The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ye Ming looked at the woman in front of him, with a look of reminiscence in his eyes.

They met a total of three times.

The first time was when Qin Yi's identity was exposed, this woman appeared in front of him so abruptly, aloof and arrogant, threatening him with his career and future, making him leave her son.She didn't even need to send him money, she only needed to say a word, and he could be destroyed forever. In her eyes, she was just a humble ant, who would be trampled to death if she overestimated her strength.

At that time, he understood so clearly for the first time that the gap between himself and her, and Qin Yi, was the difference between heaven and earth.

But even so, he still refused without hesitation... He may have nothing, but as long as Qin Yi still loves him, he will never be the one who compromises first!Qin Yi did not disappoint his trust and persistence, and abandoned everything under pressure to leave the city with him.

The second time was in that distant small city. Half a year after they left, this woman came to him in a hurry, let go of her previous arrogance, took out a blank check, and begged him to return her son to her— — as a mother.

Ye Ming hesitated at that moment, not because of the check, but because of the fragility in the eyes of women, no matter how noble she is, in front of Qin Yi, she is just a mother.She doesn't like herself because she feels that she is not worthy of her son, and in her eyes, her son deserves the best in the world, not an orphan with nothing.

This world is not so fair in the first place, just like Qin Yi was born to be the favored son of heaven, owning everything, but he was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage when he was born.

Ye Ming didn't want Qin Yi to fall to this point with him, but he couldn't let Qin Yi down, and couldn't let Qin Yi's persistence become a joke, and... he wouldn't give up on his lover either.

Since they chose each other, they have decided that no matter what difficulties they face, they will not be separated.So he turned her down anyway.

But in the end... why did they still separate?

And now, it was the third time they met.

Ye Ming closed his eyes, and he showed a faint smile: "Since you are able to come here, you must know that it's not that I don't want to leave this time."

Mother Qin nodded. Before she came, she already knew something about what happened between them.

Ye Ming smiled as if relieved: "If you can help me leave, I will thank you."

Mother Qin looked at him deeply and said, "I can indeed help you, but——before that, I hope you can answer me a question first."

Ye Ming said: "Please tell me."

Qin's mother took a deep breath: "When I found you, you rejected the check I gave and told me that you would never leave him. But why did you leave in the end? Can you tell me the reason?"

Ye Ming's expression was slightly condensed, he lowered his eyes, and a hesitant look flashed in his eyes.

Qin's mother noticed it, and she said, "if you don't want to answer this question, I'm afraid I can't help you."

Ye Ming seemed very surprised, his eyes were surprised, "Are you willing to let me stay by his side? Didn't you come to let me leave him today?"

Qin's mother smiled lightly: "No, since he likes it, you can stay. Besides, you won't live long, so why should I offend my son and make him hate me for you."

Ye Ming didn't want to get such an answer, and he didn't know how to react for a while.

"But...if you are willing to tell me what you really thought when you left, maybe I will consider helping you." Mother Qin looked into Ye Ming's eyes and said slowly.

Ye Ming paused, and said, "I'm sick..."

Mother Qin said coldly, "I don't want such a perfunctory answer."

Ye Ming's complexion changed, and after a while, he seemed to have finally made a decision, he took a deep breath, and said, "Okay."

Qin's mother put the handbag on the table in front of her, and said calmly, "You tell me."

Ye Ming paused, with a look of reminiscence in his eyes, and said: "I still remember three years ago, when you came to see me, you sat on the plane for several hours, and you came here without having time to rest... You were afraid that Qin Yi would not see you, so you came directly to me. You said that you haven’t seen Qin Yi for a long time. Please, give him back to you."

Ye Ming smiled softly: "A person who was so lofty back then, but for the sake of his son, begged a person whom he didn't care about at all. In the end, he still lost to me. Do you know how I felt at that time?"

Qin's mother's face was a little ugly, and she said in a blunt tone: "Spirited?"

Ye Ming shook his head and said, "It's envy."

Mother Qin was taken aback.

Ye Ming smiled and said, "I'm envious. I envy Qin Yi for having such a mother who truly loves him. For him, he would rather bow his head to someone she despises. This is something I dare not even dream of. My parents abandoned me, and they probably never wanted to get me back."

"I love Qin Yi very much, and I envy him very much. He has everything I don't have, a beautiful family, a family that loves him, such a perfect happiness. But he gave up all that for me. What can I do? Are you worthy of this love? Probably give me everything I can give him...Maybe I'm not very rich, but I can still give him a home and all my love."

"But what if one day I can't even give him this...or even accompany him?"

Qin's mother seemed to understand something, and complex emotions appeared in her eyes.

Ye Ming smiled: "If I can't give him anything, then at least I have to give him back what he already had, his original home... give him back."

Qin's mother gritted her teeth, and said dejectedly, "That's not necessary...go this way..."

A look of pain appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, why did he choose to go this way?In the most decisive way?Didn't he make a choice in his heart at that time?

But he did it in the end.

Ye Ming raised his eyes and said calmly, "The doctor told me at the time that I wouldn't live for half a year."

He looked at Qin's mother, opened the corners of his mouth, and said calmly and rationally, "If I hadn't left at that time, Qin Yi would have spent all the money on my treatment without hesitation, and everything he had managed to regain would be in vain. , the company will be unsustainable, and life will be in trouble because of my illness. When our money is spent, he has no choice, or in order to seek a better treatment, he may return to the Qin family to beg you, but you are not I will help him. You wish I would die sooner and let Qin Yi go home obediently."

"I can't survive. Even if Qin Yi spends all the money and loses all the dignity, he can't save me. Death is only a matter of time. And after I die, he will feel resentful because of your indifference, and he may never Going home, lost me, lost you, and ended up with nothing. His character has always been so stubborn."

Qin's mother's expression finally changed. She had to admit that if Ye Ming hadn't left back then, things might have developed to this point.

Ye Ming continued: "But if I leave voluntarily and die somewhere he doesn't know, he will only think that I betrayed him, and will admit that what you said back then was correct. He will return home without any barriers, and continue to do his job." Your son, it has been a long time to forget someone who is not worth it, and that relationship is just an episode in his long life. It may be painful, sad, or unforgettable, but he has not lost everything. One day , beauty will dilute the sadness."

"He has relatives and loved ones, and he has lived a long life. He is still the enviable favorite of heaven, the person I love the most and am proud of."

"Leaving is the best way I can think of, and it's the last thing I can do for him."

Qin's mother looked at Ye Ming, and suddenly felt a little sour in her eyes.

She used to look down on this person, and felt that his love was not sincere, firm, and pure... After Ye Ming hurt Qin Yi and left, she even thought that she was right for a while, and hated and hated this person even more.

Although Qin Yi had been by her side for the past three years, she knew clearly that his son had left his heart in a place he couldn't get back.She saw her son with her own eyes, gradually becoming what he is now, disguised her pain with indifference, and gradually lost the right to happiness.She questioned herself countless times, was what she did right back then?

Now she finally has the answer, her original decision was wrong.

If she hadn't stopped them back then, hadn't pushed them to this point, her son... wouldn't have come to this point either.

In the past three years, everyone has been suffering.

Ye Ming said, "My story is over, may I ask if you are still satisfied with this reason?"

Mother Qin nodded slowly.

Ye Ming curled his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and said, "Then can you help me leave? I don't want him to see me die with his own eyes."

Mother Qin shook her head.

Ye Ming looked at her puzzled, "Why?"

Qin's mother looked at him deeply, "I have one last question. Since you are so considerate of him, why did you come back? Wouldn't it be more straightforward to die abroad?"

Sadness appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, and his lips moved, "I... didn't expect that I could live until now, I miss him very much, originally I just wanted to take a look at him from afar..."

Qin's mother said, "I understand. If that's the case, don't leave."

Ye Ming said in shock, "You—"

Qin's mother smiled: "I'm too old to manage your affairs. You young people, you can do whatever you like. I just came here today to ask you this question. Now that I have the answer, I can go. "

To this day, I have to admit that you are worthy of Qin Yi's love.

Ye Ming showed a look of disbelief. Qin's mother firmly disagreed with them back then, so they had to go far away, but now that she was about to die, she agreed? !

Mother Qin took the handbag in front of her, took out a mobile phone from it, and placed it gently on the table.

Ye Ming didn't know why she did this, but when he lowered his head, his eyes suddenly changed!The phone was always on!And the person on the call was Qin Yi.

Did Qin Yi hear everything he said just now? !

Ye Ming's lips trembled, his voice finally became unsteady, "What are you doing?"

Qin's mother stood up and sighed: "I was wrong back then, and I can't make it up to you, but since you have talked about it, let's stay together for the rest of the day and stop making trouble."

Immediately, Ye Ming's face was touched, shocked, and complicated.

Qin's mother laughed at herself: "You don't have to thank me, I still owe you an apology. Besides, I didn't do this for you, but for Qin Yi. If it wasn't for him not letting you go, I think you would die directly in It's nice outside too."

After Qin's mother said this, she turned around and walked out.

At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open!Qin Yi was panting heavily, standing at the door with red eyes, he probably ran up, his clothes were a little messed up, and his chest heaved violently.

He stared at Qin's mother firmly.

Qin's mother put the mobile phone into the bag, and said lightly: "I can't do anything, you don't have to be so anxious."

A suppressed voice came out of Qin Yi's throat: "Mom..."

Qin's mother said again, "Since you're here, I won't stay any longer, and I'll be lazy about your affairs in the future. By the way... You can go home and have a sit together if you have time. "

After finishing speaking, he walked past Qin Yi without looking back.

Qin Yi remained motionless like a statue, with one hand firmly clutching the phone, until the sound of Qin's mother's footsteps disappeared and the place became quiet again, then he slowly moved his gaze...and landed on Ye Ming.

The author has something to say: Qin Yi: I only have one sentence in this chapter :)