Did you hear that I love you too

It is difficult for Yi Chu to maintain the so-called friendship, and it is even more difficult for Lin Yi.

For so many years, Yi Chu has always regarded him as the person he loves. If you want to love and cherish the person for life, you don’t have to tell that person. As long as you like him silently in your heart, it’s fine. Now you want to turn your lover into an ordinary friend. It’s bloody. Cut off the heart, no one can accept it.

For so many years, I have kept it in the deepest part of my heart, unwilling to tell anyone, looking forward to the result, but afraid of the result.

These days, their relationship was the warmest and most harmonious. Yi Chu thought that Lin Yihui knew what he was thinking, but in the end, the result was the same as expected, and it was worse than imagined.

Yi Chu thought that he would at least try to find himself these years, but in the end he never thought that this kind of blow was more painful than not liking him.

The word "friend" is so ironic, so ironic that I can't speak, I can't bear to be harsh, I don't know who said it, he is sad, sad, and distraught.

However, facing this face again, carefully saying "be friends", it is difficult to say "good", you can't do it harshly, you can only accept it calmly.

After leaving the community, Lin Yi still decided not to go to the hospital with him. Yi Chu couldn't ask for anything, and just repeated what he said before: "You don't have to care about my feelings, don't wrong yourself."

Lin Yi was ashamed to say it once.

When they got to the side of the road, they staggered a few meters away, as if they were passers-by waiting for their own cars to pass by.

When Yi Chu was about to get in the car, Lin Yi suddenly asked: "Yi Chu, since when did you like me?"

Asking people don't know if they have a heart, and hearing people are extremely embarrassed.

Yi Chu said casually: "More than a month." After speaking, he hurriedly got into the car and left.

For some reason, Lin Yi heaved a sigh of relief, fortunately, it didn't take long, and the sadness wouldn't last too long, so he felt better.

Separated from each other, Lin Yi sat on the side of the road and let go for a while to drive.

While waiting for the traffic light, I received a WeChat message from Yi Chu. "Thank you."

Lin Yi didn't know what he was thanking, no matter what Yi Chu was thanking, it wasn't him who should say thank you, but himself.

For so many years, so many days, a thank you is not enough to express my inner thoughts.

You thank me, I thank you, life is so divided that it seems to be separated.

Lin stopped the car at the intersection, wrote a long paragraph and sent it.

"Too many things have happened over the years, I have changed a long time ago, but you always treat me as good as I thought, as good as when I was in school. I really want to go back to the past and be carefree, but people can only look forward , can’t always recall the past. Yi Chu, you are too closed, you should go out and have a look, there are many very good people in this world, they are better than me, better than me, more attractive than me. I I’ve always been ignorant of good and bad, blind, I didn’t cherish it before, and I don’t cherish it now, and you can blame me or scold me, I’ll accept it.”

Twenty minutes after sending the message, Yi Chu replied with three words, "You didn't."

Nothing is unknown.

I really want to see him right now.

As soon as Lin leaned on the back of the car, he called and answered, "Which hospital are you in? I'll go see you."

Sticking to the phone, you can feel Yi Chu's breathing: "Don't come here."

Lin Yidao: "How are you now?"

Yi Chu said: "Okay."

Lin Yi said "Hmm" and hung up the phone.

Lin Yi had already smelled enough of the smell in the hospital back then. After returning to China, he became seriously ill. He was alone in the hospital for almost a month. During that time, he dared not let his friends know. Even Xiao Zhou is an ordinary friend.

I went through the hospitalization procedures, paid for the injections, and called the nurse. According to my 20-year-old age at the time, I could attract a group of admirers with my good looks. During that time, I was decadent, weak in body, poor in appetite, hardly had any food, and my appearance changed.

Seeing that he was too young, the nurses at the hospital took the initiative to invite a nurse to take care of him for a few hours. They would buy some for him during the usual meals and survived the hospitalization.

After being discharged from the hospital, Lin Yi sold the house with debts on his back. This city is where he grew up from birth to childhood. He has youth, memories, and childhood. Every place is familiar, but suddenly it is like a nightmare in an ice cave and he just wants to escape immediately. .

Later, I met Xiao Zhou in Shanghai and took over the affairs of the factory.

Dizzy, five or six years have passed.

Whether you love or not, whether you care or not, you are indifferent. You just want to survive in this world with no one to rely on, and have a sky of your own.

As soon as Lin got to know Yi Chu, he could do everything to the best and he would be fine in the hospital.What's more, he has been used to being independent since he was a child. He used to think that this person is unreasonable and always likes to reject people thousands of miles away. Only after this encounter did he realize that people who are no longer used to it still don't like loneliness.

After thinking about it for a few days, Lin Yi decided to go to the hospital to see him.

The phone still doesn't work.

Not to mention the ward, which hospital is not known yet.

The only way is to wait in his community for a day and a night. Luck will not always be there.

The last time we met by chance, this time it was not good.

All of a sudden, this person has never been in my life these days.

Lin Yi's life has returned to its previous calm, dull, uninterested life, and he continues to work hard for a better life in the future.

Only I know best, that kind of wanton thoughts pass through the whole body through the blood.

It is no longer possible to force it down.

He can't tell whether it's liking or love. Every Friday and Saturday, he looks forward to an unexpected encounter. Since Thursday, he has fantasized about what he would say if Yi Chu came over tomorrow, nervous and trembling.

Until one weekend, under a clear sky, Lin Yi was wearing a black overalls, sitting lazily on the ground to rest, when his cell phone rang.

When I saw his name, my palms sweated instantly.

Yi Chu: "Are you alone on Mid-Autumn Festival?"

The sound is like a feather, gliding over the tip of my heart.

Lin Yi was so excited that he almost cried, suppressing his throbbing nerves: "Yi Chu, are you home? I want to see you."

Yi Chu's voice was faint, maybe he felt happy: "Yes, you come."

Lin Yi immediately took off his work clothes, took a quick shower, changed into new clothes and drove over.

Halfway there, Louis Chu sent a WeChat message, "Just open the door and come in when you arrive."

Lin Yi was so excited that he wanted to fly to his side immediately.

He thought it over, Yi Chu has a dignified character, and he will never forget the previous suspicions, and he must cling to him like he did when he was in school. As long as he clings, he will soften his heart, and if his heart is soft, he can be tied together and never separated.

When he got home, Lin Yi still knocked on the door like a gentleman.

Lin Yi fantasized about Yi Chu's various expressions, but he didn't expect it to be a little smile after opening the door.

I laughed so hard that my heart was drunk.

Lin was a little dumbfounded when he saw it, and said stupidly: "Why are you so happy?"

Yi Chu said: "I'm glad to see you."

Lin Yi: "From then on, can I come to you every day?"

Unexpectedly, Yi Chu nodded.

Seeing him like this, Lin Yi didn't know how happy he was, he closed the door casually, patted his head and said, "Oh, I forgot to buy something for you. Come on, are you feeling better?"

It is indeed necessary to fight, every time Yi Chu only needs to visit him, it is like moving house, there are too many things to eat.

Yi Chu didn't care at all and chuckled lightly, "It's been done long ago."

He pointed to the table: "I bought some mooncakes, you can try them."

"I'll buy mooncakes anytime now." Lin Yi took a bite, feeling tired of the sweetness.

Enduring the sweetness, he finished eating and walked to Yi Chu's side, the study room.

He was wearing home clothes, the lamp on the desk was turned on, and he was reading a book very seriously, and he didn't even notice that Lin Yi walked behind him.

Yi Chu pen wrote and looked up at Lin Yi: "Are you hungry? If you are hungry, there is something to eat in the refrigerator."

As soon as Lin saw his bookish appearance, he couldn't help wanting to bully him, and he liked this appearance very much, so he deliberately said, "I'll eat it if you make it for me."

Yi Chu kept smiling: "I don't have time to cook for you today."

In fact, Lin Yi hasn't had a good meal since noon, and when he saw Yi Chu today, the relationship felt back to before, and he was so happy.

Lin Yidao: "Why don't you read a book, and I'll help you make whatever you want to eat."

Yi Chu shook his head: "No, don't you have something else to do? You can go back early after sitting for a while."

Lin Yilai leaned on the chair next to him and said, "I won't leave, you can go to work tomorrow, I'll wait for you at home and you'll be fine."

Yi Chu's pen paused, and then continued to write: "Are you not working?"

Lin Yi crossed his legs and said: "Didn't you recruit a few people that time? There are 2 people left, one is good, and he has already started. The big boss of the family goes abroad every day to travel and play yachts. Why is my life so hard? I have to rest." .”

Yi Chu said: "You like to toss yourself."

Lin Yi lay down beside his desk, "I can't do this without you, what are you doing? Why are you still writing some complicated engineering formulas? It's not bothering you after so many years."

The tip of the pen in Yi Chu's hand scratched across the draft paper without stopping for a moment, and the level of "shua, shua, shua" writing is not as bad as that of high school.

"overcome exam."

Lin Yi: "No way, your company requires you to take the exam so strictly? Do people who have returned from studying abroad have a conscience to take the exam?"

"No, Cobb."

Lin Yi almost didn't hear clearly: "What are you talking about? You want to take a doctoral degree?"

Yi Chu: "Yes."

Lin Yi pulled a chair and sat next to him: "Graduate students are not enough, and I still have to take a doctoral degree? Then am I a high school graduate who wants to face a doctoral student? A fool versus a talented person."

Yi Chumo said: "You always don't study hard."

I thought again in my heart, even if I study hard, so what, if my heart is not here, I will still be separated.

Lin Yi sincerely regretted it, and said with a little sigh: "I really should have persisted and finished reading the book. I have dropped out of school for so long. I don't know if he is willing to take him in."

Picking up the math problem on Yi Chuman's desk, he was almost blind and couldn't understand it at all. The key point was in English, like a heavenly book.