like a dog

It's autumn and the weather is getting colder. The air conditioner in Lin Xun's apartment is no longer turned on so low, and Mr. Lu Yuan doesn't need to turn it up secretly.

Lin Xun changed a publishing house, changed his pen name as before, and finished writing a new book at the end of the month. He used his usual style of writing to tell a flat story about a small town, and the response was surprisingly good.The editor sent him a box of books, about [-] or [-] books, and asked him to sign his name on the title page, write something casually, and give it to readers when the publishing house held an event next month.

Lin Xun didn't want to sign at first, but when he was about to refuse, Lu Yuan whispered to him: "Sign, I want it too." He sat cross-legged on the sofa, and the lychee curled up in his lap also meowed.

Lin Xun looked into the two pairs of sparkling eyes, and reluctantly agreed.

The book arrived at the apartment the next afternoon. Lu Yuan unpacked the box neatly, litchi fluttered happily on the foam paper, and Lin Xun sighed helplessly as he looked at the two stacks of paperback books.

Lin Xun signed five books in one afternoon. He leaned on the sofa to watch DVDs, and slowly scratched the lychee's fat belly.At four o'clock Lu Yuan came out of the study, put on an apron and went into the kitchen to make dinner.When I was watching TV with Lin Xun yesterday, I saw the protagonist ordered a dish in a tavern. It looked delicious under the yellow light.

"Want to eat? I'll make it for you tomorrow." Lu Yuan looked at Lin Xun, who was leaning on his shoulder again and getting sleepy.Wrapped in a blanket, Lin Xun watched the sudden bloody storm on the screen, and wearily said yes.

The scent radiated from the kitchen, Lin Xun got up from the sofa, stretched his neck, pushed open the sliding door and entered the kitchen.Lu Yuan was tasting the taste. When he saw him coming in, he washed the spoon all over, refilled some soup, blew on it, brought it to Lin Xun's mouth and said, "Taste it."

Lin Xun took a sip, and Lu Yuan blinked and asked, "How is it?" Lin Xun thought about it carefully, nodded and said, "It's pretty good."

"That's good," Lu Yuan put the lid on the pot, and when he turned around, he saw Lin Xun yawned and said with a smile, "Go to sleep for a while, I'll call you when the time comes."

"Ah."

Lin Xun responded, the medicine always made him feel sleepy, and his reaction was slower than before, but there was no way, and being sober at a discount was better than not being sober.He opened the door and went back to the bedroom. He was wearing home clothes, so he didn't change his pajamas. He fell asleep on the bed with the pillow next to him.

Lu Yuan closed the sliding door that Lin Xun forgot to close, took a sip of the spoon and said to himself, "Yes, it's pretty good."

The hour hand went around, Lu Yuan saw that Lin Xun was almost asleep, so he took off his apron, washed his hands and called him.He pushed open the bedroom door, and in the bright room, Lin Xun was sleeping soundly curled up under the quilt.Lu Yuan knelt down in front of the bed, leaned in front of him and said softly, "Lin Xun, get up."

Lin Xun's eyelashes trembled, but his eyes were still tightly closed.Lu Yuan touched his cheek with a smile, tapped his lips with his thumb and said, "Lin Xun, get up and eat."

Lin Xun glanced at Lu Yuan in a half-dream and half-awake state, then closed his eyes sleepily, feeling something warm on his lips, habitually opened his mouth and sucked it in, and licked it slowly with his tongue a few times before realizing something was wrong .He opened his eyes suddenly, sat up from the bed, covered his mouth with a flushed face.

Lu Yuan laughed, propped himself up on the bed, and whispered in his ear: "Didn't you eat enough last night?"

Lin Xun blushed to the point of his ears, forced him to push him away calmly, accidentally touched his lips with his fingers, and his voice trembled like an electric shock: "Okay, let's go eat."

Lu Yuan remained silent, opened his mouth and sucked his fingertips in.Lin Xun hurriedly withdrew his hand, and Lu Yuan immediately bit him, squinting his eyes to warn him not to move.He curled up his tongue to hold his fingertips, nibbled and sucked his index finger slowly and lightly.

Lin Xun hung his right hand and dared not release or retract it, his wrist was so sore that he trembled.Lu Yuan rubbed the tip of his tongue against his fingertips back and forth wetly, stared at his eyes, and slowly put his whole finger into his mouth, which was so explicit that it made people blush.

His mouth was already parched from being licked, but being looked at by Lu Yuan like that made him even more dizzy.

Lin Xun fell back as soon as his waist softened, but Lu Yuan didn't let go, like a cat following the bait, he crawled onto the bed with his fingers in his mouth.Lin Xun couldn't hold back his hands and fell down, his fingers slipped out of his mouth, and wiped a water mark on the lower jaw of the opponent's lips.Lu Yuan licked his lips, looked down at him, and smiled with the corners of his mouth hooked.

He fell on the bed and looked at his face, his fingertips to his chest were numb, he swallowed his saliva in disordered breathing, and subconsciously closed his eyes when Lu Yuan leaned over to get closer.Lu Yuan stopped when he was about to touch his lips, supported the bed and let out a chuckle, pinched Lin Xun's face and said, "Okay, let's eat first, it won't taste good when it's cold."

He pulled Lin Xun up, turned around and walked towards the living room, and saw Lin Xun still sitting by the bed in a daze, and said with a smile, "Do you want me to bring it to the bedroom to feed you?"

Lin Xun blushed and straightened his clothes, washed his hands and left the bedroom.The food on the dining table was piping hot, Lin Xun sat down opposite Lu Yuan, and the dishes and chopsticks were all set in front of him.Lu Yuan was always quiet when eating, Lin Xun glanced at him, hesitated to speak, and silently picked up chopsticks to eat.

Lin Xun was distracted when his ankle was touched suddenly, his hand trembled and he almost missed the bowl, Lu Yuan quickly supported his hand, and apologized: "I accidentally kicked it just now."

"No...it's fine."

Lin Xun glanced at Lu Yuan's hand on the back of his hand, and swallowed what he was about to say.He didn't eat much at night, he was in a trance all the time, dropped his chopsticks and ate the wrong piece of ginger, his mind seemed to be completely absent from the food.So when Lu Yuan saw that he had put away his chopsticks, he didn't force him to eat more. After collecting the chopsticks, he went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Lin Xun went to the bathroom to wash up, and then sat in the living room alone without turning on the TV, just leaning on the sofa in a daze.The water in the kitchen was rushing, and Lu Yuan was still washing the dishes. After more than ten minutes, the sound of the water gradually subsided.

Lin Xun gathered the blanket on his knees tightly, and after hesitating for a long time, he got up and went into the kitchen.Just as Lu Yuan finished washing his hands, he pulled the kitchen paper to wipe his hands. When he saw Lin Xun coming over, he untied his apron and said with a smile, "I just finished washing, so I don't need to help you."

Lin Xun nodded and didn't speak. He stood by the sliding door and looked at Lu Yuan for a while, then stopped him when he passed by: "Lu Yuan..."

Lu Yuan stopped in his tracks, leaned against the door and looked at him with a hum.Lin Xun was embarrassed to say it after being watched by him, and subconsciously avoided his sight.Lu Yuan waved his index finger to draw his gaze back, and said with a smile, "No, look at me."

Lin Xun looked at Lu Yuan, blushed and opened his mouth, his voice was so low that he could barely hear it.The first time he said such things, he was far more dazed than he was, so that he could blurt them out on the spur of the moment.

What's more, it was completely different from standing face to face at that time when we were separated by phone.

"Thinking about what?"

Lu Yuan didn't seem to hear clearly, so he approached Lin and asked him.Lin Xun had to say it again, looked up at Lu Yuan, his cheeks flushed red after saying a few words: "I want to do it."

"Okay, what do you want to do?"

Lu Yuan smiled and blinked, Lin Xun looked at him blankly, Lu Yuan couldn't bear it any longer, picked him up and laughed, "Let's go, go exercise after dinner."

Lu Yuan put Lin Xun on the bed, pressed him on top of him and said in a low voice, "You are really afraid that you won't have the strength, and I want to wait until you finish eating. It's better for you, you might as well not even eat well."

Lin Xun blushed at what he said. Although he was much older than Lu Yuan, he had lived alone these years and basically had no contact with others. He was still a college student who was not deeply involved in the world at all. He was only a little older. Lu Yuan was defeated every time in front of him.

He can control him with a few words, sometimes even before Lu Yuan speaks, he just glances at himself, and Lin Xun will stop saying anything, and give himself completely to him, and let him control everything.

Instead of fear, he felt reassured.This kind of state that didn't require him to bother thinking about anything made him feel relieved.

Lin Xun touched his face and raised his head to kiss him, then hugged his neck and slowly deepened the kiss.Lu Yuan's hand slipped into his loose pants. The exercise he did before was very effective. Even if he was stretched, he would give him a good response. He no longer just blushed and didn't know where to put his hands.Although jerky he is also very interesting, but now being able to respond to him more boldly, of course makes him more fascinated.

Lu Yuan poked his fingers towards the entrance. He hadn't lubricated it yet, the back was already wet and limp. He hooked his fingers, and Lin Xun groaned on his shoulder.

"Did you feel it just now?"

"Um……"

"Have you been enduring it?" Lin Xun nodded on his shoulder, Lu Yuan turned his face and kissed him on the cheek, smiled and praised softly in his ear, "Then you are very powerful."

Lu Yuan talked to him more and more like he was coaxing him, like he was the elder.Lin Xun vaguely felt that this was wrong, but in the end the balance was still tilted toward criminal satisfaction.Lu Yuan will praise him and recognize him without hesitation, tell him that he is loved, and prove this with practical actions.

When he was a child, Han Lin told him that he was a good boy, Han Zheng would not let him into his study, but he would sit on his lap, scribble and draw on his desk, and when he was done messing around, he would pick up the horrific document and laugh He said, what did Zixun draw for Grandpa Han again?But in the end, he still mercilessly wanted to drive him away.

He went to beg him, the clues are obvious, as long as you follow the tracker in the watch, you will be able to find the mastermind, this matter really has nothing to do with them, although the father shot on impulse, but did not really kill Guan Han, everything can still be redeemed.Han Lin gave him an answer without waiting for him to finish speaking, and he told him to go away.

Yu Wen never praised him that much, because he was really naughty and mischievous at that time, and only Han Lin could say that kind of thing without conscience.Yu Wen will spend a lot of time with him, as long as he is free, he will stay with him.He can't remember clearly when he was too young, but he remembers that when he said he wanted to be hugged by his mother, Yu Wen would hug him, and when he was tired, he wouldn't let him down directly, but would just ask him softly, Xiao Xun, if you won't come down go?

But at that time in the hospital, he told Yu Wen that when he decided to go with Lin You, Yu Wen looked back at him, as if looking at a stranger.The gauze on his face has not been removed, his lips are bloodless, but his eyes are blood red from insomnia.He looked at him indifferently and said, okay, then you can go with him.After he finished speaking, he didn't look at him anymore, he looked at the long corridor of wisteria outside the window, since you have made your choice, don't look back to me again.From now on, I have nothing to do with you.

When Lin You was still Han Tianyou, he had a very irritable temper. He had been taught by him with sticks since he was a child.After arriving in Xinyang, both of them have changed a lot.He knew what his father was doing for Han Lin before, but he didn't expect that he was really only good at killing people, not good at making money, not good at cleaning housework, and terrible at cooking.He can only learn to take care of himself, and his father who has been fighting and failing to support his family.

One day when he came home from school, the small building was pitch black, and Lin You hadn't come back yet.He turned on the light himself, and there was yesterday's leftover noodle soup in the refrigerator, all soaked up.He fished out the leftover noodles and fried a small bowl. He took two bites and bit a piece of salt. He rushed to the tap and drank a few mouthfuls of tap water. Suddenly he felt sore eyes. On the edge of the bench, biting the back of his hand, he couldn't hold back his tears.

One afternoon in his third year of high school, he rode his bicycle back from Wuchuan, and when he entered the door, he saw a stranger sitting on the sofa downstairs.Lin You washed the grapes, came out with a glass bowl, smiled and said to him, Lin Xun, you are back, she is Chen Jin, please say hello.

In the evening, Lin You opened beer and soda for him. They sat in the backyard, and Chen Jin had already left.Lin You asked him what he thought of her, and he said it was fine while holding a cold soda.Lin You smiled and said, I feel pretty good.He took a sip of beer and said, she is pregnant, I always thought it would be a girl, can you help me think of a nickname?It must sound good to you.

Lin Xun glanced at Lin You blankly, the salt bitten a long time ago seemed to be lying on the root of his tongue again.He caught a glimpse of the pot of Gloxinia under the shed in the backyard, which was given to him by Lao Jin one day after a performance.He smiled and said, for a girl, call her Tongtong.Lin You repeated it in a low voice, as if he was very satisfied with the name.He looked at the river in the backyard of the small building and said, Lin Xun, I plan to marry her.Lin Xun held the bottle of soda, his hands were numb from the cold, he replied, I can see it.

Lin You turned to look at him, do you want to come with me?After I married her, I stopped staying here.I'm going to Anchi, are you going?Lin Xun shook his head with a smile, "I won't go, I will go to university in a few months, why should I follow?"

At that moment, he saw a sense of relief in Lin You's eyes.

When a person really wants to take another person away, he will not ask repeatedly like that, nor will he say me and you, he will say us.

Lin You didn't have a part in the happy family planned by Lin You.Lin Xun is fortunate for this, he is just an ordinary person, it is easy to pretend for a while, but it is too difficult to pretend for a lifetime.He couldn't smile to see them happy, he could only wish them happiness from a distance.

Lu Yuan lowered his head and touched Lin Xun's tear-filled cheek, and said in a rustling voice, "Did I hurt you?"

"No……"

Lin Xun choked with sobs and buried his head on his shoulder, hugging him even tighter.He knotted up inside him again, no matter how many times he repeated it, he couldn't adapt to this overly intense pain, and he couldn't help trembling and crying.

But in the end, gradually no longer weeping completely because of the pain and fear, he tasted a sense of satisfaction, a joy of being possessed.Lu Yuan was so close to him, his heartbeat and breathing were as red as he called his name in his ear.It doesn't matter whether the name is true or not, the important thing is that he is calling him.

So full of love, so warm.

After Lu Yuan withdrew, he carried him to take a bath.Lin Xun tried to walk by himself at first, but later he stopped being aggressive. He didn't even have the strength to stand up from the bed.Lu Yuan touched his lower abdomen and said with a smile, "It feels like having a baby."

Lin Xun was pressed by Lu Yuan's hand, and the body fluid stuck in the depths seemed to become hot. He knew that Lu Yuan was just exaggerating. He could barely feel it, but he still felt hot on his cheeks, and said bluntly, "I'm Beta."

"I know," Lu Yuan pursed his lips and bit his ear, and said with a smile, "Beta that I mark every day."

Lu Yuan picked him up, and Lin Xun stuck to his arms without saying a word. When he was about to put him down in the bathroom, Lin Xun tightened his arms around his neck, and said in a rough voice, "I won't have any." .”

Lu Yuan looked down at him, saw his serious face, couldn't help but smiled and said: "I don't need you to have it, even if you can do such a hard job, I wouldn't be willing to let you do it."

Lu Yuan paused, and gave him a meaningful look: "Lin Xun, are you thinking about giving birth to me?"

Lin Xun's face turned red immediately, and he frowned and said, "Put me down."

Lu Yuan smiled and hugged him tighter, turned around and went back to the bedroom with him in his arms.As soon as Lin Xun was on the bed, he supported the bed and shrank back. He instinctively felt the crisis, and his throat tightened and he wanted to hide.Lu Yuan touched his thigh and pressed it up, pressed it against his ear and said, "I regret it, Lin Xun."

He restrained his wrist, lowered his voice and said softly: "Let's do it until you get pregnant."