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I'm really old, and I can't just stay up late.

I came to the office with dark circles under my eyes, and there was another "very ugly" "love" breakfast box on the table.In fact, it looks much better than before, and this guy's craftsmanship has improved a lot.

I sighed and looked at Cheng Yun who was leaning against the door.

Cheng Yun came over and said, "It's not very good-looking, but it tastes good, so don't waste it."

I smiled: "You don't get paid for nothing, Cheng Yun, don't give it away in the future."

"Weiwei, you can't live in the past, you have to try to accept the new life."

"I am living well, thank you for your concern."

"Don't always reject people thousands of miles away like this." Cheng Yun smiled: "I don't expect you to accept me now, but the body is your own, how can you do it if you don't eat breakfast every day!"

"Thank you for taking care of me when I was in college. In my heart, you are like my brother, very warm. I am very grateful, but it is only enough to be grateful."

Some things are better to be clean. Since you don't like it, don't be muddled and unclear. Since you don't accept it, you can't be extra ambiguous.Cheng Yun is a very good person, he deserves better girls, I can't delay him.

"It's been three years, and you still can't let him go?" Cheng Yun was very serious when he said this.

I looked at the group photo on the desk, pondered for a while, and found that there was nothing I could not let go of.I'm just used to it, used to his presence, used to taking things for granted, used to being cared for by him... Even though he's not around, some habits can't be changed.

I shook my head: "I dreamed about him again, last night."

Cheng Yun sighed: "Ching Ming in a few days, let's go and see him together." He stretched out his hand as if he wanted to press it on top of my head, but his hand stopped in mid-air.He smiled, turned his outstretched hand, took out a business card from his suit and handed it to me.

"You don't want to say anything, and you always keep your emotions in your heart, which is not good for your health. This person is my friend, a very good psychological counselor, and he just returned to China half a year ago. If you have nothing to do, you can go to him for counseling and adjustment. "Cheng Yun patted my shoulder and walked towards the elevator.

I watched Cheng Yun leave and looked at the business card.There is only one name on the pure black background: Yan Jianshan.

There is an address and two contact numbers on the back of the business card, and there is no extra decoration.There is no prefix that is too long to cause headaches, and there is no splendid resume. This person is quite interesting.

But in my perception, these psychologists are cheating money.It's useless, it's just deceptive.

I put the business card in my bag and looked at the bento on the table. I wanted to pick it up and throw it away, but when I saw the cute and silly bear in the bento, I kept it.The reason is simple, I'm hungry.

In fact, Cheng Yun's breakfast tastes pretty good even though the price is quite different.It's just too much, I can't eat it...

In the afternoon, I asked for leave and went to the airport to pick up Yiyi. She broke up with her boyfriend and came to my place to relax.

……

"Is that guy you're talking about Li Xiaoyang's classmate?"

Yiyi and I sat in a cafe called Blues, raindrops fell on the glass, I looked at the steam rising from Yiyi's coffee, and I was a little absent-minded.I like this place very much, not noisy.

"That's right, it's him, the one who used to help me move things with Xiaoyang."

"He, speaking of it, they took care of us a lot when we were in college." Yiyi took a bite of tiramisu and looked at the dark street scene outside the window: "Weiwei, it's time for you to fall in love. Let the past go, Li Xiaoyang Well, it's gone after all, you can't be alone all your life."

"It's fine to be alone, no one bothers you."

"If you go on alone, you should become a monk."

"That's not okay." I stroked my hair: "It's quite expensive to maintain your hair, and if you shave it off, it will be a waste of money."

Yiyi laughed from ear to ear: "Hahahaha, do you want to laugh at me to death so that I can inherit my Jieyu Huabai!"

"Stay at my house, I'm bored living alone."

Yiyi put away her exaggerated smile and was silent for a long time. I knew she wanted me to be happy, and I hope she was happy too.

"Okay." Yiyi raised her eyebrows, showing her trademark "wretched" smile: "Honey, wash up tonight and lie down, I'll come right away."

I smiled and gave her a white look: "Yes, my Lord Yiyi."

……

Friday is a good day. It's wonderful that you don't have to go to work tomorrow.

There is nothing that can't be solved by one meal, and if there is, then two meals.Yiyi and I ate in the back street until we arrived at the subway station, and we were still finishing the oden in our hands.Food is not allowed inside, so eat it outside.

Yiyi and I stood side by side, each holding a large glass of lemonade, watching the light passing by on the glass curtain wall outside the railway tracks.In the reflection of the glass, I saw a figure from behind.

The back of a very familiar person.

Startled, I quickly turned around.There were people coming and going at that location, but there was no such person.

That's right, he can't be here, maybe I'm dazzled.

Looking at the glass curtain wall again, there is nothing in that position, I am dazzled.

It's probably a neurasthenia recently, and I need to see a psychiatrist.

……

After entering the community, I saw something black on the road. When I walked in, I realized it was a black cat.The cat had smooth fur and a nice collar, and there was a pool of blood on the ground around the cat.

It seems that there are people who abuse animals in the community. Recently, there are always dead bodies of various small animals beside the trash can.This cat should be a domestic cat, it's a pity that it was thrown here.

The cat was not completely dead. He opened his half-blinded eyes when he heard the sound, and meowed at me.The cat struggled a few times to get up, and kept looking at me, its gray and white eyes were like crystals, reflecting my inverted phase.

Yiyi's motherhood was overflowing, and regardless of the blood, she touched the cat's head and neck: "Hey, who's poor little one is this."

The black cat obediently rubbed the top of Yiyi's head.Struggling to bite my skirt.I touched the top of its head, and it barked obediently twice.

I put the unfinished bento in the morning on the lawn beside the road and signaled it to eat.It took two bites, saw me pulling the suitcase to leave, immediately caught up with me, and bit my skirt.Looking at those watery eyes, my heart softened all of a sudden. I carried it to the suitcase and took it home with me.

At night, I treated the black cat's wound. It turned out that the back foot was inserted by glass debris. It should be accidentally pierced when walking through that kind of glass debris security wall.What a stupid cat.

This is the first time I have seen such a well-behaved and sensible cat. He doesn't make a fuss in the bath. There is no cat litter in the house. He actually knows how to go to the bathroom, eat what he gives, and even act cute.

Well, actually quite clever.

I want to call it Guaiguai, but Yiyi thinks this name is too vulgar.She looked at the calendar and thought about it for a long time, and decided to use the principle of proximity, calling it planting trees.To call it a fool after being rejected is an insult to the cat's IQ.So we decided to call it Qingming.

At night, I dreamed about the car accident three years ago again, and woke up in the middle of the night in shock.He got up and went to the living room to pour water, and saw Qingming squatting beside the ecological fish tank, staring at the swimming fish in a daze.I took two Valium tablets and lay on the bed waiting for the effects to kick in. It's good to be a cat, I should see a psychiatrist.

……

"Yin Yiwei." The man looked at the file in his hand, showing a sly smile: "Hello, Miss Yin, I am the consultant here, Yan Jianshan."

In my impression, the consultants are not all 40-[-]-year-old, greasy uncles with Mediterranean beer bellies.How come there are such young and talented consultants!

……

"It turns out that there is such a handsome man outside the screen, it's so fucking good..." This is Yiyi's straightforward evaluation after leaving Jianshanju.

She said: "I'm broken in love, and I also need to adjust my mind."

Yiyi covered her face: "Look at his hands, Weiwei, the joints are clear and slender, he really wants me to commit a crime, it looks better than Wang Kai's!"

She covered her heart again: "Look at the way he pushes the gold-rimmed glasses again, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah he is a model of gentle scum."

"Isn't gentle scum a derogatory term?" Looking at Yiyi's intoxicated expression, I was a little dazed.

"You don't understand." Yiyi glanced at me contemptuously: "This is a great compliment to him."

Yiyi said seriously: "Weiwei, I think I'm in love."

"It's too exaggerated, you!"

"Really, I like him."

I don't even know what to say, how many of Yiyi's words are true and which are false.