love you very special

Yi Chu drove there early in the morning on a Saturday. He specially dressed himself up, and his hair was blown very fresh. Generally speaking, he looked like he was going on a date with an important person.

A few days ago, Lin Yi posted the location and drove over directly.

After getting off the car, I saw him sitting on the ground talking with his co-workers. Seeing such a glamorous person approaching and discussing, Lin turned his head and was blinded.

He is handsome enough in himself, so dressed like this, he almost proposed with a bouquet of flowers, but he feels very dignified, never had any friends in the factory come to him so well.

As soon as Lin walked over, the corners of his mouth were curved, and he saw a lot of things in his hands: "This is you? Are you visiting relatives?"

Yi Chu: "For you."

Seeing that he didn't get this point, Lin Yidao said, "Of course I know."

Ready to help mention it, Yi Chu said: "It's a bit heavy, let me do it."

Lin Yidao: "I just helped you lift it because I knew it was important."

Yi Chu's eyes were tender, and he shook his head: "No."

Forget it, such a stubborn person should not force himself.

Lin Yi's place of accommodation is not far outside the factory, and it takes more than ten minutes to walk there.

Yi Chu looked at the unit and the surrounding environment, and said casually, "Can you live there?"

In the past, his house was in the busiest section of the city center, but now it is the most expensive residential area, and now it can bear this kind of environment.

Lin Yi smiled and said, "It's already pretty good, and now this place is worth tens of thousands."

Yi Chu glanced at him, and Lin Yi understood it very well: "Do you think I'm a vulgar person? Don't you just need a house, a car, and a ticket to survive? I also want to buy a house in downtown Shanghai, but I have no money."

Yi Chu didn't say anything, and when he went up the stairs, he said heavily: "You should study hard."

Lin Yi took out the key to open the door and replied with a smile: "Yes, yes, you are right, it's not that the brain doesn't work."

After so many years, few people have urged him to go to school, and it is estimated that he is the only one who can say this.

open the door.

Yi Chu took a general look at the decoration of the house, he didn't even have decent furniture, the TV hadn't been opened for many years and was covered with a cloth towel, the lights were dim, and there was almost no popularity.He felt that he had enough things, but he didn't expect Lin Yi to have even less, like a temporarily rented home.

Originally thought that Lin Yi's favorite game, the computer must be equipped with high-end headphones and good audio.Went to the window and touched the computer screen, there was already a light layer of dust.

As soon as Lin took off his coat, he went to get it and cleaned the sofa with a feather duster. It was actually very clean, but seeing Yi Chu in formal attire, he wished he could let him go on the red carpet, not daring to get a trace of dust.

Seeing him walking to the computer, Lin asked, "Do you want to use the computer? You can open it for you after I clean it up."

"No." Yi Chu took off his suit jacket and put it on the chair casually: "I bought something on the way, it should still be hot, you can eat it quickly."

The two of them haven't seen each other for a long time, and they are not unfamiliar with eating politely.

Lin Yi unpacked the box and put it on the dining table, then went to pour Yi Chu a glass of water, and then ate alone with his head down.

After a while, Yi Chu came over, and naturally sat opposite, without taking his eyes off, tapped his fingers on the table and said, "We haven't seen each other for eight years."

Lin Yi raised his head and corrected: "No, six years."

Yi Chu couldn't deny it, it was six years, that's right, they met in a hurry six years ago, that time they separated without even saying a serious word, it was almost as if they had never met.

People are not sad when they lose their loved ones. Although it has been a long time, Yi Chu wants to add a word of comfort: "You—are you okay?"

Lin Yi put down his chopsticks to look at him, and said with a smile: "Yi Chu, do you think I'm such a hypocritical person? It's fine for a year or two. Wouldn't it be crying down the Great Wall by crying till now?"

Yi Chu stopped asking this question, and said directly, "I've been worried about you."

He seldom expresses his emotions, and just saying such a sentence makes the heart that has been dusty for many years beat again.

Lin Yi said, "I have a message for you."

Yi Chu: "I only saw it last week."

Lin Yi was surprised, then calmed down, it was true, he never needed these interactions.

"You should have called me." Yi Chu said in a narrative tone, not complaining or anything else.

Lin Yi said silently: "I thought about it, but I really can't remember your phone number."

Yi Chu raised his head suddenly and smiled sweetly.

After smiling, he stood up and prepared to leave.

He had imagined [-] reasons, but he didn't expect it to be the simplest and most ruthless one.

Lin Yi judged his emotions based on his memory: "Are you angry?"

Yi Chu gave a negative answer: "No."

His face didn't change at all, and there was still a little smile on the corner of his mouth.

Lin Yi said in the same tone: "I used to be deviant and played crazy in the United States, so I can't remember anything."

Yi Chu: "It's understandable."

He is already putting on a suit, Lin Yi will not stop him, let alone beg him like before.

Lin Yi wanted to open the door for him, Yi Chu stretched out his hand first: "I will do it myself."

The tone is beyond doubt.

The old classmates met, and the second time they still broke up.

After Yi Chu walked out the door, seeing that the people behind did not follow, he turned his head and said, "Aren't you going to give me a gift?"

After hearing this, Lin walked out together indifferently.

When the two walked downstairs together, a worker in his 30s happened to be waiting. When he saw Lin coming, he said, "Boss, my wife is really going to have a baby, so I will ask for two days off. Can I just take two days?"

Lin Yi said seriously: "Do it or leave, don't let me say it a second time, don't take advantage of someone's attention."

The man left angrily.

Yi Chu took a look: "Is this factory yours?"

Lin Yi smiled embarrassedly: "Yes, but there are only more than 20 people, a small factory, and a small business."

Yi Chu said: "It's not bad."

Lin Yi laughed dryly: "It must be far worse than you. When a white-collar worker drives a luxury car and pays a beautiful woman to live in a big house, and lives a glamorous life, I can only roll in a group of men."

People are used to wearing a mask, speaking politely, bluntly and hypocritically.

Yi Chu didn't refute anything, and opened the car door.

When it was about to start, Lin Yi walked over and knocked on the car window, Yi Chu rolled it down, and saw that he was a little worried.

"Yi Chu, are you okay, it's a long way to go back, do you want me to take you away?"

Yi Chu: "I'm fine."

Lin Yi worried and said again: "Take a rest and stay a little later."

Before he said he wanted Yi Chu, he interrupted him: "I said there is no problem, so there is no need to lie to you."

Lin Yi's body was stiff, his fingers were hanging in the air, a little embarrassed, and he didn't want to say anything more.

His appearance is no longer the young man in his prime who attracted all eyes.People who don't rub against themselves at any time and on any occasion, shrink back like that, a little humble.

Yi Chu's heart softened to the deepest part: "I'm sorry, my tone is a bit heavy."

Lin Yi shook his head: "It's okay. It's just that you always liked to keep your thoughts in your heart before."

Now I want to see a psychiatrist, wishing that all my thoughts will be known.

Yi Chu felt that he was ridiculous.

Rolling up the car window, Lin Yi told him a shorter route.

Along the way, I have a lot of thoughts, thinking about six years ago.

When I was in high school, Lin Yi always complained about why Yi Chu used China Unicom's mobile phone number. Text messages were really a waste of money, so he set up a mobile number as soon as he entered university.

The number has not been canceled before, and I have been waiting for Lin Yi to contact him someday, and then give him the new mobile phone number.

Waiting and waiting, one month and two months, one semester, one year, waited for two years and didn't find it once.

Even the Spring Festival did not return home.

Yi Chu has been thinking that if he could be here, he would not be so lonely during class alone. If he were here, besides studying and finishing class, he would go to him every day and ride bicycles to the streets and alleys together, so that he could go to the Olympics in advance As a volunteer, he might be able to see his favorite basketball star.

No more suppression, no restraint, you can do whatever you want.

At the beginning of college, Yi Chu's situation was particularly bad, and his longing became more and more intense. Before the second year of school, he had an extremely vicious fantasy that he would be expelled because of his poor performance and come back to school again, so that they could be together again.

Confusion and chaos are intertwined, from expecting him to be together, to returning to the country, to meeting and meeting by chance.

His grades plummeted, and the best and most outstanding people from childhood to adulthood were outside the top ten in the class.

The parents talked again and again, but to no avail. They were heartbroken and cried bitterly, and they would blame for the first time.

Gradually losing hope, Yi Chu picked up his studies again, returned to the past, and studied hard.

Not long after, the high school group, which has always been inactive, happened to log in when he accidentally turned on the computer to sort out the materials, and the pot exploded.

The news was two days ago and continued until just 1 minute ago.

Lin Yi's mother committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Yi Chu couldn't believe it. Without hesitation for a second, he immediately left the school gate and took the bus to the train station.

Recently the train went home.

After standing for many hours, I called the counselor to ask for leave when I got home.

It was the first time I saw Yi Chu two years later, with fluffy golden hair, sallow face, dark circles around his eyes, wearing white mourning kneeling on the ground and crying until he couldn't help himself.

His relatives around him wiped their tears together.

Several women in the house were helping with the funeral, so they pulled Lin together to sit down.

Almost two years in the United States, carefree and comfortable, with mother’s love and money, even though the parents’ divorce has never been psychologically traumatized, the best years of life, suddenly losing the person who always thought they would be with me in this life, that kind of pain is It took a person's life.

In this life, no one cares about it anymore.

Because Lin Yi lost control of his emotions, he cried for almost an hour, and was basically unable to do the funeral. Almost everything Lin Yi should do was done with Yi Chu's help.

It wasn't until two o'clock in the evening that Lin Fang stopped crying and lay down on the bed for a while to sleep.

The uncle and the others were left in the room discussing funeral matters, and Yi Chu was sorting his clothes beside him.

After sleeping for half an hour, Lin Yi woke up, and only then did he notice such a person.The voice asked weakly: "Why are you here? Are you on vacation?"

It took a whole day, or in other words, two years to officially look at him and look at each other.

Yi Chu replied softly: "I asked for leave."

There were only the two of them left in the room. People came and went in the past two days, and the room was in a mess. Lin Yiyi said such a sentence, then turned his head and silently looked at the ceiling and wept.

When he cried, Yi Chu also sat on the ground motionless and sad.

In addition to experiencing the death of a living person for the first time for his mother, he was also sad because of his sad appearance.

For business, for children, for marriage, a woman has been in debt for several years and finally can't support it. She is forced to leave her favorite child and jump from such a high hotel. She can't even see the last complete face.

When Lin saw Yi Chu drooping his head and weeping, he cried even harder. The two sat on the bed hugging each other and wept bitterly.

The reasons are different, but the mood is the same.

But Yi Chu restrained himself, Lin Yi raised his voice, lowered his head and rubbed his eyes on his shoulders, and the wetness penetrated his skin.

Like coaxing a child, Yi Chu put one arm around his waist and gently comforted his back to make him feel at ease.

It's dawn in one sitting.

Lin Yi didn't care about preparing for tomorrow's cremation, what to do, what steps to take, etc. Yi Chu told him over and over again.

It's not that I gave lectures once or twice in the past, but I didn't feel bored after thousands of times.

Lin Yi's mother wanted to be cremated to keep the spirit, so Yi Chufei didn't accompany her any more because of this kind of thing.

Yu Yang and Qi Zhansheng also came over that day. Originally, Lin Yi's uncle wanted to ask a boy to support him to prevent him from passing out from grief. The three of them were high school classmates, and they were discussing who would go with him.

Yu Yang said: "We won't go, let his girlfriend go with him."

The girlfriend is Lin Yi's mother who came back from the United States with Lin Yi after the accident. She looks very beautiful and American, and she should be of local Chinese descent.

I have been here several times in the past three days, and everyone can see new faces.

If it is really the future daughter-in-law, it is only natural for her to accompany her in the past.

At this moment, it is no longer considering personal emotional issues.When Yi Chu stayed at home to do the aftermath, everyone went to the funeral home.

After returning from the cemetery, Lin Yi was sent to the hospital. Yu Yang said that he cried until his heart was broken, and Yi Chu sat there dumbfounded. Seeing such a heartbreaking scene at that time, he couldn't guarantee that he would cry together again.

In addition to the hot weather now, Lin Yizhong went to the hospital due to summer heat, so the matter of entertaining his relatives and guests fell on Yi Chu again. Although he didn't understand a lot, he did things safely and methodically, just like his son does things.

After returning to the soil, all relatives and friends left, and Yi Chu went to the hospital to see him.

The girl on the hospital bed through the window was talking to him, and as his mood gradually stabilized, Yi Chu didn't go in again.

A person took a car to the train station and went back to school.

When the train arrived in Beijing, it was past four o'clock in the morning, and I took the bus back to school to catch up with the morning classes.

Back in the dormitory at noon, I was full of expectations that the person would call or send a text message, leave a message on the Internet, and log in without any information.

Yi Chu can actually understand, when his mother passed away, he couldn't even entertain his own relatives, so how could he think of himself?Even if he remembers that such a person has appeared before, he still has to go abroad to study, find a girlfriend, and fall in love. He still needs to calm down before he thinks about it.

In this way, six years have passed.

I haven't logged in any account again, I'm afraid, seeing unwanted information.

When waiting becomes endless guarding, emotions become blurred, and you can't see clearly, then fade away, forget, and start a new life.

When I was young, I was submerged in the torrent of interpersonal relationships recklessly. I have seen all kinds of people and experienced all kinds of lives.

I will no longer hide everything in my heart, I will tell it, my happiness is more important than anyone else, I will be selfish, selfish, presumptuous, and bold.

You can even try to like others, men, women, in order to test your own sexuality.

There is no shortage of people who are too good to follow others, and Yi Chu habitually puts on a high-level attitude every time, and looks at others with scrutiny.

The result is always nothing.

It doesn't feel good to be pestered by others. In the past, I didn't refuse because of love, but now I refuse because of annoyance.

But this time, he made it clear that he was posting it.

After flying around for eight years, I realized that if two people want to separate and never see each other, as long as one party refuses, they will never meet again for the rest of their lives.

I didn't expect them to meet in such an accidental way.

Yi Chu drove the car, withdrew his thoughts, lit a cigarette, and someone called while he was exhaling the smoke.

The whole company is waiting for him to come to the meeting.

As soon as he arrived at the company, the assistant Xiao Li said: "The headquarters is coming, and we need staffing and data."

Yi Chu said: "Where is your boss Xia?"

Mr. Xia is the boss of the China region. Logically, they belong to the superior-subordinate relationship, but Yi Chu was directly transferred from the headquarters, and neither of them can control the other. Xiao Li said: "It's almost there."

Yi Chu grasped the words: "It's almost here, so it's not here yet?"

Xiao Li was a few years older than him, and quickly said, "You go to rest first, and I will get the data."

Yi Chu said: "No need."

For things like data, he can see the pattern at a glance, and what information is needed.

An impromptu meeting lasted for several hours, and Yi Chu himself talked for more than an hour.I came to meet people in society more than a year ago. People who can explain in one sentence are really reluctant to say two sentences. Things that can be finished in 10 minutes will never be extended. I slowly discovered that meetings are really the most time-saving thing.

I talk a lot at work, but I don't want to say a word after get off work.

It was almost twelve o'clock in the evening when I got home and took a shower and lay in bed.

Yi Chu took the initiative to send over WeChat, maybe he was deceiving himself, maybe he was moved.

"I'm home."

Lin Yi sent a voice, "Okay, good night."

Isn't this what he has been thinking about?

You can greet each other at night, meet at any time, and experience this colorful world together.

Yi Chu leaned on the bed, smoking a cigarette, and typed. "Come over this weekend and I'll invite you to my house for dinner."

Lin Yi was a little bit flustered, in fact, anyone would be flustered at midnight.

In the past, such a depressed person who was not good at talking and wished to reject others thousands of miles away, how could he not make people feel sincere and frightened by being so proactive.

Lin Yi sent a voice, "The factory has been busy recently, I don't know if I will have time then."

Yi Chu typed, "I'll go find you."

Lin Yi called directly, and the voice on the phone was loose and deep.

Lin Yi lay on the bed and said softly, his whole body was very relaxed: "I'll go find you when I'm done working for a while, and then I'll take you to a delicious hot pot restaurant."

Yi Chu: "I don't want to eat, I will go there this weekend."

Lin Yi: "The key is that I can't entertain you when you come here."

Yi Chu was stubborn: "No, I don't need to be entertained."

The weather in spring started to get hot. As soon as Lin turned on the small electric fan beside the bed, the breeze blew through to wake him up. Lin put his mobile phone to his ear and pulled the blanket with both hands: "You came here in a hurry this time, I will take care of you." No, I'm really sorry."

The tone on the other end of the phone was light: "That's it?"

Lin Yi couldn't help laughing: "So what? You can't let me give you a few meals to calm down like before."

Yi Chu said: "That's what you said."

The atmosphere is much more relaxed.

Lin Yi: "I'm not good at cooking. I'm afraid I'm going to burn the kitchen down."

Yi Chu said, "Me neither."

"Then what did you invite me to your house for? Do you think I went to cook for you?"

Yi Chu gave a "hmm".

Lin Yi blurted out: "You are too shameless."

It's a bit wrong to say it, forgetting that this person never jokes, "Oh, what I said is shameless is not really shameless is----"

Yi Chu said: "You don't need to explain."

Lin Yi felt that any emotion was over: "It's so late, you have to go to work in the morning, I won't bother you."

After the two hung up, Yi Chu directly sent a red envelope.

The text written on it was "buy milk tea money", as soon as Lin opened it, it was six yuan.

Lin Yi sent six exclamation marks.

In the end, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. If I couldn't, I had to reply, so I sent the word "roll".

Eight years ago, no, should it be nine years ago, did you invite milk tea once?Lin Yi remembers it seems like three times, shouldn't it be 18 yuan?

The so-called weekend Lin Yi’s subconscious mind should be Saturday or Sunday, because the first two meetings were either wearing express clothes or factory clothes, and he planned to get up early on Saturday to get a haircut and shampoo, and change into more handsome casual clothes, after all, he was only in his 20s At this age, he has a good foundation, and he can be full of vigor even if he dresses up a little.

But Yi Chu drove here after work on Friday.

It was already dark when we came here. Lin Yi checked the machinery and equipment with the technicians in the factory, and went back and forth for an hour or two, but he couldn't find the reason.

Obviously, this meeting was even more terrifying. Lin Yi's hands were full of gasoline, his body was black, and his hair was messed up. The mess was caused by Biyi Chuna's combed back hair.As soon as Lin saw him striding forward and looking spotless, he quickly said, "Don't come here, it's a bit messy here."

Unexpectedly, he was still motivated, so he took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves and walked over.

In fact, the structure of the machine is the same thing, the principle of the structure can be drawn with eyes closed when I was in college.

Yi Chu found the reason when he inspected the route.

The technician Xiao Wang asked: "Boss, your friend is so powerful, it doesn't look like it."

Lin Yi said: "Why is it not like that? My old classmate in high school was the No. 1 university in the city's college entrance examination. This kind of question is trivial."

Lin saw that Yi Chu's hand was covered with black motor oil, and quickly said, "Quick, quick, touch me."

Yi Chu said, "Go out and wash."

Lin Yidao: "Wipe it off first, and it will be quicker when you wash it later."

How can Yi Chu be so hypocritical.