like a dog

"Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan pulled Fu Rui by the collar and threw him to the ground, like a beast stepping on its prey, with his head lowered, his chest rising and falling with the suppressed breathing.The ice cutter that had rolled to his feet was in his right hand.He turned his head and glanced at Lin Xun, staring at the wound on his neck, his eyes were burning with a similar blood red.

The ice cubes had melted, and the glass shards lying in the whiskey looked like pieces of crushed ice. Fu Rui didn't struggle, moved his shoulders and lay down in a more comfortable position, like the tip of his artery a few millimeters away Just a soft thorn.

Fu Rui curled his lips, looked at Lu Yuan and said slowly: "I didn't investigate you clearly at the beginning. I really made a mistake. I didn't expect that your business scope is so wide that you even care about going to bed. Why, even I have to clean it up now. ?"

Lu Yuan's breathing became heavier, he grabbed Fu Rui's throat, and squeezed the ice chisel tighter.Fu Rui turned his head to look at Lin Xun, a long and narrow bloodstain was drawn on his neck, he sighed with a smile: "You even look like you want to kill someone, no wonder you like it."

Lin Xun sat on the sofa chair, his mind was full of buzzing noises, his hands and feet were numb and he couldn't exert any strength.It sounds like hundreds of radio stations playing at the same time.He called out to Lu Yuan again, his voice seemed to be chopped into pieces, and he smashed into the air with a sizzle.

"Lu Yuan, stop..."

Lin Xun propped his forehead, as if he heard the sound of rain, and the wet and sticky stuff penetrated into the crevices of his bones. The cold made him stiff, and even his voice was extremely stiff. He gritted his teeth and said, "Put it down."

Lu Yuan slowly straightened his upper body, but the ice chisel was pressed against Fu Rui's throat, trembling slightly with his suppressed breathing.Looking at Lin Xun's bleeding wound, he said in a rustling voice, "He hurt you."

"I fucking told you to put it down!"

Lin Xun roared hysterically, as if venting all the energy he had accumulated for a long time.He hoarse, pinched his hair and turned his head, slowly covered his red eyes and said, "Can you walk? I beg you, don't make trouble."

Lu Yuan heard the choking in his voice, and silently let go.The ice pick rolled to the floor, and the blood melted into the smudged pool of wine, red like a torn painting.He got up on his knees, stepped on the messy ground, and walked in front of Lin Xun. As soon as he stretched out his hand, he was slapped open.

"Don't you understand human language?" Lin Xun looked up at Lu Yuan, and paused, "I said, let's go."

He couldn't feel the pain of those wounds on his body, nor could he feel the temperature of his blood.Other unseen blades were cutting him, chopping him to pieces, wringing the dark night within, shaping a hollow demon.

He pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "You heard it, it's just what he said."

Lu Yuan looked down at him, his gaze seemed to have melted ice, and it was gathering in his downcast eyes, almost falling down.He called him softly.

"Lin Xun."

"Stop calling me, my name is fake too. Everything is fake. Do you understand?" Lin Xun squeezed his palms tightly, pressing down on the burns on his palms, staring into his eyes, trying his best to stabilize his trembling body. said the voice.

Lu Yuan looked at him silently for a while, then said, "Okay, I'll go."

He grabbed Lin Xun's hand and pulled him up from the sofa chair.Lin Xun was still paralyzed in his hands and feet after the convulsion, and was almost dragged outside.Lu Yuan dragged him downstairs without looking back, not stopping because of his stagger.

"Let go, let go!" Lin Xun struggled, but Lu Yuan's hand was stuck on his wrist like iron tongs, and he could almost hear the crunching sound of bones being squeezed, "Let go!"

It was as if tens of thousands of nuclear bombs had been detonated in his mind, and the street lamps and vehicles on the street were painted with shattered halos, stinging his retinas and making him sick.And the heavy night shrouded his shoulders stretched out countless snakes, licking his ankles, licking the wounds on his neck, and licking his cold and sweaty back.

A car whizzed past across the street with its horn blaring, the piercing sound was amplified several times, and it kept circling around his ears, drilling into his eyes along the nerves that were on the verge of collapse.

At night in the city, the streets with people coming and going, faces, lights and sounds exploded noisily and brilliantly in front of him who was like mud.

"Lu Yuan, let go... Please let go."

From ordering to begging, nothing worked.Lin Xun roared in pain: "Let go of me!"

Anywhere is good, let him hide for a while, it doesn't matter how narrow it is, as long as there is light.Don't come near anyone, just leave him alone.

The gazes of everyone who passed by were like thorns on their backs.The cold blood and sweat stuck to his body, and his eyes were still stained with tears and soot.Like a lunatic in distress, and he was a lunatic.

Lin Xun whispered confusedly: "Is this difficult, can't you let me go?"

Lu Yuan held his hand tightly, the palm was sticky, it was sweat, wine, and blood that was slowly drying up.With cold eyes, he turned a blind eye to the strange eyes of others, and said expressionlessly: "Give up, I will never let go in this life."

"Let's break up then."

Lu Yuan stopped in his tracks, he looked back at him, Lin Xun looked up at his face, just like what he saw every day when he woke up, full of youthful and vigorous vigor, flowing with endless light and heat.Even if it is mixed with cold, it is extremely bright.

And this brightness caused him to be exposed to the sun like a maggot.

Lin Xun laughed numbly: "Let's end it. That's it for us, it's over. You can take everything you want, the rent is gone, and your salary will be doubled. If you want, you can also take the cat away. The bank card will also be given to you. , Take as much as you want, if it’s not enough, the house will be left to you.”

"That's all I have and can give." Lin Xun smiled tiredly, leaning against the streetlights covered with advertisements, like a parasite absorbing nutrients, he whispered, "They're all grown-ups, it's easy to get together Let's go."

Lu Yuan stood where he was, and followed Lin Xun's silence for a while.After the second hand of the watch turned one round, he flagged down a taxi.

"In this case, let's sit down and settle the score." Lu Yuan looked at Lin Xun calmly, "After the settlement is done in an adult way, we can get together and leave."

Lu Yuan let go of his hand, Lin Xun rubbed his wrist, and neither of them spoke.The taxi stopped in front of them, Lu Yuan glanced at a car that was turning the corner, opened the door of the taxi, and after Lin Xun entered, he also lowered his head and sat in.

Fu Rui pulled a few tissues and wiped the blood on his neck in front of the mirror on the bar counter.He put out a few bottles of wine, mixed three or four glasses according to the way Du Chuan showed him, and after a round of tasting, he still poured a glass of whiskey back to basics.

Someone walked into Xiaoduchuan, and he lowered his head to add ice cubes to the wine glass, without raising his head, he said, "Why did you come in person? I was expecting to be able to order Song Yuan once today."

Guan Shan glanced at the ice cutter stuck on the table of the bar counter. Besides the smell of blood, there was also an unusually weird pheromone.It should have been a while since the person left, but the smell swept across the space domineeringly, gloomyly stuck in every crack in the air, and did not fade for a long time.

"He's missing."

"Oh," Fu Rui raised his tone and smiled, "That's really gratifying." He lowered his head and lit a cigarette, snapped the lighter cover, and could imagine Guan Shan's expression without looking up.

"Hold on, young master Guan, it's not my estrus period, you can't control me." He smiled and let out a puff of smoke, "I advise you to leave early, this place is not suitable for you. Come to the development zone to go to bars at night, you Should I wait for the entertainment page or the social news page?"

Guan Shan squeezed out the cigarette between his fingers, and the temperature became ambiguous through the gloves.

"Enough trouble, let's go back."

Fu Rui rubbed the cigarette and threw it on the ground, staring at Guan Shan and said, "Go back, where are you going? Mr. Guan, do you really think we are a family? I didn't know that your family had a tradition of sleeping with your brothers. It really opened my eyes."

"Stop laughing." Guan Shan grabbed Fu Rui's chin and pulled him towards him, "Cry if you want to cry."

Fu Rui lay on the bar counter in a daze, and said with the corners of his mouth: "Who told you that I was going to cry? What do you think I am, a weak little princess? You have to bring a small handkerchief to wipe my ass after it's over." .Mr. Guan, I don’t need you. To me, your only value is your pheromone.”

"To be honest, you don't have to do it yourself every time. You give me some purified pheromone preparation, and I will inject it according to the time, and everything will be solved. This is much easier than changing the gland." Fu Rui leaned on the bar and approached Guan Shan, "If you feel that you are losing money, I can sleep with you a few times outside of the estrus period. I will pose in whatever position you want. I am absolutely obedient."

Guan Shan looked at him expressionlessly, and traced his fingers along the long and narrow wound on his neck: "If you can't do it, don't say it."

"You don't think I can do it?"

Guan Shan wiped the blood from his gloves on his lips, and said slowly: "Then I will let you take off your clothes now, in front of me, and expand myself to the point where I want to fuck you, can you do it?"

"Now?"

Fu Rui frowned and looked at him, he turned his head to look at the door of Xiaoduchuan, there were two people guarding the stairs, their backs were facing the bar, people outside couldn't get in, and people inside couldn't get out.Xiaoduchuan, where there is no band playing, is so quiet that you can even vaguely hear the busy traffic on the street.

Guan Shan dragged the high stool, walked to the side of the bar, and sat down in front of Fu Rui.He took off his gloves and crossed his hands on his knees. The dark blue light turned over his head and caressed the scars on his hands silently.

He lifted his chin: "Let's start."

Fu Rui glanced at the surveillance camera above his head facing the cashier, stood where he was, and asked bravely, "Can you change the place?"

Guan Shan followed his gaze and gestured to the people at the door, telling them to come in.They quickly moved the display screen inside the bar to Fu Rui, switched the monitoring screen of the bar to the maximum, and then retreated to the door.

Guan Shan leaned against the back of the chair, patted his knees, looked up at Fu Rui and said, "Now, can we start?"

On the surveillance screen, Fu Rui's back was stiff, and he could even see some uncontrollable trembling.He took a deep breath, and slowly undid a button, as if alcohol had taken effect after a while, his ears became hot, and his mind gradually became dizzy.Fu Rui swallowed, closed his eyes and untied the second one.

When he pressed the third button, his fingers trembled with his breathing more and more obviously.He opened his eyes, Guan Shan sat on the chair, the weak pheromone penetrated into his nasal cavity, making his mouth and tongue numb.There was a flash of panic in his eyes, and as soon as he looked away, he was caught by the display screen in front of him.

His shirt hung loose over his shoulders, revealing the family crest on the nape of his neck.At the beginning, Guan Shan didn't like Lin Xun's tooth marks on his body, but he had used that scar removal method once before, and if he used it again, the effect would not be as good as before, and the neck peeling would easily infect the newly operated glands. body.

Guan Shan never asked him what he meant, but only said that he would cover it up with a tattoo.When he really knew the pattern, it was already deeply embedded in his skin.Every time he took a bath, he would unconsciously touch the tattoo on the back of his neck, but he would deliberately avoid it when he looked in the mirror.No matter how hot it is in summer, I only wear shirts that can cover the back of my neck.

But in fact, even if it is seen, few people can recognize that this is the pattern of the Guan family.And even if someone recognizes it, it's hard to think of its true meaning.

But Fu Rui knew that this tattoo was the chain Guan Shan gave him.

It confines him, tightens him, and makes him always aware of who he is.As long as he sees it, he will think of Guan Shan, remember the feeling of his scarred hands caressing his back, the trembling of his neck being bitten by him, his pheromones, the ashes in his eyes .

Fu Rui grabbed the third button, as if he was holding a huge boulder, and his knees softened and he knelt on the ground.He lowered his hair and trembled, bit his lip and choked with sore eyes.He knelt behind the bar, looked at the leather shoes in front of him, shrugged his shoulders and raised his head.

"In such a mess, you still want to provoke me." Guan Shan knelt down and wiped away the tears in his eyes, "I told you, don't say anything you can't do. I also told you, don't see him again .”

"You have to see and feel it with your own eyes, so that you can remember clearly what you can do and what you can't do." Guan Shan gave Fu Rui a cold look, and unbuttoned the third button with one hand.

"Guan Shan, don't..." Fu Rui gripped the neckline tremblingly, blocking Guan Shan's hand, "I don't want to do it today, can you let me go? Tomorrow, tomorrow I will do whatever you want."

"It was you who started first." Guan Shan opened his hand and undid the next button, "You don't keep your word, I'll teach you to keep it."

"Don't be here, really...don't be here." Fu Rui grabbed Guan Shan's hand and choked up, "Let's go to your car, just the two of us, if... the driver is here, don't be here ...I don't want to be here."

Guan Shan pinched his chin, his tears streaming down his hands.He smiled at everyone, and cried for others, which made him extremely disgusted.

"You already know who he is and what he has done, so stop having illusions. I will buy this place, and you don't need to come back in the future." Guan Shan touched his cheek, and wiped the scar on his fingertips The original bloodstain blurred into a round of nightmare around his mouth.

In fact, Fu Rui's eyes are many times more charming when he is crying than when he is smiling.

"It's the last night, I'll help you remember it well."