Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Bai Fan frowned slightly, "Are you following me?"

"I" Yin Jingnan is not good at lying, he just happened to pass by and couldn't say a word, so he let go awkwardly.

Bai Fan twitched the corner of his mouth, with sarcasm in his eyes, and said lightly, "I didn't expect Mr. Yin to have such a perverted hobby."

"I just want to meet you." Yin Jingnan said hoarsely.

"Oh." Bai Fan said expressionlessly.

"See you too, it's time to go."

The other party's indifference was like a sharp knife, piercing Yin Jingnan's heart with great precision. The pain was so severe that even speaking became difficult.

"Can you keep the child? For the sake of our previous affection."

"Love?" Bai Fan asked suspiciously.

He thought for a while and nodded.

"There is indeed some affection between us. If you hadn't helped me, maybe I would have died long ago."

Yin Jingnan raised his red eyes, just when he thought things could turn around, Bai Fan's next words sent him back to hell again.

"You provide me with food and clothing, and I use my body to pay off the debt and help you meet your physical needs. We're even."

Yin Jingnan's Adam's apple tightened, "Our relationship shouldn't be like this."

"What should that be like?" Bai Fan asked with a smile.

Yin Jingnan turned his eyes, landed on Bai Fan's face, and said solemnly and hoarsely, as if declaring an oath.

"I love you."

"I want to be with you."

Bai Fan still smiled, "It's a pity that I don't love you, and I have no reason to have another child for you."

"" Yin Jingnan pursed his lips, unable to say anything more.

"Dad, let's go, the doctor is already waiting." Bai Fan said softly to Fang Yan.

"En." Fang Yan responded.

Yin Jingnan heard it in his ears, his eyes were sore and swollen, and he watched Bai Fan and Fang Yan enter the hospital.

He could go after him and beg him, but that was of no use.

If you don't love, you are nothing.

It took more than two hours for a series of examinations. Certain items of the pregnancy examination required an empty stomach. Bai Fan hadn’t eaten in the morning. When he came out, he lacked energy and was a little dizzy. Fang Yan helped him out.

Yin Jingnan waited outside the hospital and did not leave. Seeing Bai Fan's pale face, he immediately believed that he had aborted the child.

An unspeakable sourness filled the mouth, and I didn't know what it was like when I tasted it.

Yin Jingnan walked towards Bai Fan stiffly, stretched out his hand to support his other arm, and said in a low voice.

"How are you."

"Very good." Bai Fan withdrew his hand, preferring to be weak rather than let him touch it.

Yin Jingnan followed and took a few steps forward, "I'll take you back."

"No, we called a car." Fang Yan turned back and smiled at him, explaining.

Yin Jingnan nodded, but did not move in place.

A black BMW stopped by the side of the road, and Bai Fan and Fang Yan got into the car one after another.

Yin Jingnan had never felt cold in winter before, no matter what season his body was like a stove, Xiaoyan always subconsciously slipped into his arms when sleeping with him.

Now I feel a little chilly, and I always feel empty when I sleep at night, and even the cold wind blowing on my face at this moment makes me feel aching.

At noon on the 12th, after lunch at home, Bai Fan, Fang Yan and Abel went to the airport with their packed luggage.

Flight at 02:30 pm.

Beijing's airport is as big as a maze. If you don't come here often, you may really get lost. Abel knew the check-in office where the flight is located from the information desk, and found three places nearby to sit down and wait.

Catch up with Sunday, there are quite a lot of people at the airport, and there are noisy noises everywhere.

Bai Fan looked at all kinds of people passing by in front of him, gradually fascinated.

If it wasn't for the terrorist attack, he should still be working in India now, and he may have achieved good results in scientific research. His life would not have anything to do with Beijing, he would never come here, and he would never know people here.

But everything happened inevitably.

Is this fate?

I came here for no reason, lost my memory, suffered a lot, lost my own flesh and blood, and then went back as if nothing happened.

It seems that this is the only way to go.

Bai Fan thought of Ye Binyuan whom he met in school, the boy's liking was so pure and free of impurities, it was unbearable to refuse.Although his existence did not stir up many splashes in Bai Fan's life, for Xiaoyan at that time, it was one of the few lights in his life.

Bai Fan took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his down jacket, and wanted to send a text message to Ye Binyuan, telling him that he was leaving and thanking him for his care and care all the time. Only when he arrived did he realize that after changing his mobile phone, he no longer had Ye Binyuan. Binyuan's number is gone.

Had to give up.

The check-in counter over there started to change the boarding pass and check in the luggage. Bai Fan got up and went with Fang Yan and the others.

This afternoon, Bai Fan recalled many things that happened in the past two years in his mind. Only when he was with Yin Jingnan, the sweetest and deepest memory was deliberately buried deep in his heart, and he did not want to dig it out again. taste.

He should look up and look forward.

Yin Jingnan came when Bai Fan and his party were about to enter the security checkpoint. He hurried in from the outside, his body was still cold, and even the heating in the room couldn't get rid of it.

"Small words one by one"

It wasn't the name 'Bai Fan', but Bai Fan still paused reflexively.

He didn't look back, trying to pretend he didn't hear, and kept walking.

Yin Jingnan caught up and grabbed Bai Fan's arm, "Xiaoyan"

Bai Fan couldn't continue to pretend, and turned to look at him calmly.

Yin Jingnan let go, and asked in a low voice, "Are you leaving?"

"En." Bai Fan said.

Yin Jingnan's voice was hoarse as if he had swallowed gravel, "Then will you come back later?"

"What do you think?" Bai Fan asked lightly.

"It should be, after all Yang Yang is still here." Yin Jingnan laughed.

Bai Fan didn't speak.

Soon the smile on Yin Jingnan's face couldn't hold back, his nose was so sore that he was about to cry, "Can you not leave?"

Here, Bai Fan didn't reply, but Abel, who had followed the security team several meters away, urged carelessly.

"Fan, hurry up."

Bai Fan replied to Abel with a nod, and looked at Yin Jingnan.

"I'm going in."

Bai Fan turned around and left, Yin Jingnan couldn't bear it any longer, rushed up to hug him from behind, and held him tightly in his arms, his eyes were red, "Xiaoyan"

"Let go." Bai Fan's voice was still so cold.

Yin Jingnan said dumbly, "I won't let you go, but if you let me go, you will leave."

Bai Fan stretched out his hand to grab his hand wrapped around his body, "Don't do such childish things, it will make people look down on you."

Yin Jingnan stubbornly fights him needlessly, but finally let go of Bai Fan's insistence.

Bai Fan seemed to have no nostalgia at all, but in fact, his eyes turned red the moment he turned around.

Even if he is Bai Fan now, he still can't forget the night when they first met. The weather was so cold that night, he was hungry all day, and finally found half of a leftover hamburger from the trash can after dark. Gobble it up and stuff it into your mouth.

Yin Jingnan took him home and made a bowl of hot egg noodles. It was the best thing he had eaten in half a year, and Bai Fan still remembered the taste.

He may never forget it for the rest of his life.

Even though he was trying to forget Yin Jingnan.

Bai Fan didn't turn his head back, and Yin Jingnan didn't chase after him, he said while staring at his back.

"Xiaoyan."

"Safe journey."

Bai Fan clenched the luggage handle tightly in his hand.

Tears fell silently from Yin Jingnan's eyes, and he smiled.

"I have received the wishing bottle."

"Thank you for liking me once, I hope you are doing well in the future."

Bai Fan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and suppressed the sourness surging in his nose.

everything is over.

The crowd at the entrance of the security check changed wave after wave. Only a tall Chinese man stood beside the security line all the time, motionless.

Four and ten minutes later, Yin Jingnan heard the broadcast announcement that flight U10 to Los Angeles, USA, was about to take off.

His red eyes moved and his vision became blurred.

It was already dark when we left the airport.

Yin Jingnan walked outside slowly, and stopped when he reached the door. The dim light shrouded it, and there was a gray area everywhere.

I don't even know where to go.

The heart is empty, the whole person has no direction, and there is nothing to go back to that cold and cold home.

The phone in the pocket of the suit rang. Yin Jingnan mechanically unbuttoned his coat, took out the phone, picked it up, and put it to his ear.

"Hey."

"Jingnan, how are you getting along with that boy?"

Yin Jingnan was silent for a long time, "It's Grandpa."

The old man looked in a good mood, "Hmm, you brat, you don't know how to come back to see my old man after such a long time."

"When will I bring my grandson-in-law back to see?"

Yin Jingnan's eyes were wet and red, he raised his head and took a deep breath, holding back his tears, "We are separated."

The old man was anxious when he heard that, "What's going on?"

"Why are you like this, boy, let me tell you, you have to be down-to-earth. You forgot the truth that grandpa taught you since you were a child? You can't go around like this one at a time and like that one at a time."

"You said you would get me a grandson next year, so you have to keep your word."

Yin Jingnan thought of the child who was aborted before he was born, and of the lover who had just left him, and his heart ached so badly, he said in a low voice.

"I'm sorry, Grandpa, I broke my promise."

Once the old man heard his grandson subdued, he was reluctant to say any more, and sighed.

"Hey, I can really blame you, come back for dinner when you have time, do you hear me?"

"En." Yin Jingnan responded.

The old man said something else, but Yin Jingnan didn't pay attention. He drove around aimlessly in the dark streets, and finally went to the bar he frequented.

The high-concentration wine was poured into his mouth like water. Yin Jingnan has been socializing for many years, and his drinking capacity is not bad, but he can't stand it. After two bottles, his mind is not clear, and he lies on the table drunk, muttering Calling a person's name, tears welled up in the corner of his eyes.

"Xiaoyan..."