like a dog

"Has Lin Xun come out?" Zheng Zhuo leaned on the sofa chair and looked at the singer who was adjusting the height of the microphone on the small stage, with smoky makeup and dark red lips, caged in blue and pink lights, his face was cold like an unrelated person passing by.She glanced at Zheng Zhuo, and Zheng Zhuo guiltily shifted his gaze to the keyboard player behind her.

Fu Rui propped his chin, and quickly typed on the screen: "Come out, his little boyfriend sent him over, he will be there in a while."

"Boyfriend? When did you break up with Lin Xun?" Zheng Zhuo asked in surprise.

Fu Rui spat out the whole sip of wine he just drank, covered his mouth and coughed until he was almost paralyzed.He supported the table and straightened up, with choked tears still glistening in his eyes, he poked his finger on the tip of Zheng Zhuo's nose before he choked out a sentence: "Zheng Zhuo...you fucking..."

Seeing that Fu Rui was in tears, Zheng Zhuo hurriedly held his hand and said, "Don't be sad, just pretend I didn't say anything."

"Your mother is so sad, which idiot told you that we were together?" Fu Rui threw off his hand, choking the wine into his nose, making his face flushed, "Lin Xun and I are innocent... "

"Innocence?" Zheng Zhuo's eyes widened, "But you lived together since high school?"

Fu Rui was about to vomit blood, but he didn't know what kind of dirty images were turning in his head, so he paused word by word: "That's an excuse."

"You worked so hard for a few months to get into Qingda University, not to stay with Lin Xun?"

Fu Rui said expressionlessly: "I didn't work hard, I just took the test casually."

Zheng Zhuo, who failed the college entrance examination, was blocked by the words "take the exam casually", but his realistic and pragmatic philosophy cheered him up.He continued to ask without giving up: "Then haven't you two been together in college? Didn't I hear you talk to others?"

Fu Rui took a deep breath, and said with a smirk: "That's because no one cares about him, I'm as good as a jade, thank you." When he saw Zheng Zhuo groaning and saying but again, his heart surged with anger, he slapped the table, and poked himself Chest said: "I, Omega, he, Beta. There is no spark between me and him, understand?"

Zheng Zhuo was overwhelmed by his momentum, and nodded in a daze, "Understood."

"Very good." Fu Rui patted the melon seed shell off his hand with satisfaction, and took a bite of the watermelon refreshed.

Zheng Zhuo took a sip of his wine: "You didn't say it earlier, I always thought you two were a couple, and I didn't have the nerve to chase you before."

"You can also chase now," Fu Rui chuckled, "but I'm in love with Plato, and if I don't sleep, it's no different from being friends except that I can kiss. It's too bad, so you better stop chasing."

This time it was Zheng Zhuo's turn to choke, his face flushed.

Fu Rui was overjoyed: "Director Zheng, are you so innocent? You blush when you talk about going to bed, don't you still be a virgin?"

Zheng Zhuo's face turned even redder, Fu Rui gasped, ouch, it really is.He quickly patted Zheng Zhuo on the back, comforting him by saying that it's okay, relax, everyone has their own choice, etc.

Zheng Zhuo waved his hands and said in a hoarse voice that it's all right, he vomited blood in his heart, and took out a handkerchief from his bag to wipe his glasses.The briefcase didn't stand upright, and it slammed down on the sofa chair, pouring out its contents.Fu Rui smiled and helped to pick it up: "My mother, Zheng Zhuo, I give in to you. You still have a handkerchief at what age."

Fu Rui went to pick up the notebook that was dropped under the table. It was thick and old, with a lot of photos and notes in it. As soon as he picked it up, a piece of paper folded in two fell out.The paper was slightly yellow, it must be old, some wine was spilled on the ground, Fu Rui shook it to see if it was wet.Fortunately, it was still clean, but a melon seed shell was stuck.

Fu Rui got up slowly holding the paper. There was no writing on the A4-sized paper, only a black-brown symbol was drawn on it.

Zheng Zhuo packed up the things that fell out, looked up and saw Fu Rui staring at a piece of paper in a daze, first took his notebook on the table and put it into his briefcase, he lowered his head and said: "That is a paper that was written a few years ago. It was written by a friend and asked me to bring it to his teacher, but I didn’t specify who to give it to, and I forgot to ask. Later he... passed away in an accident, so I just left it as it is, reminding myself to be more rigorous in doing things After all, not everything can be made up for. For example, I can't go back and ask him about this matter. "

Zheng Zhuo took the piece of paper from Fu Rui's hand and said: "Don't talk about you, I didn't understand what it meant when he wrote an Arabic number eight to his teacher at that time. If we want to see you, we should also write two."

"It's not Arabic numerals," Fu Rui turned the piece of paper in Zheng Zhuo's hand sideways, "it's an infinity symbol." Through the back of the paper, he looked at the twisted loop connected end to end, its ambiguous light in Xiaoduchuan In it, like two entangled ouroboros.

"Represents infinity, infinity, endlessness."

Fu Rui was expressionless, Zheng Zhuo heard his voice so cold for the first time, but after Fu Rui said these words, he laughed, as if it was just an illusion under the passing light.He waved his hand and said, "Hey, it's just a love letter! You old antique, you don't have such brain cells, what are you doing with other people's thoughts, throw them away as soon as possible."

Fu Rui drank a few more glasses with Zheng Zhuo, got up and went to the bathroom.He rushed his hands under the faucet. The one who is singing on stage today is Shirley. Du Chuan has just found her. Her voice is not bad, but her personality is not good, but the resident singer is not the girl at the front desk. face.

She was singing a popular ballad this year, and she probably forgot the words again. After repeating the last line of the lyrics, she began to hum the tune softly.Fu Rui looked at the stream of water in his palm, they were cold and noisy, drunk, his cheeks felt a little hot.

The infinity symbol on the blank paper is Zhong Yue's final farewell and confession to Lin Xun.

I love you without end.

"You really love him to the end." Fu Rui slowly clenched his hands and then let go, and smiled lightly at the water flowing into the sewer, "It's a pity that he doesn't love you anymore."

Fu Rui rinsed his mouth with water, rinsed his hands again before turning off the tap.He wiped his hands with a tissue, and when he walked out of the bathroom, he bumped into a person who was looking around.

The man hastily bowed his head and said sorry, Fu Rui smiled and said it was all right, but just as he took a step, the man grabbed his hand.Fu Rui lowered his head and glanced at his wrist, then raised his eyes to look at the youthful young man quietly, the other party let go of his hand with a blushing face, looked at him and stammered, "That... I'm sorry, I..."

Fu Rui smiled and turned his head to look into his eyes and said: "Little friend, it's too early for you to come to this kind of place, go back and play with your classmates." Fu Rui turned and left, but was blocked by someone again.Looking at his age, he probably came with that brat, and he was wearing a pair of sunglasses in the bar, so he pretended not to be afraid of breaking his leg while walking.

Fu Rui's kindness only sent out once, please come to the door for trouble, just drop it.He was about to make a move, but the man took off the sunglasses on his face. Fu Rui stared at his face and was stunned.

Damn it, this person looks almost the same as Lin Xun in high school, not to mention exactly the same, there is definitely a seventy-eight percent difference.If he didn't know everything about Lin Xun, he would almost have thought that the illegitimate child came to him.

"You don't believe me when I tell you it's not okay, are you sure it's him?" Han Xun clicked his tongue on Yu Qi, pointed at Fu Rui and asked.Yu Qi nodded behind Fu Rui.

Han Xun put on his sunglasses, took a step closer and said, "Hello, my name is Han Xun. He is Yu Qi, and I am his friend. I will accompany him to find his brother Lin Xun today. When we came here last time, we saw you and He is together, and I want to ask you if you know where he is now."

"Wait!" A series of names came up, and Fu Rui frowned. He pointed to Han Xun, and then pointed to Yu Qi behind him, "You are Han Xun, you are Yu Qi, and then..." He pointed again Over and over again: "Is Lin Xun your elder brother?"

Fu Rui looked back and forth between the faces of the two people: "Are you sure you didn't say anything against it?"

"I'm sorry, my father's surname is Han Mingzheng, and my mother died early, so I'm the only son they have." Han Xun raised his chin at Yu Qi, "Lin Xun is his brother, and it has nothing to do with me."

Yu Qi rubbed his neck in embarrassment and said, "I don't look like brother Lin Xun, Han Xun does look a bit like my brother, I don't know what's going on, I was talking to Han Xun back then I was also taken aback when we met next time, we met in the game, we have been friends for a long time, but we have never met before..."

Yu Qi made the mistake of going off topic when he was nervous again, Han Xun frowned and said, "I told you to talk about your brother, where did you go?"

Yu Qi hurriedly changed the subject and said, "Well, the situation in our family is a bit complicated. Brother Lin Xun and I are not biological brothers. My brother is the child my father had before the divorce. I am his father... No, he Mom is divorced..." Yu Qi felt that the wording was not right, and blushed and changed his words: "His mother adopted after divorce, so I took his mother's, no, my father's last name, and then he and my father's last name... No, his father's surname, so one of us is surnamed Yu and the other is surnamed Lin, and we are not biological brothers, but I am indeed his younger brother."

Yu Qi spoke vaguely, gestured while talking, the music was loud in the bar, a string of his father, my father, his mother, brother and brother were like tongue twisters, Fu Rui was suffocated when he heard it, and Han Xun was also at a loss .

Han Xun frowned even tighter: "What are you talking about? No wonder you don't turn on the mic every time you fight in a team battle."

Yu Qi watched Fu Rui leaning against the wall with his arms folded and looking at himself, as if he didn't understand what he said, and he didn't quite believe that he was Lin Xun's younger brother.After being found by Lin You last time, although he admitted his mistake to Yu Wen, he followed Lin You's words and did not tell Yu Wen about seeing Lin Xun in Zhangzhou.But after thinking about it, he decided to come again, and he was relieved when he saw Lin asked clearly.

So he made an excuse to Yu Wen that he had made an appointment with his classmates to travel to Anchi, but got off the train in Zhangzhou early after getting on the bullet train.He contacted Han Xun, who brought him to Xiaoduchuan last time, and found the person who was singing beside Lin Xun after several visits.

The saved photos are gone, but he has a good memory, and Fu Rui is unforgettable.But now I finally found this person, but because I couldn't explain the matter clearly, I saw that I was about to fail.

Yu Qi said anxiously: "My father is Yu Wen. He has more than enough every year. He is not ashamed to ask. Brother Lin Xun always told you what his mother's name is, right? I really am his brother! I have something important to do with him. I want to ask." Seeing that Fu Rui's expression finally changed slightly, he smiled with relief: "You have an impression, right?"

Fu Rui quietly looked at Yu Qi's relieved smiling face, his limbs and bones turned cold as if being poured into ice slag.He seemed to be able to hear the rusty gears starting to click in the depths of his heart.

Click, click, smash all the intertwined vines.

Fu Rui broke into a smile: "Yu Wen?" He wasn't asking Yu Qi, he was asking himself, and he repeated with a smile: "Yu Wen." He covered his face and laughed, but there seemed to be tears in his eyes .He raised his head and said in a low voice, "So you are Guan Yu's son."

Yu Qi stared blankly at Han Xun, and Han Xun winked at him, motioning him not to speak.

Fu Rui cleared his throat, and pointed in front of Xiao Duchuan: "At table A6, there is a man wearing glasses sitting, he will be there later, you go there and wait for him, when we meet, you can ask whatever you want, I'll be there in a while."

Yu Qi hesitated to say something, but Han Xun dragged him away.Yu Qi looked back and worried, "Han Xun, he..."

Han Xun booed Yu Qi, and pulled him forward without looking back.

Fu Rui looked at the back of them leaving, and threw the tissue he had been holding into the trash can.It was wet with water and curled up in his palm like a shriveled seed.He looked down at the garbage cans that were mixed with all kinds of dirt, and continued the sentence he had just said.

"I'll be there in a minute and send him to hell."