mad dog

Ye Feilan was surprised to find that this hand was not as cold as he imagined, but dry and warm instead.This dry and warm touch...much like the plum blossom cushion of his dog's paw, strangely made him feel familiar and at ease.

It made him suddenly have a... desire to say something.

There is no better confidant in the world than a vegetative person.He could only lie there and listen quietly, without interrupting, showing him sympathetic eyes, and not revealing his secrets.

How good.

"Do you know?" Ye Feilan lowered his head, looking at his fingerprints one finger at a time, "In our line of work, on the surface it looks like a bright future, but in private... no one is happier than anyone else, and everyone is happy. No cleaner than anyone else. When you were young, everyone stepped into this circle with a dream. At that time, you felt that as long as you worked hard, there was nothing you couldn’t do. Fire, wherever it goes, is fate. Even...many things are decided at birth."

Ye Feilan was silent for a long time at this point, and changed the subject: "Actually, I lived a good life for a few days when I was young. My father was a supporting teacher from a big city. I heard people say that my grandparents are all high-level intellectuals. If there is no That heavy rain... I will probably be a civil servant now? Or a researcher? Sitting in an office or laboratory with clean windows, writing materials, holding meetings, or doing experiments, I have a decent job in the eyes of others. But unfortunately, I My father died very early. My grandparents probably didn’t like a village girl like my mother, so they never came to pick us up, so... that’s it. In fact, my mother was very beautiful when she was young. Famously beautiful..." Speaking of this, Ye Feilan smiled a little: "I inherited seventy to eighty percent of my mother's good looks, and that's why I was discovered by scouts and had the opportunity to debut...Look, even this slight advantage is still It's decided at birth."

"Later my mother took me to remarry." The smile on Ye Feilan's lips disappeared little by little. "My stepfather had a very bad temper and beat and kicked my mother and me frequently. Since then, my injuries have not stopped. However, when I was a child, I protected my mother from being beaten. Later, when I grew up, I confronted him, but every time I was beaten harder by him who became angry. After graduating from junior high school, my stepfather forced me to drop out of school and work to earn money, but I wanted to Studying. In fact, my grades were quite good at that time. Although I skipped classes for three days and went out to show stalls, buy discs, and buy pornographic books to make money to pay for books and tuition fees, my grades were always in the top of the grade. All key high schools called my family and said they wanted me to continue studying, but my stepfather beat me up, saying what to read, what a wild man fucked to lose money! I had a fight with him and ran away from home with bruises all over my body When I came out, I took advantage of the summer vacation to do odd jobs around, practicing booths and watching billiard halls during the day, and going to Internet cafes for people to watch at night. I even saved a place to live, so I saved enough tuition and living expenses. At that time, my only thought was... Go out, you must go out, go to college like my biological father, find a decent job, take my mother, and break free from this cage. But..."

"My mother is so beautiful... Sometimes being beautiful seems to be a kind of original sin. I have only been in high school for less than a year, and my stepfather owed a huge amount of gambling debts, and asked my mother to go... It happened to be Sunday, and I I ran over to see my mother secretly, and I happened to bump into it. I was so angry that I beat up the man severely. His ribs were broken and he was lying in the hospital for three months. The next day, the head teacher found me and said embarrassingly that he hoped that I would drop out of school... So when I was 16 years old, I dropped out of high school and came to Haicheng to work. At that time, I was still dissatisfied, and no serious company dared to Me, I can only move goods for people in a small supermarket, earn a little hard money, and squeeze into the basement with people. Later, I signed a brokerage company and got a little money. I wanted to take my mother out, but my mother refused because he I can't bear my brother, and..." Ye Feilan laughed at herself, "Our small place is backward and conservative, she said that she has already 'killed' my own father, and now she is separated from my stepfather, the affirmation of the folks in the village He would poke her back and scold her, and if he died, he would go to the 50th floor of hell. You said... What should I do? What can I do? Later, my stepfather heard that I was "promising", so he was not satisfied with my daily life. The living expenses sent to my mother every month forced her to ask me for money in various names, or she would beat and kick my mother. You said, an old lady in her 15s said that she was beaten up I was beaten up, what else could I do except to give money? At that time, Limit Music forced us to sign a 12-year long-term contract, and the liquidated damages were astonishingly high. Slowly save enough to terminate the contract, and terminate the contract with Extreme Music, but... the younger brother pays the tuition fee and asks for money; the aunt is sick and hospitalized, and asks for money; buys seeds, fertilizers, and tractors, and asks for money; flips the house for the older brother to marry a wife, and asks for money; even The old bastard owes gambling debts outside, and still wants money. Over the years, most of his savings have been filled in the bottomless pit at home. If I hadn’t received "Flying" by accident, I have gained a little fame, and I am still spending on music at the limit. That's it. An actor who has been in the industry for 3000 years can't even afford to pay [-] million in liquidated damages, do you think it's ridiculous?"

Ye Feilan leaned against the head of the bed and smiled for a while, with tears in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to wipe them indifferently, and continued: "After the filming of "Soaring", several entertainment companies offered me olive branches, but one After hearing about the 3000 million liquidated damages, I lost all trust. Xtreme Music also sent someone to say a lot of good things to me, hoping that I would stay, but... an actor is a career that eats youth, and an actor’s youth can only How many years? They wasted my entire 12 years, how could I be willing to continue to stay and make money for them? But I couldn’t pay the liquidated damages... At this time, Century Entertainment approached me and said they were willing to pay part of the liquidated damages for me, In the future, it will be deducted slowly from my film remuneration and announcement remuneration. I learned at the time that Century Entertainment is not a big company, and there are not many big names. Snow hides me, although 2000 million is a lot, but with my current reputation, it will be paid off in less than two years. Besides, I have no better choice, so I agreed. But after signing the contract, I found out that the company probably saw I'm not young, I don't have many years left to squeeze, I haven't thought about my future development at all, I just want to make money from me as soon as possible... So I accept all kinds of messy endorsements. Even those who are irresponsible The marketing account said that I have not had a girlfriend for so many years because I am gay, and the company did not do any public relations. Instead, it posted some tendentious fan-made videos on the company account... probably because of the current situation, speculation CP It’s easier to attract fans, and it’s easier to earn money. What about me? What about me? What should I do? As long as I put this label on my mother, will there be any big productions who dare to use me in the future? Ju Feng killed it. But what can I do? Who made me owe the company 2000 million!"

"Shoulder, let me tell you a secret..." Ye Feilan slipped from the head of the bed and fell onto the bed, resting his arms on his pillow, with a strange expression mixed with self-mockery, sadness and indifference, "The media is right. I have had a girlfriend, but I have never had a boyfriend. I have no feelings for men, women...all human beings, regardless of age or gender. I am not even interested in my right-hand man. For so many years, I have never I don’t even have any desires. Maybe I’m doomed to be alone forever.”

His mother urged him to find a girlfriend before, but Ye Feilan got annoyed by making excuses, so he dumped the real reason to his mother.I don't know why the stepfather knew it, maybe it was unintentional, maybe...it was all done on purpose in order for his elder brother to give his two poor and unambitious 'pro' younger brothers a hand.

Now that it had happened, he didn't want to go into it further.

In the past, he didn't care about the so-called "black material", but now he is in the rising period of his career. Once his stepfather sells the "black material" to unscrupulous paparazzi, let them make use of it and add fuel to it I have to exaggerate it, but I still don't know what to say about him.The entertainment industry is such a place where rumors can be passed on as if they are true and plausible, let alone someone like him who is "reliable".

As long as this point is confirmed to be true, even if the other 90.00% are false, no one will believe him.

So he had to borrow the 20.What his mother said was right, 20 is indeed not a big number, it would be easy for him to borrow it, but first, he would have to bother to make up a plausible reason, and second, as long as he asked, it would be a debt of favor.

He only owes this debt to the company, and he has already been forced to accept movies, reality shows, commercial endorsements, and those inexplicable award ceremonies that he doesn't want to accept. If he owes other debts, he doesn't know what he will face in the future What.

The so-called "award ceremony" like this is not a serious event. Most of them are some micro-businesses or small brand manufacturers. Some celebrities who are not too big but have a certain fan base came to the platform to present awards.In this case, some uninformed fans will spend a lot of money to buy "admission tickets" in order to get a chance to get in touch with their idols - for example, buying a certain amount of products, or spending a lot of money to join Wechat Business , you can get the qualification to meet idols.

They will also send photos of the artist's activities to the homepage of the website or product Weibo, with some ambiguous slogans to mislead consumers.

If the quality of the product passes the standard, or if there is no merit, then it is okay to say that once there is any quality problem, the star of the platform will be blamed innocently.

At that time, who cares whether you are a platform or an endorsement, the dirty water will be splashed on your face in an instant.

This kind of activity, the company has taken over for him once before.Although Ye Feilan couldn't refuse, she was also unwilling to cooperate.Isn't it just the award ceremony on the platform? OK, he went, but he stated in advance on Weibo that it was just an event, not an endorsement, and did not guarantee the quality of the product. I hope fans will not buy blindly because of him. After participating in the photo session.

He is neither a breach of contract, nor is it cheap.Although the company was helpless, he did not breach the contract after all, so it was hard to say anything.But this time, because of the "black material", because of the 20 yuan, he owed a debt of favor again. Sister Guan explained in advance that he would not be allowed to leave the venue early or post on Weibo.

He had to agree.

"Isn't it just not to lift it? I don't care about how big it is," Ye Feilan said softly, "Why do you have to grab me? Who did I provoke? Who the hell did I provoke?" Who is it? Ho!"

Gou Sheng has been listening silently.

At the beginning, he was honestly his vegetative person, always thinking that Director Xu said that if he didn't honestly pretend to be dead, he would be kicked out of the crew, and if he got kicked out of the crew, he wouldn't be able to see Ye Feilan, and if he couldn't see Ye Feilan, he wouldn't be able to Repaying the favor... well, actually repaying the favor is not that important, the important thing is that he already hated Ye Feilan.

So he tried his best not to move.

But the more he listened, the more his heart ached.

Angry and distressed.The veins on his forehead were twitching, and he wished he could rush back to his hometown immediately and tear up his bastard stepfather bite by bite.He was so distressed that he wanted to use his big head to touch his palm, and he wanted to use his big tongue to lick his face, licking away his bitterness and tears for so many years.

I want to jump over and hug him.

It turned out that his scumbag master had lived so hard for so many years.

It turned out that his scumbag master had endured so many things that he shouldn't have endured over the years.

Finally, Gou Sheng couldn't bear to hold his scumbag master into his arms, and said loudly: "Isn't it just not to lift it? It doesn't matter, I will lift it."