Some people are sad and will be comforted by many people; some people are sick and will be visited by many people.I also really want to enter the beloved story, to be a person who is lucky to be loved, to be a person who loves bravely, but these are all too vague dreams, and now I am wandering in the cold wind, I can’t do it Such a dream.

Emotions at work fell into a slump. After Lanlan left, I lay in bed without sleep all day, and finally couldn't help calling my mother.

"Hey?"

With a gentle and kind voice, maternal love always has the magic power to make people cry.

"I miss you, Mom." I resisted the urge to sob and acted like a baby as usual.

"Mom also misses summer very much. Would you like to take the train to see you?"

"No need for mom. It's terribly cold here. If you want to come over, wait until the beginning of spring."

My house is so small that I can only fit a small single bed. If my mother comes and wants to live with me, I really don't know where to let her live, and if she sees my room is so small, she will feel distressed.

I don’t know if mothers are very sensitive to the emotional changes of their children. Today’s mother said to me:

"Mom listens to you, but sometimes don't stand alone."

When I heard my mother's words, my tears flowed out accidentally.

A mother who is like a friend, sometimes a mother who is naive and lively than me, suddenly took on the posture of her mother at this moment.

It was completely beyond my understanding of her. She said something that did not fit her previous image, but fit her identity:

"Come back if you can't hold on. Mom is here all the time. It doesn't matter. No one will say anything about you. I won't let anyone say anything about you. Neither can your father."

This phone call really exceeded expectations and touched me so much that I was afraid that she would hang up the phone hastily after hearing me cry twice.

Encouraged by great encouragement, I took out the tissue beside the bed and prayed that all this was just a bad cold, no matter how hard it was, it would pass.

My mother is very gentle, but my father is not. The stubbornness in my heart towards dreams makes me not want to hide under the wings of my mother. I want to grow up and be able to fly high, and my father will no longer bow my head and scoff at me.

People have to be strong in order to go further.

So, wanting to recover from the cold, I worked harder, even harder than before. In the next few days, I went to interview the roles of other dramas twice, regardless of the size of the role, regardless of the success rate of the role, even if it is only 0.1% , some people may think that I am in a hurry to go to the doctor, but I know not, this is my daily life, I have been unknown for five years, and it has always been the years of alternating hope and disappointment. The loss I taste is actually nothing Quite a few, but this time in "Phoenix" is the heaviest one.

With my efforts, my mentality gradually adjusted back in a good direction.I also found something gratifying in my life, as if no matter what state I was in, someone would support me.After being removed from the lead role, Li Yiran met me on the set several times, sighed and hesitated several times, I can understand her, the entanglement of acquaintances made her not know who to help and persuade, but I finally patted her and said , but what I heard happened to me in the past.As for Jiang Qi, I haven't seen her since then. I heard that her part has already been filmed. I heard that after confirming her role as Phoenix, I asked the director to speed up the filming to free up time later. But we It doesn't matter if I don't see you, but with the relationship between her and Jiao Tian, ​​I'm afraid seeing me will be even more embarrassing than Li Yiran.

I have been persuading myself to be optimistic. I believe that people’s spiritual power is strong. Sometimes my heart will be tougher than you can imagine. I am a mortal, I can think and complain, but I can also survive until the wound heals. Scab, I think one day God will see the IOUs I have accumulated, and help me fight for it once, to atone for his negligence.

Bending down to pick up the small shells after the big tide to comfort myself, I have taken the Wudai on the 25th. It is said that it is a costume TV series invested heavily by a gold medal producer in the industry. There are many martial arts dramas, and the protagonist is still under discussion. However, the production team attaches great importance to martial arts scenes, so we need to determine the double first. The similarity of the body shape of the martial arts scene is not so high, because it wears a lot of clothes, and the body is not very obvious.I'm the stand-in for the second female lead.It is said that the preliminary preparations have already started, and after the casting is completed, the filming will probably start within a year.

A week after that happened, I flipped through my January schedule and came to February, the last season of winter, hoping to get closer to spring.

"Summer, there is a party, let's come together, it's time for a change of mood." At the end of another day, Assistant Director Jiang stopped me.

There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and the entertainment industry is a place with ears everywhere. At some point, the entire Anti-Japanese War crew knew the news.

"I've tuned in," I said with a smile, "full-caste party?"

I like the Anti-Japanese War crew itself very much. Each team is dedicated and respectful professionals.Well... except for a few people who are too proud...

"No, alumni gathering, a specially ordered high-end hotel buffet."

I was speechless: "Director Jiang, your alumni party, why should I join in the fun?"

Director Jiang was also speechless: "We both belong to the same school."

"Huh? Really? Why didn't you say it earlier."

I am not a person who just go to Baidu Encyclopedia of everyone I know when I have nothing to do. Director Jiang didn't mention this, so I thought it was someone from a different school.

"I only found out about it recently when I took the time to sort out the crew's materials. Hurry up and call the handsome senior."

"Uh..." I made a strange sound very shamelessly.

"You, you have such a sweet mouth when you are grabbing a job, why don't you show it in private."

"Make a distinction between public and private, senior."

Director Jiang laughed: "All right, all right, public and private. The standard of the hotel is great, and there are a lot of delicious food. Are you coming?"

"But I didn't get the notification."

It's strange, I'm also from this school, why didn't my alumni inform me to go eat and drink, are you afraid that I'll overwhelm you...

"Probably the notification was missed. This time it was organized by a friend I know. They seem to be understaffed. Maybe they didn't do a good job in notification. But it doesn't matter, I'll tell you."

Assistant director Jiang knew my foodie nature, so he continued to focus on the weakness:

"They are also delicious people. The standard of the dishes this time is very high. It is definitely different from the usual unpalatable party meals."

My heart was moved: "Then go and have a look."

Director Jiang said with a smile, "I'll pick you up in a broken car then."

It’s so good to have a car, I opened my mouth and agreed without thinking, but I realized something was wrong after I agreed:

"Director Jiang, is your home close to mine?"

"Xiamen, I don't know your home, you haven't told me yet." He said with a smile, "However, I can tell you that my home is on Minxing Road."

"Uh...my house is on Xinmen Street. Director Jiang, you're too far to go around. I'd better go alone."

"It's okay, it's pretty fast."

"No, it's a bit strange that you took a long way to come here."

"Xia, I won't sell you." He smiled wryly.

"Hey, that's not what I mean, I just think it's too much trouble for you..."

To be honest, Director Jiang's insistence made me a little uncomfortable...

I pushed back again and again, but he ignored it, and finally he said: "You have already agreed at the beginning, and you have no regrets about selling the medicine, so it's a deal. And if you have friends from the same school who don't know, remember to tell them the news."

He ran away while talking, not listening to all the shouts I was chasing after him.In fact, what caught him just now was that his attention was disturbed by his last sentence.

My alumni... Will Lanlan know about this alumni association?Will Qin Yue return to China?

Actually, if possible, I don't want to tell Lan Lan, I don't want them to meet at all.

Those who go away cruelly, what kind of predestined relationship will continue.

It's just that this is all my wishful thinking. An hour later, I received a call from Lanlan, who had already heard about this alumni dinner from someone else.

"Are you going, Xia Tian?" she asked me.

"What about you?" Actually, I don't have a problem with letting other people dove or something, if she doesn't want to go.

Lanlan paused for a second: "Is there anyone else I can go to see..."

I am dumb, you ask me, you ask yourself, your question, ask me sincerely.

Do you really think there's nothing to see, or do you have a glimmer of anticipation to hear that name out of my mouth?

I looked at the fiery red clouds in the sky, and said vaguely: "There are a lot of them. The ones I want to see are the ones I can see."

"Xiamen, how did you know about this?" She didn't answer directly, but asked me instead.

"Deputy Director Jiang of the Anti-Japanese War crew, he told me today that he and I are schoolmates. He insisted on picking me up and forcing me to rub against his car..."

"Jiang Xun?"

"You have a really good memory, you can remember the name you said once..."

"Because it's easy to remember...the one you often say is rubbish."

I smiled helplessly: "It's the one who often invites me to dinner. He rushes to pay every time, and I dare not eat with him later."

"Well, it's changed from rubbing rice to rubbing cars."

"Don't say it like I asked for it. I don't take advantage of everything, at least I won't risk sending myself out..."

"He... likes you."

"I don't know. If he didn't say it, I just pretended to be stupid."

Ever since I misjudged that Lan Lan liked me in college, I no longer believed in my feelings.

When I liked Lanlan at that time, I had the illusion that Lanlan should like me too, but Qin Yue slapped me in the face with a phone call, and I suddenly realized that all the fantasies were just because she took me as her best friend, because she was so straightforward. Women are so nice, they are not for me at all...

So, I will never think that others like me anymore, maybe, some people are good friends like this... Some people's friendship is more thrilling and unforgettable than love...

"...He heard that it is very good, have you never thought about accepting it?"

Hey, hey, how did this topic come to me.I have been punished, I usually force Lanlan to start again

"I'll accept it if he's a good person. There's no such thing as that."

"You're not arguing about getting a boyfriend all day long, he fits your ideal conditions..."

I was drunk, when we got back together, in order not to make you think too much, I told you not to misunderstand me, I like boys, if there is a chance to make a handsome guy with a good personality, you remember it to this day... and Even if I said it, it's not all day long, just once!

I was powerless, and said to this distorted Lan Lan: "How could I... I was arguing to pay you, ideal conditions and so on. This thing changes every day."

Hearing this, Lan Lan was silent for a few seconds:

"Xia, do you want me to have a boyfriend and fall in love so much?"

I could hear Lanlan's tone of obvious displeasure.Okay, okay, I'm meddling in my own business, I'm just worrying about it, I'll let you hang yourself on that tree, that's all right!

I simply opened the skylight and said frankly: "Lanlan, have you gone around in circles enough... If you want to see Qin Yue, just say so, I'll take you there!"

"Xiamen, I don't want to see him."

Lan Lan's voice instantly cooled several degrees, and faint anger could be heard.

I pursed my lips vigorously: "I'm sorry... I shouldn't mention him."

In fact, after I yelled that sentence, I regretted it. I only stepped on a thunder once before, so why did I forget it so quickly...

"..."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, but it didn't hang up either.

This silence makes me sick.

After waiting for a long time, when I thought she would stop talking, she said:

"Musha, you are too much."

Then hung up on me very bluntly.

"Beep beep..."

I clutched my phone blankly, listening to the sudden hang up sound, my heart felt like being pressed down by a boulder, completely jammed.

Jiang Yilan, you hung up on me again and called me by my full name again. The first time and the second time are all for such a man...

OK, how can I not fulfill you.

I made a phone call to Jiang Xun: "I have something to ask you, can you ask your friend to help, and ask the person in charge to give me the phone number of Qin Yue, Class 7, XX Director Department, thank you."

The author has something to say:

After the Qinyue phone call incident, Xia Tian regarded Lanlan as a straight daughter, just like Christians who believed in the existence of God...

It takes a little time to break beliefs, although this is an incorrect point of view established by misunderstanding...

In the next two chapters, the alumni association will start. At that time, there will be a relatively complete description of the university's affairs, and Xia Tian will tell everyone well.Let's throw out the problem of Xia Tian first.

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