mad dog

Ye Feilan's psychological quality is not bad, but this experiential acting method has too high emotional requirements, and he was still affected by a bunch of bad things.So the filming in the afternoon and evening was not smooth, and I didn't finish work until one o'clock in the morning. I took off my makeup exhaustedly, went back to the hotel, took a hasty shower, and fell down on the bed from sleepiness.

When Ye Feilan was awakened by the ringing of the phone, Ye Feilan felt that he had just been in a daze. He glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was 02:30 in the morning.

"Sister Guan," Ye Feilan sat up, leaned on the head of the bed, pinched the center of her brow, and answered the phone with all her strength, "It's so late, what's the matter?"

But listening, Ye Feilan's eyes opened, and his brows frowned: "Are you okay? Have you called the police?"

"Why call the police?" Guan Muyi sneered, "If I call the police now, tomorrow's entertainment headline will be that Ye Feilan is dissatisfied with the manager's arrangement and hired someone to come to the door and threaten you. You are shameless and the company wants more. Don't you expect me Are you so unscrupulous because you dare not call the police? Ye Feilan, I thought it was bad luck for you to not get ahead for so many years. You are 20, I didn't expect you to turn around and..."

"It's not me," Ye Feilan frowned, interrupting Guan Muyi's words, "Believe it or not, it's not me."

"Who is it but you?" Guan Muyi obviously didn't believe it, "You are not very popular in the entertainment industry, otherwise you wouldn't ask me to borrow money. Of course there are friends who play tricks on the occasion, but I am not the one who wants you to stand up for you. Underestimate you, there is no one. Except you..."

"Sister Guan, it's really not me," Ye Feilan said with a heavy tone, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, "Did you go to the hospital? I'll go there right away..."

"What are you doing here?" Guan Muyi was obviously frightened by what happened tonight, and lost his usual rationality and elegance, "I can't afford to offend you. It's fine if you don't want to go to the award ceremony, and you will like to go to the next announcement." Don't go, if the company sues you for breach of contract one day and causes disputes and lawsuits, as long as you have a large number of adults and don't blame me, I will be thankful."

Ye Feilan was not originally gentle and mellow, but years of career in the entertainment industry and the cold world smoothed his sharp edges and corners little by little, allowing him to learn to compromise and forbear.

But today, threats, coercion, and grievances fell on him all at once, igniting the flame deep in his heart, and he couldn't help it anymore: "I fucking said it wasn't me!"

Guan Mu had been in charge of him for less than half a year, and he had never seen him get angry, so he froze for a moment.

"Sister Guan," Ye Feilan took a deep breath, "Frankly speaking, I am really not a good person. When I was young and vigorous, I often fought, and I even beat someone to the hospital and lay in bed for three months."

Guan Muyi: "..."

"Actually, my grades in high school were not bad. If I hadn't beaten someone and forced to drop out, I might have been able to get into Tsinghua and Peking University." Ye Feilan chuckled self-deprecatingly, "Although I'm not a good person, Be upright and aboveboard, don't do those sneaky things, otherwise, with my aptitude, I won't be popular for so many years? Sister Guan, if I really want to threaten you, I will go in person, go in a fair manner, no Sneaky. As long as I, Ye Feilan, dare to do it, I will not deny it."

In the past six months, Guan Muyi has been in Ye Feilan's group, and the contact is not too small. Although Ye Feilan is indifferent, he always looks like a stranger, but he is very gentle, except for occasionally reminding fans on Weibo She almost never played big cards, and never questioned her arrangements.

He is a very obedient artist.

But tonight, Ye Feilan seemed to be a different person suddenly. He suddenly became aggressive and showed his sharpness.

"That's right, I really don't want to take those messy announcements. You know the reason better than me. I can even tell you frankly that he did what I wanted to do, but..." Ye Feilan smiled, "I Ye Feilan still has a conscience. The company paid me 2000 million liquidated damages, and you borrowed 20 from me in your own name. I will not be ungrateful, so don't worry, since I promised you, I will definitely go to the award ceremony."

Conscience...what the hell is conscience?

Ye Feilan felt an indescribable exhaustion welling up in his heart, and he stretched out his hand to press down on his temple: "Call me again... hang up first."

He remembered that when he was very young, his father put him on his knees and taught him sentence by sentence those old sayings that he didn't understand-"If jade is not polished, it is useless; if people don't learn, they don't know righteousness", " Life is what I want; righteousness is also what I want. You can’t have both, and those who give up their lives for righteousness are the ones who sacrifice their lives for righteousness.” , action must be resolute", "make friends, keep your word"... Tell him the stories of those five years ago in the history of China for the family, the country, the world, for loyalty, filial piety and righteousness, and the stories of valuing promises and ignoring life and death.

Tell him to be responsible, to have a conscience, to do something, and not to do something.

Probably God also wanted to fulfill his father's consciousness. When Ye Feilan was five years old, a summer flood came unexpectedly and destroyed the elementary school built on Pingba at the foot of the mountain. His father was buried forever in the In the deep mountains, he completed his feat of "giving up his life for righteousness", but left him and his mother, orphans and widows, with no one to rely on.

Later, his mother took him to marry his stepfather, Liu Zhiqiang, a bastard gambler whose name was in stark irony. Just reach out and hit.Because he has a well-known asshole father, he was isolated by other children since he was a child in school, spitting on him, pointing at him and shouting: "Dragon begets dragons, phoenixes beget phoenixes, children of mice can make holes." Even the teacher He also often cast worried eyes on his incompatibility, and almost every time the classmates in the class threw something, they would suspect him.

Ye Feilan gritted her teeth every time and told herself that he was not!

He is not Liu Zhiqiang's son!He didn't inherit his genes!He never steals from others, he will fight for what he wants!He will never be as heartless and irresponsible as his bastard stepfather in his life!He will not use the means for the sake of the purpose, will not disregard human feelings and lose his conscience, and will not compromise for certain interests, because people have to do what is right.

In fact, from the bottom of his heart, he hated his father. If his father hadn't been too conscientious, he and his mother wouldn't have been bullied, but intellectually, he understood that what his father did was right, he should Proud of his father.

Ye Feilan struggled all the way to grow up.

For so many years, he has fought, skipped school, used a knife and opened a ladle, but he has never done anything that violates the law and discipline in the true sense.His father used his life to draw a line in his young life. No matter how unruly and asshole he was, he would never cross the line. He even knew how to be grateful and affectionate than ordinary people.

For him, everything in his childhood was both salvation and shackles.

He has been in the entertainment industry for so many years and is familiar with the rules, but he cannot compromise.

Even if he knew that his stepfather was a jerk and his mother was eccentric, for his mother's so-called filial piety, he could only endure it.Even though he knew that the company and his agent were consuming his enthusiasm and squeezing his popularity, he could only choose to accept and compromise for the debt of favor he owed.

Even though his nature is not such a compromised person.

Because of this phone call, Ye Feilan tossed and turned, unable to fall back asleep, and watched the sky brighten up with her eyes open.While putting on makeup, Geng Fang was taken aback by the bloodshot eyes and dark circles under his eyes: "Ms. Ye, what's wrong with you?"

Ye Feilan smiled: "It's okay."

Those bad things are always his own, so what's the use of telling them apart from being a laughing stock?

Sure enough, the filming of this day did not go well.The acting skills are very good, most of them are Ye Feilan who passed by, but repeatedly GN, Xu Jiangling's brows became tighter and tighter, and finally couldn't help but threw the script on Ye Feilan's face: "It's been a day, you give me What are you doing with a dead face? You are sad, not angry, numb, or desperate! What's the matter with the lines? What about feelings? Do you want me to teach you how to speak sentence by sentence?"

Ye Feilan let the script hit him in the face, and then slid on the ground.

There was no sound at the scene.All the staff members of the crew were silent, and no one dared to speak out.

He still stood upright, for a long time, he said: "I'm sorry, director. I'm not in the right shape, and I wasted everyone's time."

"It's good that you know!" Xu Jiangling angrily sat in front of the monitor and gasped for breath, "Feilan, let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart, the fame and fortune in the entertainment industry are all vain. The scenery is infinite, maybe people will forget in a few years, only the acting skills and works are real. After working together for so many years, your acting attitude has always been correct, and I can see it. Now that you have developed well, I also sincerely I’m happy for you. But don’t forget, actor, the most important thing is always to act, not to make a variety show, a dummy show, or stand on the stage like a model to laugh. You have to act, and you have to rely on your works to speak . Got it?"

Ye Feilan lowered his eyelashes: "Yes."

He entered the group three days late because of the reality show, and there were frequent incidents during filming. It is normal for a director like Director Xu who has high standards and strict requirements for every shot to be dissatisfied with him.

However, these two days have really been a lot of bad things.It really did affect his mood.It may not be a big deal for those actors who are born with good acting skills and can enter the play in a second, but for him, an actor who acts by entering the play and resonating with the characters, the blow is almost fatal.

"Okay," Xu Jiangling walked over and patted Ye Feilan on the shoulder, "I may have said something a little harshly, but Lier is so reasonable. I also see that you are not in the right state today. There should be something wrong. Things have affected your mood, I just hope you can distinguish between priorities." He waved to everyone: "Today, work is over early. Tomorrow morning at six o'clock. Let's shoot this morning's scene first." Xu Jiangling walked for two Take a step back and point to him: "You can adjust your mood for me."

"Oh, I see."

Director Xu's plays seldom end work early.As soon as Xu Jiangling left, the staff cheered, quickly cleaned up the scene, and soon dispersed.Geng Fang comforted him a few words, said that she made an appointment with her boyfriend to watch a movie, and left in a hurry.Soon, the shooting scene became deserted, leaving him alone.

Ye Feilan hugged the script and sat down in the corner.

Countless turbulent emotions were clogged in his chest, and there was no way to vent them out.He wanted to yell, but he didn't have the strength; he wanted to go out and drink like crazy and get drunk, but he knew that if he did, he would become the headline of tomorrow's entertainment industry; he wanted to find someone to talk to, but the entertainment industry In this kind of place, there are no permanent friends. Once these bad things are said, they will become his weakness, and maybe someone will expose them one day.

In the past, when his dog was still alive, he was sad and sad, and he could hug that warm furry thing, bury his head in his long neck hair, and cry quietly.

But two years ago, it also left.

The entire shooting scene was empty, not even a ghost.

No, there is actually one more person.Ye Feilan stood up supporting the wall and pushed open the door of the ward. Sure enough, the vegetative person was thrown on the hospital bed alone, with various tubes attached to his body, unable to move or speak.It looks pathetic.

For a while, he had a feeling of sympathy.

Ye Feilan laughed at himself, threw the script on the bedside table, pushed the vegetative person over there, sat on the head of the bed, took his hand casually, and held it in his hand to play with it.