like a dog

Lu Yuan moved in the next afternoon.

When Lu Yuan came over, he didn't bring much luggage, and it was over after only two hours of packing.Lin Xun let him live in the second bedroom, which was only used by him as a storage room before. Lu Yuan often cleaned it up when he was doing housekeeping, and now there are only a few boxes, large and small, stacked in the corner.The bed is already there, and there is also a bathroom, but it has been locked for a few years, not to mention the mess, and most of the water pipes are broken. Lu Yuan devoted himself to repairing it for a few days, but it still can't be used. I asked Lin Xun, so I shared the bathroom for the time being. .

In those few days, Lin Xun looked at the water glass next to the water glass, the towel under the towel, and the razor opposite the razor.But that only lasted a week.

Lu Yuan repaired the bathroom, and those brand new things disappeared from his bathroom.

In the afternoon, Lin Xun revised the manuscript in his study room, turned on the 18°C ​​air conditioner, and spent the winter in the summer wrapped in a light gray cashmere blanket.Before going out, Lu Yuan made him a cup of coffee with half sugar and brought it in. He was wearing short sleeves and almost sneezed.

Lu Yuan folded his arms and went out with his neck shrunk: "Teacher, it's too cold here. I'm afraid you will get cold legs after doing this."

Lin Xun thought that what he said seemed reasonable, so he wrapped his legs tighter and continued to work.This afternoon, Fu Rui was possessed by something, and sent five or six text messages in a row.Lin Xun ignored him and put the phone on the corner of the table far away.Fu Rui switched to the phone, and Lin Xun only answered the call on the fourth call.

"Hey……"

"Lin Xun, you're going to die! Don't answer a text message or answer a phone call?" Fu Rui panicked when he heard him say hello feebly, making himself look like a debt collector. "So busy, writing a book again? Is anyone reading it?" Can you give me a little love? Just a little, okay?"

Lin Xun's book did not sell well.You may not be able to find it in the bookstore. It is estimated that one and a half volumes of dust can be found in the corner of the bookshelf where the clerk puts the ladder.However, he changed his pen name and publishing house every once in a while, and it's normal that he couldn't accumulate popularity.

But above all he writes uninterestingly.The characters in his works are either flat and without waves, or continue to sink without hope.If you are in love, you will be together quietly, and there are not a few love words, but there are many ways to describe the impermanence of life.If it is miserable, it is always miserable, and there is no light at all.If it is a crime, there is no subtle technique, and there is no bizarre reason. It is just because of idle suspicion, killing innocuous people, fleeing in embarrassment, and dying quietly.

There are no ups and downs so that people can't bear to ask a question after reading it, that's it?it's over?

Yes, that's it, gone.

"not good."

"Inhumane. Didn't you want to see me a few days ago?" Fu Rui wished he could reach out and drag this die-hard guy away from the microphone, "Why did I take the initiative? You are so cold, I'm going to hang myself downstairs in your house , If you don’t believe me, open the curtains and take a look, go and have a look.”

Lin Xun walked to the window, but he didn't see a single person, only the shadows of the trees and the red sun: "Where are you?"

Fu Rui said in deep pain: "Ah Xun, did you see that this is your wasted time. You haven't left the community for months? Your bones are going to be moldy, right? You have already taken the first step towards health and happiness." Let’s take a few more steps until we reach Xiaoduchuan, shall we?”

"..."

Lin Xun went out anyway.Fu Rui's mouth is broken, but he is so persistent, he thinks he really wants to see him.He changed his clothes, took out a pair of shoes from the shoe cabinet, shook them but there was no dust, unexpectedly they were clean.He knelt down and glanced at each pair.

This guy……

Lin Xun couldn't help laughing.

Fu Rui called a taxi for him, and the car's air conditioner was lukewarm. Fortunately, it was getting closer to dusk, and it wasn't so stuffy.He leaned on the seat and closed his eyes to rest, when Fu Rui called again.

"Where have you been? Don't tell me you're in bed."

"I'm in the car, it's not so contradictory." Huo Shaoyun coolly burned the trees into crimson, a bus passed by, this was the first car Lin Xun saw on this road.

"Why not? I'm really afraid that you won't come, and I have to commit suicide to arrest you."

"No, disturbing the people."

"Is there any people in your broken land to disturb?"

The electronic screen on the back of the seat in the front row finished playing an unknown small advertisement, followed by an unknown TV series.The woman's face is rigid, facial, and tears are flowing, but only tears.The man's love words are one after another, the music is sensational, and it is easy to deceive people to tears.

"...What can I do? Xiao, I can't find you in the crowd, you should show up quickly, I just want to see you soon..."

This line is too familiar.Lin Xun sat up straight, staring at the face on the narrow screen and listening carefully.

The man continued talking, the single close-up shot, only the snowflakes falling on his shoulders changed: "As long as you appear, I can't breathe, my heart will be broken, and the air will be sucked dry by you..."

This section is an intercepted clip, after a triple-filtered stop frame, the next clip is switched.

Lin Xun was still in a daze, but after realizing it, he couldn't help but want to laugh, and remembered his blushing at that time, thinking about it now, it was more like the nervousness of forgetting words and the guilty conscience of lying.Is it difficult to frankly admit that there is no one you like?Or is it that people like to pretend to be experienced.

"This little liar..." Lin Xun thought this way, and said it casually, he didn't blame much, and pampered him more, but he didn't realize it.

Fu Rui thought he was talking about him, and raised his voice: "Huh? Where do I have it? No one likes me anymore, Lin Xun. Just break up with that little supervisor, and no one will be together for three or four months."

"It's not you, I didn't mention you."

"Ah? Who? Such a heartless person, defrauding widowed and lonely old people."

"Just a kid."

"Farewell, your description made me get goosebumps. Is it Xiao Lu? What have you provoked? What are you thinking about him? If you lie to you, you still have to talk about it, be careful." Fu Rui Roll your eyes.

"He lives with me now."

Fu Rui was still nagging, but when he heard this sentence, his tongue was tied up, and it was still not easy to smooth it out, so he said stiffly: "... huh?"

"He moved into my house."

Lin Xun changed the term, but the meaning was still the same.Fu Rui tossed these words back and forth, thinking about it, and this is what Lin Xun said.He didn't hear wrong, nor did he misunderstand.

"Don't be joking, if you want me to believe that you lived with him, it's better to let me believe that you lived with him hahahahaha!" Fu Rui shrank into a ball with a smile, he doesn't know what kind of personality Lin Xun has?Cavemen, cave dwelling animals.Agreeing to live with someone is out of the question.

During that New Year's Eve, he carried a bag of beer on a whim, and ran to Lin Xun's place to nest up all night, chatting, drinking and watching movies.Lin Xun was so drunk that he wanted to help him back home with his last will, and the two of them wobbled and fell to the door, sleeping in a distorted state until dawn, with a stiff neck and pain for two days.He was almost out of breath from laughing, but Lin Xun was quiet and didn't reply a word.

"I'm going to die," Fu Rui gasped, "Lin Xun, you beast..."

"I didn't..." Lin Xun had a headache. He didn't know what kind of whimsical picture this person had in mind, but let him go. How can there be such a beast, and it is also a model of a beast.

"Don't quibble, don't quibble! Come here quickly, I want to seriously interview you about your mental journey. Don't say anything more now, I will interrogate you face to face. Hang up first, Xiao Duchuan, don't run away, wait looking at you!"

Holding the phone, Lin Xun let out a long sigh.

When he arrived at Xiaoduchuan, Fu Rui fished him into the cubicle.Fu Rui's eyes are pitch-black, and the corners of his eyes are curved when he usually smiles, which is very seductive. If Lin Xun was said to be the type that is difficult to be seen, he is the type that can be spotted at a glance.But at this moment, he was vicious. After asking Lin Xun all the details, Fu Rui just stared at him, as if he wanted to burn a hole in his body to see if the soul was still inside. Don't give it to him. It's better to drop the bag.

"Don't condemn me." Lin Xun leaned on the couch and drank a glass of lemonade.

"I want to kill you right now, what do you think? It's so easy to be serious at this age." Now Fu Rui has a headache, the kind of headache that burns his brows, but Lin Xun's stagnant water doesn't bubble up.

"I made it clear to him, Lu Yuan can tell the difference."

"Excuse me, have you ever been in love?"

"No."

"Isn't that enough?" Fu Rui felt suffocated in his chest, wishing he could beat Lin Xun to the ground, counting whether his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys are still intact, how can he be a good person, as if he has no heart, "You If you don't like him, you don't like him, if you like him, you like him, what's the matter..."

"I like him."

Fu Rui sighed: "Which point? There must be a reason, right?"

Lin Xun stroked the wall of the cup, it was clear blue, filled with cold water.Lemonade, he likes it too.

"I love the fact that he's by my side."

"Promise me, ten thousand, ten thousand, if he asks you this, don't say what you just answered me." Fu Rui raised his hands in surrender, killing people invisible, but he is like this. It means yes, the difference is just that you are there, "Just remember it well, don't talk about it."

"He has already asked."

At that time he was still holding him, and when he asked him this question, Lin Xun was very tired, so he answered casually.Lu Yuan's shoulders were broad and warm. He listened to him and fell asleep unconsciously.I don't quite remember what Lu Yuan said.

Lin Xun frowned and looked at Fu Rui, "I said the same thing."

"Oh. Then, let's do it like this." Fu Rui sighed, "It's good that you haven't been in love. After so many years, if you really want to hurt this one, it's the gospel of the world. I'm really happy for you."

He laughed again: "But it's okay, an Alpha is destined not to last long. You will cause trouble first, and after the trouble is over, it's easy to get together and leave. Some people look docile and will bite people."

"Ah."

Lin Xun touched his knuckles and thought, of course he can bite.

Across a curtain, Xiaoduchuan's song started to sing again. It's been a long time since I came, and the singer didn't know him anymore.It's just that the female voice with a husky voice sang inaccurate English in a low voice, but she was full of emotions, pouring bowl after bowl lazily.In the past, at this moment, it is easiest to take advantage of the void.

"Boss doesn't play drums very well today." Lin Xun fell back on the seat, a lamp flickered dimly, feeling sour in a trance, Fu Rui poured another glass of red square, the ice cubes melted quickly, and the whole is broken.

"He broke up in love last month. The person who came to listen to his singing and playing drums every day got married and went back to Anchi, [-] kilometers away. He will never come again. He hugged me and cried that night, saying that he hadn't had time to confess, I vomited after crying, and drank again after vomiting, which made my arms full of tears and snot. I took advantage of the opportunity to scam him for three bottles of wine. Useless guy, what you don’t say is a fart. What’s the use of tears afterwards. Fu Rui cursed bitterly, holding the wine glass and shaking his index finger to smile at Lin Xun, "Ah Xun, the whole world is falling in love, and you are the only one who is going to fall in love."

"I'm not in love."

"What you say is what you say. When you say that you believe it, it is true. Don't always think about being lazy, how can you be lazy in your feelings. Think of it as a weed? It grows inch by inch. Block it every day, be careful One day, my intestines will be blocked and my stomach will be rotten."

Fu Rui looked at Lin Xun who was reclining on the sofa bench, his face seemed to be the same as in previous years, but his words were less, his emotions were less, and his energy seemed to be exhausted all day, and he was in high spirits. Finally disappeared.He drank the wine, slightly burning his throat, but his stomach was still cold.

After the female voice sang, the ending was coming to an end, and the drums were beating softly. Fu Rui picked Lin Xun from the chair, his face was flushed with alcohol, and his cheeks were flushed. "Let's go, go and sing "He Rijun Comes Again", you've taken Du Chuan's position. Let's be more sensational, we'd better sing that idiot to tears, and then get a free bill."

"Which version?" Lin Xun smiled, as if he was back in the summer vacation of his second year of high school. He skipped extra classes at school, climbed over the fence, ran across the street, and rushed into Wuchuan sweating profusely. Fu Rui laughed and said he was so slow Just waiting for you, he threw down his backpack and took the drum stick in his hand, like receiving a handful of brilliant morning wind.When I was in my junior year, the whole street was bulldozed and re-planned, and the signboard of Wuchuan was removed and could not be put up again.

Two years ago, Fu Rui touched Xiao Duchuan in the streets and alleys. The decoration style was exactly the same as that of Wuchuan at that time, and even the boss wore pigtails.What was originally thought to be irreplaceable is replaceable.

He and Lin Xun set up camp here and often came to eat and drink.After getting acquainted with the boss Du Chuan, he started cheating on food and drink.

"My version."

Fu Rui opened the curtain, and the flowing dark blue and light red enveloped his face, dyeing his smiling eyes also red.