touch the back of the unknown

Yan Wu did not break his promise, he did come to play with me within a few days, although he was the only one talking there, I listened to him casually with my head tilted, and occasionally interjected a few words, but it was not normal emotional intelligence and normal communication at all. People with normal abilities would say it, and I wanted to punch myself after I finished speaking, but Yan Wu took it with a smile.

A semester will be over soon.

I don't know when the relationship between Yan Wu and I will become good, from ordinary friends to very good friends.It seems that Yan Wu alone contributed to it. My hobbies are not the same as his. Of course, the world view is different. I really can’t understand why I can become friends with him. Every time he talks to me, he talks about his surroundings. Occasionally, I will talk about what happened to me, and I will reply a few words perfunctorily until he notices something, then I withdraw my wandering gaze from his body. I have always restrained this gaze very well, so I strictly Wu didn't know that I had been obsessing him in my head, playing all kinds of tricks, but I didn't feel guilty after thinking about it anyway, so I didn't feel guilty in my heart.Occasionally, a villain would jump out and accuse me of how you can treat your friends as the object of your sexual fantasies, and then I slapped him to death.

One day I was packing my schoolbag, and when I was about to leave, the front desk suddenly stopped me.

"I heard that you are very familiar with Yan Wu from class seven?"

Every time Yan Wu came to look for me in class, there were indeed many people who knew about it, but the front desk never talked to me much, and the two of them have been safe and sound, but I don't know if he has anything to say to me about Yan Wu.

I nodded, and a hoarse voice came out: "I know."

He suddenly approached me with a sneaky expression, and lowered his voice, as if he was talking about some ulterior secret: "Hey... I heard that Yan Wu likes men."

I looked at him calmly, and then perfectly performed the shocked expression: "Really? Who did you listen to?"

The front table moved a little closer to me, I frowned, his smell was extremely bad.

"Many people know about it...Let me tell you, just this morning, Yan Wu and a man got into a fight over the stairs. The man called Yan Wu a pervert, liked men, scolded him very fiercely, and finally got into a fight. Yes, the grade directors are here."

I leaned over and said, "Really... the truth?"

"Absolutely true! Many people have seen it."

I nodded, and suddenly the front desk whispered again: "I'm not talking about discrimination against homosexuals, but you should stay away from him. Now that the whole school knows about it, there must be many people talking about it."

I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Thanks."

The front desk waved his hand and walked away gracefully.

Yan Wu may be gay, or he may be bi, but he probably likes men anyway.

I calculated in my mind, and then I went to the door of Class Seven with my schoolbag on my back, stopped a person, and said with a smile: "Student, call Qi Xingyan for me, thank you."

Qi Xingyan was my former junior high school classmate, so I don't know him too well, but I only knew him in Class [-] except Yan Wu.

Soon Qi Xingyan came out. He looked at me in surprise and said, "Hey, He Yi? What's the matter?"

I asked, "Do you know Yan Wu is here?"

He shook his head and said, "Not here... He was called to the office this morning, and he seemed to go home after that, and he didn't come this afternoon."

Then he said hesitantly: "You know, this morning..."

I said, "I want to ask this too, what's going on, isn't he heterosexual?"

Qi Xingyan said: "So you don't know... I thought you knew him pretty well. He likes men. The guy who scolded him this morning is Shen Yu from Class [-]. It seems that Yan Wu has always liked him. I don't know Could it be that he found out, and then ran over to scold Yan Wu for being a pervert, and because he knew a few people, he came over to beat Yan Wu, and then the grade director was alarmed, and seemed to call Yan Wu's parents over."

Qi Xingyan spoke very vigorously. I knew he was chattering, but I didn't know how he was able to talk about the whole thing with enthusiasm in front of an unfamiliar person like me.

I smiled and said, "Thank you brother, by the way, do you know Yan Wu's phone number?"

Qi Xingyan shook his head: "I'm not even close to you with him... Don't you know him pretty well, don't you know? You want to find him?"

I smiled and didn't answer, and said, "I'm going first, see you later."

Qi Xingyan nodded, turned and went back to the classroom.

Building 8, Building 701, Chenyang Community, I admire my prophet and wrote it down in my diary. The memos in my head are useless at all, and it will take longer to write them down.

I haven't been to his house yet, and I didn't even take the initiative to find him. Thinking about it, I'm really surprised. Yan Wu insisted on coming to me for more than half the semester, so I couldn't help wondering his purpose.

If he likes me... doesn't he have someone he likes, Shen Yu from Class [-].

I inquired about it, and soon got the news. It is said that he is the grassroots of Class [-], and many girls have a crush on him.I went to the third floor to look for him, and I recognized him at a glance. He was really good-looking, tall and thin, with fair skin that could not be tanned by visual inspection, with smiling eyes, extremely thin lips, and a beautiful chin. The arc is very sharp and reminds me of a vampire.

Shen Yu's eyes suddenly looked towards me, I was a little surprised, but still kept calm, they were really eyes bestowed by the Creator, with thick eyelashes, fluttering like butterflies.

But it's too cold, it's not cold, it's too cold, it's cold.

I can understand how Yan Wu likes him. Indeed, Shen Yu is really good-looking, but his personality is really bad. I don't know why Yan Wu fell in love with him.

I went home and looked in the mirror for a long time. My skin was also fair, my eyes were big, but my eyelashes were not as long and as long as his, my nose and lips were not as good-looking as his, my chin was not sharp, and my face was too round.

I left the bathroom regretfully, thinking that my parents should make me look better.

But when I thought of the coolness in Shen Yu's eyes, I couldn't help shivering.

But compared with him, I have a dead silence.

I am not afraid of him.

I came to Building 8 of Chenyang Community and was about to take the elevator up to the 7th floor when I saw a figure rush out from the door.

It was Yan Wu, his eyes were red and swollen, I stood on the spot and looked at him quietly, he also saw me, he seemed to hesitate for a while, then turned his head, as if he didn't see him, rushed into the building outside the building In the dark night, the darkness swallowed his figure, and he couldn't see anything.

I stood where I was and didn't move for a long time.

The chill was bone-piercing.

I feel like I'm an idiot, or rather I'm an idiot.

I haven't taken my antidepressants on time for the past two days, and at this moment I blink and feel a little sore on the tip of my nose.

The other me crouched in place, hugged my head, screamed, struggled, rolled over, trembled, convulsed, and finally died. I went up and stomped his foot hard, then straightened my scarf and went out.

A puddle of blood was left in place, and there might be liquid other than blood, transparent and bitter.