Probably because I was too tired, my mind was disturbed by emotions, and I was easily led by the nose, and I accepted other people's orders in a daze. When I recovered, I was sitting in Jiang Qi's car in a daze, with a paralyzed face. Waiting for the arrival of the assistant brother.

I looked at the mirror on the car platform, the makeup on my face had already faded away, I looked like a ghost, but I'm not in the mood to tidy up now, so let's just leave it at that.

Once a person is decadent, the inside and outside are the same, and he suddenly feels lifeless, and the whole person is like a mushroom with mold.Looking at my melancholy Mei Chaofeng's appearance, I suddenly felt like Ah Q, stretched out my hand to brush my hair, and simply laughed at myself wondering how I could feel miserable.

"Your face...maybe you're going to play a zombie this afternoon, so you did the styling first?" Jiang Qi's assistant brother arrived as scheduled, and the moment he saw me, he couldn't help but gasped.

"It's morning makeup, I'll go home and wash it right away."

I regret it, the description of a zombie is still beyond my tolerance, I should actually tidy up my appearance.

The assistant brother got into the car and plugged in the engine key, stepped on the clutch with ease, and the car body shook slightly. I squinted and saw that it was the dark-skinned guy I often saw on the set.

He turned the steering wheel deftly and reminded me to fasten my seat belt.

I nodded my thanks and gave him my home address.

He smiled and said, I know, the dark skin makes the teeth very white.

I leaned my head on the sofa in the back seat and tasted all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in the morning. I cried for too long and my eyes were dull, and my body couldn't hide my sleepiness. But he was always stopped by the guards.

The spirit is unwilling to be peaceful and quiet, and it is really difficult to fall asleep emotionally.

"Miss Mu, it seems that you can't sleep well. Do you need a pillow? There is one above the back seat of the car."

"No, thank you, I can actually sleep anywhere, today is an emotional problem."

"What sad thing happened"

It seems that he should have been busy with other things just now. He probably wasn't on the set and didn't know what happened on the set.

I said: "It's a big sad thing, the cooked duck flew away, and the character I got is gone."

"That's it... don't be too sad, I think there will be a chance next time."

"Thank you, thank you for your blessing."

We chatted one after another, and I learned from him that he has been Jiang Qi's assistant for a year. Although the salary is slightly lower than the industry standard, he doesn't mind and plans to stay with her for a long time.

Looking at him, I thought of my good friend Qingqing, the look in her eyes was the same as his, when talking about Jiang Qi, there was also a kind of intimacy and liking for acquaintances in addition to admiration.

"A friend of mine also likes her very much. How do you feel that you all seem to know Jiang Qi very well. Talking about her feels like talking about family members."

"Uh, is it?" Brother Hei thought for a few seconds, "Probably because she never puts on airs and treats us very well."

Speaking of this, he seemed to remember something, and suddenly laughed out loud.

He pointed to the black down jacket on the back seat of the car and said to me: "I don't know what's wrong recently, sister Qi. I used to prefer bright warm colors, but recently I seem to like hesitant cool colors. I used to like parties, that is, the occasional mood. When it’s not so good, push away one or two. Now, I don’t want to go to any party. I only go when I can’t push it away. When I get there, I wrap myself in this down jacket and hide myself in the corner. I don’t know what it is The reason is, but every time I see her like a zongzi, I want to laugh when I think of her when she is normal. In fact, hiding in the corner is almost useless. Talk to her."

I said, "You also said that she doesn't look like a star. This is obviously a star, and the starlight cannot be hidden."

He scratched his head: "It seems to be the same."

While talking, I glanced out the window, this street is not right, it seems to be the opposite direction of my house.

"Brother, you went the wrong way." I said.

"That's right, go to Sister Qi's house. Sister Qi told me that you are not suitable to go back to your home for the time being, so don't take you to your home."

Is there jackals or tigers and leopards in my house, it is not suitable to go back to my own house...

"It's not very good, how can I go to other people's homes casually, please take me home."

"No, sister Qi told me that I can't let you go back to my home."

"No! There is such a saying." I said, "Please send me home."

"It's strange, you're too stranger... Didn't you guys know each other a long time ago? Sister Qi also said that you've been to her house."

"I knew you earlier? Been to her house? Didn't you..."

Kuai Dao Sun Xiaoxiao has only ended for a few months... How early can this be...

And, Miss Jiang, who is lying, have I been to your house?I went downstairs to your house, last time I took a taxi with you and Li Yiran, I don’t remember any other exciting developments.

"Sister Qi told us that you are her old friend, and that you messed with her sponsorship clothes before. If she hadn't pulled Sister Yue to say it's fine, our hot Sister Yue would never let you go..."

I said, "We are just ordinary friends, very ordinary friends."

Actually, I know her sister better...

"Really? You didn't lie, did you?"

"real!"

I think it's hard to argue. If this is not a fact, can it be true?

I must not allow the facts to be distorted, so we both started a heated debate. The topic revolved around whether Jiang Qi was lying or whether I wanted to save face and not admit it. At the end of the heated debate, the car stopped, and the little brother said to me:

"OK, our destination has arrived."

arrive?This doesn't seem to be my house. While diverting my attention, this black-bellied little brother secretly drove me to Jiang Qi's house. He looks so simple and honest, and he really can't be judged by his appearance...

"You don't want to be so stubborn. Sister Qi said that you have strong self-esteem, you are really strong. It is a good thing to have a big star friend. There is nothing to deny and hide." At the end, she threw this sentence to me.

I looked around and felt a little familiar: "Jiang Qi moved? I remember she lives in a mansion area?"

The little brother smiled: "Sister Qi has many houses, and this is the one closest to the studio."

Really rich, really, now that the house is so expensive, I can still have several houses...

I looked at the tall building directly into the clouds, and felt extremely dizzy. The matter has come to this point, so I have no choice but to ask:

"What unit and what room?"

"Yes, these buildings belong to Sister Qi." The little brother said, "I have to go back, and I will give you the key. Take a good rest."

"..."

I pretended to be good, watched my brother leave silently, then walked 300 meters to the subway station, backed up three times after getting out of the station, spent 18 yuan and several hours to take the bus home.

The too long line made my bones almost fall apart. I finally got home, but before my feet rested, I received a call from Xiao Lanlan as soon as I entered the door:

"Summer, where are you?"

"At home, my lovely home." I kicked off my high heels and said while rubbing.

"Are you at home?"

"Well, I don't have much role today."

I don't want to tell Lanlan about my loss of the starring role. Lanlan will definitely feel uncomfortable if she finds out. Let's talk about it after a few days when her mood stabilizes.

"..."

Lanlan's silence is a little strange, I'm afraid she will find out something and rush to change the topic:

"Did you call me to have dinner?"

"It was originally planned like this, but now it seems that I can't eat it."

"I can't eat it, what's the matter?"

"I'm very busy, so I'll hang up first."

Hang up, call, call, no, she is a guy who can hardly hang up other people's calls.

"Wait!" I said.No, I have to meet with Lanlan to see if she has any unhappy things. What can make Lanlan unhappy is a big thing, so I need to comfort her.

"..."

I thought about it:

"If you're busy, I'll come to you. People can't stop eating, and if they don't eat, they will starve to death. I'll bring you whatever you want to eat. At worst, I'll buy you a big one, bird's nest, shark's fin and big roast duck. I'll bleed and buy it for you once." ...Also, last time I went to a barbecue restaurant, their pork belly and roasted trotters were very good, the quality of the meat and the craftsmanship were amazing... Actually, I think the claypot rice is the best, it is not expensive and it is real , you think so too..."

"I don't think so."

Hey, Lanlan who doesn't give face, what kind of mutant is this, and his mood is so abnormal, there must be something wrong...

I continue to coax:

"I don't think so, it's okay. We still have other choices. Snake soup is also a great delicacy. Although you are afraid of it, you can't see the original shape in the bowl. You should have no problem eating it."

"something wrong."

"That's it, if this doesn't work, let's use hot pot, it tastes spicy and refreshing..."

"If you want to talk about all the dishes from all over the world in order, it's better to hang up the phone."

"Hey, you've been on hold all this time, I've died without any regrets. Why don't you come out to eat at night~"

"I've already said, I can't eat it."

"Okay then... tonight I'll eat the steamed buns I bought a few days ago, with half a bag of bitter pickled mustard... I will fight desperately for the funds for our next dinner!"

"...You don't really have nothing to eat, do you?"

It's coming, it's successfully arousing Lanlan's compassion.

I pretended to be considerate and pitiful: "Go to work, the steamed buns are actually quite delicious."

Lan Lan muttered something on the other end of the phone, but I didn't catch it clearly, so I asked her again:

"...stay at home, I'll be there later."

I was too hungry to think about anything else, I counted the seconds with my fingers, simmered and simmered, and finally waited for Lanlan to arrive. I looked at the food in her hand and was moved. It is indeed my caring little padded jacket. Really rich.

Open the bag, there are two bottles of red wine inside.

"At the reception just now, I took two bottles."

I turned the wine label over, startled, and carefully laid it out.

"I absolutely don't believe the year on it, isn't it true?"

Lanlan changed her shoes without raising her head: "Fake."

"Let me just say, fakes are better than real ones these days. If these two bottles are really 1982 Lafite, I will definitely not drink them. I will keep them for another ten years and sell them... However, there is no wine. The cellar is useless... it's better to drink it..."

Three times, five times and two times, the dishes were all arranged on the floor in front of the TV...

Lan Lan came over and sat next to me:

"Sometimes you really think too much... Even if it's true, you can't drink it."

I shook my finger: "Have you heard the hints in your heart? Even a wine idiot like me has heard of Lafite in 82. It must be shocking to appear in front of you." Speaking of ordinary red wine, I still think it tastes good when I drink it.”

"..." The expression on Lanlan's face was strange.

As I said that, I took another sip. It was quite bitter at first, but the aftertaste was quite sweet.

I licked my lips with great melancholy: "It's over, this tongue is too low-level, and the more I drink it, the more I like it."

As I spoke, I drank again.

Lan Lan looked at me very helplessly: "You, red wine as a drink."

I said: "Anyway, I can't taste it, so I just confuse it and drink it happily."

For me now, the most important thing is to become happier, otherwise if Lanlan finds out that something is wrong...

I said, "Okay, I'm not greedy anymore, come, let's eat vegetables."

I put a few chopsticks into my mouth, and then wrapped two slices of roast duck, one for Lanlan and one for myself.

"(Chew) This roast duck is delicious, much better than the 30 yuan downstairs. It has no fishy smell, is moderately fat and thin, and the skin is crispy."

While eating, I couldn't help expressing my thoughts.

"Well, I'll bring it to you next time." Reciprocity, Lan Lan also wrapped a piece and fed it to me.

There are food, wine, and TV. I deliberately found a very funny movie, hoping to temporarily forget the boredom of being replaced in the densely packed jokes.

"Lan Lan, it's so funny here." I pointed to the funniest part of the movie and told her.

"...Huh?" She cast a puzzled look in confusion.

kindness?It seems very serious, eating is eating, and there are very few distractions.

No, I took another sneak peek. She was actually watching, but she was absent-minded. I don’t know if something happened that didn’t make her happy. She hardly smiled. I have to ask.

"Lanlan, when you called me earlier, you seemed to be in a bad mood. What's the matter?"

"It's nothing, being pigeonholed by a bastard."

"Which bastard let you dove, I will beat it to death."

I rolled up my sleeves and pretended to be a hero who is doing harm to the people.

Lanlan looked at me with a complicated expression: "You probably won't be able to do it."

"How is it possible, for you, I'll beat even a handsome guy! If it's an embroidered pillow like Nie Qinglang with a pack of grass, he can't find Bei!"

Lan Lan didn't seem to want to discuss with me the matter of her being released as a dove, and instead talked about Nie Qinglang: "He is actually a very common person in the circle, and he has no major mistakes, but he is more arrogant, emotionally carefree and Irresponsible."

"That's enough, enough to ruin a good girl."

Alas, when it comes to Nie Qinglang, I lose my temper again, Zhao Zhao doesn't open his eyes.

I put together the fragmentary things about Zhao Zhao that I had told Lan Lan before, and told them in full. Compared to my righteous indignation, Lan Lan was very quiet during the whole process, and she listened thoughtfully. Occasionally you would You could feel her lost in thought.

In the end, I, deeply troubled by my friends, published the final conclusion:

"I don't think Zhao Zhao can escape Nie Qinglang's clutches."

Lanlan didn't speak, she just shook the red wine in the round glass in her hand gently, and after a long time, she said:

"The threshold of love has always been very low, as long as you are willing to step forward..."

I took a bite of the salt-baked chicken leg bitterly, and retorted vaguely: "The threshold is low, but the requirements inside are high. What's the use of just going in? What's the use of falling in love with one's own hallucinations inside the door? The key is The other party, the other party also wants to come in, who doesn't want to be consensual, sincere, dedicated and eternal."

Lan Lan looked down at the cup, and said softly: "But some people left too early, and some people entered too late."

My mouth tearing at the drumstick paused for a second, then continued tearing.

I tried my best to be unimpressed, as if it was really an unspecified exclamation, and I didn't know by default.

It's just that there will always be some differences, such as your jaw will be harder than before, much harder.I think I will fight this chicken leg so desperately, maybe I want the soreness between my teeth and jaws to cover up the soreness in my heart.

Qin Yue, it's Qin Yue again.Is the person who left early worth caring so much?

Maybe he went abroad because of your liking and because you might still miss him.

Love is really a poisonous snake to avoid, but no matter how careful I was, I was still bitten.

I think, in fact, it is not only love that is poisonous, but also the over-involved feelings in the world. Up to now, I am still bound by one sentence, which is the curse that started in junior high school.

——Musia, you are actually a pervert, you dare not admit that you are gay, but you actually like me, how disgusting.

Like a hysteria that would occur from time to time, the voice reappeared, like an auditory hallucination, and the sentence was repeated in the ear.The chicken leg in his mouth can no longer be bitten, and his chest feels uncomfortable.

Back then, I didn't like her, and I was able to argue loudly, but now, even though the object is not her, my feelings are firmly established in this sentence, and I can't move at all.

All of a sudden, the memory rewinds and rewinds beyond the limit, and all the things about junior high school come to my mind.

Back then, I played very well with a little friend, very well, maybe there was a trace of friendship, but I swear I never liked it.Although the classmates in the class often booed jokingly.That day I gave her a carefully prepared birthday present, and the classmates started booing again. For some reason, she suddenly changed her face and threw away the birthday present I gave her. …

I sighed, there is really no way to determine the speed and time of feelings, who would have known that the unfounded charges at the beginning would become the real situation, from being accused of being gay to the fact that I really treated Lanlan in college...

But, it's all over, I said to myself, at that time Lan Lan had noticed something and started avoiding me, the result was already doomed.And I don't want to be jealous of Qin Yue or resent him anymore. Now that Lanlan and I have decided to become good friends, then I don't want to have any thoughts other than being good friends.

I try to change the subject, I force myself to smile, and try to say naturally:

"Lanlan, I heard a very funny joke today, let me tell you."

I forced a smile and turned my head. Although this kind of coercion is shameless, I will never embarrass my Lanlan, she will agree.

"it is good."

But this good word, as I thought, reversed all my emotional preparations. I looked at her and couldn't say a word, because my chest felt tight again, because of this word, her eyes carried too much emotion. So lonely.

I could hardly believe the Jiang Yilan I saw. I suspected that my vision was wrong. How could something like loneliness be written on her face.

Heartbroken, I couldn't help but push her with my elbow: "Lanlan, Lanlan."

She looked up at me and shook her head slightly: "I'm fine, Xia Tian."

During the conversation, I saw that the wine in her hand almost spilled out, swirled around the rim of the glass, and sank.

I stared at the mouth of the cup, feeling that the wine-red liquid was also swirling around my heart, spinning out a vortex of emotion.

After staring at it for a long time, the whole person became abnormal. Facing the dull but dazzling wine red, he felt as if he had discovered some secret that should not be discovered. He was suddenly panicked and uneasy, so he had to grab the cup. gulp:

"I'm so thirsty, I borrow a cup to drink."

I thought, after drinking the overturned wine, the empty glass will no longer see traces of existence, but when I put it down, I realize that the red mark on the whole glass is shallow but still shocking.

The author has something to say:

The relationship of one fast and one slow is actually quite melancholy, especially when one person likes it and the other person doesn't like it, and when one person no longer likes it, the other person likes it again

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