like a dog

Regarding the truth behind Guan Shan's disappearance, Fu Rui has heard many versions.

They are much the same, except that they involve conspiracy or revenge.After all, everyone walking on the high platform has countless pairs of eyes waiting to see them fall off.

Some said the mastermind was Guan Yu, Guan Han's half-brother.Guan Yu's Yu is superfluous Yu, the unrecognized illegitimate child who finally tore off the mask of hypocrisy after years of forbearance.

Some said that the mastermind was Han Tianyou, Han Lin's deputy at the time, and because of the business dispute between the two families, he vented his anger on the younger generation.That Han Tianyou was originally a knife that Han Lin had polished in his early years. He had a violent nature and could do crazy things as long as he was stimulated a little.

Or, it was simply the two of them colluding, after all, Han Tianyou and Guan Yu were like dogs.Guan Yu was barely a member of the Guan family before, but after being with someone like Han Tianyou for a long time, it is reasonable to become cold-blooded.Guan Han originally tried to build a bridge between Guan Han and Guan Han through the combination of these two people, but he was bitten back and took a piece of his heart away.

And among all the speculations, one name that always appeared was Han Zixun.In the younger generation of the Han family, he is the most favored and loved by Mr. Han Lin.He is sometimes described as a pawn, sometimes as a teenage player.

Some people say that he is like Han Lin, who is full of conspiracies at a young age; some people say that he is like his father Han Tianyou, who does not blink his eyes when pointing a gun at someone; some people say that he is like his mother Guan Yu , Pretentiousness is his talent.

He is like a black shadow in the mist, which cannot be touched or picked out.

And this black shadow has always been by his side.

For so many years, he got along with him day and night, gave all his trust, and even almost put his life in his hands.

"Han Zixun, Lin Xun, Han Tianyou, Lin You..." Fu Rui pointed at the edge of the wine glass, propped his forehead, looked up at Lin Xun and smiled, "Do you think I'm stupid? It's so obvious, but I never Suspicious."

If you get too close, you can't see things clearly.Now jump out and see, everything becomes crystal clear.Those clues are all embedded in the logic that should be there.When Lin Xun's family moved to Xinyang, he forged a nearly perfect legal identity for himself, and Guan Shan's extraordinary guard against him.

All have reasonable explanations.

"I couldn't figure out why Zhou Wan hated you to such an extent. Even if she thought of me as Guan Shan at that time and felt that her son was hurt because of you, she wouldn't be so cruel. She is prone to self-harm, and has never hurt anyone else." Fu Rui said with a sneer, "It's not like you, who go crazy and want to kill everyone."

Lin Xun held the glass tightly, half of the ice cubes melted, and the cold glass cut his hand like a knife.With a pale face, he held the glass with trembling fingers and took a sip of whiskey. The scorching smell rushed into his throat and nasal cavity, like a poison, paralyzing his tongue and nerves.

"Because it wasn't the first time that new hatred added to old hatred, which made her lose her mind. She locked you up for two months, and no one thought of letting you out. Zhou Wan is abnormal, it doesn't make sense, and neither do the others. Normal. I couldn't figure it out before, but now I do."

"Because they all think that you deserve it." Fu Rui approached the pale Lin Xun, staring into his eyes and said, "They all think that you deserve to die there."

Lin Xun put down the cup with stiff hands. Fu Rui looked at him with no warmth, and he was so nervous that he was about to collapse. The bottom of the cup hit the table and splashed wet marks.He pulled the paper towels on the table and wiped them carelessly, but his fingers were almost convulsively tense.

The person who dragged him out of the darkness, and the person who helped him stand up, chopped him up again with his own hands, and stuffed him back into the fear of darkness.

Xiao Duchuan was not dark, but suddenly he couldn't see the light.It was disappearing silently, quickly as the ice cubes melted.

Lin Xun pinched his hair tightly in pain, the darkness exuding a dark and damp smell came out from the cracks in his body, and grew wildly into his blood vessels, forming rusty chains, imprisoning him in a cage that he could not get out of .

He was choked by the darkness, let out a hysterical cry, and slammed the table over, causing ice cubes in the glass to spill all over the floor.He was gasping for breath as if he lacked oxygen, curled up on the sofa chair, biting his fists and trembling.The sound of reptiles passing by and Xisuo being dragged by the chains sounded in his ears. He seemed to be huddled on an ice floe, his teeth chattered, his eyes became empty, and he couldn't find focus.

Fu Rui looked at Lin Xun indifferently. If it was before today, he would never stand by and watch him suffer.But at this moment, the only thing he wanted to do was to watch him suffer.

After a minute or two, Lin Xun slowly recovered.He took out the cigarettes and lighter in his pocket. He was about to quit, but he took them with him before going out.His fingers were so stiff that they trembled, and he clicked several times before he clicked.He took a breath with dry lips, and the fire burned between his fingers, illuminating a deep tooth mark on his knuckles.

What others smoke is tobacco, he smokes for the burning fire.

Lin Xun breathed in the fiery light, closed his eyes and let out a long breath.He was holding a cigarette, leaning on the sofa chair, looking at the old fan spinning on the top of Xiaoduchuan.It turns around and around, from the origin back to the origin.

When the fan finished No.30 laps, Lin Xun spoke.

He spoke slowly and softly, but enough to be heard.

"Guan Shan told me that day that he marked an Omega. He said he liked that person and wanted to take him home. At that time, Guan Shan and I were not even considered friends. Yu Wen would take me to Guan's house every time. I don’t even want to go there. It makes me uncomfortable.”

Lin Xun leaned on the sofa chair, closed his eyes tiredly, and continued: "Guan Shan often told me about his father saving lives and healing the wounded. But at that time, what my father told me as a story was about attacking people. Spine amputation is the deadliest. Even Han Lin gave me a gun as a birthday present.”

"After meeting him, all the things I thought were normal before became abnormal. I don't like him, and I don't consider him a friend." Lin Xun turned his wrist and looked at the bloody tooth marks on his hand, "But He came to me that day and asked me to help him, but I did."

"He said it would take time to convince his parents, and I promised him that if he came back by 06:30, I could take the man back to my house first, and wait for him to solve the problem before picking him up. He didn't wear a watch, so I put I gave him my watch. But I waited until seven o'clock, and he didn't come back. I think maybe he changed his mind temporarily."

Most of the smoke was burned, Lin Xun shook the ashes, but did not take another puff.He held a cigarette and let the fire continue to burn there.

"The next afternoon, Yuwen came to my room to find me, saying that Zhou Wan had lost a ring, and asked if I took it. I said it wasn't me, and he believed it wasn't me. But on the third day, Guan The family called again, still asking about the ring, Yu Wen got angry, money is a trivial matter, but he didn’t want me to be wronged. Finally, they decided to meet and talk and clarify the matter face to face.”

The smoke had burned to the end, and there was only a faint wisp of white smoke left. The remaining heat burned Lin Xun's fingers, but he seemed unconscious and let it burn until it went out.

"The Guan family sent someone to pick us up, but when we got there, we discovered that what they were talking about was not the ring at all, but Guan Shan. Guan Shan didn't come home after that day, and he disappeared. They searched for the entire In the urban area, we found clues in North Street Park. There are new brake marks, a button on Guan Shan’s clothes, and my watch.”

Lin Xun lit another cigarette, pursed his dry lips, he was still looking at the fan, like looking at a false sun.

"They dismantled the watch and found a tracker inside. It's very new, it's not in the market yet, only the Han family has it. Zhou Wan asked me where Guan Shan was and who taught me to do it. I said I didn't know."

Lin Xun lowered his eyes and smiled weakly: "I really don't know." He flicked the cigarette ash, put his hands on his knees, propped his forehead and shook his head: "She didn't believe me, so she asked me why I didn't Guan Shan’s watch will be in Guan Shan’s hands. Guan’s family is well-educated, and they won’t take other people’s things even if they give them to them. I must be playing tricks, there is no conspiracy behind it, and she will never believe it.”

"They wanted to detain me. I resisted, but it was useless. I discovered that Guan Shan and his family were not that clean, and they were violent when they should be violent. The scene became chaotic. Yu asked Guan Han to let me go back, but he stayed behind. Zhou Wan disagrees, she knows that I am the most important thing to him. He is helpless and desperate, someone put a gun on my head, but he only has a small knife that I dropped."

"He knelt in front of Guan Han and told him, if he traded other important things, could he let me go? He said, he traded his future in exchange for them letting me go." Lin Xun sandwiched Yan's fingers trembled slightly, but he closed his eyes but couldn't hold back the tears, "He grabbed the knife and made a deep cut on his face."

Lin Xun frowned, propped his forehead, took a deep breath, cleared his throat and continued: "When he was about to swipe for the second time, Guan Han took the knife away. His heart softened and he planned to let us go. At this time, My father rushed over. When he saw him, he saw me, he saw the gun pointed at me, and the knife in Guan Han's hand, everything was out of control."

Lin Xun wringed out the remaining half of the cigarette in his palm, and crushed it by rubbing the cigarette.He dropped his hands in silence for a while, sniffing the smell on his hands.Blood, tobacco, ashes, and some tears.

"On the way back, I figured it out. The tracker was aimed at me. The other party didn't want Guan Shan, they wanted me. Guan Shan happened to come to me for help that day, and I just lent the watch to him. He, and those people just chose that time to strike. But there are so many coincidences in the world, so many coincidences. I don’t even believe it when I say it.”

Lin Xun laughed softly, the sadness in his eyes was like a crumpled piece of paper from the old days, which could not be healed.

"At that point, the truth is no longer important. Everything can only be our fault. My father, me, and his future can only be sacrificed." Lin Xun closed his eyes and fell silent for a short time. He turned to look at Fu Rui.He suddenly found that he could no longer call his name like before.

"Later, I followed my father to Xinyang. There, I met you. Guan Shan never mentioned your name to me. I didn't know that you were the person he wanted to meet. If I..."

Lin Xun stopped, there was nothing if, it would have been gone long ago.

"You won't forgive me." Lin Xun leaned on the sofa chair, looked up at Fu Rui who walked in front of him, "You should hate me."

Fu Rui held the ice chisel that had been inserted in the ice bucket before, it was still stained with wine and melted ice, the tip was touching Lin Xun's throat, and the flesh was sunken: "Lin Xun, from Xinyang to Qingying , Qingying went to Anchi, Anchi and Zhangzhou, we have known each other for 15 years, longer than I stayed with Guan Shan. After all these years, have you thought about telling me? You haven’t.”

"You said you didn't know before, okay, I believe you. But that day in Xiqiao No. [-] Middle School, you saw Guan Shan, and you recognized him, otherwise you would never have thought of taking the blame for Zhong Yue, saying it was you Push me downstairs. From that day on, you know who I am. Have you ever tried to confess to me? You still haven't."

"You pretended you didn't know anything, pretended to be an innocent victim, and continued to play me like a fool, making me turn around. Your good student Zhong Yue wanted to kill me, but I let him go. Then you wanted to kill me too. Me, I almost succeeded. I don't blame you, I forgive you. You hide in the apartment building in the development zone every day and don't come out. I will go find you and talk to you." Fu Rui held the ice chisel tightly, With a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Do you think it's worthwhile to hide it from me? No matter what you do, I will continue to post it shamelessly, and you can forgive everything."

Fu Rui turned his wrist against his throat, the tip pierced the flesh, blood dripped down along the cold metal.He turned his head to look at Lin Xun and said, "It's a pity that you don't have glands. I really want you to feel the feeling of pheromone imbalance. It's much more painful than this."

Lin Xun frowned, the pain made his forehead sweat, but he just looked at him silently, moved his lips, and finally said "I'm sorry" in a hoarse voice.

"Don't fucking say sorry to me!" Fu Rui choked his neck and pressed the tip deeper, "Zhong Yue also said sorry to me, and then pushed me downstairs. You two are really a perfect match, he You're a murderer, you're mentally ill. It's just that I'm surprised that Zhong Yue likes you so much. After he's dead, why don't you go to hell with him? He's alone there, so lonely."

Lin Xun's eyes trembled, his face turned pale and his lips were tightly closed.

"Or you don't love him that much at all, you just think he is pitiful, you sympathize with him, and you deceive yourself. You said you would wait for him for eight years, and now eight years have come, and you have nothing What does it mean to find him. Because you have a substitute, you don’t want to die, don’t you?”

Fu Rui looked into Lin Xun's eyes and felt a monster reflected in it, speaking the most vicious words in his most disgusting tone.But he couldn't stop, Lin Xun was not the only one in front of his eyes, he saw Zhou Wan's tears, Guan Shan's scars all over his body, the indelible tooth marks under the tattoo on the back of his neck, and the pain and suffering of all of them.

"Why do you think I would suddenly want to let someone for you. I thought you were pitiful, so I picked someone who looked a little bit like him in the resume of the housekeeping company. If he didn't die, he would be at this age now. But no Come to think of it, you really like it."

When the flesh was pierced, Lin Xun did not resist.But now he seemed to be crushed, shaking his head in pain and backing away.Fu Rui pinched Lin Xun's chin and said, "Don't hide, I haven't finished yet. I still want to ask you, what did you call him when you slept with him? Lu Yuan, Xiao Yuan, or Xiao Yue?"

Fu Rui lost the ice chisel and held Lin Xun's collapsed and tearful face, he looked so fragile and worthy of sympathy.A normal person can always feel compassion for the flawed.Fu Rui looked at him with pity, and said softly: "You can't tell, then let's ask him."

Lin Xun stared into Fu Rui's eyes, his neck was stiff and unable to move, something deeper than darkness filled his lung ducts, making his hands and feet numb.Lin Xun turned his head very slowly, and the blood-stained ice cutter rolled to a person's feet.

Lu Yuan stood there quietly, rolling into a puddle of mud like a lamp at night.