The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Qin Yi's hand holding the phone trembled slightly due to excessive force. After a long time, he let go of his hand, and the phone slipped to the ground.

Ye Ming stared blankly at the phone that fell on the ground, his brain seemed to be completely unable to think, and he didn't know how long it had passed before he felt a shadow enveloping him.

Looking up, he saw Qin Yi standing in front of him.

Ye Ming's face was pale, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, he finally opened his lips and let out a hoarse voice, breaking the suffocating silence, "You... heard it all..."

The sadness and pain in Qin Yi's eyes was almost bottomless, he said slowly: "You never told me that you have seen my mother."

Ye Ming turned his eyes away, "I don't think it's necessary."

"Really? Aren't you afraid that I'll be even more dissatisfied with her?" Qin Yi suddenly gave a low laugh, with a bit of tragic meaning in that laughter, "So...you rejected the check she gave, but took it away That is a mere 100 million, you concealed your illness, prepared to die outside alone, but only left me that letter. This is your so-called betrayal..."

Ye Ming looked at Qin Yi's appearance, and the pain in his heart continued to spread.

He originally thought that Qin Yi could let him go, forget about him, the despicable villain who betrayed him, and return home to become the eldest son of the Qin family who was admired by everyone. He thought Qin Yi could do it...

This was probably the worst thing he did in his life.

Qin Yi's eyes were red, he stared at Ye Ming, as if he wanted to see through his soul like this, and said word by word, "You still have to say...you don't love me at all, don't you care about me at all?"

Ye Ming tried his best to open his eyes, he was afraid that tears would fall if he blinked.

Qin Yi said again: "You still have to say, you don't want me anymore, do you want to leave?"

Ye Ming was speechless.

After a long time, Ye Ming opened his mouth slowly, only three words were astringent: "I'm sorry."

I didn't ask for your opinion, I made such a decision for you selfishly, and caused you such pain... I'm sorry.

Qin Yi shook his head, his voice was low and stringy, his eyes were painful, "The one who should say I'm sorry is me."

"I promised you that I would protect you no matter what and prevent you from being hurt, but I didn't even know that you were sick..."

"I didn't know you wanted to see me so much. If I had known earlier, I would have found you even if I turned the whole world upside down. I don't know, but you still love me. If I knew..."

"I'm sorry... I didn't do what I should have done. It's my fault. I'm sorry."

Qin Yi raised his arm, he paused, slowly but firmly embraced Ye Ming into his arms, closed his eyes, as if something salty flowed down.

Now I finally know why you had to choose such a way to leave, I finally know... because you don't want me to end up with nothing.

[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value -5, current blackening value is 5]

Ye Ming was held in Qin Yi's arms, feeling the warmth of this embrace, this warmth re-heated his cold heart, and brought him unprecedented courage to face all difficulties.

Just like back then, it was also this person who stood in front of him without hesitation and faced all difficulties for him.

Why do you treat me so well, I obviously can't give you anything...

Qin Yi lowered his head, kissed Ye Ming's eyes tenderly, and said, "You said you came back just to have another look at me...so don't say you're leaving."

Ye Ming sniffed, but didn't speak.

Qin Yi said again: "I'm already very strong, and my mother doesn't object to us anymore, and I won't lose anyone or anything because of you, so... don't talk about leaving."

Ye Ming felt a lump in his throat.

Qin Yi finally said: "If you don't want me to be sad, then don't say you're leaving..."

Ye Ming suddenly raised his head and kissed Qin Yi's lips. He stared into the other's eyes and saw his reflection in the other's pupils. They hugged like this.This kiss does not have any color of desire, it is just touching together, but even so, it is so nostalgic.

Like many years ago.

A determined look appeared in Ye Ming's black eyes, and he said, "I will never leave you again."

I made a bad decision once, I've tried, I've tried, I've hurt you too, but it didn't work, if you still need me...

Then, from now on, I will never leave you again.

I will accompany you until the last moment of my life.

Qin Yi hugged Ye Ming tightly, so hard that he almost wanted to rub this person into his body, this time, he would never lose him again, never again.

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【888: Why hasn't the blackening value dropped yet?I think he's totally bought into your nonsense. 】

【Ye Ming: Why are you talking nonsense? 】

【888: Are you talking nonsense? 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: Let me tell you, it's wrong for you to be prejudiced against people like this, hum! 】

[888: I am a serious, rigorous and responsible advanced system. My data is very stable and accurate, and I will not hold prejudice against anyone. 】

Ye Ming's expression froze for a while, and he always felt as if he was being scolded by 888 obliquely. Is this his illusion?

【888: So, why are there 5 points left? 】

[Ye Ming: The reason why there are 5 points left is that he is still a little bit careful and his little wish is not fulfilled. It will not damage his love for me at all. It is just that there is still a little obsession in his heart that is not satisfactory. It can be done with a little time. . 】

[888: Oh. 】

Human emotions are really troublesome and boring.

Since that day, all misunderstandings between the two have been completely eliminated.

Qin Yi simply stayed in the hospital. It was as if they had returned to the past without any barriers. They treated each day as if it was their last.

Ye Ming had to take a lot of medicine and injections every day. This process was very painful, but for Qin Yi's sake, he worked hard to cooperate and insist on treatment, and he never wanted to let Qin Yi down.

He wants to live for Qin Yi, even if the hope is slim, he will not give up easily.

In order to have more time with Ye Ming, Qin Yi almost moved his office here, unless he had to, he would never leave here, time is so precious to him.

Gradually, everyone in the hospital knew that this was a loving couple, but it was a pity that one of them got terminally ill, which was embarrassing.

On the same floor, there is a middle-aged female patient, Aunt Zhao, who is also hospitalized with cancer. Her husband and son often come to visit her. It can be seen that they are a very loving family. After she met Ye Ming, they quickly became friends. friend.

Aunt Zhao's son was about the same age as Ye Ming, so she took great care of Ye Ming, just like an elder. On this day, her son and husband came to visit him again and brought her presents. She immediately took her family there happily. Ye Ming's ward dropped by.

When Aunt Zhao went, Qin Yi was feeding Ye Ming.

Ye Ming didn't think it was necessary, but Qin Yi insisted on feeding him like this, which made him very embarrassed, and now seeing a guest coming, he gave Qin Yi a dissatisfied look.

Qin Yi smiled and put down the spoon in his hand. He also knew Aunt Zhao, and was very grateful that she often accompanied Ye Ming, and said politely: "You are here."

Aunt Zhao couldn't help laughing at the greasy look of the young couple, she pushed her son and said, "Go, put the things down."

Aunt Zhao's son is a tall, thin, shy young man with a shy smile, humble and filial, he obediently put the things in his hand in the ward.

Ye Ming smiled helplessly: "What did you bring presents for, and you already said no."

Aunt Zhao smiled, "Hey, my kid is on a business trip to province G. He heard that this local snack is very good, so he bought it for me. I can't eat so much, so I'll send some to you."

Aunt Zhao's son showed an embarrassed smile and scratched his head.

Seeing their happy family, Ye Ming couldn't help showing envy in his eyes, and he said gratefully, "How kind of that."

Aunt Zhao said: "There's nothing to be ashamed of, it's not something valuable."

Ye Ming couldn't say anything more.

Qin Yi grabbed his hand and smiled at Aunt Zhao: "Thank you."

Aunt Zhao also liked Qin Yi very much. This young man is not only handsome, but also gentle, considerate and affectionate towards Ye Ming, just like Ouba in the idol drama. She immediately turned to look at her husband, He said angrily, "Look at Xiao Qin, it doesn't matter that you are not as handsome as others, but you are not half as considerate as Xiao Qin, you really should learn more from others."

Mr. Zhao has an innocent face, but in fact he is also very gentle and considerate. The key reason may be that he is not as handsome as Qin Yi.

Ye Ming couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Aunt Zhao and the others sat for a while, saying that they would not disturb their young couple's intimacy, and left with their husband and son. The two men, one big and one small, coaxed her carefully. Such childlike innocence is really enviable.

Qin Yi opened the snacks sent by Aunt Zhao to have a look, and very interested opened it for Ye Ming to taste, and said with a smile, "How is it?"

Ye Ming said, "It's delicious."

Qin Yi ate a mouthful of Ye Ming's hand, and said solemnly: "It's really good, I have to think about buying something in return."

Ye Ming was helpless: "Aren't you busy? Worrying about such things all day long?"

Qin Yi said solemnly: "This is a serious matter! Small matters can be left to the secretary, but your friend must take it seriously."

The sparkle in Ye Ming's eyes moved, and he glanced at Qin Yi, as if he was very impatient with his slick tone, but when he turned his head, there was a look of emotion and sadness intertwined in his eyes.

It would be great if it could be like this forever...

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Qin Yi went out for a trip in the afternoon, and there was an important meeting that he had to attend in person, but when he came back in the evening, he really remembered to buy a gift, and then went to visit with Ye Ming himself, the president of a big group, by Ye Ming's side It's just an ordinary boyfriend who does everything by himself.

Another simple day passed like this.

At night, Qin Yi was lying on the bed with Ye Ming in his arms, motionless. They hugged each other like this, feeling each other's heartbeat, as if time had stopped, and they could temporarily forget those helplessness.

After an unknown amount of time, Ye Ming couldn't fall asleep, he quietly opened his eyes, only to find that Qin Yi hadn't slept, but was looking at him with his eyes open.

Ye Ming suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and said, "You peeked at me."

Qin Yi's black eyes glowed softly under the night, he held Ye Ming's hand slightly tighter, and said in a hoarse voice, "I just want to see more."

Because I'm afraid I won't have the chance to watch it later.

Ye Ming lowered his eyes, not wanting Qin Yi to see the sad look in his eyes, even though he was treating him seriously, everyone knew... time was still passing by mercilessly.

He was silent for a long time, then suddenly said: "Aunt Zhao is very happy."

Qin Yi said: "Yes..."

Ye Ming buried his face in Qin Yi's chest, and said softly: "Actually, I also thought about it before, maybe 20 years later, we will be like them, loving each other, and we can adopt a child. a home..."

Like all lovers in this world, they have a home of their own.

Qin Yi knew this angle, and Ye Ming couldn't see the pain in his eyes, so he said in a relaxed tone, "I think so too."

Ye Ming paused, then said with emotion: "I'm different from you. I didn't have parents since I was a child, and they probably don't want me either... But I think, I can't have them in the first half of my life, but I can have them in the second half of my life." You, I will eventually have a family, and I have the right to happiness."

Qin Yi said affirmatively: "You can."

Ye Ming suddenly smiled, raised his head, and said, "Yes, I am very happy now, I have you."

"The only thing I feel guilty about is you... how happy you were originally, you could have [-] percent happiness, but it is no longer complete because of me. You gave me everything I wanted, but I couldn't give you anything .”

Qin Yi looked at him and said seriously, "What you gave me is beyond your imagination."

There was a little sadness in Ye Ming's eyes, "Do you still remember the letter I left you back then..."

"Oh, that letter, I've kept it all the time. I stab it every day, just to let you see how good I am now when you come back, and to make you regret leaving at the beginning." Qin Yi pretended Said lightly: "Now it's finally unnecessary, I plan to frame it as a warning, and tell myself to treat you better, lest you accidentally run away again."

Ye Ming couldn't help laughing, and after he finished laughing, he looked at Qin Yi seriously, and said, "I'm sorry, I made you sad at the beginning."

Qin Yi said unhappily: "It's all in the past, how many times do you have to say sorry? Shall we say it a hundred times to each other first, and then promise not to say it again?"

Ye Ming suddenly covered his mouth with his hand, and said slowly: "But, there is a sentence in it that is my sincerity."

Qin Yi was startled.

Ye Ming raised his head and kissed it gently through the back of his hand, with affection in his eyes, he said: "That sentence is... don't be so stubborn, go home."

Qin Yi suddenly felt his eyes a little sour.

[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value -3, current blackening value is 2]