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On the way home, I kept thinking about the scene just now, and felt a little uncomfortable.

"Miss Yin, for your description. My personal judgment is that this is something important that you have forgotten, but subconsciously you hope to remember it..."

I thought to myself that I said it so seriously from the beginning, it is really ridiculous, at least I have to enumerate a separate condition.I even remember falling out of bed when I was three and saying I forgot.I went through the events in my memory since I was three years old, and I can catch them completely. Why didn’t I know that I forgot, probably another scammer.

This Yan Jianshan is indeed still young, although he looks good, but he is full of nonsense.After talking for a long time, there was not a word of professional terminology that was pretentious. I could understand what he said, and the level of coercion was too low.Sure enough, doctors still need to find experienced people.

After all, it was Cheng Yun's friend. I kept my face friendly and continued to listen.

Yan Jianshan probably saw what I was thinking, he paused for a while, then laughed, just when I thought he was going to cheat money with his appearance, he said: "You mentioned that you repeatedly dreamed about the scene before the car accident , so has anything special happened to you recently?"

"Is there any connection between the two?"

He pointed to his temple, and I noticed a beautiful dark blue gemstone ring on his right index finger: "The human mind is an amazing thing. When people fall asleep, the brain will look at the The information received is sorted and processed, the so-called thinking by day and dreaming at night is the truth..."

To be reasonable, the ring looks very valuable, and it should be genuine in terms of color.

So either this Yan Jianshan really has two talents in terms of professionalism, after all, psychological counseling is really quite expensive.Either he is a second-generation ancestor, and the psychological counselor is just for fun.

After all, Cheng Yun is a genuine second-generation ancestor. Because of his father, as my immediate boss, he does not think about performance every day, but studies how to get me.Under such circumstances, our department's performance has continued to top the list of all departments. I think his secretary is a super person.

So his friend should also be a dude.

A snap of my fingers brought my thoughts back to reality.

"Miss Yin must be evaluating my professional standards now." Yan Jianshan said jokingly: "In your mind, I may be an unqualified doctor."

I smiled and didn't refute.

"However, since you are already planning to spend an afternoon with me, why don't you try to cooperate with me. It might be good to have a chat. Sometimes the work pressure can also lead to restlessness."

I looked at the minimalist pendant in his office and asked, "Doctor Yan, do you believe that there are ghosts and gods in this world?"

"Maybe there is, but I haven't seen it."

"I saw him, my ex-boyfriend." I restrained all my playfulness and began to answer his question seriously: "Just yesterday afternoon."

Yan Jianshan still had that smiling expression: "How can you be sure that that person is your ex-boyfriend?"

"That's why I came to you." I said with certainty, "That figure is unmistakable, and he is wearing a sweater. I gave it to him, with my hand-painting on it, which is unique. I know It's an absurd idea, but I can't explain it, there's no way."

"So where is the dress now?"

"It burned, all his clothes were burned. I saw those clothes burned to ashes with my own eyes."

"So you think you saw his ghost, don't you?"

"I don't know, I also suspected it was a hallucination. But I dreamed about that scene again last night, it was too real." I breathed a sigh of relief, all the previous self-psychological adjustments failed at this moment.Yes, I'm very reluctant to face this situation, I would rather believe that there is something wrong with me than admit that I have seen the devil.

"You know, dreams can be deceiving. Sometimes even the senses can be deceiving."

"I also thought about it, maybe I was wrong. But, it was too sudden. It was as if he suddenly appeared in my life without warning." I took the water from Yan Jianshan.

"Three years have passed, and I thought I was going to forget a lot of things. After seeing that shadow yesterday, suddenly everything turned up like floating dust. I thought about it for a long time, and I don't think there is anything that can cause this recently. kind of situation."

"Besides that, is there any difference in your life from the previous anomalies?"

I shook my head, it was nothing more than Yiyi coming to live with me, and I picked up a cat, but these have nothing to do with my recent dreams about Li Xiaoyang.

"So in your heart, what do you think?"

"I don't know." I was a little frustrated: "There is nothing I can't let go of. I have kept his photo on the desktop for three years. I rarely even look at it except when cleaning. I think I have stepped out of it." The shadow brought by the car accident."

Yan Jianshan recorded in the file very seriously that the blue gemstone on his ring was illuminated with a psychedelic halo.

He raised his head and smiled: "You can think of it all at once, which means that these memories are very important to you. There is a case in psychology that some people will choose to Sexual forgetting some related memories, some people will beautify the memory. And these memories are often painful, this is the body's self-protection function."

"I remember everything, I remember the scene of the car accident, and I will never forget it."

How could it be forgotten!It drilled into my mind over and over again, lingering my nerves over and over again.Every time I wake up, the lingering fear in my heart makes me extremely painful. It would be great if I really forgot.

Probably seeing that I was a little agitated, Yan Jianshan changed the subject without a trace.After chatting, he suddenly said: "I think Miss Yin, maybe you can try to accept a new relationship to adjust."

"You are the lecturer sent by Cheng Yun!" I laughed.

"I have professional advice, and I also have selfishness. He has already started to learn how to chase people through romance novels." Yan Jianshan neatly coded my stack of materials with his good-looking hands, and said while shaking his head, "I've never seen him before." Who cares so much about you? In fact, he called me yesterday and told me about your situation in detail. I already had an estimate of you in my heart, and I didn't expect you to be more serious than my estimate. "

I smiled incredulously, not knowing what to say for a while.

Is it true that I am already this serious?Can this person be trusted?

"Mr. Yan, what should I do if, I mean, if, indeed, he is back?"

After I finished speaking, I suddenly laughed myself, hell, have I already started to believe in ghosts and gods?

Yan Jianshan pushed his thin-rimmed metal glasses and said seriously: "You can judge whether he is malicious first. If you think he will bring you harm, you might as well worship the gods and Buddhas."

"You guys who work on psychology also believe in ghosts and gods?"

"Personal beliefs have nothing to do with work." Yan Jianshan smiled and folded his hands casually on his lap.He leaned back on the beige sofa and said, "Many people believe in ghosts and gods, and worshiping gods and Buddhas can bring them a sense of psychological security. We don't reject this way of psychological adjustment."

……

Then it was pure chatting, I found it very comfortable chatting with this man, so we chatted for a long time, it was more me talking and he listening.I found that he still seemed very funny and professional.It turns out that not every rich second generation is a second generation ancestor.

Later, I saw Yiyi's lonely figure outside the translucent compartment, and I couldn't bear to keep her waiting any longer, so I bid farewell.

Before leaving, Yan Jianshan said with a smile: "Sometimes, people will be misled by solidified cognition, so in many cases, you might as well draw a conclusion later."

I looked at him in surprise, he raised his right hand and said, "I noticed that you are very interested in it."

A slight sense of embarrassment welled up in my heart.

But he said with an aggrieved expression, "You're not the first person to think I'm a loser because of it."

"Actually, my dad also thinks I'm a good-for-nothing." He smiled and resolved the embarrassment.

On the way back, Yiyi saved Yan Jianshan's contact information, and searched for the name on the Internet.

It is not easy to have a special entry. Looking at the brilliant resume in the entry, I even suspect that the person in the entry is not the same as what I saw.It turned out that he was a licensed psychologist, not just a counselor.

What Yan Jianshan said was right, replacing files is more thorough than deleting files, Yiyi needs a new relationship.

We bought a full set of equipment at the pet store as a gift for Qingming.

When entering the gate of the community, a man in a yellow jacket hurried over, knocked Yiyi staggeringly, and then disappeared around the corner as if he didn't know it.

Not a word of apology.

"Why is this person like this? Why didn't he even apologize."

"I don't know, it's probably new here." I frowned as I looked at the scattered merchandise.