man god tell me to die

"I've got to reach you

I've gotta see you

Let the light shine down on me

......"

Covered by a simple blue chasing light, the sunny and handsome boy is holding an acoustic guitar, singing in a clean voice, full of affection.

Even though the scene was full of people's voices, the boy's singing still reached the bottom of Zhao Zixin's heart without hindrance.

"Zixin...Zixin!"

Zhao Zixin woke up suddenly, and blinked twice to adapt to the weak light.

"Zixin, are you awake? Are you feeling unwell?" Mother Zhao's worried voice sounded outside the door. Zhao Zixin usually came back from morning exercise at this time.

Zhao Zixin hurriedly replied: "Mom, I'm fine, I went to bed late yesterday."

Slightly relieved, Mother Zhao said, "Get up quickly, we're going to be late."

Getting up and going into the bathroom, Zhao Zixin looked at the haggard self in the mirror.The corners of his mouth were hooked in self-deprecating, people haven't seen it yet, so what's going on now.

When he came out again, he became that decent, delicate, young and promising elite lawyer again.

After working all morning, Zhao Zixin just turned off the computer and was about to go to eat when Cui Xiaoran walked in at the right time and said, "Mr. Xiao Shu is here."

Looking at the small clock on the table that just pointed to 11:30, Zhao Zixin sighed and said, "This person really deserves to be a Buddhist. I'm afraid he can open his eyes."

When Zhao Zixin went out, he saw a bald head standing in front of the window of the reception room. He was wearing a suit, which fit well but was a little wrinkled. He looked unkempt and nondescript. He was really blind to that pretty face.

"This is almost catching up with your back garden, why do you still wait here every time." Zhao Zixin smiled at the shiny back of his head.

"Amitabha, the necessary procedures are indispensable." The bald head turned around, and five sense organs grew out of the back of his head.

"Let's go, the cafeteria downstairs." Even though he had met Shu Yufeng many times, Zhao Zixin still couldn't ignore his appearance, so he turned around quickly, lest he would laugh in front of others, which would be too impolite.

As an established law firm, Pei Shang's employee welfare policy is relatively complete.If employees eat in the company cafeteria at noon, they can eat whatever they want after registering their names with the service desk.But if you want to bring people in and eat casually, you have to charge a fee.Not expensive, 38 per person.

Shu Yufeng came to Pei Shang to look for Zhao Zixin many times, and he was so unique in his appearance that the cafeteria aunt would not know him if she didn't know Zhao Zixin.Taking out 40 yuan familiarly, Shu Yufeng followed the kind inquiries of the aunts and stood there obediently waiting for someone to change the ticket.

When Shu Yufeng finally finished taking what he wanted to eat and came over to sit down, Zhao Zixin ate almost half of it.

Looking at the big fish and meat on his plate, Zhao Zixin secretly poked and compared with himself, and finally came to the terrible conclusion that his appetite has increased again, and he should now be twice as big as himself.As a normal man, Zhao Zixin felt that he still ate a lot.

He looked at the abnormal monk on the opposite side, curled his lips, and said, "What about your Buddhist precepts and clear rules? It's okay to eat meat, but if you eat so much, which monastery can afford you?"

Shu Yufeng's mouth was full, like a hamster scrambling to eat.He swallowed the big mouthful of meat with difficulty, and said: "Amitabha, the gods and Buddhas are at ease." He also picked up the sweet soup in hand, took a sip and continued: "Besides, it costs 38 for a meal, which is too expensive."

Zhao Zixin secretly rolled his eyes, as long as you eat, charging you three hundred and eighty is considered cheap.He said casually: "No wonder he always calls you a monk of wine and meat."

After finishing speaking, Zhao Zixin realized what he said, lowered his eyes, poked the rice in the bowl twice, and asked in a low voice: "He...has he really never contacted you?"

Shu Yufeng looked at Zhao Zixin who was bowing his head, and couldn't bear it.But this is not his own business, he has no right to do it for him.

"The Buddha said, don't say it." He said in a tone like a magic stick.

Zhao Zixin knew that the fake monk had started to make jokes again, and it's not like he hasn't asked about it all these years.If he wasn't sure at first, he now has the answer.These two, together, treat me like a fool.

Zhou Qiyan, let's see who can love the other more.

Zhao Zi smiled hard: "Forget it, even if I had hoped for the past two years, I should be desperate now."

Shu Yufeng didn't dare to answer this question, and just buried his head in the meat.

When Shu Yufeng finally defeated the huge army of food, Zhao Zixin had been sitting there bored for a long time.

He looked at Shu Yufeng, who was leaning on the back of the chair with a contented expression on his face, and was about to puff his stomach with his hands, and really felt that if he disrespected the gods and Buddhas, the gods and Buddhas would have to blame the person in front of him.

"Master Shu, where are we going?" Zhao Zixin pretended to be respectful.

"Here it is. Your lunch break is almost over, right?" Shu Yufeng also had an apologetic look on his face.

"Don't be poor, the case at hand is about to be concluded, and there is nothing wrong with it." Zhao Zixin had nothing to do, bowed his head and sipped the coffee in his hand.

"Then why do you work overtime so late every day?" Shu Yufeng said quickly, knowing that it was too late for him to say something wrong.

Zhao Zixin raised his eyes, and gave him a meaningful look, without revealing it.He just said, "Tell me, what's the matter."

Shu Yufeng put away his glib face, his whole person was really uneven and somewhat solemn.He said in a deep voice, "My father is dead."

Zhao Zixin was not surprised, but still a little shocked.He knew that Mr. Shu had passed away not long ago, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.He had never met that generation of tycoon who had dominated the world for half his life, but as Shu Yufeng's father, he would not say anything more at this moment.I could only say: "Congratulations."

Shu Yufeng was playing with the small bowl in his hand, and there seemed to be tiny glints in his eyes.

He looked directly into Zhao Zixin's eyes, without feeling sorrow or anger, and said softly, "It shouldn't be like this." It seemed like it was just a guess, but also like a definite conclusion drawn after careful consideration.

Zhao Zixin's pupils shrank when he heard the words, he thought carefully, and figured out the joints.But he is different from Shu Yufeng. He thinks that bystanders are clear and more rational.After considering his words, he said, "They don't have to do this."

Shu Yufeng, who had lowered his head, turned the ring on his hand that symbolized his status.Mr. Shu has been ruthless all his life, and he has been decisive in fighting against the outside world and securing the inside.But for his two sons, he loves them very much and spoils them to the core.

Mr. Shu is very defensive and has a strong sense of family status.In order to distinguish it from the collateral lineage of the Shu family and to show their identities, they specially gave rings to their son and daughter-in-law.At that time, when he first learned that Shu Yufeng was not in Shang Dynasty and devoted himself to Buddha, Mr. Shu took back his ring in a fit of anger, saying that he would sever the relationship between father and son.But within two days, he rushed to the temple where his son was and stuffed the ring back.

The ring is good jade, smooth to the touch and delicate in texture.Shu Yufeng caressed his body with his index finger, feeling a coldness in his heart.

"Maybe the water is deeper than what we've already touched?" Shu Yufeng didn't look up, but quietly looked at the quiet ring in his hand.

Zhao Zixin didn't know what he thought of, and he couldn't help but feel scared. He knew that Zhou's father chose to leave Huaguo at that time and had something to do with the Shu family.He closed his eyes, his voice trembling: "Don't worry, it will be soon. The chairman of Wen's is not clean. Let's take it step by step." It seemed to be comforting Shu Yufeng, but also comforting himself.

Shu Yufeng sneered: "We moved too slowly, I'm afraid the next step will be my brother."

Zhao Zixin was afraid that he would use some extreme means, so he hurriedly said, "Probably not, Brother Shu is inside... very safe, and their hands are not that long. It's you, so be careful."

Shu Yufeng: "Me? Don't worry, they look down on me and don't even bother to do anything to me."

After seeing off Shu Yufeng, Zhao Zixin returned to his office with heavy steps.But met an unexpected person.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Fang Zeqing turned his head and looked at his friend who hadn't seen him for four years, his nose was a little sore.Taking a deep breath, he smiled and said, "Shouldn't we have an affectionate hug?"

Zhao Zixin never expected that Fang Zeqing would come looking for him. After Zhou's father took Zhou Qiya and Zhou Qiyan abroad, Fang Zeqing was depressed for a year, and returned to Yancheng after graduation. The two never met again.

Zhao Zixin walked over, hugged Fang Zeqing, and said, "Don't cry, why are you like Zhou Qiyan."

Fang Zeqing froze and said, "I thought you didn't even want to mention him."

Zhao Zixin let go of him, shook his head and said, "You all take me for a fool, and don't even look at who got the most scholarships in college."

Fang Zeqing said awkwardly: "You don't blame me."

"I blame you? If I blame you again, you're really a cannon fodder." Even if he didn't blame him, Zhao Zixin didn't have a good face to show him now.

Fang Zeqing smiled bitterly: "You should have guessed it, I don't know anything at all. Qi Ya...she didn't tell me much, she just said that she would definitely come back, I don't know how long." He raised his hand to wipe his face, and slowed down his tone: "She didn't even tell me to wait for her, but only asked me to leave a phone number she knew. She also said that it doesn't matter if I date someone or get married when she's not here. If I'm still single after she returns to China, I'd still like to be with her. , we'll get married."

Zhao Zixin poured Fang Zeqing a glass of water, let him sit on the sofa, made a cup of coffee himself, stirred it carefully, and said in a cold voice: "It is more conscientious than Zhou Qiyan."

Fang Zeqing quickly expressed his opinion: "I really don't know anything about Qi Yan."

Zhao Zixin glanced at him, too lazy to continue this question with Fang Zeqing.He said indifferently: "What is it that can make you come here? I thought you would hide from me for the rest of your life. Speaking of class reunions, we didn't even say hello in advance, so we can go alone for a year. It’s really a [-]% tacit understanding.”

Fang Zeqing quickly betrayed his teammates, and said like a dog: "Liu Yu, it's all Liu Yu. That kid usually doesn't make much noise, but he's actually just weak! Last time he deliberately said at the party that you can't go because you don't have time. Yes, I ran away when I went back to the toilet and saw you were there."

Zhao Zixin took a sip of his coffee, and refused to comment on his accusation. Anyway, Fang Zeqing's brain circuit has always been strange, and he hasn't made any progress over the years.He asked, "Is something all right?"

Fang Zeqing paused, and said in a low voice, "Qi Ya sent me a text message."

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Long-awaited, Xiao Gong is coming~