like a dog

Lin Xun was sitting cross-legged on the sofa writing a manuscript, while the evening news was broadcast on TV, and the hostess was broadcasting a burglary case. Lychee jumped off the back of the sofa and landed on the computer keyboard, with its furry tail resting on the back of Lin Xun’s hand. Shake it.

Lin Xun scratched its chubby belly and coaxed it to go down, but Lizhi grabbed Lin Xun's hand and bit its small fangs, meowing and meowing at him, causing several lines of garbled characters to appear on the screen immediately.

"Troublemaking again?" Lu Yuan grabbed the lychee by the back of the neck and lifted it up, holding the watering can on his right hand and shaking it at its big eyes, "Do you want to clean up, huh?"

Li Zhi had been scratching the legs of the sofa without scratching the board before, but was caught by Lu Yuan and taught him a lesson or two. Afterwards, he was terrified when he saw the watering can.It struggled and ran away, jumped onto the chair behind the dining table, meowed timidly and aimed at Lin Xun.

"Don't be angry with it, Xiaoyue is just bored." Lin Xun deleted all the garbled characters pressed out by lychee. He has the habit of backing up, so it's okay if it really ruins it.

"It knows you're soft-hearted and you're going to get spoiled." Lu Yuan took off the apron he wore when cleaning, wiped his hands, walked over and held Lin Xun's hand and looked at it, "Did you bite?"

"No, how could it bite me?"

"Let it do what you want. It will really bite you when it fights with you."

Lu Yuan knelt on one knee in front of the sofa, Lin Xun looked down at him holding his hand with a serious face, and said he understood.Lin Xun withdrew his hand, and after Lu Yuan turned and left, he subconsciously rubbed his neck and muttered, "It's not the one that always bites me..."

When Lin Xun looked up, he was startled by Lu Yuan's face so close.

Lu Yuan supported the sofa with his hands, blinked his eyes with a smile and said, "I seem to hear someone talking bad about me." He moved closer and said softly, "Is it you?"

Lin Xun looked at him, turned his face away with a smile, pushed his shoulder and said, "Yes, I'm talking about certain people who are stricter with others and more lenient than self-discipline." Lu Yuan fell beside him, leaning on Lin Xun's He listened carefully to Lin Xun's education, and nodded while humming.

Lin Xun typed a few lines. Lu Yuan was still lying beside him. He looked down at him and put the computer aside.Lu Yuan put Lin Xun's leg on his pillow, and let out a breath of relaxation.Lin Xun scratched his cheek, Lu Yuan closed his eyes, and followed his hand, his soft hair gently rubbed against the back of his hand, itching like a feather brushing.

"Lu Yuan."

"Um……"

Lu Yuan kissed his palm before raising his eyes to look at him.Lin Xun's eyes fell on his young face, and he rubbed his chin with his thumb. He knew that he had some small fangs hidden, but he knew that he would not bite him.Lu Yuan looked at him quietly for a while, then closed his eyes again, his breath fell into his palm like a sweet dream.

"Lu Yuan, there are some things that I have never told you."

"You speak, I'm listening."

Lin Xun didn't speak, Lu Yuan opened his eyes and looked at him, Lin Xun's hand was still on the side of his face, but his eyes were no longer on him, he was looking at something irrelevant, hesitating with his lips tightly closed.

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it." Lu Yuan held his hand, and Lin Xun's hand kept sticking to his cheek, which was warmer than usual, "I can accept anything if it's you."

Lin Xun turned back his gaze, tightened his fingers slightly, looked into Lu Yuan's eyes, and finally said after a long silence: "Actually, I..." He paused for a moment, held Lu Yuan's hand, his fingertips trembling slightly, and said those few words. It doesn't take much effort to write words, but they just get stuck in the throat and cannot be spit out.

When facing Lin You back then, he had to be calmer, which may have been helped by the medicine. In the early days, he took more medicine and the dose was higher than now, and the possibility of mood swings was minimized.Facing Lu Yuan now, confessing is as difficult as climbing an endless mountain.

Lu Yuan held Lin Xun's hand and slowly sat upright.He said nothing, waiting for him to speak or to remain silent.Lin Xun lowered his head, he clenched his hand, but couldn't raise his head.

"I've actually been..."

Snapped!

Lin Xun was terrified by the sound of the heavy object falling to the ground, propped his forehead and took a deep breath.When he looked back, it was his cell phone that had fallen off the armrest of the sofa.A call came, but he didn't notice it, and the phone vibrated on the arm of the sofa until it fell.

Lu Yuan got up and picked up the mobile phone and handed it to Lin Xun. The phone was still hanging up. It was Fu Rui calling, and it was already the second call.Lin Xun took the phone, and Lu Yuan moved the computer and sat down behind him, holding him in his arms and listening to him answer the phone.

"Lin Xun! Are you free! Xiaoduchuan, come or not!"

As soon as he pressed the call button, Fu Rui yelled, and Lin Xun held the phone two centimeters away.Fu Rui was not the only one on the opposite side, another voice came out before he finished speaking: "You have to come if you don't have time!"

"Yes, you have to come if you don't have time!" Fu Rui patted Zheng Zhuo on the shoulder and gave him a thumbs up, "Lin Xun, can you figure out who he is? Zheng Zhuo, that high school classmate of yours... oh Junior high school classmate, Zheng Zhuo!"

"I heard it."

Lin Xun smiled helplessly. At night, when Xiaoduchuan was lively, the loud music made people restless through the phone. There was excitement in Fu Rui's voice. Needless to say, he must have been drinking again.

Zheng Zhuo was his deskmate in Xinyang Middle School when he was in junior high school. Later, he was promoted to the high school section of Xinyang Middle School. Zheng Zhuo went to Xinyang No. [-] Middle School. There was no contact for a while. can meet.Once he and Fu Rui finished rehearsing from Wuchuan, and Zheng Zhuo was playing ball with his classmates, and ran to the barbecue stand in front of the milk tea shop to eat skewers.As soon as the two people met, they dominated the barbecue stall and chatted in full swing.

Zheng Zhuo was invited to watch their performance. At the beginning, he didn't dare to enter Wuchuan's door, for fear that his father would break his leg when he saw it. The boss also burst into tears.The next time, he held a DV under his father's box during the whole process, and sang hoarsely along with it while recording, but in the end the tape was full of his broken gong voice alone.

Fu Rui had dyed gray hair back then, and the newly grown hair was also light in color, and his eyes were evil and charming when he smiled.He brushed his sweaty hair, and the seven NO.80 people crowded under the stage also screamed.He was sitting on the high stool, the drumming was still going on, he held the microphone and asked if you love me, the audience said love in unison, Zheng Zhuo yelled the loudest.

He smiled contentedly, with the greatest joy.He looked at the small crowd, at the camera facing him between countless hands, and said softly that I love you too.The band played the prelude to the next song, and Fu Rui lowered his voice and sang a low-pitched song.It describes a lost beast, a beast covered in bruises.

He loves the beast.

"Do you want me to pick you up?" Fu Rui tilted his phone with his head, and pried open a bottle of Xiao Qingdao, "Oh, I said to pick you up, but I didn't come to pick you up in person. I don't drink and drive, and I'm a law-abiding citizen! I let Du Chuan Wouldn't it be better to call a taxi?"

"I'll take a taxi by myself, don't drink too much."

"Of order," Fu Rui said in a long voice. He poured a full glass for Zheng Zhuo in a hurry, and also filled a glass for himself, "Lin Xun, there are two people waiting for you here. Come, I will move Xiao Duchuan downstairs from your house tomorrow."

Du Chuan clicked his tongue and poked Fu Rui's head with his finger, almost dropping the phone. Fu Rui picked up the phone quickly and gave Du Chuan a look.Unmoved, Du Chuan put down the fruit plate and left. The circle of watermelon slices on top was plentiful and tender.

Lin Xun hung up the phone, leaned on Lu Yuan's chest and said, "I'll be back soon."

"I'll accompany you there, I'll take you there, and I'll take a taxi back." Lu Yuan hugged him from behind, and as he got closer, he spoke softly, "It's dark outside, I don't worry about you going out alone .”

"Then I'll call you after I'm done. If it's late, I'll ask Fu Rui to drive me back. Don't wait for me."

"I'll wait for you." Lu Yuan buried his head on his shoulder and said in a muffled voice, "I want to sleep with you."

Lin Xun rubbed his head with his backhand, his hair softly rubbed against his palm, and his heart softened: "Okay, I'll be back early."

Lin Xun got up and went to the bedroom to change his clothes. When he came out, Lu Yuan was already waiting for him at the entrance, and he handed him the mobile phone: "I have called for the taxi, and it should arrive when we get to the gate of the community. I will ring the phone It's on, it's noisy over there, and I can't hear the phone call later."

Lin Xun put away his cell phone, put on his shoes and opened the door to go out.Lu Yuan pressed the button, and they stood in the bright stairwell waiting for the elevator to slowly ascend to the ninth floor.

Lu Yuan stood beside Lin Xun, facing the dusty elevator door and said, "What you wanted to say before, I'll listen to you when you come back." He turned to look at Lin Xun, and smiled helplessly. : "But you might be a little disappointed because no matter what you say, I only have one answer."

"No matter what you hide from me, it will not affect my love for you."

The elevator opened with a ding, just like the day when everything started, a brighter light illuminated Lu Yuan's face.Lin Xun looked at him, as if looking at a quietly burning flame.A touchable, warm fire that warms the day and night.

Lu Yuan blocked the elevator door, stretched out his hand to him and said, "Let's go."

It's too naive, let's forget it.Lin Xun thought so, but didn't say so.He held his hand, followed him into the elevator, and kissed him who bowed his head when the elevator was going down.