Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

Xiaoyan still begged him, crying until his face collapsed, making a painful and sad voice, and gestured.

Let's not separate, okay?

Where I am not good, you tell me, I will change.

"Xiaoyan." Yin Jingnan's tone became helpless.

"You're not bad, it's me. You shouldn't be made to depend on me so much from the beginning."

Xiaoyan understands that his existence is a burden in the eyes of the other party. He has tried his best to live carefully, but it seems to be useless. He waved his hands in vain and begged.

I won't be so clingy anymore.

I will learn to do my own thing, I don't miss you when you are working outside, I will take good care of the baby, I can hide in the room when you come home, we don't need to meet often, let's not separate, okay?

Yin Jingnan knew that even if he continued, he would not be able to explain clearly to Xiaoyan, so he sighed and said.

"It's getting late, I have to go."

Xiaoyan sobbed and grabbed his hand, but Yin Jingnan dodged it.

He turned around and walked out, Xiaoyan hurriedly followed until he reached the door, saw the tall figure getting farther and farther away from him, and opened his mouth to call out.

"what……"

Anan.

If he could speak, he would like to call the other person's name.

Seeing that Yin Jingnan was about to disappear from sight, Xiaoyan suddenly remembered that the folded star jar hadn't been given to him yet, it had already been finished, and was hidden under the bedside cabinet as a treasure.

He hurried back to the house and took it out, holding it in his arms and chasing in the direction of the elevator, but when he passed, Yin Jingnan had already disappeared.

he's gone.

Xiaoyan stood at the entrance of the elevator, holding the jar and crying uncontrollably.

Half a minute later, a female employee in a blue nursing uniform came out of the elevator next to her, was surprised to see Xiaoyan, and asked worriedly.

"Are you all right?"

She knew the boy, he was a customer of the high-end suite, and he had a baby at such a young age. He heard from colleagues that the family was very ruthless. It was pitiful that he had been left here for a long time without visiting.

"Ah..." Xiaoyan shook his head, indicating that he was fine.

He returned to the room with the star jar in his arms, put away the gifts again, and then carefully hugged the sleeping baby in the crib, lowering his head and rubbing his face lightly.

The baby was just about to sleep, and when his father touched him, he wrinkled his face and cried. Seeing him crying, Xiaoyan couldn't help crying, and patted his son's back helplessly to comfort him.

"what……"

I'm sorry, Dad didn't mean to.

He just wanted to be close to him.

After all, Yin Jingnan was not around, and his only relative was this little guy who was born less than a month ago.

Xiaoyan didn't know what was waiting for her in the future, but no matter how difficult life was, she still had to go on living.

Five days later in the evening, Yin Jingnan came to pick up Xiaoyan and confinement.

He had notified the confinement wife in advance that Xiaoyan had already packed his luggage when he arrived. The boy changed out of his pajamas, and sat quietly by the bed in a navy blue turtleneck sweater, waiting while looking out the window at the white sky.

Yin Jingnan stood behind him and said.

"Let's go."

Xiaoyan knew that Yin Jingnan was here, he was familiar with everything about him, he was familiar with his footsteps, but he couldn't see through his heart.

Leaving here is not to go home, but to change from a strange place to another strange place.

Xiaoyan really wanted to be happy, but he couldn't. Seeing that Yin Jingnan didn't show any joy, he turned to look at him, stood up and nodded calmly.

He picked up the coat on the bed and put it on, Yin Jingnan bent down to pick up the black scarf on the bed, and offered to help Xiaoyan wrap it around.

Just a simple movement defeated Xiaoyan's pretended calmness. He would rather Yin Jingnan be colder from the beginning than be so gentle.

She drooped her eyes to cover the redness at the corners of her eyes, and waited quietly for him to wrap the scarf around her, before turning around to hug the sleeping baby in the crib.

No matter how cruel and sad the grown-up world is going through, this little thing always sleeps so peacefully.

Xiaoyan sometimes thinks that it is because of the appearance of the child that Yin Jingnan starts to hate him, but it seems that this is not the case. He just wants to stay away from him because he doesn't like him.

After all, he likes children so much.

When Xiaoyan's hand was about to touch the baby, Yin Jingnan stepped forward and said.

"Let me do it."

Xiaoyan paused, put his hand back, and watched as Yin Jingnan gently picked up his son and put him into the windproof bag that he had prepared earlier.

After saying goodbye to the confinement wife in the house and thanking her for taking care of her for the past month, the two left.

The assistant dragged the luggage behind him, Yin Jingnan carried the windproof bag, Xiaoyan didn't need to carry anything, and followed him silently.

After the car started, Xiaoyan didn't ask where he was going, anyway, he knew it without asking.

Instead, Yin Jingnan spoke first.

"Are you hungry?"

Xiaoyan nodded.

Actually not hungry.

I had snacks at the confinement center at three o'clock in the afternoon.

But as long as he said that, Yin Jingnan might find a place to take him to dinner so they could stay longer.

The night is so long, if you waste a little time in a place with Yin Jingnan, maybe it won't be so difficult.

Sure enough, Yin Jingnan took him to dinner.

Asking the driver to stop at a nearby Chinese restaurant, Yin Jingnan and Xiaoyan got out of the car with the baby and booked a private room.

The dishes are all local specialties in the capital. Yin Jingnan asked the waiter to go out and personally made a Peking duck roll and put it in Xiaoyan's bowl.

Xiaoyan moved his chopsticks, but without looking up, he opened his mouth and said.

"what……"

Thank you.

Yin Jingnan looked gentle, "Eat quickly."

"Eat more, the food here tastes good."

Xiaoyan nodded, picked up the roast duck roll, put it in his mouth and took a bite.

The thin dough is wrapped with shallots, shredded radish, and the fat roast duck dipped in sweet sauce. It tastes soft and chewy, and it is indeed delicious.

It was even more delicious if it was rolled by Yin Jingnan himself.

Seeing that Xiaoyan liked it, Yin Jingnan rolled a few more and put them in his bowl.

The more Xiaoyan ate, the redder his eyes became, and he didn't take the initiative to say a word during the whole process.

The baby woke up halfway, and Yin Jingnan went back to the car to get milk powder and a feeding bottle, and made milk to feed his son.

A meal is quite satisfactory.

It was already eight o'clock in the evening when we left the hotel, Yin Jingnan asked the driver to go to Guiming Garden.

That is where Xiaoyan will live in the future.

The location of the community is in the city center, not far from Yin's house, but for Xiaoyan, living together can't meet every day, and being apart is even more distant.

He had to accept such cruelty.

Because Yin Jingnan forced him to accept it.

The Maybach drove slowly into the community and stopped beside the fifth unit building.

"Get out of the car."

Yin Jingnan opened his mouth and said.

Xiaoyan sat without moving, her fair and pretty face was submerged in the shadows, her thoughts were unclear.

"Xiaoyan."

Yin Jingnan urged him.

Only then did the boy move, and turned to look at him, with only reluctance in his eyes, no pleading.

Because he knew it was useless to ask.

Yin Jingnan patted his head and said softly.

"I'll take you up."

Xiaoyan nodded, opened the door and got out of the car.

The biting cold wind penetrated into the skin through the thick padded jacket, feeling cold to the heart.

The community was newly built in recent years, and the environment is very good. The two took the elevator to the 17th floor.

Yin Jingnan has a lot of real estate properties under his name, so he chose one of them for Xiaoyan to live in. The area is not too big or small, 89 square meters, which is enough for him and his children to live in.

It's too big, but it's cold, and it's inconvenient to clean.

The decoration purposely made the designer design it warmer. After Yin Jingnan saw the photos after the completion, Xiaoyan should like it.

Just trying to cover up.

No matter how cozy the house is, the abandoned people will never feel warm if they live alone.

The first thing Xiaoyan did when he entered the house was not to observe the new environment, but turned his head nervously to stare at Yin Jingnan, fearing that he would leave immediately after putting down his things.

Yin Jingnan put the suitcase in the entrance and said.

"The house type here is two bedrooms and one living room. If you usually have friends who come to play, you can pack up the second bedroom and use it as a guest room."

Xiaoyan doesn't have any friends.

He only has Yin Jingnan.

Since the other party said so, he followed his words.

Yin Jingnan walked to the bedroom on the left, opened the door and touched the switch by the wall, and the light turned on.

"This is the master bedroom, and the baby's bed is ready."

"Ah..." Xiaoyan nodded.

The house has a balcony, kitchen utensils, home appliances, air conditioners, everything is ready.

The floor of the master bedroom is even covered with a soft gray carpet, the lighting is soft, the decoration is Nordic style, and the overall tone is warmer.

Xiaoyan was happy for Yin Jingnan's hard work, but couldn't help being sad.

No matter how much he did, it was just to separate from him.

Xiaoyan knew that he shouldn't be ignorant of good and bad, and the other party gave him food and clothing, and gave him a place to live, so he should be obedient.

But when Yin Jingnan was about to leave, he couldn't help mentioning the previous agreement and gestured.

"what……"

You said that you would visit me and the baby twice a week.

"Yes, I remember." Yin Jingnan nodded.

"I'll see you next Tuesday."

Xiaoyan nodded, her eyes turned red again.

"Goodbye." Yin Jingnan said.

Xiaoyan gestured to him, "Ah..."

Goodbye.

Work is busy, but also eat well.

"I will." Yin Jingnan didn't hesitate to smile at this time, standing in front of the boy, looking so tall and gentle.

"You too, take care of yourself."

Xiaoyan couldn't laugh at all, but managed to force a smile and nodded.

This time when Yin Jingnan left, he didn't chase him out, and when the door was closed, Xiaoyan cried uncontrollably.

No sound, just tears.

Xiaoyan thought, he should have made progress in this way.

At least he could not let the other party see. Yin Jingnan liked him to be strong, so he tried to be strong.

The next day, Yin Jingnan's assistant delivered all of Xiaoyan's luggage, as well as many baby products, diapers and milk powder.

There is no name or role between them, and the child is born as an illegitimate child at best, so naturally they will not hold a full moon banquet with great fanfare.

Yin Jingnan didn't take this matter to heart at all, but Xiaoyan remembered that he went to the supermarket to buy some ingredients and made a bowl of longevity noodles with eggs as a celebration of the baby's full moon.

As night fell, the boy was sitting at the dining table, with steaming noodles in front of him, holding a pink baby in his arms, and he lowered his head to kiss the baby's forehead.

To grow up safely.