ignore the blood and trembling on Lin Xun's body, it seems that you should say some warm and long-lasting words in such a scene.

Lu Yuan exhaled, looked at Lin Xun and asked, "When did you know?"

"Just now," Lin Xun threw the chip in his hand, and it landed on the white snow like a drop of blood, "I took a gamble to see who would come if I got on the rooftop .”

Han Zheng bought two ties at the mall that day, and Han Zheng went home to recuperate after his blood was drawn.Lin You had no contact with Han Zheng, nor asked himself, but he knew exactly which one he wanted to give to Yu Wen.

His father was watching him. Since he knew about such trivial things as ties, he must also be aware of Lu Yuan's existence.But Lin You acted like he didn't know anything about Lu Yuan until they met that day.Contradictory, too strange.

Or if Lin You told the truth, he was not monitoring himself, but obtained information through Lu Yuan, then there was some kind of cooperation between them.The chip is a new project developed by Senyuan. It has not been officially put into production, and there are only one or two finished products.Lin You is the director of Senyuan, and Lu Yuan moved something under his nose, so it is impossible for him not to know.

So he knew and even acquiesced to this behavior.

Then there are only two possibilities.Either Lu Yuan was sent by Lin You, and it was reasonable for him to share information with him and help him conceal his identity.Either it was Lu Yuan's actions, and it was not Lin You's turn to allow it.

"If it was my father, or the two of you, then I really can't guess your identity. After all, I hardly know anyone under him. But you are the only one who came, so you can only be he."

Lin Xun let out a low laugh, and when he touched the corners of his mouth, his throat felt extremely dry.In fact, no matter which one is the truth, he was betrayed by his father and deceived by his lover, it's no different.

His hands and feet were red from the cold, and his eyes seemed to have fallen into snowflakes. They melted from the cold, and the eye sockets were all red.He smiled silently, even if it was unbelievably absurd, the truth is still the truth.

Lin Xun looked at the chips at his feet, and the aroma of marigolds seemed to fill his nostrils again.Snowflakes fell on the back of his hands, and his hands were stiff from the cold in the wind and snow. When he fell down in the dark corridor that day, his hands were almost as stiff.He was afraid of the dark, leaning on his arms and holding him tightly.

But in fact, what he is holding on to is darkness itself.

"There was a power outage that night and you lit candles and it was all over the house. I had makeshift markers on me and you bit me and I woke up with bandages. But it wasn't you, someone else was there. "

Lin Xun looked up at Lu Yuan's face, and the snow fell between them, turning one after another.He was barely conscious that night, but in his drowsiness, he smelled a slight scent of flowers and herbs.The aroma of those scented candles has been scattered for a long time. It is not the smell of candles, but the smell of perfume.

When the doctor came to make rounds, he always felt that the perfume on her body was familiar, as if he had smelled it somewhere before.A tiny doubt fell into the bottom of the water, and after a long silence, it suddenly turned up a thousand waves.

The doctor had been to his apartment that night.

"You had my wound treated, not just cleaning and bandaging, but you also left this thing on me. After that, you knew exactly what I said, did, and where I met. I was in the city When Ou met Han Zheng, within a few minutes, you called to dismiss me. But that day in Xiaoduchuan, you stood by and watched until the last moment."

Lin Xun raised his head and sighed with a smile. If he was too cold, he would feel hot, and if he was too sad, he would not be able to shed tears.

"That's right, you are waiting for that day, how could you intervene..."

One of the keys for Fu Rui to deduce his identity is that he knew that Guan Yu was Yu Wen.And the person who told him this key message resigned not long after that.That Zhou Gan had worked in the TV station for seven or eight years, and suddenly handed in his resignation without any regrets, and a large amount of remittance was added to his account.Yu Qi had been looking for him in Xiaoduchuan for the past few days, and it was only a matter of time before he ran into Fu Rui.

One link after another, just wait for the fuse to burn out.

Wait until the moment when he has nothing and no one around him to rely on.

Lu Yuan sighed and took his hand.Lin Xun struggled a few times but couldn't get rid of it at all. He seemed to have just put a few fingers on his wrist, but the actual strength was astonishing.

Lu Yuan pulled Lin Xun closer, took off his coat and put it on him, lowered his head and closed his collar and said slowly: "Lin Xun, you know in your heart that you should have broken up with him long ago, the longer you drag on, the more you will die." In fact, it's best for you to explain this matter to him yourself, but if you don't talk about it, I can only push you. "

Lu Yuan held his wrist and rubbed it lightly: "You know you can't fool him forever."

"What about you?" Lin Xun stared into his eyes. He was as gentle as ever, but now he was stinging like venom. "How long are you going to lie to me? One year, two years, or a lifetime?"

He spoke slowly, every word seemed to be pulled out from his heart, and blood dripped into the cold wind.

From the day he kept silent to Fu Rui, he knew that he would have retribution, but he never thought that the retribution would come so fast and so close.It was close at hand, right next to him.

"Han Xuan, you can't lie to me forever."

The Alpha standing in front of him touched his cheek, Lin Xun's lips were pale, and he was so weak that he seemed to fall down at any time, but he gritted his teeth and stood upright. His fragile tenacity made him fascinated, and he really wanted to bow his head and kiss him.

"Is identity important? It's just a piece of skin. You put on one, and I put on another. But at bottom, I'm still me, and you're still you, isn't it the same?"

Han Xuan touched his lips and said seriously: "I know you are angry. I did go too far in some things. I was impulsive that night. I should discuss it with you. If you don't like that thing, I won't let it go. Yes. I've always been calm, but when it comes to you, I can't calm down. You just went out for a while, and you came back with that smell. I'm afraid. If you really meet someone with sinister intentions, you must what to do?"

Han Xuan stared into his eyes and stroked his cheek.His face was red from the cold, and he really wanted to warm him up, but his own fingers were also cold: "I just want to protect you, that's all."

"So you killed him..."

Lin Xun clenched his hands until his knuckles trembled. Fang Hui, who gave Fu Rui the bottle of perfume, disappeared after that day. Fu Rui thought it was Guan Shan, but Lin Xun would rather be Guan Shan.But no, it was too clean, Fang Hui disappeared without leaving a trace just like Song Yuan and Yang Yi who were trying to find out his identity, Guan Shan couldn't do that.

Han Zheng is not Han Lin's only son, he also has a younger brother, Han Xuan.It is said to the outside world that he was raised abroad since he was a child, so he is unknown, but in fact he is an illegitimate child, and he only recognized it a few years ago.But Han Lin chose to leave all his family property to the son he recognized halfway, instead of Han Zheng who he watched grow up.

Behind the few simple lines of the will, there is absolutely no love between father and son that has not been seen for many years.The coldness of the wind and snow only stays on the body, and once some things are thought about, a deeper coldness will penetrate into the limbs and bones.

"That's just a little bit of pheromone, that person is not coming for me at all! He just..." Lin Xun looked at him with red eyes, and his hands and feet felt weak.

After Han Xuan took off his coat, there was only a thin sweater left. His nose was slightly red, and he blinked slowly when the snowflakes fell: "It's just some dirty things. The dirty things should have been cleaned up."

Lin Xun was dizzy, and the ground seemed to be floating under his feet.His taking it for granted made him feel cold all over.

"You're crazy..."

"So we are very compatible," Han Xuan caught Lin Xun who was almost kneeling on the ground. The sky was covered with snow, and they cuddled together like a couple reunited after a long time. "You and I should be together."

Lin Xun weakly supported Han Xuan's hand, turned his wrist, and there was a transparent patch a few millimeters wide on it.This kind of thing is the same as the nicotine patch. The medicine has already penetrated into it, so even if he tears it off now, it's useless.

"It's too cold here, wait, let's talk about it."

Han Xuan hugged him horizontally, Lin Xun leaned on his chest, he was getting farther and farther away from him when he was awake, and losing consciousness seemed to be the next second.

"Why," Lin Xun opened his eyes tiredly, "Why is it me..."

Han Xuan hugged him and walked towards the stairs, only breathing in a low voice without answering.

A snowflake fell on his eyelashes, blocking his sunlight, Lin Xun blinked blankly, and a blurry figure flashed in his eyes.

Han Lin's funeral two years ago was also a snowy day.

The snow in Zhangzhou is always so white and so cold.Lin You told him the time and place of the funeral. He sat in the room for a long time that afternoon, but still changed into the black suit in the closet.

He was sitting in the car, the taxi was driving from one suburb to another, the road was covered with snow, a tacky pop song was playing on the radio, the driver was laughing and chatting on the phone, speaking a dialect, with dark hands on the steering wheel .

Han Lin used to teach him to speak his native dialect, and he learned a sentence after speaking.Those words were hard to pronounce, but he could imitate them after learning it twice.Han Lin was very happy, laughing and hugging him on his lap.He pinched his cheek and sighed, "I wish you were older, Zixun."

"why?"

"If you are older, you will be able to be a member of our Han family." Han Lin shook his head with a smile, "But you are too young. When you grow up, we, Ah Zheng, will be older."

"Am I... am I not from the Han family?"

Han Lin was amused by his serious appearance, and fondled his hair: "Grandpa Han made a mistake. Our boy Xun is originally from the Han family."

When we got there, the wind and snow didn't stop.Through the crowd, Han Zheng saw him standing far away under the tree alone, holding up a black umbrella and walking over.The footprints on the snow were deep and shallow, Han Zheng walked over on the white snow, the snow was so thick on the ground that it stained his leather shoes all over.

"Let's go together."

Lin Xun didn't answer, just bowed his head and followed him, always keeping a step away from him, not walking under his umbrella.The snowy road was difficult. He stepped on a stone covered with thick snow and almost fell to the ground.Han Zheng supported him, and the umbrella fell on the white snow, like a ship that broke down on the ice.

"Are you okay?"

Lin Xun withdrew his hand and replied bluntly that it was all right.He raised his head, looked over Han Zheng's shoulder, and saw a person standing far away in the heavy snow.He was also wearing a black suit and a black umbrella, as if he was looking at the snowflakes and him.

But he was in a hurry to go out and forgot to take the glasses on the table.It was snowing heavily, and he couldn't see anything clearly.