like a dog

But the truth is, they sang one song after another on the small stage.

Love makes people blind, and Du Chuan was hit hard.Du Chuan, who is 1.9 meters tall, burst into tears when he heard it. He grabbed Fu Rui who was about to step off the stage, pushed him on the high stool, picked up the guitar and started playing the prelude to "May I Live Long".A lingering song, accompanied by Fu Rui's drunken singing and Lin Xun's sharp drumbeat, became a tragic scene of death.

After arguing for nearly an hour, Fu Rui was afraid of using too much force and stimulating Du Chuan to wipe his neck and commit suicide, so he and Lin Xun took him to the cubicle and chatted nonsense.Lin Xun hadn't been active for a long time, and his wrists were sore from the blow. Holding a glass of lemonade, he watched Fu Rui and Du Chuan shout toast with red eyes.The two lit up two cigarettes on the lighter, and the no-smoking sign erected on the table fell to the foot of the table early in the morning.

Lin Xun took the lighter that Fu Rui handed over, and lit the one between his fingers.His hands were still trembling, the fire was shining, he looked hot, but he didn't feel hot when he touched it, on the contrary, he timidly touched it, it was really going to burn him.

In front of Lu Yuan, he rarely lit a cigarette.If it is to set an example, he is not bad for this bad habit, if it is because he is afraid of preaching, he doesn't care about his preaching.He couldn't say exactly why.

Du Chuan told the story of the night when he watched from the sidelines.Most people still wear that layer of skin during the day, but most of them take it off at night, as if at night, they have a concealed body that can say anything and shed any tears.There were also those who threw wine glasses, and there were also those who scolded and screamed, but most of them were mourning on their own, weeping in the dim light.Warm love and ambiguous kisses also take place here, but the happy and romantic ones, when narrated, always appear to be lacking in color before those sad faces.

Du Chuan picked up bizarre and twisted stories and said that Fu Rui exchanged the stories of his ex-boyfriends.Lin Xun had nothing to exchange, so he just listened quietly and said a few words occasionally, and they didn't leave until eleven o'clock.

All the storefronts on the street were locked, with a row of closed doors, and only the street lamps were palely on.Fu Rui squatted on the sidewalk hugging the tree and vomited, Lin Xun handed over a bottle of mineral water, he rinsed his mouth, and poured the rest on his face, so he could open his eyes and see a face without double shadows up.

"Ah Xun, why am I already thirty? I'm going to become a younger old man." Fu Rui was stunned, and after listening to the example of hating time and good fortune all night, he began to feel sad.

"Don't think about it, you are in your prime." Lin Xun shook out a tissue and threw it on his face.

"That's right, that's right, my charm is boundless. I don't look like you, my heart is like a dead tree." Fu Rui rubbed it indiscriminately, he paused, and suddenly changed the topic eight hundred miles away, "Xiujiang is going to build The dam is over, it’s the Xiujiang River on the Anchi side.”

"I know." Lin Xun replied.

"You know?" Fu Rui turned his head to look at Lin Xun, his chest was soaked, and he looked like a dog in water.

"You just said that." Lin Xun said.

"Oh. Xiqiao Town is also within the scope of relocation, did you know?" Fu Rui said softly, only looking across the street, not at Lin Xun, his voice lowered all the way, "The construction will start next month, It will all be cleared within two weeks at the latest. There will be no more West Bridge after that, do you want to go back and have a look..." As he spoke, Fu Rui swallowed the last words vaguely up.

Lin Xun didn't respond, he got up and lit another cigarette under the street lamp.Lin Xun smokes, but he is not addicted to it. He occasionally lights it up, and it's done.He only held the cigarette between his fingers, and it was almost burned up to his knuckles, so he took a slow breath.

"Don't go." He lowered his head and shook the cigarette, the light shone on him from top to bottom, and the dust floating in the air could not hide under the light, turning heavily on his shoulders, "At that time I haven’t seen it, and there’s no need to see it now.”

Fu Rui thought, if he had a straight face, he would be able to tease him to relax his shoulders without fear of death. Now he is smiling like this, but he hit him with a sap, causing his heart to be full of holes.

Lin Xun put out the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.In the street at night, the silence is like a solidified jelly, and the music of Xiaoduchuan is vaguely enveloped in it, whining hoarsely like a trapped animal.The whole street was silent, and it was the only one still struggling, struggling to break free under the heavy weight of the falling curtain.Both Lin Xun and Fu Rui stopped talking.

A car approached from a distance, breaking the frozen silence.

It came to a slow stop on the side of the street, its body black, its windows dark, its engine still humming.Lin Xun, who was standing on the side of the street, took a step back vigilantly, but Fu Rui jumped up and threw him a bunch of keys.

"The car I ordered has arrived! My car is parked at the back door of the shop, you drive back first, thank you, thank you! Let's go first!" Fu Rui's voice was loud, as if he wasn't the one who was depressed just now.He opened the door, got into the car, closed the door, and walked away in one go.

Lin Xun looked at the car keys in his palm and said with a wry smile, "Which car is yours..."

He turned around and walked towards the back alley of Xiaoduchuan.Fortunately, there were only three or two cars parked, so it didn't take much effort to find them.Fu Rui's car is an automatic transmission. He hasn't sat in the cab for a long time, so he adjusted the seat.The air conditioner in the car is preset at 18°C. The two of them have this bad habit, and they don't know who learned from the other.

There is a small bottle of perfume in the air outlet, the smell is vulgar, not like Fu Rui's taste, he prefers fruity fragrance, this is probably the masterpiece of the little executive he laughed at earlier.Fu Rui disliked that person's bad taste, but he kept the things he gave him well.

Fu Rui is such a person, it looks full, but it is actually empty.After getting a little good, I can't wait to stick it on my heart to warm up for ten days and a half months.Most of the feelings are not long-lasting, but he still has to jump in with all his brains, love for a while, long or short, and wrap those fragments of love tightly around his body, so that he is invulnerable.

Lin Xun called Fu Rui and told him that the car was found, but the bell rang under his seat.Lin Xun took it out and saw that the disheveled one was Fu Rui's cell phone.It was as if mud had poured in from outside, making his shoulders and back damp and heavy.

Lin Xun pushed open the car door and ran out of the alley. The street was empty. Du Chuan sat cross-legged on the sidewalk, looking at his little Du Chuan as if looking at his lover.Seeing Lin Xun running out, he waved to him drunkenly.

"Boss, did you call a car for Fu Rui just now?" Lin Xun asked with his knees propped up.

"Fu Rui? Xiao Rui...Ah, Xiao Rui, no, no. I didn't let him go...Where am I...I'm not willing to send him away." He waved his hands again and again, his eyes were still blood red, smelling of alcohol, and said In the end, it was obviously not about Fu Rui.

Lin Xun knelt down, and Du Chuan was taken aback. He helped him and said what's wrong, what's wrong, you can't stand without drinking.Lin Xun shook his head and said it was all right, and smiled reluctantly.He held two mobile phones and a car key, but his hands were empty and he couldn't hold anything.

Fu Rui leaned on the back seat and had already driven a long way.He hummed that tune softly, and Du Chuan pulled him to sing that tune over and over again tonight.In this vehicle where everyone else was sitting upright, the floating tune was extremely weird.He only hummed to the middle, and stopped singing.I got rhinitis a few years ago, good and bad, my sense of smell has become extremely poor, and ordinary smells have become light, let alone pheromones.But the smell in the car was disgustingly familiar, the man's smell remained in the confined space, gouging out his nasal cavity with a knife.

"Mr. Fu, please fasten your seat belt."

Fu Rui closed his eyes, thinking that he was deaf.Lin Xun probably already went back, and I don't know if he saw anything.When he saw this car, his first thought was to turn around and run away, but if he made an agreement, he should keep his word.He jumped into the car quickly, fearing that Lin Xun would see through him if he hesitated a bit.With his little psychological endurance, he guessed how much he would be stimulated and fell to the ground.

Unlike him, he got used to it after receiving it.

"The next time I appear in front of him, I'll stick the pen in your pocket up your throat." Fu Rui's eyes were cold, but the contents of his stomach had been vomited. The man fastened his seat belt.

"It's fine if you think it's suitable." Song Yuan smiled stylized, "But according to the forecast, your estrus period is coming, and you need to manage it. Please cooperate."

Nausea, nausea, every word made him sick.Thinking of a group of people watching him specially, and inferring that his estrus period is accurate to the minute, he felt chills all over his body.No matter how long he knew this kind of thing, he couldn't get used to it.

Song Yuan signaled him to stretch out his hand, and Fu Rui watched him push a tube of injection into the blood vessel.It's a little dangerous to do this in a moving vehicle, but Song Yuan's hands are very steady, and Fu Rui doesn't mind a bump and a hole in his arm.But it would be even better if a bump pierced the man's throat.

"Inhibitors don't work for me. He thought of something else." Fu Rui pressed his arm and leaned against the car window.

"You misunderstood, it's just a hangover."

"Anti-alcoholic?" Fu Rui glared at him violently, the anti-alcoholic still needs to be pricked, maybe he is not ordinary sick.

"The injection works quickly. What the gentleman means is that all efficiency comes first."

"Fuck him to death." Fu Rui gritted his teeth and cursed, but he became more and more dizzy, unreliably about to fall forward, and he barely fell down because of the safety belt.He grabbed Song Yuan with his backhand, and the other party's expression was completely flawless, smiling like a mask, "You...you call this hangover?"

"The main function is to hangover, and it also has a sedative component." Fu Rui's hands had already started to tremble, and he could only force himself not to fall asleep. Song Yuan continued, "Your work and rest have been irregular these days and you need to rest. This is for you For the sake of your health, please understand."

Fu Rui's vision became more and more dim, to get rid of his understanding, to understand why the hell you didn't stab yourself.

He grasped Song Yuan's sleeve feebly, and the cuffs of his straight suit were wrinkled.But he couldn't drag him into this darkness together, he could only sink infinitely alone.

Lin Xun parked the car downstairs in the apartment, turned on the air conditioner and let off some smoke and alcohol.Before getting out of the car, he stuffed Fu Rui's cell phone back under the seat, it got a little hot after holding it for a long time.

He pressed the elevator and stood there for a long time without any sound, only to realize that not only the elevator, but also the voice control lights were not on.Lin Xun remembered that he had received a power outage notification for the property maintenance circuit earlier, but he didn't notice that it was today, so he could only use his mobile phone to illuminate the stairwell.When I reached the third floor, my phone ran out of battery.

There seemed to be no end to the stairs, and a thick fog of darkness was in front of his eyes, which could not be opened or illuminated.The moonlight was intercepted behind heavy clouds, Lin Xun walked with difficulty while touching the wall, the white wall seemed to be shaking.He stood still stiffly, and realized that it was his hands shaking.

In the endless darkness, only the signs of the safe passage are slightly lit, and the dark green is as dim as a dying eye.But these lights are far from enough.

Lin Xun couldn't lift his knees, as if he was being pressed by a huge boulder, and his ankles seemed to be locked with shackles, and he was dragged into the dark and narrow room again.He broke free from these suffocating nightmares, grabbed the handrails and fled upstairs, searching and searching, and he could always hear the sound of the chains dragging on the concrete floor, like a snake spitting out a letter, and venom oozing from its fangs.

The nihilistic demon followed closely behind him, raised his sharp knife, and the wind of fear penetrated through every hole, drilling into his neckline, sleeves, every bone, and every blood vessel.

The stairwell with no other residents was like a huge prison. Lin Xun knelt down on the platform of a certain floor panting, like being washed up on an isolated island by wind and waves. I don’t know which floor it is and how far away from home Far, just as if it will never arrive.He has always been such an ant, who can't do anything, can't do anything.He curled up on the ground and couldn't move anymore.

Lin Xun...

Lin Xun closed his eyes, as if someone called his name, but he didn't want to open them, the endless darkness would swallow him whole.Since it was all pitch black, he chose the darkness he could control.

Don't wake up again, wait a few hours for the daylight to come and everything will be fine.

"Lin Xun!"

Lin Xun heard clearly this time, someone was calling him.With trembling hands, he touched the soft fabric and strong arms.He plunged into the water source like a dying person, and hugged Lu Yuan tightly, and the tears couldn't stop as soon as he relaxed his clenched teeth.

"I'm here, I'm here." Lu Yuan stroked Lin Xun's back, letting him cry hoarsely, "I'll take you home, Lin Xun, take you home."

Lu Yuan carried him upstairs, walking much slower than usual.It's not that he can't hold him, it's just that Lin Xun's whole body is covered in cold sweat and trembling. Holding him is like holding a piece of ice. Afraid of heat and his hands knocking on him, his steps slow unconsciously.

The candle flames in the room were dimly lit, Lu Yuan went straight to the bedroom, and carefully put Lin Xun down on the bed.Lin Xun wiped his face indiscriminately, and said thank you in a rough voice.He pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled to ease the embarrassment, but his smile was uglier than crying.

Lu Yuan hugged him from behind, Lin Xun pushed him away and said, "It's okay, let me go."

"Don't move." Lu Yuan didn't let go of him, and whispered behind his ear, "You smell, I'll get rid of it first."

"Huh?" Lin Xun cried just now, but his voice still sounded wet and nasal.He cleared his throat in embarrassment, and said in a steady voice, "Is it the smell of cigarettes?"

Lu Yuan hugged Lin Xun even tighter, and there was no emotion in his words.

"It's the smell of pheromones, the kind that Alpha uses for temporary marking."

"how is this possible?"

Lin Xun felt a chill down his spine.When and where? It is difficult for Alpha's smell to linger on Beta's body. If it does, it must have been in contact with pheromone for a long time, and it won't last long.It's still there, that was not so long ago.It’s fine if it’s just an ordinary smell, the meaning of a temporary mark is too explicit.Unintentionally being poked by someone, it only made people feel chills all over.

Lin Xun turned to look at Lu Yuan, but felt a pain in the back of his neck. He struggled to escape but was grabbed by his hand.

"I said, don't move." Lu Yuan was irritated by the smell, and his voice became cold unconsciously.He bit Lin Xun's back of the neck again, knowing that it was useless, but he was upset and couldn't care less.

He found him in the stairwell, huddled in a ball, the air was filled with nothing but sweat and cold, that maddening smell.

Lin Xun's body was covered with other people's smell, which made him extremely disgusted.It was like countless thorns pierced into his skin, as if mocking him.

If you can't stay, I will.

He suppressed the rage that was about to be torn apart, suppressed the pain that was swelling, softly comforted him, hugged him as gently as possible, and led him back to the room that had been divided into his territory.But it didn't work, those smells seemed to have taken root in him.He bit the back of his neck, desperate for a spot where he could mark quickly, even if temporarily.

But Beta has no glands, so he can only hear Lin Xun's trembling cry of pain. His smell is the same as before, and it quickly dissipates from him, but the smell is firmly adhered and cannot be eliminated.

"Don't, Lu... Lu Yuan, it hurts..."

Lin Xun couldn't escape, trembling with pain, he probably guessed what he wanted to do, but it was impossible.No matter how he thought about it, it was impossible.

The back of his neck was wet, but it wasn't blood. As soon as his blood came out, Lu Yuan licked it dry.Lu Yuan hugged him and buried his head in the last bite mark, this trembling kiss made him hurt.

"Lin Xun, I can't get rid of it."

His depression weighed dumbly on him, but he couldn't promise him anything.But even if he bites him bloody, he still wants to pamper him.Maybe stroke his bowed head, if his hands could move.

Lin Xun thought of what Fu Rui said, is this a kind of love?But the pain from the bite marks on the back of his neck made him unable to think about it.

He said in a hoarse voice: "Then, wait for it to disperse, then just wait..."

"Lin Xun..."

Lu Yuan put his arms around him and called his name softly, but his hand went all the way down, groping in from his back waist.Lin Xun's heart turned cold, and he struggled: "Lu Yuan, what are you doing..."

Lu Yuan covered his mouth, and he whispered, "Lin Xun, let's try another method."