five years later

It was already noon the next day when An Yuan woke up.There was no one in the room, Liu Youxia went to work, there was breakfast and a note on the table.

"I've already asked for leave for you, remember to eat."

This feeling made Anyuan's heart skip a beat, both intimate and unfamiliar.He wanted to quarrel and really hurt feelings, and every time he quarreled, the rift got deeper.Maybe it won't last long before the thing is about to crumble.

"Liu Youxia, you bastard!" An Yuan squeezed the note, almost gritted his teeth and said this sentence, but after finishing speaking, he felt a little tired.

So he flattened the note and walked to the bathroom to wash up.I drank too much alcohol yesterday, and my body stinks and my hair is dirty.An Yuan washed himself from head to toe, took off the bed sheet and quilt cover and put it in the washing machine.

He is good at doing these things, and sometimes he comforts himself by thinking that if all these bad things are washed away, the matter can be restarted.

After changing into a new bed sheet and quilt cover, An Yuan took off the bathrobe he was wearing and got into the quilt and fell asleep.He adjusted the temperature a little low, and his hands got goose bumps after leaving the quilt for a long time.

An Yuan had several intermittent dreams, all of which were about Liu Youxia.In fact, what he said yesterday was not entirely correct, except for the five years when he left, Liu Youxia didn't make him wait too long.

After Liu Youxia quarreled with his family, An Yuan took him to eat at a Sichuan restaurant in the back street of the school.When the wine was drinking and the face was hot, Liu Youxia suddenly leaned on his shoulder and began to cry.

It's not that he cried bitterly, he cried without a sound, but tears slipped into An Yuan's neck.

An Yuan didn't dare to turn his head to look at Liu Youxia, nor did he dare to move.His hands were always in the position of preparing to pick up vegetables, and he didn't put them down until he couldn't hold on anymore.

After paying the bill, he helped the half-drunk man to the playground.There were not many people on the weekend, and the weather was good. The moon was obliquely half-bent in the night sky, and the light shed was enough for Anyuan to see the obstacles in front of him clearly.

In the center of the oval playground was a piece of grass. Two people sat down on it, but Liu Youxia lay down after a while.

An Yuan didn't know what he was thinking at the time.He stuck to the other person's back, stretched out his hand and put him in his arms.At that time, he took advantage of the strength of the wine and thought that Liu Youxia had fainted from drinking, so he carefully kissed the back of his neck.

This kind of behavior is really taking advantage of the situation, but fortunately An Yuan didn't do anything, just kissed and left.Liu Youxia lay on the grass as if she had really fallen asleep, her breathing was even, it was just because the crying just blocked her nose, and she had a nasal sound.

An Yuan looked at the half-curved moon in the sky, and asked in a very soft voice: "Do you believe that there is Chang'e on the moon, and her rabbit?"

Liu Youxia kept silent, so he continued talking on his own.

"When I was young, my father taught me to draw. The first character I drew was the illustrated version of Chang'e in the fairy tale. At that time, I believed in the gods in the sky. Besides Nuwa, she was my favorite fairy. The former is great, and the latter Or beautiful, I have liked beautiful people since I was a child."

An Yuan shook Liu Youxia's hand, "Are you asleep?"

The other party answered him still silently.It's just that this silence is exactly what An Yuan needs, and he is immersed in such a reassuring atmosphere.I don't know how long it took before he sighed and said: "I like you." This sentence was very soft, like a gust of wind hanging in his ears, it passed away if he didn't pay attention.

An Yuan always thought that Liu Youxia didn't know about it, but it turned out that the other party wasn't asleep, just laying on the grass with his eyes closed to rest.

The two of them were not embarrassed to meet again the next day, but after a long time, An Yuan felt that something was wrong.Liu Youxia especially liked to talk in his ear, making the atmosphere inadvertently ambiguous.This scene was maintained until the kiss on the gymnasium. After that night, the relationship between the two became "unspeakable" to others.

After that, Liu Youxia never mentioned anything about his family, nor did An Yuan ask about it.It's okay if things develop on the same track, both of them keep their shady secrets.The reason why I felt uncomfortable was because all of Liu Youxia's demands seemed so righteous.

He hijacked Anyuan in the name of love, but forgot to make himself transparent.

It was rare for Liu Youxia not to work overtime today, so he went to the supermarket to buy some food after get off work, and only realized something was wrong when he got home.The bed sheets floating on the balcony proved that the person had woken up, but the breakfast on the table showed no signs of being disturbed.He sighed in his heart, not knowing where Anyuan got his competitive temper.

The air conditioner in the bedroom had been working for several hours, and as soon as Liu Youxia opened the slit, a gust of cold air blew out, making him feel shy for a while.

An Yuan was still asleep on the bed, with his hands outside as if not afraid of the cold.Seeing this, Liu Youxia was a little helpless, picked up the remote control on the cabinet to turn off the air conditioner, and put those icy hands under the quilt.

He pulled the quilt up and down very lightly, but he woke up.

An Yuan was bleary-eyed, and had just escaped from the dream. He didn't realize the grudge between them for a while, and held the hand that was still around his neck with some dependence.

"It seems a bit cold." He frowned while speaking.

Seeing him holding her back, Liu Youxia's face wrinkled into a ball, and his tone of voice was the same as before, she couldn't help but feel that she had a small belly.

"Of course it's cold. I was taken aback when I came in." He wrapped An Yuan in a quilt, "Are you hungry? I bought yogurt and fruit, you eat some first, and we will have porridge at night."

An Yuan stared straight at Liu Youxia for a while, then suddenly put his arms around his neck and sat up. "Are you still angry? I apologize to you."

Only then did Liu Youxia realize that he was naked, and when he sat up, his entire upper body was exposed.

"Don't be angry anymore." As he said this, he reached out and hugged An Yuan back. "It's a bit cold in the room, put on your clothes first."

Xu was in response to the occasion, An Yuan sneezed impatiently as soon as Liu Youxia finished speaking.

"I don't really have a cold." An Yuan let go of his hand, and obediently gathered the quilt around his body.

"Go take a hot bath, or you'll start to have a sore throat at night." Liu Youxia pinched his face severely, took the bathrobe beside the bed and put it on for him.

"But I've already washed it at noon." An Yuan didn't want to move, so he sat on the bed and acted foolishly.

"Then do you want to eat at night after lunch?"

"But I didn't eat at noon, why can't I have dinner?"

……

The two stalemate for a while, and finally An Yuan gave in first.Reluctantly, he got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. Liu Youxia at the door was still explaining, "Wash the water warmer, or I'll really catch a cold tomorrow."

So An Yuan took a bath with peace of mind.

At the end, Liu Youxia's porridge was all cooked, but the person hadn't come out yet.Worried that An Yuan would fall asleep in it again, he walked over and knocked on the door.

"Have you washed it? You can drink porridge."

An Yuan's bath was very refreshing, and he didn't wake up until he heard Liu Youxia's voice. "Okay, okay." While talking, he crawled out of the bathtub, hurriedly wiped off the water, put on his clothes and went out.

Liu Youxia brought the porridge to the tea table, Zhao Anyuan came over, and the two sat down on the carpet together.

The porridge was very hot, and An Yuan couldn't eat it after blowing it all the time, so he wished he could take the bowl and turn on the air conditioner.Liu Youxia on the side was rough-skinned and thick-skinned, and had already drank a lot.

"Is it still hot?" He saw that An Yuan was still exhaling, a little funny.

An Yuan ignored him, took a sip and drank it when he felt that it was within the tolerance range.

"Xiaoyuan," Liu Youxia propped his chin and looked over, with a bright smile on his face and eyes.

"Huh?" An Yuan looked up at him, still holding a spoon in his hand. "What's wrong?"

"There's something on your face." Liu Youxia pointed to his right cheek.

An Yuan frowned when he heard the words, and stretched out his hand to wipe it for a long time, but he didn't wipe anything strange. "Anything else? Why didn't I touch anything?"

Liu Youxia hooked his index finger at him, "Come here."

An Yuan approached dubiously, but was pinched by the other party's chin before he got to him.

"Nothing, I lied to you."

An Yuan rolled his eyes, and just about to slap his hand off when he was kissed.

Liu Youxia kissed carefully, tenderly and frivolously.He bit An Yuan's lip, rubbed it in carefully, and kept counting all the teeth.

An Yuan was a little hungry from the mouthful of porridge, and thought that the relationship between the two had just broken the ice, and he was too embarrassed to refuse, but his stomach groaned and groaned incomprehensibly.

Liu Youxia looked at An Yuan, finally bit his lips lightly and backed away.He laughed and joked: "Eat it quickly, the porridge shouldn't burn your mouth now."

An Yuan blushed a little and gave him a look.Then she buried her head in the porridge, no matter how much Ren Liu Youxia harassed her, she refused to respond.

After eating porridge, Liu Youxia collapsed on the sofa to rest with An Yuan in his arms.

"Remember my name?"

An Yuan said "um", but what he said was "I don't remember".

Liu Youxia chuckled and reached out to pinch his face.

"Wen Dao Liu, summer in summer," he took An Yuan's hand and wrote "you" in the air. "The name means 'second summer,' because the first one died before I was born."

"I, I don't know," An Yuan turned his head to look at him, "You don't have to say it."

Liu Youxia smoothed his eyebrows, and replied with a smile: "It's okay, I want to tell you this."

An Yuan didn't speak, he saw a smile on the other party's face, but there was a deep burst of unresolved sadness in his eyes.