Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

When Xiaoyan went out, he saw Ye Binyuan.

Under the dim street lights, the tall boy was wearing a dark blue lapel padded jacket and a white hat, smiling brightly, with his hands folded in his coat pockets, exhaling white air.

Xiaoyan walked forward slowly, and as soon as he arrived in front of Ye Binyuan, the other party took out something from the shopping bag hanging on his wrist and wrapped it around his neck.

Xiaoyan subconsciously looked down to see a khaki plaid cashmere scarf. He raised his head in surprise, and what caught his eyes was Ye Binyuan's gentle smile.

"I bought it when I was out shopping today. When I saw it, I thought it must look really good in your apron, so I bought it."

Xiaoyan looked anxious, and reached out to take off the scarf and return it to him, "Ah..."

Ye Binyuan pressed Xiaoyan's hand, without raising his head, and continued to help Xiaoyan tidy up, with a faint smile on his lips.

"Just as a New Year's gift."

He usually looks carefree, but he is very careful when doing this kind of thing, his movements are gentle, and the knots he tied are also very neat.

Xiaoyan touched the soft touch on his neck, and still wanted to take it off and give it back to him, but before he could speak, Ye Binyuan returned to his usual indecent appearance.

"In order to inherit the traditional virtue of reciprocity of the Chinese nation, you also want to give me a New Year's gift."

Xiaoyan smiled, raised his hand and gestured.

"what……"

what do you want.

Recently, Ye Binyuan has been working hard on sign language, and he can already understand simpler gestures, he said with his lips curled up.

"It's all right."

"As long as you send it, I like it."

Xiaoyan's heart is Yin Jingnan, and he has been in love with him for so long. It's not that he doesn't understand feelings. Ye Binyuan's words obviously have deep meaning, Xiaoyan suddenly feels uncomfortable, he is silent for a moment, then raises his hand and gestures.

"what……"

that……

"What?" Ye Binyuan took a tight breath, faintly feeling what he was about to say.

Xiaoyan gestured.

"what……"

I can't promise you what happened last night.

I am sorry.

Ye Binyuan's throat tightened, and his voice changed a bit, "Why?"

Xiaoyan bowed his head and gestured.

"what……"

Because I have someone I like.

The facts in front of Ye Binyuan are really hard to accept. Before coming here, the result of his thinking is very good. Over the years, he has received [-] or [-] love letters, and he is quite confident in his appearance and family background. Besides, Xiaoyan usually showed that he liked to be with him, and he didn't expect Xiaoyan to refuse.

Ye Binyuan lowered his voice, lost.

"When did it happen? Why did I never know?"

"Is it from our school?"

Xiaoyan shook his head and gestured.

"what……"

No.

I have liked him for a long time.

The smile on Ye Binyuan's face couldn't hold back, but he still held on, the dim light outside was enough to cover the reddish corners of his eyes.

"You are really mean. We have such a hard relationship, and we are together every day, but there is no wind leaking out."

Xiaoyan looked up at him, worry and apology appeared in his eyes.

"Don't look at me like that, it seems like something is wrong." Ye Binyuan raised his hand to touch Xiaoyan's head, and said with a smile.

"Oh, what a big deal."

Xiaoyan didn't know what to say.

Ye Binyuan asked in a low voice.

"Is she a girl?"

Xiaoyan shook his head.

No.

Ye Binyuan was relieved on the contrary, at least Xiaoyan does not reject being with men, maybe they are not impossible.

But my heart is still uncomfortable.

How to let others get ahead of you.

"Are you together?" Ye Binyuan asked unrelentingly.

This question stopped Xiaoyan, he and Yin Jingnan lived together every day, did they count as being together?

Probably not.

Because when Yin Jingnan was with him, he also did intimate things with others.

But Xiaoyan still nodded.

He hoped that such an answer would make Ye Binyuan give up, because bitter love is too difficult and tormenting.

Silence spread in the air, Xiaoyan was in a daze, Ye Binyuan suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him into his arms, his strength tightened.

After struggling a few times, Xiaoyan heard Ye Binyuan say in relief.

"We're still good buddies after that."

"When will you bring your sweetheart to me, whether it's reliable or not."

"Just pretend I didn't say anything about last night."

Xiaoyan stopped and listened to him in a daze.

After a while, Ye Binyuan let go of him, and pinched Xiaoyan's thick earlobe.

"Come on in, haven't you finished your dinner yet?"

Xiaoyan nodded, the wind was blowing outside, but it was not warm, and gently lifted the hair on his forehead.

Ye Binyuan looked at him deeply and smiled.

"Then let's meet at school?"

Xiaoyan nodded.

"That's not okay. I have to come to you when I'm bored. You can't be like a rich lady who doesn't go out of the door and doesn't take a second step. You can't hold back and panic."

Ye Binyuan tapped Xiaoyan's forehead with his fingertips.

He quickly retracted his hand and put it in his pocket.

"Okay, let's go."

Ye Binyuan turned around and left, Xiaoyan looked at his back and chased him a few steps forward.

"what……"

Be careful on the road.

Ye Binyuan didn't look back, he raised his hand and waved at him.

After a while, the people disappeared, and it became quiet outside the villa.

Xiaoyan looked up at the scattered stars in the sky, his dark eyes were stained with sadness.

Winter in Beijing is really cold.

It would be great if lovers could always get married in this world.

But the most, is what you can't love.

Fearing that Yin Jingnan would be unhappy if he waited for a long time, Xiaoyan went in after staying outside for a while, and was slightly taken aback by the empty living room.

It had only been 10 minutes since he came out, and the hot pot on the table was still steaming before he went out, but now there was nothing on the table, everything was cleaned up.

Yin Jingnan was not downstairs.

Only the slight sound of washing pots came from the kitchen.

Xiaoyan walked over and saw the nanny standing in front of the pool cleaning up, raised her hand and gestured.

"what……"

Seeing his uneasy expression, the nanny sighed.

"Mr. went upstairs. I don't know what happened suddenly. I feel very bad."

"Aren't you full yet? I didn't throw away the ingredients. Let me make you a bowl of fat beef ramen?"

Xiaoyan was suddenly a little absent-minded, shaking his head and gestured.

"what……"

Don't bother, I'm not very hungry.

What the nanny said later, Xiaoyan didn't listen at all, and went upstairs worriedly.

He didn't quite understand why Yin Jingnan was angry, he went out because he agreed.

When returning to the room, Yin Jingnan was taking a shower, and Xiaoyan was sitting by the bed waiting for him, the sound of splashing water coming from inside seemed to hit Xiaoyan's heart, causing him to feel tense.

When the bathroom door was opened, Xiaoyan trembled reflexively. Yin Jingnan was wrapped in a bath towel, and his muscular and muscular upper body was covered with water marks, shining brightly under the bright lamp.

Xiaoyan looked at him, hesitated to speak, didn't know what to say.

Yin Jingnan spoke first, and said calmly.

"You know how to come back?"

Xiaoyan knew that this was a sign of his anger, and it was useless to justify, and it might make Yin Jingnan even more angry, so he lowered his head silently, and slightly tightened his hands on his lap.

Yin Jingnan walked towards Xiaoyan step by step, and stood in front of him.

"good."

"I don't even bother to talk now."

"Then let's do it."

Xiaoyan raised his head blankly, and what caught his eyes was Yin Jingnan's almost unfamiliar sneer.

"Don't you really want to serve me?"

"Then I'll make it perfect for you. After raising it for so long, it must be useful."

"Otherwise it would be a waste of money for others."

Before he could react, Xiaoyan was pulled up by Yin Jingnan's arm and pushed down on the bed.

Yin Jingnan bullied him, his big palm poked in from the hem of Yan's sweater, and rubbed him roughly. Xiaoyan's breathing trembled in pain, and his eyes were red with fear. This was the first time he felt the malice from Yin Jingnan deeply.

He doesn't understand why.

Although Yin Jingnan would get angry and ignore him before, he had never treated him like this.

Xiaoyan couldn't resist, no matter whether it was psychological weakness or the huge disparity in body size, he didn't have any capital to resist.

Yin Jingnan really hurt him.

Later, Xiaoyan couldn't help crying, he covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound, Yin Jingnan forbade him, he said that he couldn't speak and only barked, it was really stupid.

Xiaoyan thought, yes.

He didn't know when this long torture would end. He was extremely tired, but he couldn't really fall asleep when he closed his eyes.

The relationship between the two became difficult.

To be precise, it was Yin Jingnan's unilateral cold war.

He became less fond of talking to Xiaoyan, but he had sex almost every night, and he always said some nasty things in bed, and he didn't even bother to say anything off the bed.

Xiaoyan was very scared. He didn't dare to think that Yin Jingnan actually liked him. He was always thinking whether he was becoming more and more annoying, so no matter what he did, the other party would feel disgusted.

The winter vacation is over soon.

It had been a long time since the two of them sat together and had a good conversation. That night, while Yin Jingnan was eating with his head down, Xiaoyan mustered up the courage to pick up a piece of ribs for Yin Jingnan and wanted to talk to him.

Yin Jingnan frowned in disgust, "I can pinch myself."

Xiaoyan lowered his head and retracted his body into the shell like a snail.

Some questions he dared not ask at all.

If you ask Yin Jingnan why he hates him, maybe the other party will be so bored that he will be kicked out.

It was as simple as picking him up back then.

He was an insignificant existence.

He is the only one who cannot live without the other party.

Yin Jingnan may have figured this out, and he always acted recklessly.

After the dinner was over, Yin Jingnan wiped his mouth with the napkin at hand, Xiaoyan didn't want to miss the last chance, so he just acted as if nothing happened just now, and gestured in a low voice.

"what……"

I start school tomorrow.

"En." Yin Jingnan said indifferently.

Xiaoyan paused and gestured.

"what……"

Will you send me to school.

"No." Yin Jingnan said.

"Let the driver deliver."

Xiaoyan's face was a little pale, and he gestured with red eyes.

"what……"

We haven't talked properly for a long time.

"I have nothing to say to you."

Yin Jingnan threw down the napkin, got up and left.

He really couldn't let it go, Xiaoyan had intimate contact with other men over and over again.

If the first hug was interpreted as a birthday wish, what about the second.

God knows that that night a month ago, after Xiaoyan went out, he went to the window to look through the window, and saw the two hugging each other.

He was so ridiculous at that moment.

Say what you like, in fact, it doesn't have to be him.