Encounter

When Shen Mo brought out the breakfast, Xia Yuming was sitting in front of the table in a daze, his face was full of sleepiness, and his eyes were still ignorant, when he heard the movement in the kitchen, his face became energetic, and he turned his head Just a laugh.

The smile looked gentle, but the eyes that were bent were indifferent.

Since Fanxi revealed all the truth that day, the relationship between the two has become ambiguous.

Of course, Shen Mo knew that this ambiguity was not really ambiguous, he knew Xia Yuming's thoughts and calculations, so he somehow felt unbearable, so he simply acted with him.

After spending so many days together, it's not that Shen Mo doesn't understand Xia Yuming's temperament.

I probably really fit this person's appetite, but if this series of things hadn't happened, Xia Yuming would definitely not be with him.At least at this stage, Xia Yuming prefers to be alone rather than longing to live and love with others.

This person enjoys solitude when others crave company.

What Xia Yuming has in his bones is restraint and rationality rather than sensibility and passion.This person knows what goal he wants to achieve in the end, and accurately calculates what kind of effort he will have to make and what he will give up in order to achieve this goal.

After all, growing up in such a family, Xia Yuming and Xia's parents have similar worldviews, but they are different from their exquisite and almost harsh egoism. They are probably young, and still have some naive and stubborn fragility. and sensitive.

It is precisely because of this that Xia Yu is obviously so contradictory and complicated.

Shen Mo loves this tune very much, looking at Xia Yuming who put on a smiling face in front of him, he always thinks of the person hanging on the edge of the cliff.Obviously exhausted and heartbroken, but still holding on tightly to that vine that would break at some point, not knowing when it would fall to pieces, and longing for that moment to come sooner.

So contradictory, so interesting.

Putting the breakfast on the table, Shen Mo pulled a stool and sat beside Xia Yuming and said, "I'll watch you eat."

Complicated and contradictory human beings don't believe that they will protect him, and they have to say that the two of them actually like each other in order to survive. Such absurd lies are still trying to confuse a demon who has never been in love.

How can this person be so funny and cute.

Shen Mo looked at Xia Yuming and felt full of joy, the love and tenderness flowed naturally from his eyes almost without pretending.When Xia Yuming finally finished eating and walked outside, because of the love in his heart, he spontaneously ran up and pressed the human being against the wall and kissed him.

Human beings will not be at ease, so give some peace of mind, it is better to make the trick more real.

Xia Yuming opened his mouth meekly, and put his hand on Shen Mo's shoulder.

After the kiss was over, Shen Mo backed away, looking at Xia Yuming whose breath was unsteady, those big round eyes, his thoughts were clear without any fuzzy, extremely beautiful.

Shen Mo's heart softened, he stretched out his hand, and put his finger on the rosy lips of the man in front of him.

Xia Yuming showed a faint smile, opened his mouth, and put his fingers in his mouth.

From that day to now, it has been almost three months.

Shen Mo has always felt that Xia Yuming said it, so Shen Mo, you still say, don't you like me? After such a sentence, at least he will seduce himself, or make some similar efforts.

But this person seems to be sure that he has no charm, he says he likes it, and gets along with him ambiguously, but he is not seductive.

Today is the most that Xia Yuming has done.

Shen Mo felt his fingertips being gently slid by the soft touch, and suddenly stretched his hand into the other's clothes, wrapping him in his arms and kissing again.

When Xia Yuming let go again, the other party's eyes were stained with lust, and a lot of his clothes were torn off.

Seeing Xia Yuming like this, Shen Mo felt a wave of desire, and before he had time to think about it, he saw Xia Yuming gasping for breath, with a moment of embarrassment on his face, but he quickly adjusted his expression again.

Shen Mo had a panoramic view of all this, the surging love instantly cooled down to discomfort, he felt a place in his heart collapsed.

He let go of the person in his arms, feeling dryness in his throat, helped Xia Yuming tidy up his clothes, and said, "Sorry, I went too far."

Xia Yuming was stunned for a moment, he didn't know whether he was sincere or pretending to look at Shen Mo and said, "No, you can continue."

Shen Mo took a step back, and couldn't help but take a step forward, wanting to kiss the other party's forehead lightly, but he didn't do it after all.

His chest was congested, and he was panicked. When the voice came out of his throat, the tone was a little dry, but his tone was very soft and even cautious, "Go to school."

Shaking his head, Xia Yuming calmly pointed to the puffy underside and said, "I'm going to the toilet."

Shen Mo hummed and turned around to pack his things and went to the kitchen. The tap water came out of the faucet in a stream of crystal clear water.

He looked at the constantly changing but maintaining columnar water flow, and thought that he hadn't lied to Xia Yuming, he really thought Xia Yuming was interesting, and it was true that he wanted to get close to and protect him, but the other party didn't believe him, so he continued to toss like this.

Those who are obviously unwilling, obviously as long as they believe, they can live a much easier life, so why bother.

Why do you have to wrong yourself so much...and why do you need to make him feel so distressed?

Shen Mo thought, and touched his chest.

He hadn't felt that bad in a long time.

But if Xia Yuming wasn't such a person, would he still find him interesting?

Probably not.

It's an endless cycle.

Shen Mo shook his head mockingly.

He has always felt that he is extremely powerful, so he has everything he lacks and no fear, but he didn't expect that it's not fearlessness, it's just that he didn't meet what he wanted and what he was afraid of.

Be it the old monk who used to be both master and father, Bian Ming who used to be a close friend, and Xia Yuming who is now in conflict.

This soul, even if it is reincarnated as a completely different person, can always make itself so sad and so happy.

After washing the dishes, Xia Yuming's work was almost done. When he came out, he was still neatly dressed and had his usual smile on his face.

"I am leaving."

"Ah."

Just as the door was opened, Shen Mo remembered something again, pushed the door shut, and hugged Xia Yuming.

He felt Xia Yuming's body stiffen for a moment, and he tried to relax after that moment, and his heart became more and more uncomfortable.

"I……"

Shen Mo wanted to say that I would protect you, but the words turned around and turned into, "I'll give you an amulet."

To put it bluntly, the other party may not believe it.

"What amulet?"

He let go of Xia Yuming, and hung a pendant around his neck, and the pendant disappeared once he hung it on.

Xia Yuming was stunned, something flashed in his eyes, then he smiled and said, "Thank you."

Shen Mo didn't speak, watched him go out silently, then squatted down with his hands on his chest in a daze.

He doesn't like Xia Yuming, he has seen love, it should be a life-and-death relationship, he has seen it.

But if this is not love, why, then why, is he so sad now?

What is this?

"Xia Yuming."

Shen Mo called out in a low voice, and then said after a while, "Can you be nice to yourself?"

"Don't make me sad."

If you don't complain or feel sorry for yourself, I'm very sad.