Encounter

There was no pain, no struggle, Xia Yuming's face was completely peaceful and happy, as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.

How long has it been since I saw Xia Yuming like this?Shen Mo thought in a trance, that sentence is not good, stuck in his throat and rotted.He was reluctant to interrupt the rare peace on Xia Yuming's face, but how could he not?

What is wrong?Or was everything wrong from the very beginning?

"Thank you, Shen Mo, no matter what, thank you."

Xia Yuming took a step back to leave Shen Mo's embrace, and stepped back step by step, out of the reach of Shen Mo's arms, then turned without hesitation and walked towards the strong tree that was nourished by the corpse and life.

"Kill me and end this."

"No!" Shen Mo's eyes glowed red, "I don't agree, who can touch you!"

"Why are you doing this?"

"I like you." Shen Mo said stubbornly.

"Why do you like me?"

"Because you are strong and you are kind... I don't know, I just love it. How can there be any reason for such a thing?" Shen Mo said anxiously, it was the first time he was so angry at his clumsy mouth.

"Love, isn't the origin of this kind of thing a beautiful misunderstanding? Lovers are deluded by some beautiful illusions. They only see the colorful flowers on the branches and leaves, but they don't see the dirty mud under the beautiful scenery.

In the end, all love is either wiped out and only resentment is left, or it becomes something else, just like my roommate, my parents, and my parents' parents. "

"No, I'm not, I like you, I know what you are, it's not an illusion..."

"No, Shen Mo, you don't really know what kind of person I am." Xia Yuming interrupted Shen Mo calmly.

Shen Mo was almost desperate, but he was helpless, even unable to refute.

"Besides, I'm always going to die, not this monster, there will be others, not today, but also tomorrow, or some day in the near future, the near future for you.

Death is the destined end for everyone.You are destined to lose me, your life is very long, I can't see the end of it, and my life is very short, maybe for you, it's just a time to sleep.Losing me now and losing me later, to you, there is not much difference, right?

So, Shen Mo, let me go early, okay?

You beg me, I want to beg you too, I think it's over, don't be stubborn anymore. "

"No, I won't be tired anymore. I promise, everything will be fine from now on." Shen Mo argued incoherently. He himself knew how feeble these words sounded, but he didn't know that other than saying this What else can I do.

What else can be done?

The person in front of him has already made up his mind to have no nostalgia. The person in front of him doesn't love himself, anyone, or the world.

How can we keep him?

Shen Mo didn't know.

"I've told myself so many times, but every second of every day is worse than the last second of the day before, that's the nature of life, it's funny how long it took me to get up the courage to face it all. Face life straight , face your own soul.”

Xia Yuming spoke very calmly. From the beginning to the end, he was always very calm, as if he was heading towards death, as if he had obtained the tranquility he wanted.

Shen Mo looked at Xia Yuming silently, then growled, "No...no!!!"

He went crazy, his whole eyeballs turned red, his face became strange, and a black air escaped from his body, "It was this flower demon who tempted you, damn it, if he is dead, you will die!" Will give up. Yes, that's it!"

In an instant, the big tree in the middle disappeared instantly, and the flower demon on the ground screamed and writhed in pain, blood sprayed from its body and stained red.

Xia Yuming just looked at all this indifferently, without moving, and the expression on his face remained unchanged.

"Your Majesty, don't pretend to be asleep and don't be so rude. I don't want him to die so quickly, otherwise how can I relieve my hatred." Fanxi suddenly appeared in the middle of the room, "I want him to try Life is better than death..."

"Get out! Take your flower demon, your grievances, and don't disturb our life from now on." Shen Mo roared and said these words.

"Okay, okay, I know."

Fanxi appeared and disappeared, together with the flower demon lying on the ground.

The whole room was restored to an ordinary room, without the big tree and no strange smell, only a few corpses lying in the middle of the room.

"Ayu, look, I don't care about anything now, I really don't care, I don't pretend to be asleep anymore, I don't care anymore, let's go home first, shall we?"

Said to go home, but Shen Mo didn't give Xia Yuming a chance to choose, he was terribly afraid of what human beings would say, he was terrified to death.

What is love that can make him feel so uncomfortable but can't let go.

"Xia Yuming, don't die."

Holding the quiet human being, he murmured, pleading in his fragile tone, "Don't die, okay, everything will be fine, trust me, trust me, please."

He stretched out his hand too late, maybe he missed the chance to be held forever, but it doesn't matter, as long as that person is alive, it doesn't matter what happens.

"I don't want anything else, I just want you to live. It doesn't matter if you don't love me, or hate me, as long as you live, I beg you to live."