five years later

For Liu Youxia, An Yuan always healed the scar and forgot the pain.Half of it is because the other party conforms to his aesthetics from all angles, and the other half may be because of those illusory and unpredictable "love".

They didn't quarrel very much, they got along so well with each other that there was little room for quarreling.It's just that a life that is too peaceful will always give birth to inertia, and as time goes by, it will become a bit pampered.

At that time, Liu Youxia had just smashed the colored glaze that An Yuan bought not long ago, and seeing the other party's expression change from surprise to anger, and then rage, he looked like he wanted to beat him to death.

However, An Yuan didn't really beat him to death, but his expression was very unclear when he was picking up the glass fragments, and his breathing became heavier.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Liu Youxia's apology didn't sound so sincere, and she wanted to say something but was stopped by An Yuan's gesture.

"From now on," he circled his things in the study, "you are not allowed to touch anything here!"

Liu Youxia nodded quickly, raised his hands and swore: "This is really an accident. I didn't intend to touch your things at first. This glass Guanyin is too small, so I didn't see it. I knocked it to the ground as soon as I pulled out the book."

An Yuan was still very angry at first, but he laughed when he saw his swearing look. "This thing was originally a birthday present for you, but it was broken by you." After finishing speaking, he shrugged his shoulders, "Anyway, it's my wish, and I won't make another copy."

Liu Youxia said "Hey", and turned to look at the fragments in An Yuan's palm with distressed expression. "Is this something for me?"

"You even forgot." An Yuan laughed, "You are on the Children's Day birthday."

Liu Youxia took those fragments, regardless of her own birthday. "Then can it still be glued?"

"What are you doing, just a glass Guanyin is not jade," An Yuan looked at it rather disgustingly, "Is your reaction too exaggerated?"

Liu Youxia was really exaggerating.His eyelashes trembled slightly, revealing a delicate and moving sense of fragility all over his body.When the eyes looked at An Yuan, it was like dewdrops dripping from the leaves in the morning.

"We were together in the winter of our junior year, and I went abroad before June [-]st in my senior year. Thinking about it this way," Liu Youxia smiled and blinked, "You are still helping me celebrate my birthday for the second time."

An Yuan originally wanted to comfort her, but felt that Liu Youxia's appearance was too unkind.He curled his lips and said, "What about me? You are very selfish. You think of yourself first. Has anyone celebrated my birthday during the five years you left?"

In fact, this is enough, but once the words of complaint are exported, they will become the water that bursts the embankment, and nothing can stop it.Coupled with the fact that An Yuan has not yet become a fairy, the resentment in his heart is enough to hold up a sex meeting.

"You have been abroad for five years without saying a word. Are you waiting for me to go abroad? I have been the one who has been waiting all this time, and you have done nothing. You think I don't trust you if I haven't told you all my secrets, then you What did you do again, do you trust me? What did you tell me?

"Liu Youxia, I have never forced you to say anything you don't want to say. I just ask you to think about it carefully. Who has been sorry to whom during the years we have been together? You left me, and now this wronged look is just doing it again. For whom?"

An Yuan's voice became louder and louder, and when he finished his last sentence, the whole room fell silent.

Liu Youxia didn't look very surprised, it seemed that An Yuan's words were in line with his self-evaluation.It's just that the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, and no one was embarrassed to speak first.

Quarrels are like that.It's not that he won't bow his head to give in, but the atmosphere at that time was wrong, and the words of apology were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say them.

So the two looked at the floor and the wall, but they didn't look at each other.

Liu Youxia felt that what An Yuan said was correct, and he really had nothing to refute.An Yuan thought that he was a bit too much. These things could not be considered at first. Once the two people's dedication in love is considered, both sides must suffer in the end.But he didn't know how to end this situation, after all Liu Youxia was very selfish and didn't trust him enough.

If all the words are put on the table, at least one person will be injured.

Liu Youxia put the glass fragments in the cabinet of the desk, opened the door and went out.The house was only that big, and the living room and bedroom were not easy to stay in, so he took his mobile phone and car keys and went out the door.

In fact, he didn't want to go far, nor did he intentionally keep An Yuan from stepping down.It's just that Liu Youxia's self-knowledge has always been very accurate, and those shortcomings exist objectively, but he is still very sad when An Yuan says it so openly.There are some things that are really difficult to be true to yourself.

An Yuan in the study hadn't recovered from his gaffe, until the sound of closing the door, he ran from the study to the living room in fear, but he was gone.

For a moment, An Yuan felt very cold.Even though it was already summer, and the wind blowing in from the window was hot, he still felt a sense of panic like falling into an ice cellar.

An Yuan always has an uncontrollable pity for Liu Youxia.This, even he himself does not know why.

It's the end of May, but it's already hot for this southern city.In early spring, the weather can be 27 octaves, and in summer, it is even more troublesome.

Liu Youxia panicked in the car, sat down for a while and got down again.He was walking around in the community, and occasionally mosquitoes "buzzed" and flew past his ears.

He and An Yuan picked this house together.Six years ago, the early spring was still a bit chilly. In order to save time, the two of them ate breakfast on the road.One was eating pancakes, the other was eating steamed stuffed buns. It was a chilly spring, and the breakfast had been blown cold by the wind, but at that time, they could still eat it.I don't know if it's because of An Yuan's company, or because I'm old now.

Five or six years had passed, and Liu Youxia was surprised that she still remembered it. Even An Yuan blushed in embarrassment when asked curiously by the boss, "Are you a brother?"On the contrary, during the five years when he went abroad, it seemed vaguely like a day, and there was nothing special to commemorate.

Because An Yuan doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, Liu Youxia has never learned to smoke, and he doesn't know how to drink.After careful calculation, I really couldn't find anything that could be used to relieve my worries.

Just wandering around the neighborhood for a while, Liu Youxia was scared away by the mosquitoes despite Yugong's determination to move mountains.He hurried to the door of the house, not knowing whether to knock or not.I came out in a hurry, feeling like I had brought everything but forgot the key.

Little do they know that the people inside the door suffer as much as those outside the door.

Liu Youxia was the last to knock on the door, not only once, but after a while, he knocked again non-stop.He was afraid that An Yuan would become the indifferent attitude he had before, and he was even more afraid that this quarrel would destroy all the trust between the two of them.

Unlike him, An Yuan is very good at drinking.After that chill came out of his bones, he took out the leftover baijiu from the cabinet, and drank it slowly while lying on the ground alone.At the end of the drink, the person was already drunk, but he couldn't get up when he heard a knock on the door vaguely, and everything in front of him was spinning.

An Yuan patted his face. He didn't know why he was so obsessed with an auditory hallucination, but he still struggled to get up from the ground.

Along the way, he moved tremblingly to the door, his hand was weak, and he tried to get the key to open the door but couldn't fit the hole.So it was a mistake to drink, An Yuan was so angry that he even broke half of his nails.

Perhaps it was the pain that cleared up the bewildered mind. He pressed both hands on the doorknob, and after turning the door open, he fell back trembling.Liu Youxia didn't catch it, and finally sat down on the ground.

Liu Youxia had never seen An Yuan who lost his composure like this.When he left, the other party was indifferent as if he had never known him, and unilaterally cut off all contact methods.Even during the time when he came back, An Yuan didn't give him any good looks.Only now, when he saw it, did he know that he loved him, still in such an affectionate way.

He looked at An Yuan who was lying on the ground, sobbing slightly, and his heart seemed to be tightened.People who are in love, the more hypocritical things, the more they like them, and the more they can secretly poke in their hearts to show they care.Liu Youxia moved herself first, and then was moved by An Yuan.

"Are you back?" An Yuan looked at the person squatting in front of him, his choked voice still hadn't dissipated.

Liu Youxia helped him up, and the two walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

An Yuan was so drunk that he had no way to support himself, so he could only lean on him lightly. "I'm sorry." He was the one who apologized first, but Anyuan didn't want to worry about it anymore.

"Did you speak the truth at that time?" Liu Youxia asked.

"Huh?" An Yuan didn't understand what he meant.If you drink too much, your brain is not enough.

"I'm a very selfish person." Liu Youxia looked at the half sip of wine left in the glass, took it and drank it in one gulp. "You're right. I care too much about my own feelings, and I don't want to give others enough trust."

An Yuan's head drooped, and he couldn't hear what he was saying at all. "Are you back?" He suddenly looked up and asked with his eyes blindfolded.

Liu Youxia was silent for a while.In this short 1 minute, no one knew what he was thinking, even he himself forgot where he was.

"Are you back?" Such waiting made people anxious, An Yuan couldn't hold back and asked again.

This time Liu Youxia was neither silent nor hesitant.He held An Yuan in his arms tenderly, and said in a gentle voice: "I'm back, if you're sleepy, go to sleep."