like a dog

Fu Rui left the auditorium, yawned and threw away the remaining half bucket of popcorn.Du Chuan threw the two 3D glasses into the box at the door, hooked his neck and said strangely: "Fu Rui, didn't you want to watch it? Why did you fall asleep halfway through?"

"Brother, broken... broken, broken neck!" Fu Rui rubbed his neck and grinned. He carried a twenty-pound machine for a day and put three plasters on his shoulders. He had never smelled so bad.

After get off work, he went to sit in Xiaoduchuan for a while, and chatted with Du Chuan a few times, so that both of them sat on the bar with melancholy faces.After a new movie was broadcast on the radio station, Fu Rui pulled Du Chuan and left.

It was close to eleven o'clock, and it was considered a midnight show. The filming was not very good, the production was rough and the plot was boring, and Fu Rui's eyelids were fighting.He had seen another version of "Back to the South" before, with a different name and a completely different story.

That day he bought a one-way ticket, sat in the first row and waited for four to ten minutes. There was no air-conditioning on the bus, and a pirated martial arts movie was played all the way. Leaning on the back of a dirty chair, I watched a lonely road with no turning back.

The whole film is filled with a depressing and stuffy atmosphere, which is more gray and gloomy than the air in the car.Near the end, the gray-clothed swordsman Jiang Wu buried his blood-stained long sword in the bamboo forest, untied the blood-soaked white gauze on his wrist, wrapped his eyes in circles, and the pursuers were a few feet behind him. There was a sound, and the young man looked up at the direction where the bird flapped its wings and feathers.

The screen is old and color cast, and the red is particularly dazzling. The swordsman's eyes are wrapped. It is reasonable to say that the eyes are the windows that can best express emotions, but this person managed the few minutes without any lines with only half of his face.Fu Rui squinted his eyes to read the cast list at the end of the film, and got off the car at Xinyang.

He was alone and had no luggage, wandered aimlessly for a day, even entered a few shops but was kicked out, simply changed the street, sat in front of the most elegantly decorated shop all night, and twisted his hands hard before the boss came out. Thighs, recalling that dazed, desperate and bitter smile, trying to squeeze tears and take a gamble.

Fortunately, he still has some acting skills that he learns and sells now, and Lao Jin also has a little extra kindness.

Lao Jin asked what his name was, and he sniffed while holding the cup of hot tea in his hand, and said his name was Jiang Wu.

"Oh, you've seen that version too. It's incomparable. The current directors are not as detailed as Wang Tuge was at that time. The selection of actors only depends on their popularity, but they probably want to care about it sometimes." I can’t control it.” Du Chuan’s movie didn’t go into it much, and he talked a lot. He remembered the director of the previous version, but he just couldn’t remember the name of the leading actor. "

"It's Yu Wen." Fu Rui said casually.At that time, there were a lot of video discs piled up in the small building of Lin Xun’s family, some of which were collected by his father Lin You, and some were not released after the video store was closed. Watch for an afternoon.But there is no time to ask about the acting, and Lao Jin has a few photos.

Fu Rui was still surprised at the time, until he helped Lin Xun carry his father's luggage that day, and watched him drag out a box of DVDs from under Lin You's bed, he realized that it was not missing, but was put away.

"That's right, Yu Wen, I liked him quite a bit at that time, and he played very well, but I didn't hear anything about him later. It was the same with a band I liked before, and it disbanded not long after I bought the album. I liked him and broke up with the other. My classmates dare not push me new songs." Du Chuan smiled and entered the elevator with Fu Rui, Fu Rui was still asleep after the movie ended, and when he woke him up, the aisle was empty and there were only the two of them left.After he pressed B1, Fu Rui pressed F1, Du Chuan turned around and asked, "Do you really need me to take you back?"

"It's nearby, and it's not a three-year-old kid, who lost it after walking all night?"

"That's right, a 30-year-old kid."

Fu Rui stepped on Du Chuan's foot and walked out of the elevator expressionlessly: "Let's go first, don't forget to contact me."

"Hey, wait a minute!" Du Chuan pressed the elevator door to stop Fu Rui, and frowned, "Are you really going to do that surgery?"

"Don't you say there is a connection? It's up to you." Fu Rui shrugged.

"It's up to me. You know how risky it is. Have you discussed it with others?" Du Chuan paused, then continued in a low voice, "Does Lin Xun know?"

"Didn't I discuss it with you?" Fu Rui said with a casual smile, "I haven't asked you anything, so just help me this time."

The elevator door had been blocked for a long time, and a warning beep sounded.Du Chuan glanced at Fu Rui, let go of his hands and stepped back, "Aren't you asking too much? How much wine did you ask for?"

"Why are you so stingy, I will pay you back in the future."

The elevator door closed, Fu Rui turned and left.He rubbed his neck and yawned again, his eyes dazzled with sleepiness.I haven't been to the cinema for a long time, and the one I bought was pushed aside, and my ears hurt from the shock.This "Back to the South" seems to express a word of heaven, the scene is grand, the content is dry, and the 3D is so dazzling that he fell asleep with his head tilted while eating popcorn.

The last time I watched a movie was with Lin Xun. There is no movie theater in Xiqiao Town. That day there was an open-air movie in the town square. There were a lot of mosquitoes. Zhong Yue took two seats for them. Lin Xun played ball with him in the playground of Xiqiao No. [-] Middle School Come here, the movie has already started, and the two of them stooped to the front bench and sat down.Seeing that Zhong Yue had been bitten a few times, Lin Xun took out cooling oil and rubbed it on him.

This little Omega is not generally timid, usually he doesn't talk much with his classmates, and even being close to the Alpha in the class would be so nervous that he would catch his breath.Lin Xun bent down to apply cool oil on him, the large black and blue birthmarks on his face seemed to be turning red, he timidly said teacher, I'm fine, Fu Rui covered his mouth and laughed.

He poked his shoulder and teased Mr. Dao Linxun, and I also bit a bun, please wipe it off.Lin Xun reached out to wipe his eyes.The two of them quarreled for a while, and were almost kicked out.

The cicadas were chirping loudly, the projector was operating mechanically not far away, black shadows of small mosquitoes were printed on the screen from time to time, Lin Xun whispered in his ear that the leading actor was in his birth year, and Fu Rui looked up to see that the leading actor was in the hail of bullets again. When she fell, the camera flickered across the unrestrained side of the underwear, laughing so hard that tears came out.

Fu Rui walked back downstairs to the apartment, patted his cheeks, and spread his hand was a tragic flat mosquito.

He clicked his tongue and shook his hands, passing by Song Yuan who was standing under the street lamp, without turning his head, he said, "I'm tired, don't bother me today."

"Madame wants to see you."

Fu Rui sneered without looking back: "If you are sick, go to the doctor, and if you want to see your son, go to Guan Shan. Don't drag me to the house."

"She wants to see you."

Fu Rui's footsteps paused, he had almost never seen Song Yuan have real emotions, if he might cut his chest open, he would only hit a dead stone.The tinge of weariness he exuded meant only one thing.She's really not doing well.

Fu Rui lowered his eyes, he remembered that Guan Shan disappeared in June, and his father Guan Han's funeral four years ago was also in June.

It's also June.

He walked towards the apartment building, and closed his eyes tiredly: "I changed my clothes, it smells like smoke."

A few minutes later, he locked the door and went downstairs to get into Song Yuan's car.

When he arrived at the mansion, the lights in the room were brightly lit. Fu Rui walked up the stairs and heard the crying, which was not hoarse and sharp, like a blunt knife grinding back and forth on the flesh, tearing open scars one after another.The air seemed to be crushed, and when he walked forward, it was mixed with ice slag and pierced into his eyes, making it sore and painful.

Fu Rui opened the door and went in. The room was in a mess, and the photos were scattered all over the floor.There are photos of Guan Shan as a child, as well as Guan Shan as an adult. His face was completely scratched, with uneven white marks piled up on it, and some of them even directly became a defect.

He stepped on the messy floor, squatted down in front of Zhou Wan, and said softly, "Mom, I'm here."

Zhou Wan raised her head in a daze, and the photo frame on her lap fell to the ground.She looked at Fu Rui with tears in her eyes, and touched his face with trembling hands, as if repeatedly confirming that it was indeed him.She looked into his eyes, and after a while she choked up and said, "Xiaoshan, is that you?"

"It's me, I'm back."

Fu Rui responded to her with a smile, being stroked by Zhou Wan's cold hand, he couldn't tell whether it was warm or cold.She was thinner than before, and she was also much older. Her long hair was loose and there were a few more strands of white hair.Time is not a panacea, sometimes it just pulsates in the old wounds, making the ulcers deeper and the pain heavier.

She hugged him tightly, just like she did many years ago.

When Song Yuan took him back that time, he thought he had no way out.Locked in the pitch-black confinement room, eyes and ears were in chaos, and he was curled up on the ground with a disheveled face.In just a few hours, it made him feel so desperate that he wanted to die.Suddenly the light came in, and he was hugged into a soft and warm embrace.

"Xiaoshan is fine, mom is here... I found you, mom found you." Zhou Wan hugged him, tears streaming down his neck.Fu Rui has never been hugged by anyone like this, with all his strength and tenderness.Guan Shan told him that his mother was very gentle.

Really tender.

He curled up in her arms and broke down crying, as if he had gained the shade he had never had before.Those few hours, that whole month, those 11 years of accumulated loneliness and pain, all turned into tears.He called her mother in a hoarse voice, a word he didn't dare to say in his dream, for fear that he would be sad when he woke up.

Those sorrows only made him weak, and he couldn't live by his weakness.

Guan Shan is like a soft sun, he originally thought maybe he could tell him some sad things, a little secret.For example, he dreamed of Uncle Fu a few days ago, and he gave him an address, where his parents lived, but he couldn't remember it.Another example is that he is actually a little afraid of heights, and wants to look brave in front of him, so he always leads him to climb to high places.

But after that day, his sun fell.

When he woke up, he found that he was no longer in the confinement room, and neither was Zhou Wan.Song Yuan came in and asked him some things, and also apologized to him, his humility and politeness seemed to be a different person.He conveyed the meaning of Guan Shan's father, hoping that he would stay here and temporarily play the role of Guan Shan to appease Zhou Wan.The Guan family will adopt him, and in the future there will be someone specially assigned to take care of his daily life, and everything will be done according to Guan Shan's standards.

"Stop joking, how can I stay here?" Fu Ruiqiang smiled and struggled to get off the bed.This is Guan Shan's home, not his.He just wanted to find him, not to replace him.

"I hope you can think about it again. This is the best choice for you. May I ask, do you know your physical condition?" Seeing that he was at a loss and did not speak, Song Yuan explained to him the estrus period and restraint in detail agent.

Generally speaking, Omega's first estrus will appear between the ages of 13 and 15. At that time, the body is basically fully differentiated and paves the way for the next growth and development.His estrus came too early, and he was not ready physically and mentally.

In this case, the inhibitor he can use is Type III, which is small in quantity and high in price on the market, and he has no way to obtain it on his own.Taking mismatched or other inferior inhibitors will not only put a heavy load on the regulatory system, but also produce a series of unpredictable side effects.

Generally speaking, the temporary mark can only last for a week, and the pheromone left by Guan Shan on him has not disappeared until now, which shows that the compatibility between them is very high.Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate.Although they are far apart, if they stay in the Guan family, the gap may be gradually narrowed.

They were already trying their best to find Guan Shan, a minor like him couldn't help in this matter.But in the matter of appeasing Zhou Wan, no one is more suitable except him.Zhou Wan and Guan Shan have a very good relationship. Since she regards him as Guan Shan, she will definitely treat him well.

Nothing but a small, permitted lie.

Song Yuan squatted down in front of the bed, Fu Rui was obviously shaking, he gently put down the last weight: "Stay here, when we find him, you can see him as soon as possible."

Fu Rui looked up at him, the room was so big and empty, it made him panic.But he smelled Guan Shan's scent, which lightly floated in the air, giving him gentle comfort.He was silent for a long time and finally let go: "I will stay. But I have a request. At other times, I will still be Fu Rui, and my name will not be changed."

He said in a muffled voice, "He picked it up for me. I like it very much. I want to keep it."

"can."

Song Yuan handed him several documents and taught him to sign them.Fu Rui finished signing crookedly, and asked worriedly: "He will come back, can you find him?"

"We will find him." Song Yuan took the pen and documents in his hand, "You rest here first, and someone will come and take you to clean up later."

"Clean up what?" Fu Rui looked at him blankly.

"It's nothing, it's just that you have too many scars on your body. My wife will feel distressed when she sees it. This is not good for her stable condition. Don't worry, it's not a big deal."

Fu Rui sat on the edge of the bed, watching Song Yuan close the door.He heard the slight sound of locking, and stood up unconsciously.He stood there in a daze for a while, and finally fell back on the bed.He lay down on the bed, cursed a jerk in a low voice, turned over and hugged the quilt tightly, and muffled a word about Guan Shan.

He thought Guan Shan would come back soon, but he didn't.

It's like they thought that Zhou Wan just mistook him for Guan Shan for a while, and everything will be fine when they find Guan Shan.But the fact is that Zhou Wan never recognized his little goodness again.

"They all thought I was sick and confused, just find someone, get some pheromones, and tell me he is Guan Shan. How can I not recognize my own child? I can recognize what my child has become Come out." Zhou Wan held Fu Rui's hand, choked up and talked about the past, some happened during the four years when Fu Rui stayed by her side, and some happened earlier.

Fu Rui listened with lowered eyes, touched her hand and told her not to be sad, he was here.He glanced at the half-closed door, Guan Shan was passing through the opposite corridor, Song Yuan was following him.His expression was the same as usual, cold and distant, like a living flesh.

Zhou Wan only had Fu Rui in her eyes, and didn't notice that another gaze fell on her from afar.

"That person can't laugh, he's cold, and his hands are full of injuries. For so many years, if you bump into something, your mother will know. How could it be like that, but I don't know at all?"

Guan Han and Zhou Wan had another child before, also named Guan Shan, but because of congenital deficiencies, he passed away within a few years.Zhou Wan was injured during childbirth, and Guan Shan was reunited after a few years of hard work.Guan Han originally named him Guan Ze, but Zhou Wan insisted on calling him Guan Shan, and in the end, she could only do so.

She cared for him with the love of pity for the two children, cared for him in every way, and gave everything she had.

Zhou Wan looked at Fu Rui and smiled with tears in her eyes: "Mom will protect you well and won't let anyone hurt you again." Years trampled on her heart and made her look haggard.But when a mother smiles at her child, she is always gentle and beautiful.

"No one wants to hurt me, am I fine?" Fu Rui comforted with a smile.

His guilt burnt away early in the morning.Whether Guan Shan hates him or hates him, this distortion is not caused by him alone, everyone is guilty.

Fu Rui wiped away her tears, Zhou Wan didn't cry anymore, but her eyes were still a little red and swollen.

"I thought I was going to lose you again, but you can still wake up... that's great, it's really... great." She touched his cheek and said with relief, "I've locked him up, He won't hurt you again."

Fu Rui's smile froze, and a chill ran from his spine to the top of his head.

He forced a smile: "What are you talking about, who did you lock up?"

Zhou Wan looked at him, as if looking at her weak and young child through his face.She murmured in a low voice: "My Xiaoshan hasn't woken up yet, so he should also stay in the dark."