Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Fang Yan has been staying in the research institute all year round, and it has been a long time since there has been such a breath of life around him.

In the steamed stuffed bun shop by the side of the road, the moment the steamer was opened, the heat surged up from the fat buns, and the wrinkled face of the shopkeeper became blurred.

Fang Yan raised his head, narrowed his eyes, and stretched out his hand to block the sunlight falling from the top of his head.

He is standing on the land of China at the moment, and what about that man.

Fang Yan didn't know.

But no matter where Bai Hengye is, as long as he is still alive in this world, the sun they see will be the same.

This made Fang Yan feel romantic and sad.

When are you coming back.

Not daring to leave the rental room for too long, Fang Yan bought two bags of soy milk, buns, and a wonton stew downstairs, and went upstairs with breakfast.

After a while, Bai Fan got up. He was wearing a black round neck sweater and a pair of blue plaid pajamas underneath. He was sitting on the narrow sofa in the house, looking out of the window in a daze.

The sunlight dyed his skin pale gold, and even his curled eyelashes were covered with a layer of light.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Bai Fan stood up from the sofa and walked towards Fang Yan.

""

Fang Yan responded, leaned against the wall and lowered his head to change his shoes. Two seconds later, he suddenly raised his head, looked at him in surprise and joy, and said in a trembling voice.

"Can you talk?"

Bai Fan nodded, his fair face was so calm that there was almost no expression.

"I remember it all."

Fang Yan wanted to laugh, but at the same time felt sore eyes.

"Sailing."

In the next second, Bai Fan was hugged tightly by Fang Yan.

"Just remember."

"Just remember."

Bai Fan hesitated for a while, stretched out his hand and slowly climbed Shang Yan's back, whispering.

"You're worried."

"sorry."

Fang Yan shook his head and let go of Bai Fan, grabbed his hand and said.

"None of that matters, what matters is that we are now reunited."

"Yeah." Bai Fan nodded and smiled lightly.

The father and son sat down on the sofa, Fang Yan put the breakfast on the small tea table, poured soybean milk into a cup and handed it to Bai Fan.

"How did you escape the terrorist attack and come to China that year?"

Bai Fan took the soy milk, raised his head and took a sip, and slowly tightened his hand holding the cup.

"They didn't kill me."

"Everyone is dead except me."

Knowing the danger, Fang Yan didn't dare to use too much force when asking.

"why?"

Bai Fan said with difficulty, "I don't know."

"The leader took me aboard the helicopter, and when they were crossing the Atlantic, I jumped in while they weren't looking."

"When I woke up, I was already on a freighter at Beijing Wall Wharf."

At that time, the workers on the ship were all carrying the goods, most of them were blacks. Bai Fan lost his memory due to the severe psychological trauma.

"Then later," Fang Yan said.

"Later, I wandered outside for more than half a year, and met him." Bai Fan said in a low voice.

"Yeah." Fang Yan responded lightly.

He knew all about what happened next.

The father and son were silent for a long time.

Fang Yan took out a bun in a white paper bag from the plastic bag and handed it to Bai Fan.

"Do you regret it?"

Bai Fan took the bun.

"Nothing to regret.

"It all happened anyway."

"Hmm." Fang Yan responded in a low voice.

Bai Fan smiled.

"If it wasn't for him, I might not be alive today."

As soon as the voice fell, there was a sudden knock on the door.

After knocking politely a few times, he stopped, and asked restrainedly.

"Xiaoyan, are you in there?"

Fang Yan stood up and walked over to the cat's eye to take a look.

The man outside the door was wearing a black windbreaker, his eyes were scarlet, and his chin was covered with stubble. He looked as if he hadn't slept for several days, and he was quite embarrassed.

Fang Yan recognized this face, and turned to look at Bai Fan who had stood up beside the sofa.

"It's him."

"Do you want to open the door?"

Bai Fan took a deep breath and nodded.

Fang Yan turned the doorknob to open the door, looked at the tall young man in front of him gently, and stretched out his hand.

"Hi, I'm Bai Fan's father."

Yin Jingnan understood something in an instant, and stretched out his hand stiffly, "Hello."

The two shook hands for a while and then parted. Fang Yan stepped aside to get out of the way, and Yin Jingnan walked in. When he saw the person he was thinking about day and night, his thoughts immediately overflowed from his eyes.

"Xiaoyan..."

Bai Fan frowned slightly, feeling a little disgusted with this name that had been used for more than a year.

"My name is not Xiaoyan."

"I am Bai Fan."

Xiaoyan is a homeless orphan, a beggar who is worse than a stray dog, and will give everything he has in gratitude for a little charity from others.Body, heart, even life.

But Bai Fan would not.

Bai Fan has parents, a family, and his own career and pursuit. He will not lose himself because of love, and let himself fall into the abyss foolishly.

The two are quite different.

"Xiaoyan, you can talk now." Compared with the sadness caused to Yin Jingnan by the alienation of the other party, what can affect Yin Jingnan's emotions more is the surprise at this moment.

Bai Fan corrected him expressionlessly.

"As I said, my name is not Xiaoyan, but Bai Fan."

The smile on the corner of Yin Jingnan's mouth froze, looking a little at a loss.

"Bai Fan is a nice name."

"Congratulations, you are finally reunited with your family."

Bai Fan was noncommittal, as if he didn't want to even look at him anymore, and turned around and said.

"Can I help you."

The boy had a hairstyle that Yin Jingnan was familiar with, and was wearing a black sweater that Yin Jingnan had personally selected. Even the small, inconspicuous mole on the back of his snow-white neck, which was exposed outside, was familiar to Yin Jingnan. Yin Jingnan felt strange for no reason.

This made Yin Jingnan feel terrified, he took a few steps towards Bai Fan, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch him, and said in a low voice.

"Did you hear what I said in the mall that day?"

"Probably not."

"It's okay, I can tell you again, I"

"It's not necessary." Bai Fan interrupted him, his cold expression was enough to make Yin Jingnan's heart ache, "Little Bai Fan."

"You said that even if your family came to look for you, you would not separate from me."

Bai Fan smiled, "That's what Xiaoyan said, not Bai Fan."

"Xiaoyan is Baifan." Yin Jingnan insisted.

Bai Fan corrected lightly.

"Xiaoyan is Xiaoyan, Bai Fan is Bai Fan."

"Xiaoyan likes you, loves you, but Bai Fan doesn't."

Yin Jingnan's eyes became even redder, and he bent over and took Bai Fan's hand, "Xiaoyan"

As soon as he touched Bai Fan, he withdrew his hand, turned around and looked out the window.

"I've made it very clear, Mr. Yin, please leave.

Yin Jingnan raised his head in astonishment, his vision was slightly blurred, so that Bai Fan's thin back also became blurred: "What did you call me?"

Bai Fan didn't look at him.

"Looks like I haven't seen you for a few days, and Mr. Yin's ears are starting to fail."

"I said please leave."

When Xiaoyan left a week ago, he still called him Anan intimately in that letter, and when we met again, it was already Mr. Yin.

If it is the same soul that lives in the body, will the time that happened in between be erased after the memory of the past is restored.

Yin Jingnan couldn't accept it, and he couldn't believe it either. He stepped forward and grabbed Xiaoyan's arm, suppressing the damp heat in his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice.

"I don't believe it unless you prove it to me."

Bai Fan thought it was funny, and turned to look at him, "How do you prove it?"

If Yin Jingnan really wanted to say it, Yin Jingnan couldn't say it, he stood there like a fool, and said anxiously.

"Then let me prove it, okay?"

"We can leave now when we get married, where do you want to go to get the certificate, the UK, the Netherlands, or Sweden"

"Enough." Bai Fan said coldly.

Yin Jingnan almost begged, "You must at least give me a chance"

"You have to understand, now it's not a question of whether I believe you or not, nor is it a question of opportunity or not." Bai Fan said word by word.

"The real reason is that I have no feelings for you at all."

"Xiaoyan was dead the moment I woke up."

"He is indeed a part of my body, but his soul is incomplete and incomplete. Now he has disappeared. From now on, there will only be Baifan in this world."

Yin Jingnan was so blocked that he couldn't speak, the young man in front of him was too calm, completely different from the weak and shy Xiaoyan in his impression.

But he was sure that the person in front of him was what he wanted.

Yin Jingnan concealed the pain in his heart, and spoke.

"Then I will work hard to make you like me."

Bai Fan twitched the corner of his mouth and took a small step towards him.

"You know, I even hate you a little bit now."

"You are playful, promiscuous, promiscuous, I feel sorry for Xiaoyan once, he is blind to fall in love with a scum like you."

"I feel sick."

"Why do you think I like people like you?"

Yin Jingnan's throat tightened, he was a little out of breath, and retorted in a low voice.

"I do not have"

"I don't care at all whether you are alive or not. I just hope you disappear in front of me quickly." Bai Fan walked to the sofa and sat down, picking up the steamed stuffed bun that was a little cold.

"The door is right there, don't let it go."

"Dad, come and eat."

Fang Yan responded, and he walked up to Yin Jingnan, his attitude still gentle, "Mr. Yin, please leave."

"You have also seen that it is really inconvenient to keep you here."

Yin Jingnan nodded, stood still, shifted his gaze to Bai Fan on the sofa, and spoke with difficulty.

"I admit that I used to like Cheng Wen, but I have always been friends with him. As for Lin Yi, I had the idea of ​​having an abnormal relationship with him, but in the end I didn't really proceed."

"I know I made a mistake. My mistake was that I didn't discover my intentions early in the morning, and I took too many detours. My mistake was that I didn't explain to you patiently. Instead, I became angry and lost my temper with you."

"sorry."

"Finished?" Bai Fan said, swallowing the food in his mouth.

''I……"

"Let's go after talking." Bai Fan took a sip of soy milk.

"I will choose a time to go to the hospital to abort the child in my stomach. From now on, there will be no contact or involvement between us."

"So you don't have to have the illusion that I haven't given up on you."

Yin Jingnan slowly clenched his fists, trying to control himself and exhausted all his strength to keep himself from collapsing, he said hoarsely.

"The child is innocent."

"You can hate me, but don't even take the kids with you."

"After all, he is also your flesh and blood."

"But I don't like it." Bai Fan looked at him. "Because of your blood, I feel sick"

Yin Jingnan stopped talking, he nodded and turned around mechanically.

His pace was so slow, like an old man with difficulty in walking, even his back that was always straight was bent a little, he slowly turned the doorknob, and walked out slowly.

The moment the door closed with a 'click', Bai Fan suddenly lost the strength to support his body, and his whole body collapsed.