Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Xiaoyan froze, lowered his head silently, hoping that this gesture of concealment could cover up the shame and pain that he had nowhere to hide.

It turned out that the other party saw him like this.

"I'm asking you something."

Yin Jingnan was rarely so aggressive, the suppressed fire in his chest made him completely unable to control his emotions.

Xiaoyan's face turned pale, and he raised his hand to gesture.

"what……"

I do not have.

We are just classmates.

At this time, Xiaoyan seemed more mature, and could calmly accommodate Yin Jingnan's temper, even if the reason for the other party's anger was unreasonable.

Xiaoyan was actually terrified.

He has only Yin Jingnan alone, and the slightest emotion of the other party can affect him.

Fortunately, Yin Jingnan calmed down, took a deep breath and said.

"Go get dressed."

Xiaoyan nodded, turned around and went to the cloakroom to look for pajamas. When she got dressed and came out, Yin Jingnan had already entered the bathroom to take a shower, and there was the sound of splashing water.

Go to bed and lie down in your usual sleeping position, curled up in the quilt, staring at the dark sky outside the window in a daze.

It was warm in the house.

Xiaoyan used to think that as long as he could live in a heated house, he would not be cold, but now he realized that no matter how warm the bed is, the heart will not be warmed up if it is cold.

Half an hour later, Yin Jingnan came out of the bathroom. Xiaoyan didn't look back at him. Hearing Yin Jingnan's footsteps walking in the room and the sound of getting dressed, he thought Yin Jingnan was going to stay in the study for a while. morning.

Unexpectedly, he lifted the quilt and lay down.

Xiaoyan's body tensed even more, not daring to turn around to face him.

Today Yin Jingnan is always angry, he seems to do nothing wrong.

Xiaoyan is very scared, his actions will make the relationship between the two fall into a deeper ice cave.

Yin Jingnan leaned against the bed, picked up the philosophy book he was reading recently from the bedside table, flipped through a few pages, and found that his mind was so disturbed that he couldn't calm down and didn't read a single word.

The boy next to him usually doesn't talk much, but at this moment he is rarely quiet.

Yin Jingnan turned his head to look at Xiaoyan, the distance between the two was quite a bit, there was nearly a meter between the quilt, Xiaoyan's face could not be seen at all, all he could see was the boy's pale back neck and ears.

Yin Jingnan's Adam's apple twitched, and he spoke in a low voice.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood today. I said something serious, so don't take it to heart."

Xiaoyan was startled, he didn't expect Yin Jingnan to apologize suddenly, he turned around, shook his head and gestured.

It's ok.

I didn't take it to heart.

Yin Jingnan looked at him and asked lightly.

"Cold?"

Xiaoyan hesitated and nodded.

In fact, it is not cold.

But if he said something cold, Yin Jingnan might hug him.

Listen to Yin Jingnan in the next second.

"Come here."

Xiaoyan grabbed the quilt and slowly moved towards him. When he was close to Yin Jingnan's side, Yin Jingnan put down the book in his hand, leaned over and turned off the headlights, lay down and wrapped his arms around him, and Xiaoyan was in his arms.

Yin Jingnan's body is hot all year round, unlike him, his hands and feet start to get cold in autumn, this embrace is as warm as ever, making Xiaoyan yearn for it.

If time can stay at this second, he can think about nothing, don't want anything, and just go on like this forever.

The table lamp by the bed gave off a faint yellow light, which barely enveloped the whole room, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious.

Yin Jingnan raised his hand to touch Xiaoyan's face.

"You've been tossing around all day, you're tired."

"Go to sleep."

Xiaoyan nodded, her dark eyes were still staring at Yin Jingnan.

Yin Jingnan paused, then lowered his head and kissed Xiaoyan's forehead.

"Go to sleep."

Obviously the two of them have done more intimate things, but Xiaoyan blushed because of Yin Jingnan's simple action, lowered her head shyly, reached out and touched the kissed place on her forehead, her whole body burned.

He didn't quite understand why Yin Jingnan kissed him, maybe he wanted to apologize to him in this way. Westerners greet him with a kiss, so it seems that it is not impossible to apologize with a kiss.

Although it had nothing to do with whether Yin Jingnan liked him or not, Xiaoyan was still very happy and gradually fell asleep in the sweetness.

Yin Jingnan looked at the peaceful sleeping face of the boy in his arms, and softness appeared in his eyes.

He seemed to have fallen in love with the little mute at home.

This thought caught Yin Jingnan quite by surprise. After all, he had always regarded Xiaoyan as his younger brother, and he couldn't accept the sudden change.

But emotionally, he showed extremely possessive desires, and would become angry and lose his mind because the other party had intimate contact with other men.

Now Yin Jingnan is not so sure.

He wasn't sure if he really liked it, or because he and Xiaoyan had lived together for a long time and regarded each other as an accessory, just like parents treat their children, they also have the desire to control and possess.

He didn't dare to take that step lightly before he really figured out what he wanted.

Otherwise, if you make a mistake, it will be very difficult to get it back.

Xiaoyan is a very fragile person both psychologically and physically. The longer Yin Jingnan lives with him, the more he discovers this.

That night, Xiaoyan had a beautiful dream. He dreamed that he and Yin Jingnan were married. There was no grand wedding, but he just went to a certain church to swear an oath to each other, and finally got a marriage certificate that he dreamed of.

Happiness can actually be very simple.

But too far away.

After waking up, she realized it was a fake, and Xiaoyan was lost all morning.

His winter vacation life had begun, and Yin Jingnan had to continue working. After breakfast, Yin Jingnan went to work, and the two of them could only see each other at night.

Xiaoyan was bored at home, so he took a look at Yin Jingnan's philosophy book on the bedside. Maybe it was because he was too young and had too little experience, so he felt that many places were very profound.

He looked at it for a while, feeling a little drowsy, when the cell phone next to him suddenly rang, and when he turned around, it was a WeChat message from Ye Binyuan.

[-Xiao Yanyan, the weather is fine today, let's go out and play! 】

Xiaoyan picked up the phone, remembered the embarrassment last night and Yin Jingnan's furious look, and typed a sentence to send.

【-I don't really want to go out today, sorry. ('·_·`)]

Ye Binyuan came back soon.

【-why? 】

Xiaoyan thought for a while and replied.

[-Because it's too cold outside, it's warmer at home. 】

Ye Binyuan sent it over.

[Why are you acting like a snail, hahahahahaha, I laughed so hard. 】

Xiaoyan laughed and sent him an emoji.

【Hee hee (′ω)】

I thought Ye Binyuan would not return, but after 2 minutes Xiaoyan heard the phone ring again, and saw Ye Binyuan walking away.

【Seriously, is your brother not letting you out?He doesn't seem to like me very much_]

Xiaoyan paused and replied.

【No, you think too much. 】

Ye Binyuan breathed a sigh of relief.

【That's good. 】

Otherwise, this marriage will be cold.

Xiaoyan still hasn't responded to the confession matter. Ye Binyuan doesn't plan to wait for a reply online, so he has to ask someone out to talk about it.

After lunch, Xiaoyan helped the nanny clean up the house, and then went back to the room to sleep. When he woke up, it was dark, and it happened that Yin Jingnan opened the door and came in.

"woke up?"

Xiaoyan rubbed his eyes and sat up, nodded and said, "Ah..."

You are back.

Yin Jingnan responded, sat down beside the bed, straightened Xiaoyan's sleepy hair, "Get up and eat."

Xiaoyan went downstairs with Yin Jingnan, and seeing the rich hot pot ingredients and steaming soup base on the table, she turned her head and gestured to the nanny.

"what……"

Why did you suddenly eat hot pot today?

The nanny put the sliced ​​rice cake strips on the table with a smile, and said.

"Mister said you like it, so he called me this afternoon and asked me to prepare it."

Xiaoyan looked at Yin Jingnan, and Yin Jingnan was amused when he saw his expression.

"Why are you in a daze, sit down and eat."

Xiaoyan sat down obediently and gestured.

"what……"

Thank you for bothering me.

"Whatever you see, tell auntie what you want to eat in the future, or tell me." Yin Jingnan said.

Looking back, Yin Jingnan suddenly found that Xiaoyan never seemed to tell his preferences, he was just like a stray kitten outside, he was easy to raise when he was picked up, and would eat anything.

So much so that Yin Jingnan still doesn't know what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat. On the contrary, Ye Binyuan has such a close relationship with Xiaoyan in such a short time.

This made him very angry.

Today's Yin Jingnan seemed to be very concerned about him, Xiaoyan gestured with warmth from the bottom of his heart.

"what……"

I can eat anything.

"There's always someone you really like." Yin Jingnan insisted.

What Xiaoyan said was the truth, for him, as long as he could eat enough, he would be happy, and besides, he had never eaten anything bad by Yin Jingnan's side.

He curled his lips and gestured.

"what……"

With you, I am happy to eat anything.

"Really." The arc of Yin Jingnan's mouth deepened.

Xiaoyan nodded.

Yes.

Yin Jingnan was so happy because of this, he put a piece of boiled fat beef into Xiaoyan's bowl, pretending to say casually.

"How about comparing with your classmate?"

Xiaoyan knew who he was talking about, and was about to gesture when the phone rang suddenly.

It was Ye Binyuan's video call.

The room was very quiet, and the rapid ringing of the bell was extremely abrupt.

The moment Yin Jingnan saw the name, his brows furrowed. Xiaoyan picked up the phone and looked at Yin Jingnan nervously, neither answered nor hung up.

It was Yin Jingnan who spoke first.

"pick up."

There was no expression on his face, no emotion could be seen, Xiaoyan hesitated again and again, thinking it was impolite to hang up the phone, so he answered it.

Ye Binyuan's handsome face immediately appeared on the screen, "Xiaoyanyan, what are you doing~"

Xiaoyan couldn't help laughing, and switched the camera to the rear. Ye Binyuan saw the rich ingredients on the table and joked.

"You don't call me when you're eating hot pot. You're really disrespectful. My friend did it for nothing."

Xiaoyan really thought he was angry, and suddenly became anxious, shaking his head and saying, "Ah..."

"I'm teasing you, look at your little fool, hahahaha." Ye Binyuan cracked a smile.

As soon as Xiaoyan breathed a sigh of relief, Ye Binyuan said mysteriously.

"Guess where I am?"

Xiaoyan looked bewildered.

Ye Binyuan moved his face closer to the screen and lowered his voice.

"I'm at your door."

Xiaoyan's eyes widened slightly in shock, Ye Binyuan smiled.

"Come out, I have something for you."

Xiaoyan subconsciously looked at Yin Jingnan, only to realize that his face was terribly cold.

Putting the phone on the table, he gestured carefully.

"what……"

Are you angry.

"No." Yin Jingnan picked up the food in the bowl expressionlessly, and lowered his head to eat.

Xiaoyan boldly continued to gesture.

"what……"

My classmate came to see me, can I go out for a while?

Be right back.

Yin Jingnan said coldly.

"You go."

Xiaoyan didn't realize that this was an irony at all, thinking of going early and returning early, so as to explain what happened last night clearly, got up and went to the entrance, put on a coat and went out.

The moment the door was closed, Yin Jingnan slapped the chopsticks on the table heavily, his face extremely cold.