man god tell me to die

Zhao Zixin didn't have a big reaction when he heard this. He walked to the sofa, sat opposite Fang Zeqing, and looked out the window against the light.The warm afternoon sun slanted on his face, coating that delicate and cold face with a layer of softness, making it impossible to see his expression clearly.

"How long has it been since you received the text message?" He suddenly turned his head and asked.

Fang Zeqing didn't react, is this the point?But he still said blankly: "It's been three days. After receiving the text message, I packed my luggage and arranged things at home before rushing over to find you."

Zhao Zixin sneered when he heard the words: "Sure enough, he has a lot more conscience than Zhou Qiyan." Zhou Qiyan's flowers were only delivered last night.

This is really unfair to our Zhou Qiyan, but he asked his friends to take care of cultivating that flower for a long time.How long would it take for that card to fly from Germany to China!

Fang Zeqing didn't understand Zhao Zixin's focus at all, and it was his good habit to ask if he didn't understand: "What's the matter with Guan Qiyan?"

Zhao Zixin didn't answer him, but instead asked, "What did Qi Ya say?"

The conversation seemed to be back on track, Fang Zeqing blushed and said embarrassedly: "She...asked me if I wanted to get married."

Zhao Zixin almost choked himself to death with a sip of coffee, he coughed twice, and said in disbelief, "Zhou Qiya?" Suddenly, he seemed to hear the voice of his own shattered views.

Zhou Qiya is very good at following her heart and mind, but she also prides herself on being noble and reserved.Throwing a heavy shot before leaving, and then slapping her ass and leaving regardless of the storm behind her, she can do it, anyway, she can't see it, and others can't chase her.But now that he is about to come back, his attitude is very intriguing to be so direct.

"Qi Ya, she really... really loves me." Fang Zeqing blushed.

Zhao Zixin was noncommittal, "She may just remind you, if you don't want to marry me, just ignore it. If you still want to, you can prepare to propose to me." After learning about Zhou Qiya's bad taste from Zhou Qiyan , Zhao Zixin learned to look at the problem from another angle.

But now is obviously not the time to discuss who will propose. Zhao Zixin pulled back Fang Zeqing, who was in a tangle, and asked, "Aside from getting married, did you say when you will come back?"

Fang Zeqing shook his head: "I didn't say anything. I sent a text message to ask, but I never got a reply."

"Shouldn't be leaving yet." Zhao Zixin crossed his long legs, folded his hands on his chest, and tapped his elbow lightly with his slender fingers, looking careless.

But maybe he didn't want to admit it himself, this feeling of wanting to drag Zhou Qiyan over, croaking his ears, is also called can't wait.

Fang Zeqing stayed for a while and left, saying that he had booked a hotel near Zhao Zixin's company.He has been agitated for the past few days, and he calmed down only after meeting Zhao Zixin.Anyway, they don't know anything, and it's useless to worry.

In the evening, Zhao Zixin continued to work overtime in the company.Shu Yufeng's thoughts today made him a little nervous, although he thought that there was no need to be so frenzied in normal business competition.Moreover, according to the current situation of the Shu family, even if Mr. Shu can regain power as usual, it will be difficult for him to reach the point where he can compete with the Wen family in a short time.

If they really did it, what reason do they have to put old man Shu to death at this time?

And Zhou Qiyan... I don't know what's going on with them now.Since Uncle Zhou chose to go away at that time, he should have escaped in time and would not be targeted by them.But now... Zhou Qiyan is going to come back, will he just hit the muzzle of the gun...

Zhao Zixin pressed the center of his eyebrows, picked up the cup to drink coffee, but found it was empty.He looked at the empty cup and suddenly didn't want Zhou Qiyan to come back.

He still can't accept that the kind, gentle, academically obsessed old professor he met at Oran University would get involved in such a matter, and he just identified Zhou Qiyan, thinking that maybe he could be with him forever When they were together, they were taken away in a blink of an eye.

After getting up and making himself another cup of coffee, Zhao Zixin walked to the window.

The height of 27 floors is really nothing in this city, but standing here, looking at this huge city where darkness and light are intertwined, noise and loneliness, he feels that his soul is empty.

Keep your feet on the ground, but you can't look up to the stars.

Really should speed up.

He raised his head and drank the coffee in his hand, and the greasy liquid flowed down the throat into his stomach. With each sip of coffee spilling into his limbs and bones, Zhao Zixin felt his own existence more clearly.

He turned around, ready to go back and sort out the known information, when he saw Cui Xiaoran standing by the door.

Seeing the same white bouquet in Cui Xiaoran's hand as yesterday, Zhao Zixin walked over and smiled helplessly after taking the flowers: "I'm really sorry for your trouble, don't stay so late in the future, go home early."

Cui Xiaoran has been here for a while, but Zhao Zixin did not close the office door today.

She looked at the familiar and unfamiliar figure, still tall and straight, but mixed with fragility and loneliness.

Cui Xiaoran shook his head and said with a smile: "Brother Zixin, he really likes you. I knew it from the first time I saw you. Although I don't know why you separated, I believe you will be happy in the future."

Zhao Zixin watched Cui Xiaoran leave, no trace of that cowardly little girl who was bullied.

Looking down at the flowers in his hand, he saw this writing: "Yijun's heart is like the water of the West River, flowing eastward day and night without a break."

Meanwhile, Germany.

Father Zhou looked at Zhou Qiyan, who was halfway through packing his luggage, and suddenly giggled while holding his mobile phone, and said angrily, "Zhou Qiyan, are you going to piss me off?"

Zhou Qiyan looked up at the old man with gray temples in front of him. He once felt that this man was so strange, but no matter what, he was his father.

Looking back, Zhou Qiyan continued to pack his luggage and said, "Dad, I gave you the answer when you said this five years ago." After a pause of two seconds, he added: "It was your son who made the first move." , you should stop burying Zhao Zixin."

Zhou's father was choked back, just like Zhao Zixin couldn't accept that his boyfriend was taken away just now when he thought he could stay together, Zhou's father also couldn't accept Zhao Zixin, a student he had always been optimistic about, who abducted him and finally raised him Big baby son.

At that time, Zhou Qiyan had just arrived in Germany, and Zhou Qiyan had to make [-] times a day thinking about going back.After being questioned several times by Zhou's father and Zhou's mother, he explained the matter with Zhao Zixin.Father Zhou was angry and at the same time he was a little thankful. Now that the two are on different sides, one can't go back, and the other doesn't know where the other is. The so-called passion of the young people will fade away in a short time.

The father and son fought coldly for two years. Zhou Qiyan agreed to Zhou's father's request that he would not contact Zhao Zixin, and promised not to return to China in the short term. Only after Zhou Qiyan got a certain degree of freedom.

In the next few years, they lived in peace, and Zhou's father thought that his son had forgotten Zhao Zixin.But not long ago, Zhou Qiyan suddenly had a showdown with Zhou's father, saying that he had already arranged everything and would return to China soon.

The two had been arguing about this for a few days, and Zhou's father repeatedly stopped him to no avail, and finally realized that his son's wings had already hardened, and he would no longer pretend to be obedient and discipline him.

Zhou's father suddenly felt that he was really old. Looking at his tall and handsome son, he suddenly felt powerless.He asked: "You said, have you been in contact with China all these years?"

Zhou Qiyan put away a stack of heart-shaped cards, closed the second suitcase, and said, "Dad, at the beginning we only said that we couldn't contact Zi Xin, and no one else asked. I haven't told him a single thing in these years." Character."

Father Zhou said excitedly: "I'll say it again, don't meddle in Shu's affairs!"

Zhou Qiyan walked up to him, looked at his father squarely, and said in a deep voice, "Dad, Uncle Shu passed away, did you know?"

Father Zhou was taken aback for a moment, and murmured: "Impossible...impossible...he promised me..."

Looking at his father who lost his composure, Zhou Qiyan asked, "Dad, what have you been hiding? Why did you have to leave Huaguo in the first place?"

Father Zhou came back to his senses and grabbed Zhou Qiyan's arm with great force, as if trying to hide him in his palm.

He was a little incoherent: "Qi Yan, Qi Yan, listen to me, let's not go back, can't we go back?" His tone even tinged with pleading.

Zhou Qiyan broke away from Father Zhou's hand indifferently, took two steps back, and turned around not wanting to look at him again.

"Dad, I don't know what you are afraid of, so I can't understand you, but I respect your choice. For me, whether it is for Zixin or Xiaoyu, I have to go back. In the past few years, I I have let down my best friend and the person I love the most. Please also respect my choice."

Father Zhou didn't leave the spot until the determined figure disappeared for a long time.The fifty-year-old body was bent overwhelmed, and there was only a weak sigh in the stagnant air just now.

Two days later, Frankfurt International Airport, Germany.

Zhou's father looked at his daughter who decided to go back to China with his son, and he couldn't get angry or stop him at all.

As for why his daughter, who had never had to worry about him, stood on the opposite side of him, Father Zhou no longer wanted to think about it.He just felt that he had failed terribly. As a father who thought he was doing everything for his children, he didn't understand them at all.

Zhou's mother was already crying beside her, and now that her two children were leaving her side, she was the saddest one.

Walking over to hug Zhou's mother, Zhou Qiyan comforted softly: "Mom, don't cry, it's not like I won't be back."

Wiping her tears, Mother Zhou choked up and said, "If possible, come with Zi Xin next time."

Zhou Qiyan raised his head in astonishment when he heard the words, stared at Zhou's mother with wide eyes, and then at Zhou's expressionless father. It took him a while to realize what this meant.

He walked over, hugged Father Zhou, and said excitedly, "Thank you, Dad."

Father Zhou, who only got a hug because he agreed with his son to be with his boyfriend, didn't want to say anything anymore.After a long time, he instructed: "Zixin is a measured person, follow him and don't mess around."

Taking a deep look at his father, Zhou Qiyan bowed to the elders and left with Zhou Qiya.

On the other side, Zhao Zixin, holding the card he received that day, was sitting on the bed in a daze.

"I want to pick you up from where I lost you."

hehe.I can go to your uncle.Zhou Qiyan has such a big face.

Zhao Zixin lay down, buried himself in the quilt and fell asleep.

During the ten hours of flying from Germany to the capital, a feeling called excitement kept stirring in Zhou Qiyan's body.

Homecoming is like an arrow, and I can't wait to become an aircraft engine.

"If you have a boyfriend you haven't seen in five years and he's begging to get back with you. What would you do?"

"I must take out a one-yuan RMB from my 2-yuan bag in front of him, and let him kneel under the corner of my [-]-yuan coat and sing Conquer. After singing, throw it at his feet, If I am not satisfied with the singing, I will throw him in the face, and then reject him. Walk away gracefully!"

"Will you still have a dollar in your bag at that time?"

"Millionaires also need to bring some change! Hey, you're wrong!"

"Ha ha ha ha……"

There is no one in "Something Interesting" right now, the hall full of tables and chairs is still a little empty, the volume of the TV is not turned up too high, and the teasing voice of the variety show queen easily permeates the entire space.

As the only relatively large-scale coffee shop near the University of Orlando, the owner of "a bit interesting" is really interesting.Because his wife likes to follow variety shows, he doesn't like lazy country, leisurely jazz, let alone noble classics.

I like to put variety shows in my store.A good coffee shop has turned into a Sichuan restaurant.

Zhao Zixin ordered a glass of American style and sipped it slowly.

Revisiting the old place, the mood is already different.The boss seemed to recognize him, so he specially brought him some extra creamer.But I don't want to, the person who was always stared at drinking hot milk before is no longer used to the sweet and greasy taste.

When Zhou Qiyan came in, Zhao Zixin sat there with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

Five years hadn't brought much change to his appearance, but his whole temperament had been turned upside down.

He walked over, Zhao Zixin seemed to respond.

you smile slightly,

in silence,

And I think,

For this,

I have waited too long.

The author has something to say:

Yijun's heart is like the water of the West River, which flows eastward day and night without a break. ——Yu Xuanji "Jiangling Worries and Hopes for Son's Peace"

"Untitled" - Tagore

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