The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

The sky-blue diamond necklace is like a piece of garbage, ruthlessly discarded by its owner on the ground, covered with dust, embarrassed and pitiful... In this way, it mocks the broken relationship between them and the long-lost trust .

Lu Xiuwen held Ye Ming's hand slightly, and his thin lips were tightly pressed together. He wanted to explain something, but he didn't know what to say.

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen coldly, "Let me go."

There was suppressed pain in Lu Xiuwen's eyes, he tried his best to change everything and stop everything... But Ye Ming still met Song Qin.He thought that he could turn the situation around in this life, but in the end, things gradually moved towards the track of the previous life. Could it be that he couldn't bring this person back?

Even if he lives again, he can't make up for his mistakes, can't he change his destiny?

He was silent for a long time, and said hoarsely: "Xiaoran... What did Song Qin tell you? He is my competitor, and what he said is not credible. Even if you don't believe me...you shouldn't believe him. "

Ye Ming fixedly looked at Lu Xiuwen's face, the corners of his mouth slowly opened into a bitter arc, he was no longer as naive and stupid as before, and he would not easily believe that an inexplicable person appeared by his side who seemed to care about him. The 'nice guy' is gone.

Ye Ming didn't doubt Lu Xiuwen's words, Song Qin was his competitor, his words had ulterior motives, but—even if they had ulterior motives, this time it was just telling the fact that you lied to me, wasn't it?

Ye Ming's lips moved slightly, his eyes were indifferent: "He just told me that you loved my mother, you made a big fuss about her wedding and forced her to leave with my father, and you adopted me because of her. .”

Lu Xiuwen was slightly taken aback, what Song Qin said in this life was different from the previous life, and he didn't make up a lie about killing Gu Xueya and his wife.

With a sad look in Ye Ming's eyes, he smiled softly and said to Lu Xiuwen, "Is what he said a lie?"

Lu Xiuwen couldn't refute, Song Qin didn't lie this time, but the more he did it... the more deadly he was, because he couldn't even come up with the preparations he had made to overthrow Song Qin's lie.

Things have changed slightly.

Ye Ming knew the answer just by looking at Lu Xiuwen's expression.

Probably as Song Qin said, this is something that many people know, so Lu Xiuwen can no longer lie to him, the facts are the facts, and it is impossible to cover fire with paper.

It's just that I was stupid and didn't know, maybe even Zhang Hongzhi and the others knew about it, that's why they laughed at him like that.

What he believed was not Song Qin's instigation, but only the facts - bloody and cruel facts.He had naively thought that Lu Xiuwen really only regarded his mother as his sister, that he was really just a kind person who took him in, that he was his beloved uncle...

Ye Ming's hands trembled slightly, he felt that his throat was stiff and he could hardly speak, but he still wanted to ask clearly so that he wouldn't have to take chances anymore.

He opened his mouth, and every time he uttered a word, it was like a knife was cut in his heart, his eyes were full of sadness, "If it wasn't for my mother, you wouldn't have taken me in at all, would you? You treat me well only because You love her."

Although Ye Ming's voice calmed down and he didn't look as angry as before, Lu Xiuwen felt that he was really losing this person now, just like in his last life.

He looked at Ye Ming in pain, and said: "She is my relative, so why not take in her child? As for me still loving her, it's just nonsense!"

Ye Ming still looked at him calmly, and said, "Oh, really?"

Lu Xiuwen didn't want to see Ye Ming like this again, his eyes hurt, and he said, "If you just want to say these things, then there's no need at all. Don't you already know these things? It's true that I took you in because of her, but I To you, not only because of her, but also because I love you, I liked her, but that was a long time ago, and now the only person I love is you."

you love Me?

Ye Ming's heart is cold, is it really me you love?Or do I love someone else through me?

You love me, you will use such means to calculate me?

Don't say such things anymore, I'm already in pain, because I can only hate myself... I can't hate my dead mother, I can't hate you who raised me, I can only hate myself for why I have to face this, but now I I don't want to continue like this.

Ye Ming slightly opened the corner of his mouth, and asked the last question: "Is there a tracker in that necklace?"

Lu Xiuwen's expression finally changed.

Ye Ming let out a miserable laugh, threw Lu Xiuwen away and said, with a decisive voice, "I already know the answer I want to know, and I can tell you now - I don't need you to love me, and I don't need you to love me." Treat me hypocritically, as long as you don't bother me in the future, and don't appear in front of me."

Turn around and leave.

He's had enough, he's had enough of all of this, he just wants to stay away from Lu Xiuwen, the person who brought him all the happiness and all the pain and struggles.

Lu Xiuwen looked at his empty hand, and then raised his eyes to see Ye Ming's receding back in a daze.

Just like in the last life, he met Song Qin, believed Song Qin's words, and then decided to leave him, let him leave this time... I'm afraid I will never see this person again until I die.

The diamond necklace on the ground was abandoned by the owner like a shoe, and it seemed to be mocking him. Look...you have tried your best, but you have not returned to the original point in the end?

You can't control this person, he is destined to leave you.

Lu Xiuwen's eyes were red, and the dark and painful colors in his eyes were entangled together. Seeing Ye Ming leave step by step, getting farther and farther away from him... Like a kite with a broken string, it finally went to something he could never catch. place.

He was in such agony because of this, when he died, he vowed to possess this person forever, so that he could never leave him again, so when he was reborn, he wanted to get this person by all means.But the ending is still the same as the previous life.

Why don't you believe that I love you?Why don't you trust me?

Why do you have to leave me? !

[Ding, Lu Xiuwen's blackening value +15, the current blackening value is 30]

Seeing that Ye Ming's figure was about to disappear from Lu Xiuwen's sight, he suddenly stepped forward, grabbed Ye Ming's hand, and said in a hoarse and low voice, "Come home with me."

Ye Ming didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to catch up again, and tried his best to shake off Lu Xiuwen's hand, but this time, Lu Xiuwen's hand was like an iron clamp, which made his wrist hurt, but he couldn't shake it off no matter what. Finally, the voice was no longer calm, and he said angrily: "Let me go! That is not my home! No!"

Lu Xiuwen's expression remained the same, he slightly opened the corners of his mouth, showing a shy smile, and said, "Have you had enough temper tantrums? Go home obediently and don't say such things, okay?"

Don't say such painful words.

Ye Ming was even angrier when he heard this!In Lu Xiuwen's eyes, is everything about him just losing his temper?

But Lu Xiuwen seemed to be a different person, ignored Ye Ming's resistance, directly grabbed his wrist and dragged him outside, forced him into the car, and then calmly ordered the driver: "Go home."

Ye Ming stretched out his hand to open the car door, but Lu Xiuwen pulled off his tie expressionlessly, tied his hands behind his back, then pressed his upper body on his lap, looked down at him, and slowly Slowly said: "Don't move around, it's not safe."

Ye Ming didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to tie him up, he struggled desperately, his eyes were red: "What are you going to do?!"

Lu Xiuwen brushed Ye Ming's face lightly with his fingers, and said softly, "I told you before, let's go home."

I thought I would give you some freedom, so that you could calm down and listen to my words. I thought indulgence could make you change your mind... But I was wrong, you were just provoked by Song Qin again, and wanted to leave me again.

I don't want to do this, but I have to. As long as I lock you up, you can never leave my side again.

Lu Xiuwen lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's forehead. He wanted to touch this person all the time these days, but he could only suppress his impulse to keep a distance from him and not appear in front of him, but he didn't want to bear it any longer.

If you want to leave no matter what, I can only keep you in this way.

Ye Ming was Lu Xiuwen's opponent, he was imprisoned by him and couldn't move, and soon the car drove back to Lu's residence. Lu Xiuwen directly carried Ye Ming out and put him on the sofa in the living room, but he didn't release him. Instead, he hugged him tightly in his arms and said comfortingly: "We are home, please stop making trouble? Don't think about it, I only have you in my heart."

Ye Ming stared at Lu Xiuwen, tears rolled in his eyes, and finally he couldn't hold it back and let them flow down, he shouted like crazy: "Get out! Let me go, get out!"

"Why do you do this! I want to leave here, I don't want to see you!"

He was going crazy, why did things turn out like this?Is this still the always gentle and considerate Lu Xiuwen?Or is it that Lu Xiuwen, who pretended to be gentle, finally lost his patience and didn't want to continue acting, and would rather use this method to keep him...

Do you love my mother that much?

But no matter how much Ye Ming cried and struggled, Lu Xiuwen didn't let go this time, he couldn't let go again, if he let go again, he would completely lose this person.

He just hugged Ye Ming hard, using this method to make sure that he still had this person.

Ye Ming cried, his eyes were hazy, and his vision gradually blurred. He had experienced too many things this day, he learned the cruel truth, he knew Lu Xiuwen's true thoughts, he just wanted to leave ... This person is not willing to let him go, so he must be brought back.

This is not the person he loves, this is just a demon who won't let him go.

In fact, he never gave him a chance to choose.

Ye Ming cried and cried, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally couldn't hold on anymore, and finally fell asleep in Lu Xiuwen's arms.

Lu Xiuwen looked down at Ye Ming's face, and gently wiped away the tears on his face.

I'm sorry, but I can't let you go.

………………

Ye Ming turned over, and there was a big soft bed under him, with the familiar fresh air, instead of the cramped wooden bed in the school, and the small room without air conditioner, he was so happy!

And he doesn't have to continue to work part-time, and fight wits and courage with the brat, thinking of this, Ye Ming is so moved that he wants to cry.

【Ye Ming: I'm finally home. I love my home. Home is the warmest harbor in the world. It's the destination for wanderers. I'd rather die here than be a homeless child. 】

【888:...】mmp

Ye Ming's stomach growled with hunger, he slowly opened his eyes and moved, and found himself being hugged by Lu Xiuwen, struggling to leave.

Lu Xiuwen gently but firmly grabbed Ye Ming's wrist, and a low voice rang in his ear, "Don't move."

Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that he seemed to have bumped into something hard, and all the memories of being in love with Lu Xiuwen before this moment all rushed into his mind.

This man is beside him, and his nose is full of his breath. This man once possessed him so forcefully and plundered him mercilessly...

Ye Ming's face was flushed red, but this time it was not only shyness, but also anger and pain, until now...he can't forget everything this man brought him, he hates himself like this, why can't he Forget about that.

Ye Ming gritted his teeth, looked at him with red eyes, and his lips turned white.

Lu Xiuwen exhausted all his strength to restrain himself from moving Ye Ming. Seeing his embarrassing, indignant and painful eyes at this moment, the depression in his heart was beyond words... He was silent for a long time, let go of Ye Ming and walked out.

Ye Ming didn't expect that Lu Xiuwen would let go, he stayed for a while, and then rushed downstairs wearing slippers, he wanted to leave here!

But to his surprise, the door was locked!Even the door locks were changed, Ye Ming walked around the house, and found that all the doors and windows of the house had been changed by Lu Xiuwen, and he couldn't leave here!

Ye Ming trembled with anger, what does Lu Xiuwen mean by this, is he going to lock himself here? !

At this moment, Lu Xiuwen came out from the kitchen with breakfast. He looked at Ye Ming tenderly and said, "Come over for dinner, Xiao Ran."

Ye Ming slowly turned his head to look at him.

How could this man do such a thing and act like nothing had happened?And why should he call him over for dinner like before, as if nothing happened, Ye Ming's eyes were stung by the familiar scene before him.

We can't go back at all, why don't you let me go, why don't you let me go!

Ye Ming looked at him and sneered, "I'm not hungry."

Lu Xiuwen's eyes dimmed, but he quickly covered it up. How could he not be hungry?Haven't eaten all day and night?He tightened his hands, turned around and walked towards Ye Ming.

Ye Ming remembered Lu Xiuwen's actions yesterday, turned around and ran away without even thinking!But Lu Xiuwen moved faster, grabbed his waist and dragged him back!Regardless of Ye Ming's struggle, Lu Xiuwen sat him on his lap and said, "You should eat something, or your body won't be able to take it."

Ye Ming gritted his teeth stubbornly, as if he would not eat even if he was killed.

Lu Xiuwen fixedly looked at him for a long while, then sighed inaudibly, he suddenly picked up the porridge and took a sip by himself, then squeezed Ye Ming's chin with one hand, forced his fingers to open his mouth, bowed his head and kissed up!

Ye Ming kicked his legs wildly, desperately trying to get rid of Lu Xiuwen's control, but once this man tore off his gentle appearance, Ye Ming couldn't resist his strength!

The porridge spilled out from the corners of the mouths of the two of them, but Lu Xiuwen didn't care, and continued to eat a mouthful and just fed Ye Ming like this!

Ye Ming's face turned red with anger!Shortness of breath, when he realized that he was no match for Lu Xiuwen, and it would be futile to resist, he finally showed grief and indignation, and said, "Enough! I can eat it myself!"

Lu Xiuwen paused, let go of Ye Ming obediently, put him on the chair next to him, and said softly, "I'll bring you another bowl."

After finishing speaking, he got up and went to the kitchen to fill a bowl for Ye Ming, and put it in front of him, with a low and soothing voice: "Eat."

Ye Ming stared at the bowl in front of him, his body trembled, and he gritted his teeth in hatred... Heh... he had fantasies about this person before. The reason why he pretended to be so gentle was just to numb himself, right?Now that he knew he couldn't lie to himself, he finally revealed his true colors, didn't he?

This is who you really are, isn't it?I don't care if I'm in pain or not, I'm sad or not, anyway, you can control everything...

When you get tired of playing the game of chasing me, you can treat me whatever you want, because I can't escape your grasp at all.

Liar, you are the most vile and shameless liar in the world.

Ye Ming lowered his head, and finally picked up the spoon, tears fell into the bowl.

This used to be his favorite. The chef at home knew his taste very well. He especially liked eating at home, but these things he used to like now only bring him pain, and the rest here are all unbearable memories. .

Seeing that Ye Ming finally ate obediently, Lu Xiuwen heaved a sigh of relief, but the depression in his heart didn't ease a bit, because Ye Ming was unhappy.

He is crying.

This is the person he has cared for and loved for more than ten years, and he is reluctant to touch him, but now he is forcing him, making him sad and painful.

Lu Xiuwen was in pain, he had never regretted what he had done before.

Lu Xiuwen walked over, gently stroked Ye Ming's back, and softly whispered in his ear: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you, but it's true that I love you."

He paused, and then said: "I liked your mother. I didn't mean not to tell you. I just thought it was unnecessary. After all, it happened in the past 20 years... Maybe I adopted you because of her in the first place. But after so many years, my feelings for you have nothing to do with her."

Ye Ming was hugged by Lu Xiuwen, he didn't even have the strength to struggle, he had never hated his own weakness so much.

Because he couldn't resist, he could only stay by this person's side and listen to his so-called explanations. Anyway, he could say whatever he wanted, and he had to listen.

Lu Xiuwen hugged Ye Ming, his eyes hurt.

He really loves this person, but this person doesn't believe him. This is probably the most powerless thing in this world.

Because even if he took out his heart, he couldn't prove that his heart belonged to him. Once trust was lost, once there was a crack in the relationship, it could never be repaired, and suspicion would eventually destroy everything.

This is not a commercial competition, there is a winner or loser, and it is not a competitive competition, there is a ranking, and it is not like fighting and killing, there are always people who live and people who die.

Feelings... There is no way to draw a 100% conclusion. Once you are not trusted, it is meaningless to say more and do more.

Lu Xiuwen lowered his head, his lips lightly touched the top of Ye Ming's head, his eyes were filled with unprecedented sadness and helplessness, what should I do?To make you believe that I love you?

………………

Apart from not letting Ye Ming go out, Lu Xiuwen took good care of him in everything else, and he was very careful in doing things. Occasionally, he couldn't stay with Ye Ming at home, so he would let the nanny watch him at home, and never leave Ye Ming alone. Stay home so that nothing happens.

Ye Ming's range of activities was limited to a few small floors, where Lu Xiuwen was everywhere.

This is his home, and his good memories are everywhere. He is an orphan, but he has not been reduced to an orphanage, nor has he tasted the bitterness of the world. He lives in the warm Lu family, and someone treats him wholeheartedly. He suffers a little grievance, and is happier than many children with parents.

He used to be so thankful to God, grateful for everything he had.

But all this has changed now.

When Lu Xiuwen looked at him tenderly, he would think, who is Lu Xiuwen actually wanting to see, and when Lu Xiuwen took care of him patiently, he would wonder who exactly Lu Xiuwen was thinking about.

And when Lu Xiuwen was on him, when he was under him, who was he thinking about?

That day when Lu Xiuwen came back from a meeting, he found that Ye Ming was not in the living room, and the nanny stood cautiously on the second floor, winking at Lu Xiuwen.

Lu Xiuwen immediately understood that Ye Ming should be in the study, he walked up and saw Ye Ming standing in front of his desk, holding a photo in his hand.

This is a photo of Lu Xiuwen in his study. The photo is a family portrait. When he was young, Lu Xiuwen stood beside Gu Xueya with a bright smile. This is an old photo from 20 years ago, and it has been kept in his glass bookcase inside.

In fact, there are not only this photo in the bookcase, but also more photos of him and Ye Ming together later on, there are little Ye Ming, grown Ye Ming, junior high school Ye Ming... There are separate photos, There are photos of them together, although there are also photos of Gu Xueya, but the proportion is not much.

Originally, this wasn't a very important matter, but now Lu Xiuwen realized sensitively that he shouldn't let Ye Ming see these things, so he walked over and said softly, "What are you looking at?"

Ye Ming looked at Gu Xueya in the photo, his eyes were a little dazed, this was his mother, he actually didn't remember her anymore, after all, when she died, he was still so young.

The existence of Lu Xiuwen made up for what he lost, replaced his parents, so that in his later life, it was Lu Xiuwen...

Ye Ming slowly raised his head, his expression was rare and gentle, his eyes were not piercing, his voice was not cold, but he said very normally: "I am looking at my mother."

Lu Xiuwen was afraid that Ye Ming would remember those things again, so he took the photo from him, took his hand and said, "Let's see it another day, let's go down first."

Ye Ming said, "Wait."

Lu Xiuwen's eyes darkened, and he asked tentatively, "What's wrong?"

Ye Ming fixedly looked at Lu Xiuwen's face, and suddenly showed nostalgic eyes, his lips moved slightly: "Uncle, I care about you very much, you know that?"

Lu Xiuwen was silent for a moment, then nodded.

Ye Ming just smiled, and this smile carried a slight hint of bitterness, "Then how much I love you, do you know?"

Hearing these words, Lu Xiuwen's heart trembled, and even his heartbeat seemed to stop for a moment.

He didn't expect to hear the word 'love' from Ye Ming's mouth now, this word is already a luxury for him.

"I think you should know." Ye Ming lowered his eyes and said softly, "After all, you know everything, unlike me who don't know everything..."

Lu Xiuwen's voice was hoarse: "I..."

Ye Ming didn't wait for him to finish, suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, smiled at him, and said softly, "But how much I love you, I hate you now."

There was an indifferent light in his black eyes, and the words were exactly the same as those in the previous life from his slightly parted lips, appearing ruthless and cold.

"You make me sick," he said.