love you very special

After slowly letting go, Lin stroked Yi Chu's messy hair with one hand, and asked, "When is the plane?"

Yi Chu: "It's past eight o'clock in the evening."

Lin Yi: "Have you packed everything? I'll help you."

In fact, the whole room was empty, and the clothes, shoes and socks were long gone, like an empty house with no one living in it.As soon as Lin knew, he had decided to leave a long time ago. Even if they hugged each other excitedly just now, what would change?

The sofa has been covered from dust.

Yi Chu recovered quickly and packed his luggage. He really wanted to give this house to Lin Yi, but he was very afraid, afraid of rejection, afraid of saying no, and afraid that he would be unhappy.

Lin Yi was stunned aside, and found a topic: "Have you applied to your school yet?"

"Ah."

Lin Yixiao: "Why are you always so good, I know you will pass the exam."

Yi Chu bowed his head: "I don't know anything except reading."

"How is it possible? In my eyes, you can do anything and everything." Lin Yi recalled the past, "There is something I forgot to tell you, and I am very sorry now."

Yi Chu's eyes lit up: "What?"

Lin Yi said mysteriously: "Seven or eight girls wrote you love letters on the day you graduated from high school, and I collected them for you, and finally put them in my books and sold them as garbage. Give it back to you now?"

Yi Chu's eyes dimmed.

In this case, the current atmosphere cannot be relieved.

Lin Yi couldn't relax more.

"Are you coming back for the Spring Festival?"

Yi Chu put away his luggage and didn't speak. The two of them leaned against the wall together. They could smoke a cigarette before doing it. After quitting, they didn't know how to vent their depression.

Yi Chu: "I don't know."

Lin Yi: "I don't know if there will be a chance like this in another eight years." Then he smiled, "Maybe I won't see you in my lifetime."

For a lifetime, for a lifetime.

When Yi Chu liked him, he was ignorant and ignorant, flustered and afraid.

Now when Lin Yi couldn't bear the pain of parting, he wanted to separate.

Perhaps, there is no fate in this life itself, and we are born to not be happy enough for each other.

Yi Chudao: "Do you know? I have always known that I have problems, problems with my brain, problems with my thoughts, and the same with my feelings."

"Yi Chu!" Lin Yi interrupted him, "You don't! Like men and women are the same, you don't, you don't..."

Yi Chu laughed mockingly at himself: "Only you think I'm a normal person."

Lin Yi boldly pulled Yi Chu's little finger: "If you're not normal, I'll be a lunatic."

Yi Chu: "I'm not talking about feelings, I'm talking about being a human being."

Lin Yidao: "You are the best person in the world. Tell me that you grow up like this. You must keep your eyes open this time when you go abroad. Don't be fooled by others. People are not made, they are drawn. You need to get in touch with them more. When you meet people, the outside world is really big, very big, although it is not as big as the book you read, it is colorful, and there will be many, many people who like you."

Lin Yi has always felt that Yi Chu loves him because he has never seen a better person, as long as he has seen him, his vision will not be so bad.

Yi Chu didn't answer the question, "Are you tired after getting up so early? Go to sleep for a while."

Lin nodded.

He was very sleepy, but he didn't dare to fall asleep. Once he opened his eyes, it was time to say goodbye, not for a few days or months, but forever.

They lay together like a hot summer in the third year of high school.

Yi Chu slept next to the bed, and Lin Yi occupied a large area.

Lin Yi looked at his back and said, "Yi Chu, you have such a good memory, how long will you remember me?"

Yi Chu said nothing.

Lin Yi turned over and stuck his head against his back: "Yi Chu, are you asleep?"

Yi Chu turned around and looked at Lin Yi, "What's wrong?"

Lin Yi wanted to be ashamed to do it again, and wanted to tell what happened that year. They had already slept, kissed, and undressed.

In this way, will you save it for a while?

Lin Yixiao replied: "It's nothing, I just want to see you, who do you think will deceive you in the future? What should I do if you are deceived?"

Yi Chuping lay down and stared at the ceiling: "Do you think I'm stupid or you are stupid?"

Lin Yi: "Of course you are stupid! Otherwise why?"

Why would he like me? He didn't speak.

Yi Chu turned his head to look at him: "Actually, you don't need to persuade me, I knew the result from the very beginning, we will never be together for the rest of our lives, it's impossible."

Lin Yi's mind exploded and he was in a mess.

Yi Chu said these words, and these are the few things that Yi Chu said to him occasionally when recalling high school events in the past few years.

Occasionally, I still wonder if that girl seems to agree to be with him, and whether they will get married early and have children.

This second, this moment, is like a thunderbolt.

Recalling all kinds of things, the pain is unbearable, how did Yi Chu go to school together in the same city after chasing the revised volunteer, and how eagerly scolded and angry that he didn't study, and said a lot of stupid things by himself.

Lin Yi jumped down from the bed and ran to the bathroom. He didn't know when it started, but it had already taken root.

When he went back, Yi Chu was already asleep.

Lin Yi just looked at him like this, motionless.

The sky outside was dark and gloomy like evening, and soon it began to rain lightly, cold and thin, and the cold shuttled behind and invaded the internal organs.

Standing on the balcony for hours, looking at the swaying and yellowing trees in the distance, looking at the colorful umbrellas below, probably this is the real life.

Lin Yi didn't know if he could hold back the parting, and wanted to leave early.

Fate is here, there is no other way.

Help Yi Chu pack all the salutes, clean up the kitchen and clean it up.

Leaning against the bedroom door waiting for him to wake up.

Yi Chu wakes up and walks out, his eyes are still open, this appearance is really very beautiful.

Lin Yi tilted his head and smiled: "There is something in the factory, I have to go first, I can't take you to the airport."

Yi Chu let out a soft "hmm".

Lin Yi patted him on the shoulder, still very relaxed: "Let's not be so coy, I have time to go abroad to see you, and you can come to me when you come back, the traffic is so developed now."

Yi Chu still said "um" not much.

They all know that they will live separately in the future, when can they meet each other?Three years and five years, seven years and ten years, it is very difficult.

What's more, their relationship has become like this, how to face it again?

Yi Chu washed and adjusted his clothes, and wanted to send him down.

They defaulted to not doing such things as sending them back and forth, and Yi Chu took the initiative to say, "I'll just send you downstairs."

In the elevator, Lin Yi turned his back and refused to look at him.

Yi Chu canceled the button on the negative floor and replaced it with the first floor, commanding the tone: "Take a taxi to the station."

On the first floor, Yi Chu pulled the stiff Lin Yi by his sleeve and got out of the elevator.

Yi Chu asked him in turn: "Take good care of yourself, don't be brave, don't be brave, don't be joking and don't care about anything, I hope you live better than me."

Lin Yi: "No, I know you will always be better than me and happier than me."

At the intersection, they let go of their hands.

"You must call me when you get home, you know?"

Lin Yi's eyes were empty, and he lowered his head and played with the leaves back and forth with his shoes.

Rainy days will only make people more sentimental.

They sat quietly in the place next to the bus to hide from the rain. The noisy streets could not stop the loneliness in their hearts.

No matter when or what happens, Yi Chu will still worry about him.

"Don't be sad, we will be separated eventually, but sooner or later. You don't have to worry about me."

Lin Yidao: "Will I see you again in the future?"

Yi Chudao: "It's all my fault if you see me or if you don't see me." He paused, "Just pretend that you haven't seen me in the past few months, that I don't exist anymore..."

Lin Yi suddenly stood up and walked to the distance.

Such words are like ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, with no chance to breathe.

Yi Chu walked over, called a taxi, and got in the car with him.

In the dark and rainy afternoon, the street lights have been turned on.

Congested traffic makes it difficult to move an inch.

Looking at the scenery outside the car window, Lin Yixiang said to himself: "I am a fool. I should have found out earlier, you, mother, are like this, heartless, wolf-hearted, otherwise we wouldn't have fallen to where we are now."

Since being sentenced to death three months ago and being stripped of blood, Yi Chu has never complained or regretted, and wants to heal slowly.

At this moment, it is still love, love that cannot be extricated.