Encounter

The days flowed in the struggle and wandering day after day, and the year was about to pass in a blink of an eye.

It didn't get better, Shen Mo hoped that Xia Yuming would get better every day, but he didn't get better at all, he still wanted to die rather than live.

Shen Mo was hopeful at the beginning, but gradually became desperate as the days went by.

Once he didn't stop him in time, Xia Yuming cut his own throat with a razor blade he found somewhere, blood staining his white shirt red.

Even though he knew that nothing would happen if he was with Xia Yuming, he was still scared to death.

After regaining consciousness, Shen Mo felt that it doesn't matter if it doesn't get better, it doesn't matter if it's exhausted like this, it doesn't matter if this person is alive, they spent decades, and then this person dies, and he will leave with him.

That's good, it's good that this person doesn't die.

Even if they tortured each other, he didn't want to let each other go.

The turning point came after a heavy snowfall, when the sky was very blue and cold, and the sun was not warm at all, Xia Yuming's parents opened the door of their house.

Shen Mo didn't let the couple in, but "asked" them to stand at the door, and went to meet them himself.

They came for the Bian family and Xia Yuming.

Shen Mo's guess was accurate, he was a little self-deprecating, why he could guess exactly what his A Yu's parents were thinking, but he couldn't understand A Yu's heart?

The Xia family's parents are indeed business elites, and they have a lot of knack for speaking. They were sneering and sarcastic when they came up, but Shen Mo didn't reply a word, and only said after they finished speaking, "What does your family have to do with me? "

"You and the Bian family have lived together for a hundred years. We are grasshoppers on a rope. You withdraw the magic power from those Bian family children so that they can no longer use spells. Do you think you can protect the people inside? You just I'm not afraid that my family will really turn against you..."

It's sideshow.

"So what if you turn your back on me? What can you do with me?"

"Oh, you have been imprisoned by the Bian family for hundreds of years..."

"I only cooperated with you in acting in order to find a clean place to sleep. Now that I have found something more important than sleep, I am naturally unwilling to cooperate with you.

Why do you really think you have the ability to trap me? "

Since I was looking for someone to negotiate a theory, it was impossible to speak in a soft voice, and when I talked about the disagreement, the voice rang out, noisy, and the voice was loud.

Xia Yuming was sitting in the living room at that time, and the voice from outside the door came in. Although it was not very clear, he immediately recognized the voice of his parents.

His chaotic brain seemed to have found the focus, and he got up very slowly after a trance. His hands and feet were heavy, and it took a long time to walk over.

"We are his parents, you should always trust us... What's more, you don't have the protective umbrella of the Bian family..."

The sound outside was still a little fuzzy, Xia Yuming pressed his ear to the door in order to hear it more clearly.

He has been having a hard time concentrating recently, and it took a lot of effort to put his consciousness on it.

"Whether there is a Bian family or not, I will protect him. From then on, he has nothing to do with you or the Bian family. He belongs to me alone."

"He was raised by us, so it has nothing to do with us. Does it matter if you say it doesn't matter? We have raised him for more than 20 years, and his food and clothing are all earned by us. It is easy to make money Is it okay if you say it’s okay?”

"I have supported your Bian family for hundreds of years, and I have been your food and clothing parent for hundreds of years. According to this, shouldn't you be more grateful to me and repay your favor! Know how to be grateful!

Are you children who have not grown up, always asking for things like your parents, crying and making noises and threatening them back when you don’t give them to you, unfilial, unfaithful, and unrighteous! "

"Exaggerated words! We are Xiao Ming's parents, we know what kind of person he is, cowardly and incompetent, what do you like about him? You are just..."

"Everything, I like everything about him."

Shen Mo's voice was clearly transmitted to Xia Yuming's ears from the other side of the door, and Xia Yuming trembled.

"I like his weakness like his numbness like his incompetence... I like all his strengths and all his weaknesses. He is the most unique human being in this world. I like him more than I like the whole world, no matter what Whether he's old and ugly or young and handsome, whether he's funny or dull, I like him.

I am the person who likes him the most in the world, I like him more than himself, I like him, I love him, I love everything about him, I accept everything about him. "

"Everyone will become a different person after reincarnation. If you say you love him, you love him now. If you harm us so much, the family will not forgive him after he is reincarnated. We are his parents, and we are all for him. He is good!"

It was his father's voice. When he was in a hurry, his voice would always be very loud. It sounded like a quarrel, but every time he would say that it was just reasoning, because Xia Yuming was too delicate.

"So what? When I was born, I was filled with hatred and killing. It was a great monk who institutionalized the killing intent in me, and finally gave me a peaceful heart. And that monk His descendant is Xia Yuming.

Why do you see that Xia Yuming's relationship with Buddha in every life is so thin, because in many subsequent lives, he bestowed the merits and virtues and Buddha's will on me. "

There was a moment of silence outside the door, and Xia Yuming couldn't help holding his breath. He remembered everything in the endless hell and realized something.

"Every day since I fell in love with him, I will give him back everything that belongs to him, until he dies, and I will die with him. In this way, he will be saved as a demon in this life, and he will be a god in the next life." If he is destined to become a Buddha, then the impoverished Bian family will not be able to hurt him anymore, because he is the one that the whole Three Realms want to protect."

There was a long silence outside the door, and the mother's voice came in.

"I know you let him suspend his studies, is it possible that you like him so much and want him to become an ignorant and useless person?

Do you still like it when people reach that level?People like it should be..."

"But I'm not a human being, and I don't think like you. So I like him even if I'm ignorant, and I like him even if he's ignorant and incompetent. With me, he doesn't need to work hard. He doesn't need to fight. If I want to be a flower in a greenhouse, I will build the best and largest greenhouse in the world so that he will not be disturbed by wind, frost, snow and rain.

I just love him, so what?I love him, I have no expectations for him, I have no requirements for him, as long as he is alive for a second, I will love him for a second, no matter what he becomes.I will give him whatever life he wants, and I will satisfy him whatever request he wants, as long as he lives.

As long as he lives healthy and happy, it doesn't matter if he doesn't love me.

Don't judge me with your human thoughts, in my eyes, every one of you is the same as an ant, except Xia Yuming is different.He's my one and only treasure, so I won't let anyone hurt him, not even myself.

I will stay by his side for the rest of my life, make him peaceful and happy, make his wishes come true, make him happy, and I will give him everything he wants.

Because I love him.

I love him with all my heart. "

Xia Yuming took a few steps back and sat on the ground, he couldn't hear what was still being said outside.

He stared at the floor in a daze at first, then tears fell down his cheeks, and finally he hugged himself and cried loudly, the pain in his chest and throat did not stop from crying.

Someone came from behind, hugged him, and called his name over and over again. They did this for a long time, Xia Yuming cried like this for a long time, until the tears were all dry, he was still howling, as if wanting to vomit all his unhappiness .

"Ayu..."

"Shen Mo." Xia Yuming stopped crying, and breathlessly called Shen Mo's name in a low voice, "Take me to see a psychiatrist tomorrow."

Xia Yuming turned his head and looked at what Shen Mo was saying with joy, he couldn't hear it, he just felt that the world was in chaos, but the sunlight outside was very bright, it split the chaos and landed on Shen Mo's body.

Dimly, Xia Yuming heard Shen Mo calling him, that voice was very real, he called him A Yu.

Then he heard himself replying to him, "Well, I'm here, Shen Mo, I'm here."

Everything is getting better, and when you come to a desperate situation, life will occasionally bring you some real good luck that is no longer illusory. With that bit of good luck, people can survive.

Man is a strong and brave creature.

Downstairs in Xia Yuming's house, a middle-aged man in a thin shirt and suit stood in the shadows.

"The Bian family is really stupid. They let go of a Buddha and created a demon. People's hearts are destiny. Knowing people's hearts can control destiny. It's really ridiculous to provoke the Bian family and cut off their last retreat. "

"I don't understand about Buddhas and demons, but uncle, don't you feel cold in your clothes?"

"..."

"Aren't you really cold?"

"You little bastard..." The man shook his head and looked at his back, "It's just that there is you in the side family..."

"But this way, I feel relieved, Xia Yuming is lucky, Shen Mo really fell in love with him." The young man scratched his head and said.

The man waved his hands, walked out of the shadows and walked under the sun, "Is it the Buddha who saves all living beings, or the sentient beings who save the Buddha? Fortunately or unfortunately, it's not so easy to tell.

But from now on, the matter of Xia Yuming and Shen Mo has nothing to do with the Bian family, at least this is my luck. "

The author has something to say

This is the end, I may post some daily episodes here later, if there are not many, I will update some small stories on Weibo.The first full-length novel has many deficiencies. Thank you for your company and tolerance. May you all be treated gently by life and live a healthy and happy life.