love you very special

It's like a dream, but the things in the dream are so real. Even if you fall asleep when you get home, you still have a smell in your mouth when you wake up. Regret meaning.She also told him clearly that she was not drunk, and she remembered everything at that time clearly.

This incident became a taboo topic between the two of them. No one mentioned it on the phone or online chat, as if it had never happened.

No one wants to think too much about whether it is true that alcohol paralyzes the mind or the feelings that cannot be judged.

I met once in the middle, when Lin Yi and his mother happened to run into each other when they were out of the lobby to run some errands.

Lin Yi's mother said enthusiastically and happily: "Yi Chu, oh, it's amazing. I didn't get such good grades in the exam. Unlike Lin Yi, who went to school and had the same teacher, the gap is so big. Have you eaten yet? Do you want to go to my house for dinner? ?”

Lin Yi had a helpless expression and was inexplicably happy: "Come on, mom, you have said it hundreds of times, is it interesting? Isn't he better than your son, he is better than 90.00% of the people? Mom, you are not as good as others ah."

His mother became angry: "Lin Yi, are you looking for a fight? I was on such a good terms with you at that time, so I must be much better than you."

Yi Chu smiled: "Auntie, it doesn't mean that you will be excellent if you have good test scores. Lin Yi has made great progress in his third year of high school."

What is he talking about?Lin Yi couldn't believe his ears, was this a compliment?I'm a little flattered.

Lin Yi swallowed a breath and returned to normal, and said nonchalantly: "You have praised me, so come over to eat together, come on, come on, anyway, there is no one in your house, what can you eat, today my mother cooks, she cooks The food is delicious."

Yi Chu shook his head: "Actually, I should invite you. In the past three years, both Auntie and Lin Yi have taken extra care of me. Thank you very much."

Upon hearing this, Lin's scalp became numb, and he waved his hands: "Don't, don't, don't."

Lin Yi's mother was very straightforward: "Okay, okay, please ask me to definitely go, so that you and I have been classmates for three years, and then went to college and went our separate ways, but as long as there is something to call auntie, I will definitely do it manage."

Lin Yi rolled his eyes when he saw his mother's eagerness to treat him as a son: "Mom, there is nothing I can ask you for in the future."

Mom said: "Then what difficulties does our family Lin Yi have in the future, I hope Yi Chu can help you well?"

Lin Yi: "...Mom, I don't even know what to say about you."

Yi Chu: "Okay, I will do my best."

Lin raised his head to look at him, lowered his head, and then looked into the distance.What did Lin Yi want to think? Standing in front of him with a normal glance, he was deserted and desolate, as if nothing happened, as if nothing had happened.

Lin could have guessed this early on. What would happen if he really knew what happened that day?Maybe he was scolded and beaten to death or broke up with him?Certainly shameful, and such a thing is about reputation and everything in the future.

Lin Yi regained his thoughts and smiled, "That's good, I won't be able to hang around to find you in the future."

Yi Chu stared at him for a few seconds: "Anytime is fine."

Lin Yi's mother: "You child, it's so hot, hurry up and buy a few bottles of water." Lin Yi quickly ran over to buy two bottles of Coke, opened them for Yi Chu first, and said with a smile: "If you really can't get along, don't dislike."

Yi Chu said softly and firmly: "No."

Lin Yi patted him on the shoulder pretending to be natural: "Then it's settled. Where are you going, do you want my mother to take you there?"

Yi Chu said: "It's not on the way."

Lin Yi's mother said: "No, no, no, really no, send it away, where are you going?"

Both mother and son speak in the same way.

Lin Yi knew that this person was the most duplicity: "Why are you being polite with me, get in the car quickly."

Yi Chu didn't pretentiously shirk and get in the car.

Sitting in the co-pilot, Lin Yi turned his head and said, "Where are you going?"

Yi Chu: "Go to the Cafe on Chenyang Road."

Lin Yixin sank to the ground and stopped asking.

What can a cafe do? Dress so well and neatly, it must be a date, who can bear to refuse such a person.

"The newspaper wants to do an interview, so make an appointment at a coffee shop."

The voice behind was not loud, but the words were clear, as if they were trying to explain.

Lin Yi turned his head and smiled and said, "Are you going to be in the newspaper?"

Yi Chu: "I don't want to, they make five or six phone calls every day."

Lin laughed loudly: "Which newspaper, does it take pictures? I'll buy a hundred copies of it to show off to our neighbors."

Lin Yi's mother threw cold water on the car and said, "It's not embarrassing enough to show off."

"That's not shameful, they all know Yi Chu who has made up lessons at our house so many times, of course this kind of excellent person has to be a role model, not only you scold me, but also let other people scold their children, it makes me feel better.

Lin Yi's mother slapped her palm: "Son, why are you so thick-skinned?"

Lin Yi smiled: "You taught me."

Then his mother started to talk about things when he was a child. The mother and son would say one sentence to each other as usual. It is a habit, but some people envy it.

Lin Yi didn't tell him whether he bought the newspaper, but just some high-sounding words, how to study, what kind of attitude, Yi Chu insisted on not taking pictures and didn't publish any good photos in the newspaper.

The first batch of admission notices came out relatively early, Yi Chu was notified by the teacher to receive the admission notice, the principal of the small leadership school in the district and the TV station.

I took a huge photo and hung it outside the school gate.

Red letters and black letters, whose name will be proud and honored on such a roll of honor, as long as the citizens of the city pass by every day, they can see this feeling. Not everyone can understand this feeling. Horse parade.

Lin Yi was no exception, looked at his face for a long time at the school gate, and then left by car.

After Yi Chu received the notice, Yu Yang didn't expect to see him again.

Yu Yang wasn't so shameless and didn't dare to ask, but Yi Chu took the initiative to ask, "Why didn't Lin Yi come?"

Yu Yang: "Why are you looking for him?"

Yi Chu said softly: "Nothing."

Originally thought it would end like this, Yi Chu asked: "Has his notice arrived yet?"

Yu Yang said: "How do I know? I don't know. Anyway, he didn't get into the university he applied for, but he also considers whether he can get into it, and he definitely won't go anyway. But if you really want to know, you can ask his class teacher later, you go and ask .”

Li Liguo came over while talking, and talked to Yi Chu with a smile: "Yi Chu, you should go to relax, why are you at school?"

Yi Chu smiled faintly: "Some things."

Li Liguo looked at him standing still and didn't leave, he must have something on his mind and asked, "What's the matter, what's the matter?"

Yi Chu said, "Does Lin Yi have an admission letter?"

Li Liguo said: "Let's think about it, his scores don't seem to be enough, but the notices are all in the teaching office, you go and have a look. No wonder he has a way out if he quits his business."

Yi Chu strode to the teaching office, he is a celebrity who knows everywhere, and people who don't know each other also know each other after looking at the school gate photos several times a day.

That uncle wears glasses and looks very gentle.

Seeing him, he said, "Yi Chu, what are you doing here?"

Yi Chudao: "I...I want to ask, have you accepted Lin Yi's admission letter from class four?"

The uncle said: "I can't show you this, these are kept secret and cannot be touched by third parties."

Yi Chu: "I won't touch it, just take a look, just want to know if it's admitted."

The uncle asked: "Then why didn't he come? This is the university notice, so don't you care?"

"He's gone."

Yi Chu turned his head, it was Qi Zhansheng and Yu Yang who were outside the door, they dared not come in because of the seriousness.

Yi Chu thought that Lin Yiwang was disappointed that he was not admitted, so he left, his heart was churning for a moment, and he felt very uncomfortable.

When he was about to leave, the old man who was flipping through the notice took it out and laughed twice: "I found it, I found it. A batch of couriers that just arrived in the afternoon are going to Beijing."

Yi Chu couldn't believe his ears, and took it directly from the uncle. The name of the university on the cover was clear, and his name information was also clear.

It's really turning back and forth between the earth and the sky, allowing him to rise from hell to heaven.With indescribable joy and happiness, Ding Yanqing rushed out.

Find an empty corridor downstairs and call directly.

Called four or five times in a row and no one answered.

Yi Chu couldn't bear it, and really wanted to tell him the good news, so he called Lin Yi's mother's cell phone instead.

Yi Chu didn't know his mother's cell phone number at first, but he relied on his good memory to remember the phone number when Lin Yi filled out the form.

When I called, I heard Lin Yi's voice: "Hello, who is it?"

Yi Chu heard his speech and went straight to the point: "Lin Yi, Lin Yi, let me tell you, you have been admitted, and you can go to Beijing now."

Lin Yi on the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment: "Ah, is that right? Haha, I'm not bad at all."

Yi Chu didn't want to calm down at the moment: "Where are you now? Hurry up and get the notice."

Lin Yi coughed, he was not very happy, at least not as happy as Yi Chu expected.

Lin Yi: "You help me take it away, I won't go."

Yi Chu: "What's wrong?"

Lin Yidao: "When I applied for the school, I wrote it casually. I didn't plan to go to school in China."

Yi Chuxin jumped into her throat, lowered her emotions, stopped smiling, and said in a cold voice, "Where are you now?"

Lin Yi didn't reply to this question and shifted to others, and wanted to keep the original laughing: "You are a good student, you go to such a good university, you must study hard in the future, you are a role model for our whole school. If you have anything to do in the future, I will contact you online. The mobile phone number may not be used anymore. I will tell you when I have a new one. Alas, I don’t need to tell you anymore. We are both in different places, so there is no possibility of meeting again, but thank you for telling me about my admission. Make me happy."

Yi Chu asked repeatedly in a stiff tone, "Tell me where you are now?"

Lin Yi knew that he couldn't escape and paused for more than ten seconds before answering: "America. I went abroad to study. You know that my family's financial situation is not bad, and I can't get into a good university in China. I don't want to waste time. I also want to go out and make a living. I want to see the outside world. I applied for university earlier, and I have to thank you for this. During that time, you taught me English, which really helped me a lot. I will treat you to dinner when I come back from the Spring Festival holiday."

Lin Yi said a lot and the other party didn't respond.

He left without saying goodbye, not even saying goodbye.

When he left, he thought a lot about whether to explain what happened between them. In the end, he still wanted to maintain most people's memories of high school, good and bad, youthful and sour memories, not to mention the path this person will take in the future Wider and wider, he said that no one can stop his way forward.

Sometimes things are best at one point, and no matter how deep they are, they are ugly to each other, and even memories will not have a good impression.

After an unknown amount of time, the voice on the phone was furious: "Lin Yi, you are a fucking idiot!"

Then hung up the phone.

When Yu Yang walked over, he didn't know what happened, but he saw Yi Chu standing in the depths of the corridor, leaning against the wall and hanging his head, limp as if all his strength had been taken away. When he walked in, he found that his face was full of tears .

He was startled, never thought that this person would cry in his life, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

Yi Chu sensed that someone was there, wiped away his tears, and left in a hurry.

The temperature in September is still hot, and the scenery outside the train is constantly changing, or rice fields, or endless plains, or high and low mountains.

The sleeper bed was still clean and tidy, Yi Chu had no intention of resting and sitting by the side to watch the scenery.

Once, he thought, there is a person next to him, so the long time must pass by quickly.

Not as tough as it is now.

Adult Love (Part [-])